wozangqineigenyanyunbang，shizaijiangchuanhuijiadeqianshifenzhong。chuangwai，taneiliangheisebinlideyinqingshengzhunshixiangqi，xiangyizuojingmiyunxingdezhong，sannianruyiri，fenmiaobucha。erwoshouzhongneiliangtiaocimudehongxian，queshiwozheisanniansishuibanhunyinli，weiyideyiwai。suoyourendoushuo，woshishenchengdechuanqi，yigegunv，yiyuechengweijiangjiataitai，yongyoulenvrennengmengxiangdeyiqie。tamenquebuzhidao，wozhishiyigetishen，yigejiangchuanyonglaitianbutaxindikongdongde、mohudeyingzi。rujin，neigezhenzhengdeyueliangjiuyaohuilaile，erwozheigezhuoliededaoying，zhongyuyoulekeyiduzibenfudeliming。zheigehaizi，bushiwoyonglaiwanliutadechouma，ershiwosongjizijitaolizheizuohualilaolongde，weiyidechuanpiao。
yushilimimanzheshuiqi，jingzibeimengshangleyicengbowu，yingzhaochuwomohuercangbaidelian。wozhijianbingliang，sisizuanzheneizhixiaoxiaodesuliaobang，fangfozuanzheyigeguntangdejinglei。
两条红线。
neimeqingxi，neimequeding，burongrenhebianbodixuangaozheyigexinshengmingdedaolai。
wodexinzangxianshiloutiaoleyipai，suijibeiyizhongjudade、nanyiyanyudekonghuangyukuangxijiaozhideqingxujuezhu。woxiayishidishenchushou，qingqingfushangzijiyijiupingtandexiaofu。zheili……jingranyunyuzhewohejiangchuandehaizi。
wohetajiehunsannian，fuqishenghuoquzhikeshu，qiemeiyicitadouzuodejiweixiaoxin，shihouzonghuilengzheliantixingwochiyao。tashuo，jiangjiazanshibuxuyaojichengren。
wodongtadeyanwaizhiyi。tadejichengren，xuyaoyoutashenaideneigenvrenshengxia，erwo，shennian，xianranbugouge。
kepianpianjiushishanggeyue，taconghaiwaifengongsihuilai，daizheyishendefengchenyujiuqi，zaineigeshenyeliyaodegewaixionghen。tayibianbiandihanzheyigemohudemingzi，neibushiwodemingzi，wotingdezhenqie，neishi“youyou”。
diertian，zhuoshangmeiyouxiangwangchangyiyangfangzhebiyunyao。woyiweishitawangle，huoxushineiyiyedejiujingrangtashilefencun。woxinzhongjingcunleyisijiaoxing，yisibeiweidaochenailideqipan，suoyi，woyemeiyouchi。
yuanlai，mingyundechilun，jiuzaineigewoyiweide“yiwang”li，qiaoranzhuandongle。
**zhebinglengdecizhuanqiangbihuazuoxialai，jianglianmaijinxigai。yanleihaowuyuzhaodiyongchu，woquefenbuqingzheileishuili，jiujingshixiyueduoyixie，haishibeiaiduoyixie。
xideshi，wozhongyuyongyouleyigeyutaxuemaixiangliandecunzai。zheigehaizi，shiwoyutazhijianzuiqinmidelianjie，shirenherendouwufamomiedezhengju。
beideshi，wobirenherendouqingchu，jiangchuanbuaiwo。taquwo，buguoshiyinweiwodemeiyan、wodecelian，yousanfenxiangtafangzaixinjianshangdebaiyueguang——linyouwei。
他的“悠悠”。
woshenxiyikouqi，jiangyanyunbangyongzhijincengcengbaoguo，saijinhuazhuangbaozuiyinmidejiacengli。wobunengrangtazhidao，zhishaoxianzaibuneng。
yinweiwoganggangdedaoxiaoxi，linyouweiyaohuilaile。
