xiaodushuideweidaonongyucibi，binglengdizuanrubiqiang，shunzheqiguanyilumanyandaofeili，dailaiyizhongshenglixingdebushi。
wogenzailinweishenhou，zouzaiguangkejianrendeyiyuanzhanglangshang。pixiekoujidimiandeshengyinqingcui、guilv，daizheyizhongburongzhiyidejuejue，meiyibudouxiangshicaizaiwozaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexinshang。
wodemuguangyouxiekongmangdiluozaiqianfangneigetingbaquelengmodebeiyingshang。
cengjiheshi，jinjinshikanzhetadebeiying，wojiunengganshoudaomanxindetianmiheanwen。
shibasuidelinwei，chuanzhebaichenshan，zouzaiwutongshujiadaodexiaoyuanli，yangguangtouguozhiyefengxi，zaitashenshangsaxiabanbodeguangdian。tashisuoyounvshengmuguangzhuizhudejiaodian，erwo，zhishijiaoluolizuibuqiyandeyige。
woshiruheguzuyongqi，yiciyouyicidizhizao“ouyu”，toutouzaitakezhuolisaizijikaojiaodebinggan，zaitalanqiusaihoudishangningkaipinggaidekuangquanshui，zaitadaibiaoxuexiaocanjiajingsaishi，aoyezhenglihouhoudeziliao……
neixiebenzhuoyouchiredexihuan，jihuhuaguanglewozhenggeqingchunqidesuoyouyongqi。
houlai，tabiyejieguanjiazuqiye，leilifengxing，xunsuzaishangjiezhanlutoujiao，chenglerenrenjingweidefuzong。erwo，nulizhuigantadejiaobu，pinmingxuexi，jinrutadegongsi，congyigeduanchasongshuidexiaoshixisheng，yibubuzuodaonengdulifuzexiangmu。
wushugejiabandeshenye，wopeizheta；yingchouchangshangtahedaoweichuxue，shiwohongzheyankuangshouzaibingchuangqian；tazaoyushangyeduishoudeeyidaya，shiwobuguyiqiesoujizhengjupeitaaoguozuinandeguankou……
woyiwei，neixiepeiban，neixiegonghuannan，zonggaiyouxiefenliang。
ershisansuineinian，tazhongyuzaiyigeqinggongyanhoudeyewan，hedeweixun，jiangwodizaicheqian，wenlewo。neiyike，tianshangdexingxingfangfodouluorulewodeyanli。
ershiwusui，tanazhezuanjie，zaiyipianxianmujidudemuguangzhongxiangwoqiuhun。shengdadehunli，jihumanzulesuoyounvhaiduihunyindehuanxiang。wodaizhechenzhongdezuanshiwangguan，chuanzheangguidedingzhihunsha，wanzhetadeshoubei，juedezijishiquanshijiezuixingfuderen。
jishihunhou，tayijiumangliu，jingchangchucha，yebuguisushichangshi。jishitashenbianyongyuanweiraozheguanyusuqingdechuanwen，jishitayongyuanhuizaijiedaosuqingdianhuahoucongcongliqu……wodougaosuziji，yaodongshi，yaotiliang，taqulewo，jiushizuihaodezhengming。suqingzhishiguoqushi，wocaishixianzaiheweilai。
wojingxindalizhewomendejia，jidetasuoyoudexihaohejinji。taweibuhao，wobianzhehuayangyanjiuyangweideshipu；tashuimianqian，womeiwantiqiandiaohaokongdiaowendu，dianshangzhumiandexiangxun；tachenshandexiukou，yongyuanshiwoyikekeqinshoucashikouhao……
woyiwei，zhiyaowozugouhao，zugounuli，zongnengwuretaneikekansibinglengdexin。
原来，都是错觉。
yiqiedeyiqie，zaisuqingmianqian，doubukanyiji。
“shenyuanpipeilvhengao，shoushuchenggonglvhenda。”linweibinglengmeiyouqifudeshengyindaduanlewodehuiyi，taxiangshizaichenshuyifenxiangmubaogao，“shuhou，linshihuijinizuihaodeyiliaotiaojianhebuchang。”
