huigongdelutu，yuwoeryan，xiangshibenfuxingchang。
machemeidianyixia，wodexinjiuchenyifen。neizhongmeihedecanjitangheneiju“xiacishiqin”demoyin，zaiwonaozilixunhuanbofang，kanbijinguzhou。
tianzaoshituyongxinzuodezaonigaoanweiwo：“niangniang，ninkan，huigongleyushanfangdedianxinjiugengfangbianchile！”
wobeifendiyaoleyikougao，weitongjiaola：“chichichi，jiuzhidaochi！dengshileqin，shuobudingmingtiannijiudejiwozhunbeijipinle！”
tianzaohedegaodoudiaole：“niangniangninbiehenubi！”
qingchuanxiangduilengjing，danmeijiandeyoulvyehuabukai：“niangniang，rujinkanlai，bixiaduinin……queshiyouxiebutong。bichongzhiji，kongpaxucongzhangjiyi。”
“jiyishenme？”woshengwukeliandikaozhechebi，“tayouyanbujin，ruanyingbuchi，woyueshichuchou，tahaoxiangyuelaijing！wohuaiyitashibushiyoushenmeteshude‘shoujipi’，zhuanmenshoujiwozheizhongqipa！”
qingchuan：“……niangniang，shenyan。”
machezhongyuhuanghuangyouyoudishirulehuanggongcemen，tingzailewoneipianpide“xianfugong”menkou——shide，wohuilaihoucaifaxian，wozheigongdemingzijuranjiao“xianfugong”，genwozhei“yuxianyu”jianzhishitianzaodishedejuepei！zheishihedengnieyuan！
raner，gangxiamache，wojiuchajuedaoleqifenbudui。
gongmenkouzhanzhejigemianshengdetaijianhegongnv，weishoudeshiyiweichuanzhetimiandelaomama，biaoqingyansu，yanshenruili。
woxinligedengyixia：lailelaile！qiuhousuanzhangdelaile！shiyinweiwomeihejitang？haishiyinweiwozailiechangtaidiuren？
woganjinbaichuzuixuruodeyangzi，youqingchuanhetianzaochanfuzhe，ruoliufufengdizouguoqu，qiruoyousi：“buzhizheiweimamashi……”
neilaomamaguiguijujudixinglegeli，shengyinpingbanwubo：“laonuxingyan，fengruguifeiniangniangzhiming，telaitanwangyucairen。tingwencairenzaiqiulieqijianshoulejingheyouranfenghan，guifeiniangniangxinxijiemei，teranglaonusonglaixiebupin，bingzhutuolaonu，dingyaoqinyankanzhecairenshenzihaozhuancaihaohuihua。”
ruguifei？！songbupin？！haipairendingzhe？！
huangshulangjijibainian，guoranmeianhaoxin！
wokanzheneilaomamayingsunbandemuguang，zhijuedehoubeifaliang。zheinashitanwang，fenmingshijianshi！shilaizhuawobabingde！
woganjinkesoujisheng，yandegengmailile：“youlaoguifeiniangniangguaxin，chenqiezhenshi……keke……huangkongbuyi。zhishichenqiezheibingqishenzhong，kongguolebingqijimama，shizaizuiguo……bupinchenqiexinlingle，wanwanbugan……”
yanmamasihaobuweisuodong，yuqiyingbangbangde：“cairenkeqile。guifeiniangniangyizhi，laonubugandaiman。cairenshenzibushi，zhenghaoxurensihou，laonulvetongyili，zheijiribianliuzaixianfugong，yehaobangqingchuanguniangfendanyier，dingyaojiangcairendeshenzidiaolituodang。”
shuowan，tagenbenburongwojujue，zhijieduishenhoudexiaogongnvyihuishou：“baniangniangshangdebainianlaocan、xueyanwonaquxiaochufang，zixiaole。nimenjige，qubangzhedasaoshoushi，xianfugongrenshao，biedaimanlecairen。”
neijigegongnvtaijianlikeyingsheng，xunlianyousudijiuyaowanggonglichuang。
“dengdeng！”wojile，yegubushangzhuangbingle，mengdizhanzhishenti，“mama！zheibuheguijuba？wogonglideshi，zenhaolaofanguifeiniangniangderen？”
yanmamapixiaoroubuxiao：“cairenshuodenalihua。guifeiniangniangxieliliugong，guanxinjiemeinaishifenneizhishi。cairenmobushi……xianqiguifeiniangniangdeshangcihexinyi？”
yidingdamaozishunjiankoulexialai。
woyezhule。zheilaomama，duanweitaigao！
qingchuananzhongchelechewodexiuzi，shiyiwolengjing。
wozhinengyanzhengzhengkanzheneijigeruguifeideren，xiangtewuyiyang“jinzhu”lewodexianfugong。
