正文部分 第一章:发梦

十年前,我十岁。

jiaxiangdexiaoshancunbeiyichanghanjiandedaxuefugai,esilebuzhidaoduoshaoren。wodieniangshangshanquzhaochide,jieguochuleshier,beizhaodaodeshihoushitishicanquebuquande,neiniantou,buguangrenedeyanjingfalv,shanshangdeyedongxiyeyiyang。

neiniandongtianwonainaichadiankuxiayanjing,woyedeleguaibing,kanlehaoxiegeyisheng、shenpodoumeiyong。kanzhejialiduanleliang,woyekuaihuobulele,wonainaigenwoyeyiheji,tinglecunlishenpodehua,shuowobunengsizaijiali,bawodiujinleshanli,rangwozishengzimie。

anlishuowodangshishisidingle,danshiwoqueqijibandehuolexialai,erqieshizijijingshendousoudezouhuijiade,cunlishenpoyaoxiangukanjianwozhihu‘shenle’。

conghuidaojiadediyiwanwojiuzongmengjianyitiaohunshenxuebaitoushangzhangjiaodeshewangwobeiwolizuan,neibinglengdelinpianguadewotuijianyoutengyouyang,meicizuanwandiertianzaoshangqilaiwojiujuedehunshennanshou,tebieshixiamian。

gaosuwonainaizhihou,tarangwobieshuochuqu,buranyihoujiujiabuchuqule。haozaichixuleyinianzhihouwoyemeizaifaguomeng。

houlaiwodaoheilongjiangshangxue,yinianjiuhuiqugeyiliangci,jianjianwangledangniandeneixiezaoxinshi,zhidaozuijin,woyoukaishifamengle,erqiegendangnianganjuebutaiyiyang,mengjingzhenshilexuduo,meicixinglaishenxiadoushileyipian。

neitiaobaishezaiwomenglibianchengleyigedaizheyinsemianjudenanren,neimianjusibanzhangguilian,guiyidekepa,dankanluzaiwaimiandexiabanzhangliandehuahaoxianghaitinghaokan……zhishi,neidaizheliqideyanshenrangwohaipadaolejidian。

hanjialaixi,wodashangyongjidehuocheganwanglaojiasichuanlongyancun。yijinmennainaijiubawozhuaidaolehuopengenqian,caozhebendifangyanshuodao:“tianerzheimeleng,yatouniyebuxiaodeduochuandian……”

wodamingjiaotanxiangling,woshisuineiniancongshanlihuilaizhihouwonainaijiubujiaowomingzile,yizhijiaowoyatou,xiangshiyoushenmejinjiside。

duanzandejingmozhihou,woxiangnainaitiqilewofamengdeshier,buguomeihaoyisizhibaideshuo,zhishuowolaomengjianyitiaotoushangzhanglejiaodeshe。

nainaiyitingjiulengzhule,fengfenghuohuodechulemen,woxiangwenwoyenainaiganshaqule,buguokanwoyelianseyinchendekepa,woyejiumeiganchusheng。

meiguoduojiuwonainaijiudaizheyaoxianguhuilaile,meicuo,jiushidangniansongyongwonainaiwoyebawodiujinshanlidehuaibieduzi。yaoxiangushenshangchuanzheyijiandahongsexiuhuaaozi,peishangdamianku,toufapandeyouguangchengliang,kanshangqujiushihuotuotuodexiangxiafunv,danqueshishilibaxiangyoumingdeshenpo,renrendoujiaotaxiangu,jushuotajialigongzhejiaxian,jiaxianqishijiushidongwuxiulianchengdejingguai,dongbeineibiantongchengdeyexian,beirengongjinjialijiushijiaxianle。womenzheibianyeyourengongzheixiedongxi,jiaofadouchabuduo,zhishizheibianduopianxindaojiaeryi。

pingchangrenjiagongxiandaduoshigongdebaojiaxian,danchundebaoyouquanjiarenpingan,xiangyaoxianguzheiyangdeshenpo,jushuonengtongling,rangzijiajiaxianfushen,bangrenkanyinyang、qubingquzaide,yebuzhidaoshibushizhende。

kanjianwoyaoxianguxianshizhenglezheng,suijixiaodao:“zheiyatouzhenshinvdashibabian,yuebianyuehaokana。”

wohaijizhedangniandechou,ziranshimeidalita,tayebujieyi,jiezheshuodao:“ninainaidougaosuwole,zheibushixiaoshier,nitaiyeyezaodenie,denilaihai,buranniquanjiadouyaosijue。”

woyitingjiuyoudianmaohuo,qiebushuowotaiyeyezaiwosansuideshihoujiuguixile,zheikuaiguonianletanengjidiankoudema?

“yaoxiangu,nishixianwojiasirenhaisidebugouduoma?jiusuanwotaiyeyezaolenie,zenmejiulunshangwolaihaile?”

wonainaidenglewoyiyan,shiyiwoshuohuayuqibuyaozheimechong,dezuiren。woqiyandunshixiaoleyibaner,chuizhetoumeihangsheng。

yaoxiangumolemobinjiaodetoufa:“nitaiyeyeneibeierwangshangdoushixianshimensheng,congdaode,dezuilebuxiaodehaoduoyaomoguiguai,youneimeyilianggezhaoshangmenxunchouyezhengchang,jiranchanshangnile,jiuzhiyounicaiyoufazijiejue。”

womeihaoqideshuodao:“wobujiuzuogemengma?zhiyushuodezheimeyanzhong?bierenxinniwokebuxin。”

tashentiqianqingcoujinwo,yongzhiyouwocaitingdeqingdeshengyinshuodao:“neidongxipanichuangleba?shinianqiannidieniangsidexiqiao,dangniannizenmehuozhehuijiadehaijidema?buxiangnizaijiachushi,wanshanglaizhaowo。”

wojingdebanshangdoumeihuiguoshenlai,woyizhiyiweiwodieniangshibeishanshangdeyewuchile……dangnianwobingchengneiyangweishenmehainenghuozhehuijiayeshigemi。

zuoleyihuieryaoxiangujiuzoule,woxinliqueyizhidagu,tashuodehuayizhizaiwonaohailihuidangzhe。

benzhexiangkankantadaodizenmezhuangshennongguidexintai,wanshangwodazheshoudiantongquletajia。tajialibuzhidegenputongrenjiabuyiyang,yijinmenjiunengkanjiantangwuyoukuaidahongsedelianzi,lianzibankai,nengyinyuekanjianlimianfangzhegongzhuo,gongzhedadaxiaoxiaodepaiwei,kongqilisanfazheyiguzinongzhongdexianghuoqixi。

wohuanletaliangsheng,tamanyouyoudecongloushangxialai,shuolejulaile,wodianlediantou。

taxianzoudaogongzhuoqianshanglezhuxiang,ranhoushuodao:“wobangniqingchanzhenineidongxishangshen,zenmegejiejuefaernimenzijishangliangqu。”

wojuedetayoubing,xinlibaifenbaideshibuxinde,chuyulimaohaishidianlediantou。

zhikanjiantaguizuozaigongzhuoqiankouzhongniannianyouci,shuodeshawoyetingbuqing,turan,buzhidaoshibushiwokanhuayanle,kongqizhongxianghuodeyanwuningjuchengleyiguzuanjinletadeshentili!

tashentimengdizhanlezhan,genchouyangdianfengsidedoulehaoyizhenercaitingxialai:“tanxiangling,nitaiyeyehuiwolongchiduowolongdanweinixuming,zheibizhangwomengaizenmesuan?!”