zheigexiaoxibushijiangchuanqinkougaosuwode。tacongbuxieyutongwofenxiangrenheguanyutasirendeshiqing，napazheijianshiyuwozheige“jiangtaitai”dediweixixixiangguan。
xiaoxishiwoneigezaihangkonggongsizuodiqindeguimi，maozhebeikaichudefengxian，toutoufajiwode。yizhangneibuxitongdejietu，shangmianqingqingchuchudixianshizhe，santianhou，congniuyuefeiwangshenchengdehangbanshang，chengkemingdanliheranyinzhe“linyouwei”zheigemingzi。
guimizaiweixinliweiwodabaobuping：“niannian，zhengzhudouyaoshahuilaile，nidasuanzenmeban？jiuzheimezuoyidaibima？nicaishitamingmeizhengqudeqizi！”
wokanzheneixingzi，shouzhizaipingmushangxuantinglexujiu，zuizhongzhihuilelianggezi：“zhidao。”
我能怎么办？
sannianqian，jianglaoyezibingwei，yongzuihoudeweiyanbizhejiangchuanchengjia。neishi，linyouweiganggangweiletadegangqinjiamengxiang，yiranjuerandiyuanfumeiguo。jiangchuanzaijichangkudengyiye，yemeinengliuzhutadexinshangren。
yejiushizaineiduanshijian，tuifeimaizuidejiangchuan，zaiyicishangyejiuhuishangyujianlewo。
wodangshizhishigemingbujianjingchuandexiaomote，beijingjirenbizhequjigeludalaojingjiu。dengguanghunan，woduanzhejiubeizoudaotamianqian，tataiqineishuangshensuiyouxinghongdeyan，sisididingzhewo，xiangshiyaotouguowodepinang，kanjinlingyigerendelinghun。
“nijiaoshenme？”takaikou，shengyinshayadelihai。
“shennian。”wojinzhangdeshouxinmaohan。
tadishengzhongfuleyibianwodemingzi，chunjiaogouqiyimoyiweibumingdehudu：“shennian……siniandenian？”
我点了点头。
houlaiwocaizhidao，linyouweidexiaoming，jiujiao“niannianbuwang”de“nian”。
zaihoulai，yizhihunqianxieyibaizaiwomianqian。xieyineirongkekedexiangyifenmaishenqi，tajiwojiangtaitaideshenfen，jiwoyongzhibujiedecaifu，jiwoshenjiadongshanzaiqidejihui，erwoxuyaobanyande，zhishiyigetinghua、dongshi、congbuyuejiedeqizi。
xieyizuihouyitiao，yongjiacudeheitizixiezhe：yifangrenheshihoubudeganshejiafangsirenganqing，jiafangyouquanzairenheshijiandian，wutiaojiantichulihun。
我签了。
yinweiwodangshiyijingwukejiuyaodiaishangleta。congwodiyicizaizazhishangkandaotayiqifengfadezhuanfangkaishi，zheigejiaojiangchuandenanren，jiuchenglewoyaobukejidemeng。dangmengjingzhaojinxianshi，napazhidaozheishiyichangyinzhenzhikedejiaoyi，woyexinganqingyuanditiaolejinqu。
wotianzhendiyiwei，sannianshijian，yikuaishitouyegaibeiwurele。wohuinulizuohaoyigeqizi，wohuixuetaxihuandecai，wohuijizhutasuoyoudexihao，wohuibazheigebinglengdebieshubianchengyigewennuandejia。zongyouyitian，tahuikandaowodehao，huiwangjineigeyuanzaitianbiandelinyouwei。
可我错了。
woyueshinuli，jiuyueshichentuochuneigenvrenzaitaxinzhongdebuketidai。
wozuodecai，tahuidandandishuoyiju：“youyoubuchila。”
wojitamaidelingdai，tahuisuishourengzaiyimaojian，shuo：“zheibushiwoxihuandefengge。”houlaiwocaicongguanjiakouzhongdezhi，tasuoyoudelingdai，doushilinyouweiqinshouweitatiaoxuande。