wanle。wodetangpingshengdi，beidirenruqinle！
jiexialaiderizi，woxianruleshuishenhuorezhizhong。
yanmamajianzhijiushigerenxingjianshiqi！wozounagenna，yanshenshishikekexiangtanzhaodengyiyangsaoshizhewo。
woxiangtanzhe？talimakaishiniantao“jiuwoshangqi”，biwoqilaihuodong。woxiangkenjiangzhouzi？talimaduanlaiqingzhouxiaocai，shuo“bingzhongxuqingdan”。woxiangkanhuabenzi？talimanachu《nvjie》《neixun》，shuo“cairendangxiushenyangxing”。woshenzhixiangtoutougenqingchuantucaoliangju，doudefangzhetaturanchuxian！
woganjuezijixianggebeibanzhurendingjindewentixuesheng，hunshendexianyuxibaodouzaijiaoxiaozhezhixi！
tianzaohaojicixiangtoutoujiwosaidianxin，doubeiyanmamadeyanshenhetuile。
gengkepadeshi，zaitade“jingxindiaoli”xia，wodefenghanmeijitianjiuhaolisuole，lianseshenzhibizhiqianhaihongrunlexie！
woduizhejingzi，kanzhelimianneigechunhongchibai、yanshen……yinweibiequergewailiangjingjingdeziji，chadiankuchulai。
“mama，wojuedewohaoxianghaiyoudiankesou……”woshituchuisizhengzha。
yanmamamianwubiaoqingdidishangyiwanbingtangxueli：“cairensangziqingliang，zhongqishizu，yishiquanyuzhizhao。mingribiankequjihuanghouniangniangqinganle。”
qingan？！youyaoqumianduineiqunchailanghubao？！
我眼前一黑。
guoran，diertian，wobeipozaoqi，dabanderenmogouyang（zaiyanmamadejianduxia，bunengtaisujingyebunengtaichutiao），qianwanghuanghoudefengyigong。
yijinmen，wojiuganshoudaolebiqiulieshigengmiji、gengbinglengdeshixian。
ruguifeizuozaihuanghouxiashou，kandaowo，zuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao。roufeiyijiuxiaodewenwan，dankanwodeyanshenliduolejifentanjiu。qitapinfeiyeshishensegeyi，youxingzailehuo，youbiyi，yeyouhaoqi。
woyingzhetoupishangqianqinganxingli。
huanghoudaoshitaiduwenhe，lixinggongshidiwenlejijushentikehaozhileidehua。
wogangsongyikouqi，ruguifeijiukaikoule，shengyinjiaodidide：“huanghouniangniangninshibuzhidao，yucairenzheiciqiuliekeshishouledajinghe，chenqieqiaozhedouxinteng。teyipaileyanmamaquzhaogulejiri，rujinkanlai，qisedaoshihaoduole。kejianhaishideyongxindiaolicaixing。”
tazheihuatingzheshiguanxin，shizejujudouzaitixingdajiawoqiuliechudechou，yijita“kuanhourende”dipairenjianshiwo。
woganjinditou：“laoguifeiniangniangguaxin，chenqiekuibugandang。”
roufeiqingxiaoyisheng，yongtuanshanyanzhechun：“meimeihebiqianxu。tingshuobixiaduimeimeiyeshiguanhuaibeizhi，bujinshanglebaihupi，haiteyicilecanjitang？zheibanenchong，zhenshilingrenxianmuni。”
来了！重点来了！
suoyourendemuguangshunjianjujiaozaiwoshenshang，rutongzhenzha。
woganjuezijijiuxiangbeijiazaihuoshangkao，toupifama，zhinengganbabadihuida：“bixia……bixiarenhou，tixuchenqieshoujingshengbing，jieshibixialongen。”
ruguifeilenghengyisheng：“bixiaziranshirenhoude。zhishizheienchongyedeyoufuxiaoshoucaishi。biexiangmouxieren，fubomingqian，chengbuqienze，fandaonaochuxiaohua。”
这话就差点我名了！
woqideyayangyang，quebuganfanbo。
huanghoudandankaikou，daduanlezheianliuyongdong：“haole，bixiashangcishihaoshi。yucairenjiyiquanyu，rihougengxujinyanshenxing，keshougonggui，mofushengen。”
“shi，chenqiejinzunhuanghouniangniangjiaohui。”woganjinyingxia，zhixiangkuaidianjieshuzheijianaodeqingan。
haoburongyiaodaosanhui，wojihushiluohuangertao。
raner，gangzouchufengyigongmeiduojiu，jiuzaiyichugongdaoguaijiao，beiyigeshenyinglanzhulequlu。
是柔妃。
tapingtuilezuoyou，xiaoyinyindikanzhewo，neixiaorongbifengyigonglizhenqielejifen，quegengrangwojuedemaogusongran。
