第二章 前因后果,是我眼瞎

dierzhangqianyinhouguo,shiwoyanxia

niuniushiwo13suideshengriliwu。

fumusonglezheizhijinmaoquanjiwo,xiwangwochengzhangweiyigewennuanyoudandangderen。

erwo18suidechengrenliwu,shiwofumudequanbucaichan。

jiejinyibaiwandechuxu、yitaobshisanhuanyineide80pingmidefangzi、haiyoubaoxiangongsipeichangdeshuangbeisiwangfuxujin。

tamenyinweiyichangchehuoquanbusangsheng。

yinweizheichangchehuo,worenshileligoudan。

wofumuchuchehuoshi,shitadiyishijiandadianhuajiaodejiuhuche,houlaiwofumudezanglishang,tayechuxile。

taanfuwo,bangwojiedaianpailaiwangdiaoyandebinke。

wodangshinanyijieshoushuangqinyiqilinanguoshi,youshidushengnv,poqiedexuyaoanweiyuguanhuai,taduiwodehehubeizhi,peiwozouchuneiduanyinmai,womenbianzaiyiqile。

tadawo8sui,woyiweitashiwodeyikao,shichuanshuozhongdediexinanpengyou。

5nianhou,womenfengzichenghun。

taxiangrangwojiajita,xiangyaoyigewomenaidejiejing,zheiyiqiedougandonglewo。meiyouyaotajiayifencaili,paihunsha、banhunlidoushiwozijitaodeqian,wogandongyutaduiwoneichengzhideaiqing。

ligoudandefumuzaiwomenbanwanhunlihou,yizhaoguwoyouyunweiyouqiangxingzhujinlewojia。

jiushuizaiwofumudefangjian。

dangshiwomanxinmanyandoushiligoudanjiwohuadexingfudabing,yejiumeijujue。

zaitarifuyirideguanmihuntangxia,woguimiriyandecizhizaijiayangtai。

weileliuniuniuzaijiali,wotongyilejiangfangchanzhuandaowoduzizhongdehaizimingxia,tongyilenaqianchulaijiligoudankaigongsichuangye。

congneiyihou,zheijiarenbianjuedewomeiyouleliyongjiazhi,bubawodangrenkan。

duiniuniugengshifeidajima,hualihuawaichaofengwoyebuguoshitamenyangzaijialidemugou。

wohuozhedemeiyitian,douzaiweizijidelianainaofuchudaijia。

buzhiweihe,woyuntudelihai,shiyutebiecha。

limubingbuzaihuwodeganshou,zhiyiweidezhunbeigezhonghuncaiweiwojinbu。

zaiwotichuyaochidianshucaidengsushigaikoushi,jiukaishijifengwo,

“xianzaimouxierenzhenshibushihaodai,zhangzheduzilihuailewolaolijiadedasunzi,jiububapomufangzaiyanlile!jingshijidanlitiaogutou,tiaodeshenme?tiaodejiangutou!”

woxiangligoudanqiuzhu,tazhihuishuo:

“taneishiweinihao,tinghua。duochidian,duihaizifayuhao”yiji“yaoxuezhecongzijishenshangzhaoyuanyin,biezonghewomadingzui,yaozunzhongzhangbei,nidoujiarenle,bushixiaonvhaile。”

tatiantianpuawo,yayiwodebumanheqingxu,rangwoxianrugengshendejiaolvzhong。

woshibushizhendebugouxiaoshun,tiaociderenshiwo,limushizhendeduiwohao。

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zongshidushudadehendi,woshoujiaoguanjiechangchanglengtong。

wowanshangxiangshuijueshi,ketingliquanshitamenyijiarenhexiedejudaxiaosheng。

ruguowofanlecuohuozhemeirenzhudingzuile,jiudeguizhedaoqian。

一跪就是1小时。

ligoudanshuowokoukoushengshengdeaita,shixuweide,bugouweida。

taxiangrangwobagejudakai。

aiwujiwu,xiangtayiyangaitajiaren。

keniuniuyeshiwodejiaren。

tamenqueqianfangbaijidezhixiangbataganzou、maidiao。

jishitaconglaimeiyouzhanzaiwozheibian,weiwoshuoguoyijuhua,woyitiliangtadeweinan。

ailaiaiqu,zhiyouwozairenqitunsheng,biandeyuelaiyuebuxing。

beimeirisancanroudannaiweidaoyanzhibaodie,shaoweidongyixia,xinzangjiushoubule。

diaolingdeshejiaoquan,shiquyouyuedegongzuohewofumuliujiwodefangzi,zheixiedoumeiyourangwogandaopanghuang,wojianxinligoudanaiworuchu。

