第四章

zhuoshangbaizheshiduopingjiu,pideyangdedouyou。

heyanzizaidekaozaiyibeishang,sihuhendudingwohuidaying。

tazheiyangxinshidandan,woqueturanjuedetingmeiyiside。

heyandangrankeyiweiledangniandeshibaofuwo,kezheiyebudaibiaowojiuyaoquanpanjieshou。

wohenwusuoweidehuiguotou,wenta:

“zhiyouyiqiankuaima?yiwankuaidehuawojiukaolvyixia。”

ruguotahaiduiguoquyoudianliulian,dagainengtingdechuzheiquanranshichaofengdeyiwei。

heyantingdaozheihuahuranxiaole,moyanghenbuxie,zhishitingqilaibuzhidaoshizaiwenwohaishiwentaziji,

“yiwankuai……weizhiyi,nipeima?”

他说话真的很难听,

danhaozaiwoyeyijingxiguanletingzheiyangdehua,

heheyanfenkaideshijianzhendeyijingtaijiu。

jiudaozheizhongshikewodouhuiyibuqiwomencengjingdeyidianwenqingle。

wobiezheyikouqizouhuiqukaileyipingjiu,

youdangzhetademianyikouqiheleganjing。

“haiqiannisiwanlingjiuqian。”

xinkouzhuoshaodelihai,danwoyijinghenjiumeiyouzheiyangfangsongguole,

wohuchuyikouqi,ranhouyicuobucuodedingzhetadeyanjingjixushuo:

“会还的。”

heyanneizhangzidede,wuxiekejidelianzhongyuchediheixialai。

我转身走得太快,

yinciyemeikandaotajinyaodeyaguan,hehenbudebawohounaoshaodingchuyigedongdezhuoreyanshen。

……

woqishimeitaimingbaiheyanzhizhedezhaowomafanshishenmexinli。

danhenxianranwoneitianwanshangdetiaoxinrangtahenshengqi,

yinweidiertianwoqushangbandeshihouyoubeigaozhi,wobeicituile。

liandaizheshouyaoningmengdeneifengongzuoyiqimeile。

zaijiedaofangdongtongzhixiazhoubanzoudedianhuazhihou,woshoudaoleyitiaonimingduanxin。

xinxihenjianjiemingbai,gancuidelianggezi,

fangfoshiheyanbenrenzaiwomianqianyizhiqishidegaoyangzhexiabashuode:

“求我。”

sihuzheiyangdeluopolangbeiyeshiwozitaokuchi,

yeyincibixuyaoyiwodishengxiaqidegentadaoqianweijieshu。

keguandelaishuo,tabiguoquelielewushubei,

woshitucongzheizhongxingweilifenxichutazuizhongdemude。

为了要我的道歉吗?

rangwochengrendangnianshiwocuole,shiwobugaigouyankanrendi,bugaibeipanta,bugaiyishengbuhangdezouleqinian。

又好像不是的。

tayaozhuonongwo,youbuzhendeduiwoganjinshajue,douliulanggouyiyangdeshoujinyoufangsongwobojingshangdeneigenshengzi。

biqibaofuwo,tazheizhongyangzigengxiangshizaizhangxiancunzaigan。

woshouzhibuting,gancuideqiaoleyige“gun”zifaleguoqu。

……

xingongzuoshizaiyijiabaochizhudefandiandangfuwuyuan,

congshangbandediertiankaishi,wojiuzhuyidaoyizhiyouliangheisedemaibahegenzaiwoshangxiabandelushang。

genzongdejishubingbugaoming,yekenenggenbenmeidasuanmanzhewo。

第五天我下了夜班,

zaizouzhehuijiadelushangbeichezheshuaizaineilianghenguideheisecheshenshang。

heyanyongneizhongyijingrenlehenjiudebiequbiaoqing,shifenfennudewenwo:

“weizhiyi,**degenwofugeruannengzenmeyang?”

shibaozhetangerhuangzhizhiwen,erwojingyayujingranzaitalianshangkandaoleyidianweiqu。

heyanxianzaijiudaizhezheimeyizhanghaoxiangyoudianweiqudelianjixuyaozheyashuo:

“womeicuo,weizhiyi,shinicuole。”