zhongshengneiri，meimeixiankaiwodebeizijianjiao：“jiejiebiejiatanhualang！”
zhuantoutapishangwodejiayi，pujinqianshihaiwocansidefujunhuaizhong。
wobeipotitajiajitanhuandedingbeihou，quefaxiantameiwandouzaishufanglianjian。
dangmeimeizaitanhuahouyuanbeipomuzhemoshi，wozhengyonghoufudeyinzikaibianquanchengshangpu。
shanghuayanshangtafafengbanchewoyixiu：“pingshenmeniguodezheimehao？”
houyedejianqiaogekaitazhandoudeshou：“lufuren，dangxindongletaiqi。”
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jinbeidaizhenuanyi，quedangbuzhuneisiruoyousiwu、shenrugusuideyinhan。woyouyicizaimengzhongchenxiangneikoukujing，jingbishihuabingleng，juewangxiangbingshuibanguanmankoubi，dongjianglesizhibaihai。sumingyuanneizhangwenrunruyudelianzaijingkoushangfangmohubuqing，zhiyoutamuqinkebojianruidesangyincipoheian：“meiyongdedongxi！liangeerzidoushengbuchu！sileganjing！”
“姐姐——！”
yishengqilidaobiandiaodejianjiao，xiangshengxiudetiepianguaguoermo，mengdijiangwocongneinibibandezhixilisichechulai。
xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong，zhuangdeleigushengteng。womengdizhengkaiyan，shixianliyipianmohudeshuiguang，dakouxizheqi，fangfogangcongshuililaochulai。xiuzhechanzhiliandezhangding，shuxidexunxiang……zheishiwozaishenjiaweichugeshideguifang？
“jiejie！”chuangzhangbeiyizhigujiefanbaideshouhenhenxiankai，daijinyizhenliangfeng。shenjingwancanbairuzhidelianchuangruyanlian，neishuangzongshishuiwangwangdexingyanli，cikeshengmanlejizhidekongjuheyizhongjinhudiankuangdezhuore，zhigougoudidingzaiwolianshang。tatoufasanluan，chuanzhedanbodeqinyi，shentidoudexiangqiufenglidezuihouyipianyezi。
“biejia！jiejie，tingwode，qianwanbiejiajisumingyuan！”tajihushipuleshanglai，bingliangdeshouzhisisizuanzhuwodeshouwan，liqidadejingren，zhijiajihuyaoqiajinwodepirouli。neihanyishunzhepifuzuanjinxuemai，jidewohunshenyizhan。
苏明远？
zheigemingzixiangshaohongdeluotie，henhentangzaiwohundundeshenhunshang。qianshibeisuozaichaifanglidejie，pomumeirilizaichuangwaineiyinlengdezhouma，zuihoubeiwuqingtuirukujingshineichegudebinglenghejuewang……wushuhuamiansuipianguoxiezhejianruidetongchu，shunjianchongkualeyishidegaodi，xiongyongerlai！
wohoutouyigeng，yiguxingtianyongshang，youbeiwosisiyanlehuiqu。yanqianzhenzhenfahei，jihukanbuqingshenjingwanneizhangyinjidongerniuqudelian。
tazenmehuizhidao？tazenmehui……？
“jingwan……”wodeshengyingansesiya，daizhejiehouyushengdezhandou，shitandiwen，“ni……nishuoshenmehuhua？”
“bushihuhua！”tamengdiyaotou，sanluandefasitiezaihanshideejiao，yanshenqueliangdehairen，xiangranzheliangcuguihuo，“jiejie，nixinwo！sujiashihuokeng！sumingyuanta……tagenbenhubuzhuni！taneigeniang，jiushigechirendelaoqianpo！nihuiside！huisidehencanhencan！”
