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我话音刚落,

zheitonglvhuangquandiyudezhuren,lianshangzhongyuchuxianlehehushenfendeweiyan,

“走?”

“你还想去哪里?”

“yunerbuguoshiwanpilexie,tabuguojinikaigewanxiaobale!nishenweiyangmu,zheidianduliangdoumeiyouma?”

度量?

我姐姐倒是有度量,

taweilerangyeliuyunzuowenhuangquandiyudeweizhi,

xinganqingyuanweitadeqiantupulu,

dangzheshangyirendiyuzhizhudemian,tiaoruwangchuan,

weiyeyeliuyunsaoqinglezhangai,

bubibeidashangxianyaoxiangliandezuiming。

他们恩爱百年,

留下一个孩子,

之后他顺利继位,

jiangwojielaihuangquan,zuoweiyangmuweijiejieyanghaizi。

taqingwoweitayangshinianhaizi。

wobenshihuayaoyizuzuiyouwangchengxiandedizi,

queyinweijiejieheyanjunxiangai,

就断送我前程,

laidaowuhuawuyedehuangquandangyimingnvjun,

suimingweidifunvjun,shuodaodibuguoshigenubi,

bujinyaorenshoueguiqiru,

还在这暗无天日,

养了十年孩子。

我还要如何有度量?

chajuedaowodebugan,tafanghuanleyuqi,

“mingrishiqingming,benzuoyunxunidezurenlaidifuyixu,nibushihenjiumeijiandaotamenlema?”

“不必了!”

我拒绝,

wodezurenzainihejiejiedeshibaoluhou,jiujiangwoyijiarenzhuchuzu。

dangniantamenshiwomenweizaixing,

yinweixianyaoxiangliandezuiming,huayaoyizuhuoxuyemianlinzhebeichujuedekeneng。

就因为这个可能,

fuqinmuqinbeihuohuoshaosi,

woshenshouzhongshang,beiguanzaidilao。

zurenyaobawosongjigebishandehamajingdangdijiushijiugexiaoqie。

yinyanjunyiyan,wobiangouqietousheng,

shinianle,rujinwoshengburusi,

ziconghediyuzhanranguanxihou,

womenjiakeweishichijinlekutou!

huayaoyizu,yemeiyouzaijiandebiyao。

zixisuanlai,fuqinmuqindejiriyekuaidaole。

wozixidicashipaiweishangdehuijin,

xiayimiaoquebeiyeliuyunyijiaotilai,

paiweisifenwulie,tanaonudidingzhewo,

“zheiyebuxing,neiyebuxing,nihaixiangzenyang!”

“nanbuchenghaixiangyaowoyanjunfurendeweizhi?tingxian,nijiwotinghaole!”

“nizheibeizidoubibushangnijiejie,yaoshiganwangxiangyaobenzuodefurenzhiwei,chenzaosilezheitiaoxin!”

wowangzhesifenwuliedepaiweishishen,

yanleipadapadawangxialiu,

“haole!shouqinineifujiaxingxingdemoyang,nijiejiecaibuhuixiangnizheibanruanruo,xiangliuzaibenzuoshenbianyekeyi,danzhinengshiqie。”

“yunerhaixuyaohaohaojiaoyang,tashinijiejieweiyidehaizi,nihainengquna?”

“yihoubuxuzaiyongzheiyuqinguzongdeshouduan,benzuozheicibianrenle,xiacizaigan,xiaoxinwojiangniheneixieeguiyikuaidarudiyu!”

他居高临下地施舍,

让我瞬间恍惚,

我从来不稀罕这些,

不等我解释,

tazaiwojiaobianrengxiayipingliaoshangyaobianlikai。

瓶子咕噜咕噜滚落,

wokanzhetapiaodangdeyibai,

喉间一阵苦涩。

woshoushikongdangdangdeyuanluo。

十年心血付之东流。

wozhongdecaoyao,xianhua,lvshu,quanbudoubeiyibahuoshaole。

neiniansansuideyunyibaoyuandiyucangliang,

黄泉连花也活不了,

wozhidaohouyongxianxueririjiaoguan,huazhongcainengshenggen。

rujintaqinshoushaohuilewodexinxue。

十年时间,

fuziliangdexinwodouwubuhua,

一个个视我为草芥。