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我话音刚落,
zheitonglvhuangquandiyudezhuren,lianshangzhongyuchuxianlehehushenfendeweiyan,
“走?”
“你还想去哪里?”
“yunerbuguoshiwanpilexie,tabuguojinikaigewanxiaobale!nishenweiyangmu,zheidianduliangdoumeiyouma?”
度量?
我姐姐倒是有度量,
taweilerangyeliuyunzuowenhuangquandiyudeweizhi,
xinganqingyuanweitadeqiantupulu,
dangzheshangyirendiyuzhizhudemian,tiaoruwangchuan,
weiyeyeliuyunsaoqinglezhangai,
bubibeidashangxianyaoxiangliandezuiming。
他们恩爱百年,
留下一个孩子,
之后他顺利继位,
jiangwojielaihuangquan,zuoweiyangmuweijiejieyanghaizi。
taqingwoweitayangshinianhaizi。
wobenshihuayaoyizuzuiyouwangchengxiandedizi,
queyinweijiejieheyanjunxiangai,
就断送我前程,
laidaowuhuawuyedehuangquandangyimingnvjun,
suimingweidifunvjun,shuodaodibuguoshigenubi,
bujinyaorenshoueguiqiru,
还在这暗无天日,
养了十年孩子。
我还要如何有度量?
chajuedaowodebugan,tafanghuanleyuqi,
“mingrishiqingming,benzuoyunxunidezurenlaidifuyixu,nibushihenjiumeijiandaotamenlema?”
“不必了!”
我拒绝,
wodezurenzainihejiejiedeshibaoluhou,jiujiangwoyijiarenzhuchuzu。
dangniantamenshiwomenweizaixing,
yinweixianyaoxiangliandezuiming,huayaoyizuhuoxuyemianlinzhebeichujuedekeneng。
就因为这个可能,
fuqinmuqinbeihuohuoshaosi,
woshenshouzhongshang,beiguanzaidilao。
zurenyaobawosongjigebishandehamajingdangdijiushijiugexiaoqie。
yinyanjunyiyan,wobiangouqietousheng,
shinianle,rujinwoshengburusi,
ziconghediyuzhanranguanxihou,
womenjiakeweishichijinlekutou!
huayaoyizu,yemeiyouzaijiandebiyao。
zixisuanlai,fuqinmuqindejiriyekuaidaole。
wozixidicashipaiweishangdehuijin,
xiayimiaoquebeiyeliuyunyijiaotilai,
paiweisifenwulie,tanaonudidingzhewo,
“zheiyebuxing,neiyebuxing,nihaixiangzenyang!”
“nanbuchenghaixiangyaowoyanjunfurendeweizhi?tingxian,nijiwotinghaole!”
“nizheibeizidoubibushangnijiejie,yaoshiganwangxiangyaobenzuodefurenzhiwei,chenzaosilezheitiaoxin!”
wowangzhesifenwuliedepaiweishishen,
yanleipadapadawangxialiu,
“haole!shouqinineifujiaxingxingdemoyang,nijiejiecaibuhuixiangnizheibanruanruo,xiangliuzaibenzuoshenbianyekeyi,danzhinengshiqie。”
“yunerhaixuyaohaohaojiaoyang,tashinijiejieweiyidehaizi,nihainengquna?”
“yihoubuxuzaiyongzheiyuqinguzongdeshouduan,benzuozheicibianrenle,xiacizaigan,xiaoxinwojiangniheneixieeguiyikuaidarudiyu!”
他居高临下地施舍,
让我瞬间恍惚,
我从来不稀罕这些,
不等我解释,
tazaiwojiaobianrengxiayipingliaoshangyaobianlikai。
瓶子咕噜咕噜滚落,
wokanzhetapiaodangdeyibai,
喉间一阵苦涩。
woshoushikongdangdangdeyuanluo。
十年心血付之东流。
wozhongdecaoyao,xianhua,lvshu,quanbudoubeiyibahuoshaole。
neiniansansuideyunyibaoyuandiyucangliang,
黄泉连花也活不了,
wozhidaohouyongxianxueririjiaoguan,huazhongcainengshenggen。
rujintaqinshoushaohuilewodexinxue。
十年时间,
fuziliangdexinwodouwubuhua,
一个个视我为草芥。