tajicudishuozhe，meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudezhen，jingzhundicizhongwoqianshineixiexuelinlindeshangkou。tademuguangsaoguowobojingjianyichuqianshibeipomuyongzhijiahuapoliuxiade、zaoyiquanyudejiuhenweizhi，shentibuyouzizhudijulieyidou，fangfoneiwuxingdeshangkoucikezhengzaizhuoshaotadepirou。taxiayishiditaishou，feikuaidifumoleyixiazijiguangjiedejingce，xiangshizaiquerenshenme。
hanyi，biqianshikujingdidebingshuigengshen，shunjiandongjielewodesizhibaihai。tabushicaice，tashi……zhidao！
“ni……”wojiannandituchuzheigezi，judadezhenjinghehuangmiuganjuezhulewo，houlongxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshousisiezhu，zaiyefabuchurenheshengyin。
shenjingwanquefangfocongwodeyanshenlidedaolemouzhongqueren。tayandishenchuneifengkuangdehuoyanmengdicuangao，lianshangkongjudecanbaixunsutunqu，beiyizhongjiduxingfendechaohongqudai。tazuanzhewoshouwandelidaozhouransongkai，shenzhidaizheyizhongqiyideanfuyiwei，qingqingpailepaiwodeshoubei。
“jiejiebiepa，”tadeshengyinhuranfangdeyouqingyourou，daizheyizhongguiyideguhuo，“nibujiata，woqu！meimeitinitiaozheigehuokeng！ni……nianxindengzhe，huiyougenghaodequchu！”tashuowan，jingbuzaikanwo，mengdizhuanshen，xiangyizhizhongyuzhengtuolaolongdequeniao，liangqiangquejiqiedichongchulewodeguifang，danbodebeiyingxiaoshizaiqingchenweixideguangxianli，zhiliuxiayichuanjicuyuanqudejiaobusheng。
liuxiawoyigeren，jiangzuozaibinglengdejinbeizhong，hunshendexueyesihudoutingzhileliudong。
tazhidaole。taquandouzhidao！
neikoukujingdebingleng，linsiqianhoulongliguanmanwunidezhixi，pomuneicuidudemuguang……tadouzhidao！ketadexuanze，bushijiuwo，ershi……qiangzouneitiaotongxiangdiyudelu？weileshenme？weilesumingyuanweilaineishenfeihongdeguanpao，weileneixuwupiaomiaode“tanhuafuren”degaoming？
huangmiujuelundeniantourutongdutengbanchanraozhuxinzang，ledewochuanbuguoqi。qianshibeituirujingdishineishenrugusuidejuewanghebingleng，sihuyoushunzhejizhuipaleshanglai，jiangwolaolaodingzaiyuandi。
chuangwaidetianguang，yifenyifendiliangqilai，qusanlewuneidehunan，quezhaobujinwoxindineipianzhongxinbingfengdehuangwu。
mingyunxiangyigezuilengkudetixianmuoushi，jingzhundibodongzhesixian，jiangwomenzheiduizhongshengdejiemei，tuixiangleyuqianshijieranxiangfan、queyouguiyizhonghedeguiji。
沈静婉如愿以偿。
tayijingrendesuduheshouduan，rangfumuxiangxin，tayusumingyuanzaoyiqinggenshenzhong，feijunbujia。taneilihuadaiyudekusu，yanzhongduisumingyuanhaobuyanshidechimiyureqie，yijitabujingyijiantouluchude、guanyusumingyuanmouxiebuweirenzhidexiaoxiguan（neixiebengaishiwoqianshicaizhixiaodexijie），douchenglezuiyoulidezhengju。
wolengyanpangguan，kanzhetayongqianshiwoshoujinzhemocaihuanlaide“lejie”，qupujiutatongwang“jinxiuqiancheng”delu。tashenzhi“wuyi”zhong，zaisumingyuanlaifangshi，“buxiaoxin”yiluoleyifangxiuzhewomingzidepazi，shangmianquezhanranletadezhifenxiang。sumingyuanshiqipazishineishunjiandecuoehesuizhierlaikanxiangtashifuzatanjiudeyanshen，doubeitajingzhundibuzhuodao，huazuoyandiyimodeyideliuguang。