补偿？
wojihuyaoxiaochusheng，houlongliyongshangyiguxingtiandetiexiuwei，youbeitasisiyanlehuiqu。
tayiweiwogangcaideshuncong，shiweilehuanqugengduode“buchang”ma？
zaitaxinli，woguoranjiushiyigekeyiyongjinqianheziyuanhengliangdewujian。xuyaoshi，nalaiyongyong；buxuyaoshi，qiruobilv。rujin，gengshikeyichaijielingmai。
zoulangjintou，chuanzhebaidaguadeyishenghehushiyijingdengzaineili，biaoqingyansuerzhuanye，kanxiangwodemuguangdaizheyizhongchengshihuadeshenshi，fangfozaipingguyijianjijiangbeishiyongde“huoticailiao”。
“linzong。”zhuzhiyishengyingshanglai，duizhelinweigongjingdidiandiantou，ranhoucaikanxiangwo，“lintaitai，qingzheibianlaizuozuihoudeshuqianjiancha。”
“lintaitai”sangezi，ciketinglaizhenshimodadefengci。
linweideshoujixiangleqilai，talikejieqi，zhuanshenzouxiangchuangbian，gangcaimianduiwoshidebinglengshunjianxiaorong，yuqishiwocongweitingguodejiqieyuwenrou：“qingqing，biepa……ng，zhaodaole，henkuai……niguaiguaipeiheyisheng，womashangguoqupeini……”
neiwenrouxiangyibacuidudebishou，jingzhunditongjinwodexinwo，ranhoucanrendijiaodong。
yuanlai，tabushitianshenglengmo，zhishisuoyoudewenduherouqing，doujileneigejiaosuqingdenvren。
duiwo，zhiyouliyonghesuoqu。
hushiyindaowozouxiangjianchashi，jixiedizuozhegexiangjiancha。xueya、xinlv、chouxue……bingliangdeqixiechupengdaopifu，yinqiyizhenzhenzhanli。
woxianggemeiyoulinghundemuou，renyoubaibu。
naohailibushoukongzhidifuxianchuhenduohuamian——tadiyiciqianwoshoushi，woxiuhongdelian；tajiwodaishanghunjieshi，woxiyuedeyanlei；taouerhuijiachiyicitazuodefan，wojiunengkaixinhaojitian……
neixiewoshiruozhenbaodejiyi，cikequandoubianlemoyang，luchuzhengningdezhenxiang。
yuanlaineixiewoyiweidewenqingshike，huoxuzhishitaouershishedelianmin，huozhegenbenjiushiwoziwogandongdehuanxiang。takenengcongweiaiguowo，quwo，huoxuzhishiyinweidangshiwo“heshi”，huozhezhishiweile……zaimouyitian，xiangxianzaizheiyang，weitadexinshangrentigongyikejiumingdeshen？
zheigeniantourutongdushe，fengkuangdikenshizhewozuihoudexinfang。
tongdaojizhi，fanermamule。
jianchajieshu，hushidiguolaiyitaolansedebinghaofu：“huanhaoyifu，zhunbeijinshoushushile。”
wojieguoneiqingpiaopiaodeyifu，quejuedeyouqianjinzhong。
linweidawanledianhua，zhongxinzoudaowomianqian，lianshanghaicanliuzheduidianhuaneitouzhirendedanyou，kanxiangwoshi，youhuifuleneizhonggongshigongbandelengmo：“doujianchawanle？meiwentijiukuaidianzhunbei，qingqingneibiandengbulele。”
tashenzhimeiyouwenyijuwoshifouhaipa。
wotaiqitou，shenshendikanzheta，xiangshiyaobazheigenanrendeyangzi，liantongtajiyuwodesuoyoujuewang，yiqikejingutouli。
ranhou，wozaicichedongzuijiao，luchuleyigebikuhainankandexiaorong。
“好。”
woqingshengyingzhe，shengyinpiaohudexiangxiayimiaojiuyaosuidiao。
“wohenkuaijiu……bataxiangyaode，jini。”
shinianchilian，sannianhunyin。
yuanlai，congtoudaowei，douzhishiwoyigerendeshengdadujiaoxi。
yandetouru，kanderenfaxiao。