dianshibunengkan,shoujibunengpeng,jujueyiqiedianzichanpin,fangzhifusheshanghaibaobao。wohuoxianggeshandingdongren,tianheijiushui,quezaifanshenshiwuyipiejianligoudanheqitayixingdeaimeiliaotian。

haiyouwodebianyigonggong,tagengshijipin。

tazidalailewojia,jiuzongqulouxiaqipaishedapai,gezhongxuanyaotaerziduomehao、huizhuanqian。

redewozheigeyoufangyouchedebendiren,buyaocailidouyaojiajitaerzi。

taerzideyouxiu,nengrangyigechengshibailingdaotie,jianzhishirenzhonglongfeng。

zheifengyanfengyubeizuolinyoushedehaoxindayedamagaosulewo。

wofumuzaishishi,zheixielaolinjuhewojiajinhushishijiao,banbaishideshihou,tamendoudaochangdiaoyanguo。

zhengzhiheligoudanxinhunyanerdewo,tingbudezheixie,genligoudanfalehaodayidunhuo,qidewodangchangjiuyaohetalihun。

mingmingshitagenwoshuofumudoushiwunongde,jialiqiongdedingdangxiang。

yaocouqicaili,tafumujiudemaifangmaidi。

weilequdaowo,tabiaoshijiusuanzaguomaitie,rangtaquanjiashuiqiaodong,yeyaojiwogemingfen。

tashineimechuncuideaizhewo。

ranerwodechixinbuhuiquechenglewogonggongzuilidedaotie。

ligoudanzeyoukaishitadepuacaozuo,nawohuaiyunshuoshi,jiusuanlilehun,youyousheihuiyaogejibierenshengguohaizidepoxie。

woyemeizibenzaizhaogenengxiangtayiyangaiwo,rongrenwodedaxiaojiepiqidegaozhiliangnanren。

haoxindelaolinjumenbeimazuolaobideng,shiguyihushuolaitiaoboguanxide,jianbudewocizhizaijiabeirenyangzhedexingfu。

tadefumujueduibuhuizheimexiangwo,zaitamenyanliwoshigetongqingdali,dongshititiedehaoerxi。

congshizhizhong,woyijuyingyoudedaoqiandoumeidedao,queyuanlianglelifu。

tingxinleligoudandeshuoci,haijuedeshizijibuxinrenjialiren,shizijizuocuole。

neixiegaosuwozheijianshidelinjudaoledamei,beilifuyidunzuzhou,yaotamendehoudaiquandounandaonvchang,budehaosi。

linjumenyouqiyouwukenaihe。

woyeyincibeiguanzhiqilai,qingyibubeiyunxuxialouwaichu。

ligoudandeshuozheishiweiwohao。

pawozaibeiyouxinzhiren**tiaobo,yingxiangqingxu,duifuzhongtaierbuhao,rangwozhuanxinzaijialiyangtai。

daneiyihou,lifuyujiakouwuzhelan,zuishangwuyanhuiyude,yindeyixielaopaoerhaitingleyiyutajiejiao,yiweitashishenmelebudederenwu,paizhuoshangdeduziyeyuelaiyueda。

ligoudanjitadehuaxiaogenbenbugou,tajiuzongdaowozheidaqiufeng。

wonengliuxianiuniu,quebunengzhaogudaota,jiubaituolifuweiyang,wozhiyaonengkanjiantazaiwoshenbianjiuhao。

tiaojianshiewaijilifuchuqudupaidehuaxiao,congzuikaishidejishijibai,daoxianzaidejiqian。

woyebuxinteng,jiudangshijiniuniujiaohuoshifeile。

rujin,zheibiqiankezhenduoyuji。