wodecunzai，chengleyigegangadezuai。yigecengbeikoutouyidingguotanhualangde“qian”renxuan。
shenjiadeqifenbiandeweimiaoerjinbeng。fumukanwodeyanshendaizhekuijiuhenanyiqichideweinan。zuizhong，dapojiangjude，shiyidaolaizigonglide、daizheburongzhiyiyiweidezhiyi。
dingbeihoululin，neigezaibeijingzhanchangshanglingdirenwenfengsangdandeshashen，shuyueqianyinyichangcanliedefujizhanzhongshang，jushuojigushousun，xiazhitanhuan，cishengzhinengchanmianbingta。shengshangnianqigongxun，yuweiqizeyiliangpei，yishienchong。zhei“liangpei”de“liang”zi，luozaiquanguiquanzili，bianchengletangshoushanyu。
sheiyuanbaruhuasiyudenver，jiajiyigefeiren，shouyibeizihuogua？napatacengshiquanshitaotiandedingbeihou。
yushi，wozheigebeisumingyuan“tui”leyibu、shenfenyoumianqianggoudezhehoufudeshenjiadizhangnv，chenglegefangshiliyanzhongzuiheshide“jipin”。
zhiyijiangxianeiri，fuzhongyipiansiji。muqinbaozhewokudejihuhunjue，fuqinzaishufangkuzuoleyizhengye。weiyoushenjingwandeyuanzi，yinyuechuanlaiyayide、shenglizhebandexiaosheng，rutongyexiaodetiming。
woanjingdizuozaitongjingqian，renyouyahuanweiwoshuzhuang。jingzhongrenliansecangbai，yanshenqueshiyipiansishuibandechenji。dingbeihoufu？tanhuan？huogua？
biqisufuneikoubinglengdekujing，yigenengrangwoananjingjinghuozhe、bubeidaraode“huosirenmu”，yishimingyunduiwozheigezhonghuoyishideguhun，zuidaderenci。zhishao，neilimeiyouneigekeboedudepomu，meiyouneigebiaomianwenrunruyu、guziliquenuoruoboqingdesumingyuan。
“yehao。”wokanzhejingzhongzijikongdongdeyanjing，qingqingtuchulianggezi。shengyinqingdexiangtanxi，piaosanzaimimanzhejuewanghezhifenqidekongqili。
dahongdehuajiao，yidingqulechengdongqingguidesufu，yidingtaiwangchengxisenyandedingbeihoufu。
suonaluoguxuantian，zheneryulong。wozuozaiweiweiyaohuangdehuajiaoli，zhijianbingliang，ganshouzhejiaozizhuanxiangshi，yulingyiduiyingqinduiwucuoshenerguo。gezhehouzhongdejiaolian，wofangfonengganshoudaolingyidinghuajiaoli，shenjingwanneizhideyiman、jihuyaoranshaoqilaidexiyue。tazhongyuchuanshanglebengaishuyuwodejiayi，pujinletayiweidejinyujinxiuduili。
erwo，beitaixiangdeshishirenyanzhongdefenying。
dingbeihoufugaomenshenyuan，zhuqidamenjinbi，touzheyigujurenyuqianlizhiwaidesushahechenji。meiyourenaodebinkeyingmen，meiyouxuanxiaodegonghezhisheng。zhiyoujigemianmulengying、chuanzhetongyixuansejingzhuangdeshiweiwushengdilizailiangce，yanshenruiliruying，saoshizheliaoliaojigeqianlai“guanli”de、lianshangdaizhelianminhuohaoqidebinke。
wodepeijiayahuanchuntao，fuzhewoxiajiaodeshoudouzaiweiweifadou。
meiyoubaitang，meiyoubinke。wobeiyigetongyangmianwubiaoqing、yanshenxiangdaoziyiyangguarendelaomamayinzhe，chuanguokongkuangdenengtingjianjiaobuhuishengdetingyuan，raoguojizhongsenyandeshouwei，zuizhongsongdaoleyichujiweipianpideyuanluo——tingsongyuan。
