第4章
tayibianliuleigengyanyibiankenqiu：“litaitai，wozhishiyigeweibuzudaodecanquederen。shengwanqingchenhou，wojiuzaiyemeiyoushengyunenglile。buguanshiqingchenhaishiwo，zhendedoubuhuiduinizaochengrenheweixie。woqiuqiuni，haohaoduidaiwodeqingchen，haoma？”
lihuaizhikuaisuchongshangloulai，laqiguizaidishangdenvren，huzaihuaili，houdao：“yunyan！”
nanrenmiansehennankan，nushizheyunyan，sihuyaojiangyunyantunjinduzi。
yunyanjuedeziji**zhendeshikaileyanle。
liuqingweidekushengturanjicu，xiongkouqifujulie，sihuxiayimiaojiuyaodaoxiaqu。
lihuaizhifuzhuliuqingwei，youchaozheyunyandishenghedao：“yunyan！shikeerzhi，buyaorangwohenni！”
henta？yunyancikezhijuedehaoxiao。
tadezuichunjihuyaobeiyaopo，yanleiwushengdihualuo，queyonglishangyangzuijiao，zichaodixiaozhe。
tanuliyizhizheziji，huanhuanzoujinmianqiandeliangren，jinjindingzhelihuaizhideyanjing，diyadikaikou：“lihuaizhi，woyiwei，zheisanniandefuchunikeyikandeqingchu。ruguoshuo，nikanbuqing，neiwoxianzaigaosuni，congqingchenxinglaikaishi，yizhidaozuotianwanshang，wofazhegaoshao，jihumeiyouheguoyanjing。jishishiqingchenshuile，yeshijidubuanwen，nibuzaijia，woyaoyigerenshouzheta，baozhengtayixinglaijiunengkanjianwo。shuoshihua，ruguobushibaomudeanmianyao，woshenzhibuzhidaowonengbunengchengdaoxianzaihaiqingxingzhegennishuohua...”
lihuaizhimeiyoushuohua，mouzilishishenbujiandideheise。
yunyanbingweizaiyi，jixushuodao：“zainibuzhidaodeririyeyeli，shiwoyigerenshouzheqingchen，erni，zuoweifuqin，nisongguoqingchenquguoyicikangfujigouma？nizhidaotadeshuimianzhangaiduoyanzhongma？nizhidaoshenmeshihouhuikaixinshenmeshihouhuiqingxushikongma？nizhidaotayouhenduoshiwudoubunengchi，meiyitianguangshiweilerangtachifandouyaojinglijichangdazhanma？nizhidaorangnixuehuishuoyige“mama”haojinlewoduoshaoxinxuema？haiyou，nizhidaolingchendeertongyiyuanma？...xianzai，chushile，nimenyoushenmezigehuaiyiwozeguaiwo！”
lihuaizhiminchun，mouseshenchen。
tahuailideliuqingweichouqizhe，“douguaiwo，douguaiwo，shiwomeiyoubaohuhaoqingchen，shiwochushengtaicha，shiwobugouhao，liyeyecaitaoyanwo，cairangwodeqingchenshouzheimeduoku...”。
huayinweiluo，liuqingweizhenggerenturantanruanyunleguoqu。
lihuaizhimanliandejinzhang，yibianhanzheliuqingweidemingzi，yibiandashengjiaozheyisheng。
lihuaizhibaozhenvrendeshenyinghenkuaixiaoshizaiwoshili。
zheiyici，yunyanxinsile。
taganjuezijidelianjiashishirunrunde，yizhenzhenlengyifushanglai。
taxiang，dagaishiyoufashaoleba。
lihuaizhijiangliuqingweibaodaokewodechuangshang，anpaide24xiaoshisuishendeyishengzhengzaijitajiancha。
liuqingweisannianqianzuoguohuanxinshoushu，jiashangtashengyushishentifuheda，shengyuhoumeiyoujishibaoyang，shentisuzhihencha。
sannianqian，yingyeyedeyaoqiu，lihuaizhijiangtasongquleguowailiaoyang。
lihuaizhiyuanbenmeiyoudasuanrangtahuiguohehaizijianmian，yebudasuanrangtajieruzijixianzaidejiating。
keshiguowaideyishengshuoliuqingweizaiguowaiyizhimeiyoushenmeshejiao，yuyuguahuan，shentizhuangkuangfanfanfufu，bingbuliyukangfu。
suiranlihuaizhiyehuaiyiguo，weishenmedousannianlecaiyouzheiyangdefankui。dantademudejiushiyaorangliuqingweihaohaohuozhe，buguanshizhenshijia，tadoubunengmaoxian。
