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清明节前夕,

wofengmingzaidiyuchengzhiegui。

shisuideerzi,qinshoujiangwotuiruyouguo!

woxuelinlindicongfeitengdeyouguolipachulai,

takanzhewoyishenzhuoshang,paishoujiaohao。

“huogai!sheirangnihaisiwoniangde,yaobushini,jinrilaidifuchengweinvjundejiushiwoniang!”

“feijinxinsipashangwofujundechuang!nizheigetoubierendongxidezei!chenzaogunchudifu!”

youguojianaowodelinghun,yezhengtenglewodexin。

zheigewoyishouyangdahaizi,rujinhenworugu。

mingwangzhidaocishi,duiwolengmoheze,“haizidouyangbuhao,nizheigefeiwuyoushenmeyong!”

fuzierrenyanzhongduiwodehenruchuyizhe。

wojiaochunvjunquanbing,qingtanyisheng,

“mingriqingming,guimendakai,wozihuiliqu。”

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shangkouchudezhuoshaorangwotengdaomamu,

yeyunyizheimeyinao,rangwobudebuhuiquliaoshang。

我血淋淋地往回走,

jiaodibuzhiheshicuanchuyitiaoyanjingshe,

一口咬在我手腕上,

tazaiyipangxixuedikanzhe,

wochitongshuaikai,zhengyaojiangdusheniansi,

yeyunyidedangongjiudalai,

dazaiwobeiyaodaodeshangkouchu,

血水呲呲流出,

“buxunizheigejiannvrenshanghaiwodechongwu!”

takanwodeyanshenbidushehaiyaohenla,henbudewoxianzaijiuqusi。

mingmingshigezhaorenlianaidexiaohai,

却如毒蛇般冰冷,

woweiqudao,“yuner,niweishenmeyangzheiyangdudeshe,kuaibatarengle。”

“pei!yongdezhenilaijiaoxunwo?”

“yigexiajiandehuanu,zhenbazijidangwomuqinle,wocaibuyaoni!jianhuo!”

wobuzhidaotaxiaoxiaonianji,shicongnalixuedaozheixiebukanruerdehua,

tadeyuyanhuazuoweifenglidejian,

扎在我都心口。

woquanshenzhandou,xianggankuaihuiquliaoshang,

“nishuoshenmejiushishenmeba!”

talenghengyishengjiuzoule,daizhetayangdeneitiaoshe,

“guaiguaizhenbang,xiacizhaozhetadeboziyao!”

shuozhehaibuwanghuitoudengwoyiyan!

congqian,wodouhuiqiutayuanliangwo,

不要生我的气。

现在我累了,

我又有什么错,

让你这么蹉跎我。

mingfuzuipianyuandedifang,jiushiwodezhuchu。

zheixienianlai,yanjunyeliuyunbuyunxuwotaruzhongxinqubanbu。

tashuoyijiandaowojiuhuixiangqijiejiedangniantiaoruwangchuandehuamian。

让我好自为之。

我住在黄泉附近,

babailihuangquanwuhuawuye,

zheilixiangrenjianshamoyiyanglengqing。

danwoshihuayao,haofeixinxuerangzheilizhonghuanshengji。

dangwotaruhuangquanneiyike,

满地狼藉,

shinianlai,wocongfeijingxinkuyanghuodehuabeijiantayidi。

mashangbianshirenjianqingmingjie,

woweijidianfumuhejiejiedexianhuayemeile。

quanbeijiantadiguangtutude。

yeyunyijuzhehuoba,zhuanmendengwojinlai,

neiyike,huangquanhuoguangsishe,

燃烧了我十年心血,

这里重新变得虚无,

他走前咯咯地笑,

“shalebajianhuo!wojiushiyaobanidedongxishaodiao,zhenshishenmehuosedougannajinhuangquan!”

“huangquan,kebuxihanshenmehua!”

woconghuijinzhongbalachujiarendepaiwei,

将它们抱在怀里。

congyaozulaihuangquan,yiyoushinian。

worenshouleshinianchegudehanfengyuhuangliang,

queshizhongwuburetadexin,

他是我亲手养大,

rujinweijiangwoganzou,henbudewosi。

shenhoupiaolaiyizhenqinglengdefeng,

yeliuyunbuzhiheshizhanzaiwoshenhou,

benxianghechiwo,quekandaowohunshenshixue,haiyouyidilangjie。

tatanxiyisheng,“tanianjihaixiao,nimoyaojijiao。”

“zaishuole,nishenweiyangmu,meiyoubatajiaohao,yegaifansiyixiazijideyuanyin。”

不愧是父子俩,

meiyanjiandelengmoruchuyizhe。

我擦干眼泪,

wangzheshangweiranjindeyuhuo,

坚定地说道,

“yanjundaren,shinianzhiqiyiman,wogaizoule!”