yuanzidaoshiqingyou，jigancuizhu，jikuaiguaishi。danneiguhuizhibuqudeyaowei，helongzhaozaizhenggefudishangkong、tiexiubandechenzhongyayigan，jihurangrenchuanbuguoqi。
“houyexujingyang，buxirendarao。”laomamadeshengyinpingbanwubo，yanshenruilidishenshizhewo，daizhehaobuyanshidepingguheyisibuyichajuedeqingmie，“furenrihouwushi，yeshaowangqiantouqu。nindezhuchuzaici，richangsuoxu，ziyouxiarensonglai。”jiaodaiwanzheijijubinglengdeguiju，tabianxiangwanchengrenwubanzhuanshenlikai，liuxiawohechuntaozaizheikongjidekepadeyuanzili。
xinfangneichenshejiandandaojinhuhansuan，zhiyouyichuang、yizhuo、liangyi。zhuoshanggulinglingdifangzheyiduiranzhedelongfengzhu，zhuleiwushengdiduijizhe，yingzhaozhemanshibinglengdehong。
meiyouhehejinjiu，meiyoutiaogaitou。
neigechuanshuozhongdetanhuanfujun，zishizhizhong，weicenglumian。fangfozheizhuanghunshi，buguoshijizheizuojudabinglengdefenmu，tianleyijianmingwei“furen”depeizangpin。
chuntaozhongyurenbuzhu，didichuoqiqilai：“**……zhei…zheiyihouderizikezenmeguoa……”
wotaishou，huanhuanxiandiaolechenzhongdegaitou。zhuguangyingzhewocangbaidelian，yanshenqueyichangpingjing，shenzhidaizheyizhongchenailuodingdemoran。qianshisufudexifang，yecenghongzhugaoran，binkexuannao，zuizhongyouruhe？buguoshiyichangmanzhangkuxingdekaiduan。
zheili，zhishaoanjing。meiyouneixiechirendechailanghubao。
“kushenme？”wodeshengyinzaikongjidefangjianlixiangqi，yichangqingxi，“bayanleicale。congjinwanghou，zheili，jiushiwomendeanshenzhidi。”
anshen，liming。wulunzhei“ming”shigouyancanchuan，haishi……juechufengsheng。wozoudaochuangbian，tuikaijinbidechuangfei。yefengdaizhechuqiudeliangyiguanru，chuisanlenongzhongdeyaowei，yechuidongleanjishangjizhangsanluode、sihubeicongmangyazhudefanhuangzhiye。jiezhehunandezhuguang，yinyuekejianshangmianyongmobigoulezhe……mouzhongbingxiedetuyang？xiantiaogangying，daizheshachangteyoudeshaqi。
womuguangweining，suijibudongshengsediyikaishixian，wangxiangchuangwaichenchendeyese。tingyuanshenchu，zhuwudefangxiangyipianqiheisiji。raner，neikongqili，chuleyaowei，sihuhaihunzazheyisijiqidanbode、jihubeifengchuisande……tieqimocahouliuxiadelenglieqixi？xiangweishijingdejianfeng。
xin，zaisijidebingcengxia，jiqiweiruodi，bodongleyixia。
rizirutongdingbeihoufutingyuanlineiyitansishui，chenmendelingrenzhixi。
meiriqingchen，neigexingzhoudelaomamahuizhunshichuxian，xiangyizunyidongdeshixiang，songlaiguadandefanshihenongchoucibidetangyao。yaoshijihouyede，youtaqinzisongjinzhuwu。wodefenli，zhiyouqingzhouxiaocai。
“houyebingtichenke，xuhaofeimingguiyaocaijingyang，fuzhongyongduziranyaojinzheneitou。”zhoumamadiguoshiheshi，yanpidoubutaiyixia，yuqipingbanwubo，quezizidoutouzhekeyideqingman，“furennianqing，shenziguyinglang，cuchadanfanjiangyangzhebianshifufen。”
chuntaoqidelianjiatonghong，woanzhutadeshou，pingjingdijieguoshihe：“youlaomama。”
zhoumamabiqianglihengchuyisijibukewendelengqi，zhuanshenbianzou，xuansedequnjufuguobinglengdedimian，meiyouyisiduoyudeshengyin。
