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yangzhixiahaixiangzulan，wolikeshengyingengyan，
“suiranwobuzhidaojiejieweishenmesanfansicizulan，danjiejieyaozhenrongbuxiawo，woyekeyibuhuijiade…”
“gangtingjiejieshuojialihaiyougexuefengdidi，xianglaijiushidangniangenwobaocuodehaizi…”
“jiejiebuxiangwohuiqu，shipawoqianglexuefengdidizaimamaxinzhongdeweizhima？”
“meiguanxide，fanzhengwoyijingxiguanleguershenghuo，zheibeizinengjiandaomamahejiejiewoyijinghenmanzule…”
shoubeicenglei，qianshitamenpinlemingzangqide“ganjingren”，
wopianyaozhuaidaozhongrenyanqian。
不仅如此，
zheibeizihaiyaohuanwocaizhetamenchunitan！
yangzhixiahaixiangshuoshenme，beiwomayishengchizebilezui。
chelunniannian，zhouaihuabeiyuanyuanshuaizaishenhou，
yiluzhouche，gangtingzaidayuan，jingweiyuanjiujicongcongpaoguolai，
“shouzhang！xuefengbuzhitingsheishuozijibushinindeqinshengerzi！”
“congwengongtuandegaotaishangtiaoxialaile！renzaiyiyuan！”
qianyimiaohailazhewoshoudemuqin，zheiyikezhuanshenjiuzou。
ganshouzhezhangxindunshishiqudewendu，mingbaizheishiyangxuefengjiwopengbode“jianmianli”，
wanyibulikaideyangzhixiahenhendengwo，
“bieyiweijinlezheigeyuanjiushisilingdeerzile。”
“youwozai，nixiuqiangzouxuefengzaiwomenyangjiadeweizhi！”
ruoshiqianshiqienuodewoyidinghuibeitahedao。
kerujinmiandui“youzhi”detiaoxin，wozhigouqizuijiaoliangxiao，
“jie，yinggaishi——womendeyangjia。”
liangshiweirencaipadaodeqidian，wodeyexinzenmenengzhishisilingerzideweizhi。
woyaonahuide，shiqianshitamenkuiqianwodeyiqie！
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zheishiwodiyicijiandaonianqingdeyangxuefeng，xiangmaojunlangyizheshimaoguoranpianpiangongzi。
kexixianggongshemenkoudejiazhutao，junlangqueyoudu。
“sheishuonibushiwodehaizi！”
“haoduanduandewangzifeibo！”
“nibushizuixihuantiaowulema？！yaozhenshangletui，yihouhaizenmetiaowu！”
wowanzheyaozaitulibaoshishi，gaozhongbiyedeyangxuefengbeimuqinanpaijinlewengongtuanchengweiletaizhuzi。
qishiwoyexihuantiaowu，meicigongshechujiemu，hewodadangdenvbanzongnengdediyi。
兄弟们都为我惋惜，
“yaoshishengzaichengli，yexuerqiangyeshigewudaojiani！”
kehunhouwoduocixiangyaozhouaihuatiaowu，quebeitazhoumeixianqi，
“wobuxihuankanzheidongxi！”
“yihouyebuxutiaole！”
“dananrenyige！xiangtou**dezhu！exinsile！”
dangshiwozhendeyiweitazhishibuxihuan，danhoulaiwoourantingguoyichengwudaodashideyangxuefengzhuanfang，
“gaozhongshiyougetongxueweilekanwotiaowu，cengdaxuetianzhanzaichuangwaijigexiaoshi！”
zhidaokandaozuoweijiemuzuzhunbeide“jingxi”chuchangdelaotongxuezhouaihuashi，tanhuanzaichuangwocaimingbai，tazhishibuxiangwo“dianwu”taxinzhongde“shengjie”。
cikemianduimuqinxintengdezebei，yangxuefenghuanbaozhemuqindebojing，biaomianxianggedongshiyinrendewangzi，quemeigentoufasidouzaixuanshi**，
“duibuqimama，wobuxiangniweinan…”
shuohuashitahaiguyi“haipa”desaowoyiyan，siyoushenmenanyanzhiyin。
eryibianmanyanxintengdeyangzhixiacikejieguojingweiyuandiguolaideyifengxin。
“zheishiyishengcongxue**shoulinadaode。”
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wobeidadeyuntouzhuanxiangbumingsuoyi，xinyijingbeimuqinjiedaoshouzhong，
yuekanmeitouyueshen，zuihouhenhenshuaidaowoshenshang，
“zheishizenmehuishi？！”