zhishimeixiangdao，ganghuiguodeliuqingweixiaoxijiuzheimelingtong，shenzhizhijiechuxianzaizijidebieshu。
“zenmeyang？youmeiyoushengmingweixian？”lihuaizhizuozaiyipangdeshafashang，pingjingkaikou。
“xianzaikanlaihaihao，zaiduoshoudian**，kejiubuyidingle。”
chengfengshisannianqianjiliuqingweizuohuanxinshoushudelaojiaoshoudedeyimensheng，cirenchushenbuhao，danshibujinnuliyouyoutianfen。
lihuaizhizailiuqingweihuiguoqiangaoxinpinqingtazuoweiliuqingweitieshenyisheng，weici，chengfengshenzhiyulaojiaoshouduanjueleshituguanxi。
danduiyuchengfenglaishuo，biqijieshoulaoshideyibo，jiejinlihuaizhigengrongyishixianzijidemengxiang。
“liu**xianzaidezhuangkuangzuihaohaishijingyang。”
chengfengkanlekanlihuaizhideshenqing，pingjingsihubingmeiyoushenmeqinggan，youjixushuo：“kanqilailiu**zaiguowaidesannianguodebingbuhao，wojidesannianqiandehuanxinshoushu，yijishuhouhuifudoushihenlixiangde。sanniandeliaoyangbuyinggaishixianzaizheigeyangzi。”
lihuaizhishensuidemuguangzhujianlengjun，“lizong，shiwoshuotaiduole。liu**zhishiqingxutaiguojidong，xintiaojiasu，gongyangbuzu。haohaoxiuxi，meiyoushenmedaai。woxiangbiqiyaowu，taxianzaigengxuyaonin。buguoshizaibufangxindehua，haishiquyiyuanyongzhuanyeyiqizuogezhuanyejianchabijiaohao。”
程枫离开。
lihuaizhishuangyanweimi，qingqingkaozaishafabeishang，sisuoleyihuier，baoqichuangshangdenvren，zouchubieshu。
yunyanxinrusihuidizuozaiwoshideditanshang，tingdaoqichefadongjideshengyinweiweitailetaimou。
buyihuier，guanjiazhangshujinlaigaosuta，xianshengdaizheneigenvrenlikaile。
yunyanqingqingyinglesheng，zhangshuyoushuo，xianshengrangsijibaxiaoshaoyesongqulaozhaile。
云烟苦笑，也好。
zijizhongyukeyihaohaoxiuxile。
buxuyaozhaoguhaizi，yebuxuyaomanzunanren。
huiguzijidesannian，zhishengyishenshanghen。
yunyanxiang，zheiyangdehunyin，haiyoushenmejixudebiyaoni。
tadeshentihenleng，buzhuzhandou。
zhangshukanzhebuduijing，qingleyishengguolaikankan，yishengzhijierangzhangshuanpaisijiquyiyuan。
yunyanmeiyoujujue，tameiyouliqi，quanshendejirouxiangbeisilieyiyangtengtong。
rangtayijingfenbuqing，zijidexin，daodishibushiyeshitengde。
jinyiyuandaletuishaozhenzhihou，yunyanzhujianhaozhuan，tajing**zaibingchuangshangguazhediandi。
yunyanjingshenhaolexie，shenbianzhaogudeshizhangshuanpaidehugong。
yunyanxiangyaoyigerenjingjing，biandafahugongqumaichide。
buyihuier，yizhenniaoyixilai，yunyanxianghuhushilaibangmang，keyixiangyoujuedeganga，bianzijixiachuangtuizheshuyejiajinleweishengjian。
hugonglikaideshihoumenmeiyouguanyanshi，yunyanzouchuweishengjiandeshihoucongmenfenglipiedaoleyigeshuxideshenying，yizhenjingxi。
meiguzhezijideshouhaidazhediandi，zhijietuimenzhuileguoqu。
shoulituizheshuyejiadaodishibufangbian，yunyanchulebingfangmenyijingkanbujianrenyingle。
suanle，taxiang，yaozhenshitahuilaile，zaojiugailianxizijicaishi，bachengshikancuole。
qingqingyaoleyaotou，yunyandiaotouzhunbeihuibingfang。
meiyouzhuyidaoyanqianyigeyuemo5。6suidexiaonanhaihengchongzhizhuangchongleguolai，yunyanlaibujiduoshanlianggerenshuai
倒了地上。