tashenzhizaishufangli，baizheyijiaangguidesitanweigangqin，meizhoudouyouzhuanrenlaijingxindiaoyinbaoyang，kesannianlai，congweiyourendanguo。yinweineishilinyouweizuiaidepaizi，erwo，duigangqinyiqiaobutong。
neijiagangqinjiuxiangyigechenmodexuangao，shishikeketixingzhewo，zheigejiali，yongyuanyoulingyigenvzhurendeyingzi。
erwo，buguoshigejiuzhanquechaodeyanpin。
“咔哒。”
mensuozhuandongdeshengyinjiangwoconghuiyililahui。woxunsuzhenglihaoqingxu，congdishangzhanqilai，zouchuyushi。
jiangchuanyijingtuodiaolexizhuangwaitao，zhengdanshouchezhelingdai，gaodatingbadeshenyingzaixuanguandedengguangxiaxiandeyouxiepibei。
“huilaile。”wozoushangqian，zirandijieguotadewaitaohegongwenbao，shengyinwenshundexiangyizhibeixunyangdemao。
ta“ng”leyisheng，shixianluozaiwolianshang，tingliuleliangmiao，meitouweibukechadiculeyixia：“liansezenmezheimecha？bushufu？”
wodexinmengdiyitiao，xiayishidibikaitademuguang，zhuanshenjiangtadewaitaoguahao：“meiyou，kenengjintianmeixiuxihao。”
tameiyouzaizhuiwen，jingzhizouxiangketingdeshafa，xianlejinqu，bishangyanniezhemeixin。
wojitadaoleyibeiwenshui，didaotashoubian。
tazhengkaiyan，jieguoshuibei，zhijianwuyizhongchupengdaowode，neiweiliangdechuganrangwoyizhenzhanli。
“wangyishuonijintianmeishenmeweikou，wanfanyemeichiduoshao。”tahelekoushui，yuqipingdan，tingbuchushenmeqingxu。
“xiawuchiledianxin，butaie。”wochuizheyan，buganrangtakandaowoyandirenheyisikenengxieludemimi。
ketinglixianrulechenmo，zhishengxiaqiangshangguazhongdidazuoxiangdeshengyin。zheizhongchenmo，shiwohejiangchuanzhijianzuichangjiandexiangchumoshi。tabushuo，wobianbuwen。
liangjiu，tasihushizhongyuxiuxigoule，huanhuankaikou，rengxialeyikezhalei。
“santianhou，nigenwoqujichangjiegeren。”
wodehuxiyizhi，duanzheshuibeideshouzhiweiweishoujin，zhijiaqiajinlezhangxin。laile，zhongjiuhaishilaile。
wotaiqitou，nulirangzijidebiaoqingkanqilaipingjingwubo：“hao，jieshei？”
jiangchuankanzhewo，neishuangshenbujiandideheimouli，diyicidaishangleyisifuzadeqingxu，xiangshishenshi，youxiangshiyizhong……tiqiandejinggao。
“linyouwei。wodeyige……laopengyou。”
老朋友。
tayongzheiyangqingmiaodanxiedecihui，laidingyineigezhanjuletazhenggeqingchunhexinzangdenvren。
wodexinxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tengdejihuwufahuxi。woshenzhinengxiangxiangdedao，tashuochuzheigemingzishi，shejianshiruhedechanmianyujuanlian。
wofangzaishencedeshou，buzijuedifuxiangxiaofu。
neili，youwohetadehaizi。
erta，queyaoquyingjielingyigenvrenhuijia。
yiguqiansuoweiyoudesuansehefennuyongshangxintou，jihuyaochongpowosannianlaikuxinjingyingdewenshunmianju。pingshenme？pingshenmewohuaizhetadehaizi，queyaoyinvzhurendeshenfen，quyingjietadebaiyueguangdengtangrushi？