zhuwudemenyongyuanjinbizhe，xiangyizuochenmodefenmu。oueryoudafujinchu，shensejieshiningzhongdiyaotoutanxi。zhenggetingsongyuan，chulewohechuntao，jihubujianrenying，liansasaodecushipuyidouraozhezou。ruodadehoufu，fangfozhiyouwomenzheigepianpidejiaoluoshibeiyiwangdegudao，zishengzimie。
chuntaomeiriduizheqingtangguashuichoumeikulian，baizhezhitousuanjiazhuanglihainengzhichengduojiudejiaoyong。wozekaishixixishulizhei“huosirenmu”liwonengzhuazhudeyiqie。
rizizaiqinglenghekeyidemandaizhonghuanhuanliutang。zhidaoyigeshenye。
bairilixialechangjiyu，ruyehoukongqishileng。bairilijizandepibeichendiandiandiyaxialai，woshuidebingbuanwen。houbanye，chuangwaisihuqilefeng，chuidezhulinshashazuoxiang，zhiyemocadeshengyinduanduanxuxu，raorenqingmeng。
jiuzaizheishashadezhuyeshengzhong，yizhongjixiwei、quejieranbutongdeshengyin，rutongshuidiqianyoudeanliu，guzhidizuanruwodeermo。
铮…嗡……
jiqiduancu，daizhejinshuteyoudezhenzhanyuyun。xiangshi……jibodefengrenhuapokongqi，youzaishunjianbeiqiangxingshoulianzhulidao。
wodexinmengdiyitiao，shuiyishunjianxiaosanwuzong。
neishengyin，juebushifengsheng！
它来自主屋的方向。
wopingzhuhuxi，qiaowushengxidizuoqishen，chizhejiaocaizaibingliangdedibanshang，yibubunuodaochuangbian，jiangchuangzhiqingqingrunshi，chuokaiyigejixiaodekongdong。
yueguangbeinonghoudeyuncengzhedang，tingyuanliyipianhunan。zhuwudechuanglingjinbi，toubuchusihaoguangliang，yijiusijirufen。
nandaoshiwotingcuole？beizheifudideyayibichulehuanjue？
jiuzaiwojihuyaofangqishi，neishengyinyoulaile！
铮——嗡！
zheiyici，gengjiaqingxi。daizheyizhongyinrendelilianggan，fangfomenghubeiqiuyulongzhong，lizhuabugandihuaguojinggangzhalan，suijielikezhi，yijiuxieluchulingrenxinjidexionglizhiqi。jinjiezhe，shiyishengjiqiyayi、conghoulongshenchugunchudemenheng，xiangshiqiangrenzhejudadetongchu。
绝对不是幻觉！
wodehoubeishunjianpashangyicenglenghan，xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，jihuyaozhuangpoleigu。
瘫痪？缠绵病榻？
neizheishenyejianming，zheiyinrentongheng，youshicongheerlai？
yigehuangmiuyoudadandeniantou，rutongjingleibanzaiwonaohaizhongzhakai。
rizizaibiaomiandesishuixia，qiaoranyongdongzhebuweirenzhideanliu。
neiyedejianmingyutongheng，xiangyiketourusishuitandeshizi，zaiwoxindijiqilelianmianbujuedelianyi。zhuwuneishanjinbidemen，zaiwoyanzhongbuzaishifenmu，ershiyigeguozhezhongzhongmiwudemituan。zhoumamasonglaidetangyao，yaoweiyijiunongzhongcibi，danqizhongsihuzongjiazazheyisijidande、beiyaoqiyangaide……xuexingqi？haiyoulingyizhongnanyiyanyude、lvedaikusedecaomuqixi，xiangshimouzhongliaoshangdejinchuangyao。
wobiandegewailiuyizhuwudedongjing。bairiliyijiusiji，zhiyouzhoumamajinchusongyaoshineichenzhongdejiaobusheng。danyeshenrenjingshi，neijiqiqingweidejinshuzhenzhanshengheyayidemenheng，bianrutongyoulingdediyu，ouerhuichuantouchenchendeyese，zuanjinwodeerduo。
