第3章 挑战与蜕变

jinglile《xingchendahai》dechenggong,wodeyanyishiyejinruleyigexindejieduan。raner,suizhierlaidebujinjinshixianhuahezhangsheng,haiyougengduodezerenheyali。jingjirenlijiekaishiweiwojieqiagengduogaozhiliangdezuopin,tongshiyetixingwoyaozhuyixingxiangguanli,bimianxianruyulequanchangjiandeshifeixuanwozhong。

zaiyicijubenxuanzehuiyishang,womenyudaoleyigefeichangyoutiaozhanxingdejiaose——yiweishenchuheianshijiequeshizhongbaochizheguangmingneixindenvzhentan。zheigejiaosexuyaobiaoxianchujianqiangyonggandeyimian,tongshiyeyaozhanxianchutarouruancuiruodeneixinshijie。weilegenghaodiquanshizheiyirenwu,wojuedingshenruyanjiuzhentanxingye,bingqiecanyuleyixieshidikaochahuodong,rucanguanjingchaju、yuyixianxingzhenrenyuanjiaoliudeng。zheixiejinglirangwoduizheigezhiyeyoulequanxinderenshi,yeweisuzaojiaosetigonglefengfudesucai。

paisheguochengzhong,yichangjinzhangcijidezhuichexijiwoliuxialeshenkeyinxiang。daoyanxiwangnenggouzaihuamianzhongchengxianchusuduganhejinpogan,yinciteyixuanzeleshijingpaisheerfeihouqitexiaozhizuo。zheiyiweizheyanyuanbixuqinzishangzhenwanchengdabufendongzuochangmian。jinguanjuzuyijingzuolechongfendeanquancuoshi,dandangzhenzhengzuozaifeichideqichelishi,wohaishiganshoudaoleqiansuoweiyoudexintiaojiasu。buguo,zhengshizheiyangzhenshidetiyanshidebiaoyangengjiashengdongziran,zuizhongchengxianchulaidexiaoguoyededaoledajiadeyizhihaoping。

yucitongshi,suizhezhimingdudetigao,woyemianlinzheyuelaiyueduodeguanzhuhezhiyi。shejiaomeitishangshibushihuichuxianyixieguanyuwosishenghuodechuanwen,shenzhiyoureneyizaoyaoshuowoliyongbuzhengdangshouduanhuoquziyuan。mianduizheixiefumianxinxi,qichuwohenxiangzhijiefanbochengqingshishi,danzailijiedejianyixiaxuanzelebaochichenmo,yongshijixingdonglaizhengmingziji。tagaosuwo:“zaizheigeshidai,youshihouzuihaodehuiyingjiushizhuanzhuyugongzuo,yongzuopinshuohua。”

moucicanjiazongyijiemuluzhishi,jiemuzuanpaileyixiangjixiantiaozhanrenwu——gaokongtiaosan。duiyuhuanyouqingweikonggaozhengdewolaishuo,zheiwuyishiyigejudadekaoyan。zhanzaifeijicangmenkouneiyike,kanzhejiaoxiadedadizhujianyuanqu,xinlichongmanlekongju。danshixiangdaoguanzhongmenqidaidemuguangyijituanduichengyuanjiyudezhichiguli,wohaishiguqiyongqizongshenyiyue。neiyishunjian,fengshenghuxiaoerbian,shentifangfoshiqulezhongliang。dangchenggongzheluhou,bujinshouhuolexianchangguanzhongreliedezhangsheng,gengzhongyaodeshizhanshengleneixindekongju,shixianleziwotupo。

bujiuzhihou,《anyezhuizongzhe》zheibujuzhengshibochu。youyuticaixinyingqieqingjiejincou,henkuaibianxiyinledaliangguanzhongguanzhu。juzhongneiweicongmingzhihuiyouchongmanmeilidenvzhentanxingxiangshenrurenxin,chengweihenduorenxinmuzhongdeouxiang。suizhejuqingtuijin,bushaowangyoufenfenliuyanbiaoshibeijiaosesuodadong,bingduiwobiaodalezanshangzhiqing。kandaozheixiefankui,xinzhongjigandongyouganji。zheiyiqiedenulizhongyudedaolehuibao,tongshiyejilizhewojixuqianjindejiaobu。

suizheshijiantuiyi,《anyezhuizongzhe》yinglailedajieju。zuihouyijibochudangwan,zhenggeyanbotingzaicibaofachuleimingbandezhangsheng。zheicibutongyiwangdeshi,zaijidongzhiyuhaijiazazheyisibushe。huiguzheiduanlvcheng,congzuichujiedaojubenshidetantebuandaoxianzainenggouwanmeiyanyizheiyangyigefuzaduomianderenwu,meiyigeshunjiandouzhidemingji。tongguozheibuzuopin,wobujinxuedaolehenduozhuanyezhishi,gengzhongyaodeshixuehuileruhemianduikunnanbingkefutamen。weilaihaiyouhenduoweizhidengdaizhewoqutansuo,danwoxiangxinzhiyaojianchinuli,jiuyidingnenggouchuangzaogengduojingcaidepianzhang。