kezuizhong，wohaishijiangsuoyoudeqingxudouyalexiaqu，huazuoyigeshuncongdeweixiao。
“hao，wozhidaole。xuyaowotiqianzhunbeishenmema？birukefang，huozhetaxihuanchidedongxi？”wowendetitieyouzhoudao，xiangyigezhenzhenghegedejiangjianvzhuren。
jiangchuansihuduiwodefanyinghenmanyi，yanzhongdeshenshidanqu，huifulewangrideshuli。
“buyong，tabuzhuzheili。nizhixuyaopeiwozouyitang，lugemianjiuxing。”
buzhuzheili。zheisigezixiangshiyijiduanzandezhendingji，rangwojinbengdeshenjingshaoshaosongxie。dansuijiwoyouzichaodixiaole，wozaiqidaishenmeni？qidaitaweilewo，helinyouweihuaqingjiexianma？
tazhishibuxiangrangchangmiantainankan，xuyaowozheige“jiangtaitai”deshenfen，laiduzhuwaijieyouyouzhikoubale。
“woleile，xianshanglouxizao。”jiangchuanzhanqishen，jiangkongledeshuibeifanghuichajishang，kanyemeizaikanwoyiyan，jingzhishanglelou。
wozhanzaiyuandi，kanzhetaxiaoshizailoutiguaijiaodebeiying，hunshendeliqixiangshibeishunjianchoukong。
wohuidaofangjian，jiangchuanzhengzaiyushilixizao，huahuadeshuishenggezhemenchuanlai。wozoudaoshuzhuangtaiqianzuoxia，dakaineigefangzhehunqianxieyidechouti。
neifenbobodejiyezhi，cikequezhongruoqianjin。
wocengyiwei，zhiyaowozugounuli，zongyouyitian，zheifenxieyihuibianchengfeizhi。kexianzaiwomingbaile，tashiwohejiangchuanzhijianyongyuanwufakuayuedehonggou。
linyouweideguilai，jiuxiangyishenghaoling，xuangaozhewozheigetishenyanyuandexifen，jijiangshaqing。
我不能再等了。
wobunengrangwodehaizi，chushengzaizheiyangyigemeiyouaidejiatingli。wobunengrangtacongyichusheng，jiuyaomianduiyigebuaitamama、xinlizhuangzhelingyigenvrendefuqin。
tazhideyongyouquanbude、chuncuideai。
erzheifenai，jiangchuanjibule，danwokeyi。
wonachushouji，botongleguimidedianhua。
“喂，佳佳。”
“niannian？zenmele？jiangchuanweinannile？”dianhuaneitoudeshengyinchongmanledanyou。
“meiyou。”woshenxiyikouqi，muguangluozaichuangwaichenchendeyeseli，yuqiqueyichangjianding，“bangwogemang，bangwodingyizhangsantianhouqusulishidejipiao，yuezaoyuehao。”
“sulishi？niquneilizuoshenme？niyaozou？”guimijingyadibagaoleshengdiao。
“dui，woyaozou。”woshuo，“erqie，wohuaiyunle。”
dianhuaneitouxianrulesiyibandejijing，liangjiu，guimicaizhaohuizijideshengyin，daizheyisizhandou：“niannian，ni……nifengle？！”
womeiyoufeng，wocongweixiangcikezheibanqingxing。
浴室的水声停了。
woxunsuguaduandianhua，shandiaotonghuajilu，jiangyiqiehuifuyuanzhuang。
jiangchuanweizheyujincongyushilizouchulai，tacazheshiluludetoufa，shuizhushunzhetajinshidexiongtanghualuo，xinggandeyitahutu。ruoshicongqian，woyidinghuikandai，huixintiaojiasu。
kexianzai，wodexinliyipianpingjing。
tameiyoukanwo，jingzhizouxiangyimaojian。
wokanzhetadebeiying，zaixinlimomodishuo：jiangchuan，womenlihunba。
zheiyici，budengnikaikou，woxianzou。daizhenidehaizi，congnideshijieli，chedixiaoshi。