zhenxiangxiangheianzhongdeweiguang，youhuozhe**jin，queyouqianzangzheweizhideweixian。
jiuzaiwoanzhongguancha、xinsibaizhuanzhiji，shenjingwandexiaoxi，quexiangzhanglechibangyiyang，zhudongfeijinlezheizuoyushigejuede“huosirenmu”。
songxindeshiwocongqianzaishenfushiyigejiaohaode、xingziqienuodexiaoyatou，rujinzaishenjingwandeyuanzilizuosasao。tatoutoutuorenzhanzhuandijinlaiyizhangzhoubabadezhitiao，zijiliaocao，touzhejinghuang：
“da**jiuming！er**zaisufu……kuaibeicuomosile！sulaofurenririliguiju，dongzhedama，fanshikekoudelihai……er**qianrishishoudasuigechazhan，jingbeifaguizaicitangsuicipianshanglianggeshichen！xigaidoulanle……guye……guyetagenbenbuganhangsheng！”
zhitiaozaiwozhijianweiweizhandou。
shishoudasuichazhan？qianshi，tongyangdeshiqingyefashengzaiwoshenshang。neichazhan，fenmingshisulaofurenguyishishouzhuangluozaiwojiaobiande！faguisuicipian……xigaixueroumohudejutongfangfozaicixilai，woxiayishidifushangzijidexigai。
shenjingwanashenjingwan，niqiangzoude，nalishishenmejinxiuqiancheng？fenmingshipizhehuameiwaiyidedaoshanhuohai！niyiweizhonglaiyici，pingzhexianzhijiunengbikaisuoyouxianjing？keyouxiedongxi，shikezaiguzilidetanlanheyuchunbibukaide。sulaofurenneiedudeshouduan，sumingyuanneinuoruozisidebenxing，bingbuhuiyinweihuanlegexinniangjiugaibianfenhao！
yisibinglengdechaofeng，fushangwodezuijiao。qianshiwochengshoudekuchu，rujinzaitashenshangzhongyan，heqifengci？kezheichaofengzhixia，youfanyongqiyisinanyiyanyudebeiliang。womenzheiduizhongshengdejiemei，sihuwulunruhezhengzha，doutaobukaibeizheichirenlijiaoniansuidemingyun？
不！
yigeniantourutongshandianbanpikaiyinmai。dingbeihoufuzheitansishuizhixia，huoxuzangzheshengji！neiyezhuwudejianming，zhoumamayaowanliyinyuedexuexingqi，haiyouneiruoyouruowudejinchuangyaoweidao……lulin！tajuebuxiangbiaomiankanqilaineiyangshigefeiren！
zheigeniantouyidanzisheng，bianfengkuangmanyan。woxuyaoqian，xuyaohenduoqian，xuyaozaizheizuosenyandefudiliyongyoulizudeziben，caiyoukenengqiaokaimimi，caiyoukeneng……zhenzhengdihuoxiaqu，erbushixiangqianshineiyangwushengwuxidifulan！
wodemuguang，luozaileneifenbodekeliandejiazhuangdanzishang，zuizhongtingzaiyichubuqiyandepeijiashang——jingjiaoyigebinlindaobidexiaotianzhuang。qianshi，wocengzaisufudezhangbenduili，weiletaohaopomu，yingshengshengmolianchukanzhangguanpudebenshi，houlaigengtoutouzhuomoguobushaonanlaibeiwangdexingshangzhidao。
yigedadandejihuazaiwoxinzhongxunsuchengxing。
“chuntao，”wohuanlaiyouxinchongchongdeyahuan，shengyindaizheyizhongpofuchenzhoudejuejue，“qu，bazhoumamaqinglai。”
春桃惊愕地看着我。
“jiushuo……”wodunledun，yingzhetabujiedemuguang，yiziyijudao，“woniangjiapeijiadeneigexiaozhuangzi，nianniankuikong，shizaishigetianbumandewudidong。yuqibaizhanzhehoufudediqi，buru……qinghouyeshixia，jiangtabianmaile，yehaobutiexiehoufuyongdu。”