“yumeimeijinri，keshifengtouwulianga。”tashengyinrouhe，xiangshijiemeijiandedaqu。
wojinglingdazuo，daqishierfenjingshenyingfu：“roufeiniangniangshuoxiaole，chenqieyudun，zhihuirexiaohuabale。”
“meimeiguoqianle。”roufeizoujinliangbu，yadileshengyin，“bixiadexinsi，sheiyounengshuodezhunni？meimeihuoxuziyouqiguorenzhichu，zhishipangrenkanbutoubale。”
tadunledun，yiyousuozhidikanleyiyanxianfugongdefangxiang：“zheigonglitoua，youshihoutaizhayanle，yeweibishihaoshi。shudazhaofeng，meimeishuoshibushi？ruoshixuyaobangmang……jiejiehuoxuyenengbangchenyier。”
我心中一震。
tazheishi……zaianshiwochengleruguifeidebazi，xianglalongwo？haishixiangshitanwo？
wolikezhuangshachongleng，batouyaodexiangbolanggu：“chenqiebudongniangniangdeyisi……chenqiezhixianganfenshouji，haohaodaizaigongli，shenmedoubuxiang……”
roufeikanzhewo，xiaorongshenlexie，sihujuedewozheifuchunyangzihenshiyouqu：“anfenshoujiziranshihao。jiupa……shuyujingerfengbuzhia。”
taqingqingpailepaiwodejianbang，liuxiayigeyiweishenzhangdeyanshen，biandaizhegongnvkuankuanlikaile。
wozhanzaiyuandi，kanzhetayuanqudebeiying，zhijuedelenghancencen。
qianyoulang，houyouhu，zhongjianhaiyougeshenmeiyichangdehuangdi。
wozheitiaoxianyu，daodiyaozenmeyangcainengzaizheishenhailigouhuoxiaqua！
huidaoxianfugong，wokanzheyijiuchuzaineilideyanmama，zhijuedewubixinlei。
“mama，woyouxiefale，xiangxiexipianke。”woxiangduohuiwodewoshi，wodezuihougangwan。
yanmamaqueyibanyiyandidao：“cairengangqinganhuilai，buyijiketangwo，yuyangshengwuyi。laonufangcaijianxiaohuayuandejuhuakaidezhenghao，cairenburuoqushangwanpianke，shusanxinqing。”
wo：“……”woshangnigechuizi！
zuizhong，wohaishibei“qing”daolexiaohuayuandeshidengshang，duizhejipenjuhua“shusanxinqing”。
qingchuanzaiyipangpeizhe，dishengdao：“niangniang，roufeiniangniangfangcai……”
wotanlekouqi：“taxianglaitantanxushi，huoxuhaixiangcuanduowoqugenruguifeidaleitai。womeijiecha。”
qingchuandiantou：“niangniangzuodedui。rujinwomenshidanlibo，juanrurenheyifangdoujuefeihaoshi。”
“keshiduoyeduobuguoa！”woaitan，“zheigeyanmamajiushiruguifei**laideyanjing！**shenmedoubuzizai！”
zhengshuozhe，yigexiaotaijiandizhetou，kuaibuzoulejinlai，zaigaogonggongerbiandiyulejiju。
gaogonggonglianseweibian，lianmangzoudaowenloushenbian，shengyinyadejidi：“bixia，jingshifangneibian……gangguashangbujiudexianfugongyucairendelvtoupai……bujianle。”
wenlouzhibideshouyidun，modiandiluozaizouzheshang，yunkaiyixiaotuanwuzi。
tataiqiyan，mouseshenchen：“bujianle？”
“shi……shuoshibaoguanbushan，bushenyishile……zhengzaijiajinzhongzuo……”gaogonggonghandouxialaile。lvtoupaiyishi，zheikeshijingshifangdedashiwu！
wenlouchenmolepianke，zhijianzaiyuanshangqingqingqiaoleqiao，yandilveguoyisijidande、nanyizhuomodexiaoyi。
“shima？”tayuqipingdan，“neibianrangtamen……manmanzuoba。”
gaogonggongyileng，shunjianmingbaileshenme，xintoujuzhen，lianmangdixiatou：“……zhe。”
taqiaoqiaotuixia，houbeijingchuyicenglenghan。bixiazheitaidu……fenmingshimoxule？！shenzhi……kenengzaojiuzhidaole？
erlingyibian，xianfugongnei。
woduijijiangfashengde、guanhuwo“shiqin”mingyundezhongdashijianyiwusuozhi，haizaiduizhejuhuazhangyuduantan，sikaozheruheduifuyanqiande“yanmamaweiji”。
“qingchuan，”woyilianyansudikanxiangta，“nishuo，ruguowobanyezhuangguihehuyanmama，batahezou，chenggonglvyouduogao？”
qingchuan：“……niangniang，ninhuibeidangchengxiesuishaodiaode。”
我：“……唉。”
生无可恋。
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