woyaoyongzheiweibuzudaodeqiaomenzhuan，qukouyikouneishanjinbidezhuwuzhimen，qushitanneishenzangyu“tanhuan”biaoxiangxiade……dingbeihoululin！
zhoumamalaidehenkuai，yijiushineifukebandeshixianglian。tingwoshuominglaiyi，tayanpiweitai，hunzhuodeyanzhulifeikuaidilveguoyisibuyichajuedechayi，suijiyouhuifulesishuibandepingjing。
“furendaoshi‘dongshi’。”tayuqipingping，tingbuchubaobian，“cishilaonuhuidaiweibinggaohouye。”
“youlaomama。”wochuixiayan，zitaifangdejidi，jiangyigechuruhoufu、zhanzhanjingjingyoujiyu“biaoxian”denuoruoxinfuyanyideqiadaohaochu。
dengdaideshijianbingbuzhang，quegewaijianao。chuntaojinzhangdejiaozhepazi。wozuozaichuangbian，kanzhetingyuanlibeifengchuideyaoyedezhuying，zhijianbingliang。
zhongyu，zhoumamachenzhongdejiaobushengzaicixiangqi。tazoujinlai，shoulipengzheyigezitanmudexiaoxiazi，fangzaiwomianqiandezhuoshang。
“houyeshuole，”zhoumamadeshengyinyijiupingdanwubo，quebizhiqianduoleyisinanyiyanyudeyiwei，“ququyigexiaozhuangzi，furenjijuedeshileizhui，chuzhilebianshi。houfuhaibuzhiyujijiaozheidianyingtouxiaoli。bianmaideyinzi，furenzijishouzhe，tianxiezhifenchaihuanyehao。”
tadunledun，muguangluozaiwolianshang，daizheyisishenshi。
“lingwai，”tadakaineigezitanmuxia，limianheranshijizhangjingchengfanhuadiduanpumiandeqishu！“houyehaishuo，furenjiyirulehoufudemen，bianshihoufuderen。zheixiepuzi，diduanshangke，zhishijingyingbushan，kongzhizheyeshilangfei。furenruoyouxianxia……bufangnaqulianlianshou，quandangjiemen。”
zhoumamafangxiaxiazi，shenshenkanlewoyiyan，neiyanshenfuzananbian，youtanjiu，youshenshi，huoxuhaiyouyisi……yinzangjishendeqidai？
“furen，haoziweizhi。”liuxiazheijuyiweishenzhangdehua，tarulaishiyiban，wushengdituilechuqu。
wodingdingdikanzhezhuoshangneijizhangbobodeqishu，youkanxiangneizitanmuxialidaibiaozheyibiqidongzijindeyinpiao，zhijianweiweifatang，xintouqueshiyipianjingtaohailang。
他知道了！
lulintayidingzhidao！zhidaowobingfeizhendenuoruowuneng，zhidaowozhudongbianmaizhuangzishilingyousuotu！tabujinmeiyouchaichuan，faner……songlailegengdadeqipan？
zheinalishi“jiemen”？zheifenmingshimoxu，shenzhi……shimouzhongwushengde、fengxianjudadetouzi！tazaishitanwodenengli？haishi……tazheizuokansichenjide“fenmu”zhixia，yeyouzhexuyaopangdacailizhichengde、buweirenzhidexiongyonganliu？
wulunshishenme，jihui，yijingbaizailewodemianqian。
womengdizuanjinshouzhi，bingliangdeqishuluozhezhangxin，dailaiyizhongjinhutengtongdezhenshigan。yandineipianchenjidesishui，diyici，beiyizhongmingweiyexindehuoyandianran。
feng，congchangkaidechuangzichuijinlai，daizheshenqiudeliangyi，quezaiyechuibumiewoxintouneiculiaoyuandexinghuo。
jingchengdechudong，hanfengjianqi。dingbeihoufuhouyuandetingsongyuan，queqiaoranfashengzhefantianfudidebianhua。
neijizhangpumianqishu，zaiwoshouzhongbuzaishibinglengdezhizhang，ershitongwangshengludeqiaoliang。woyijiazhuangyinzibianmaisuodeweiyin，jianglulinjideneijizhangpuzizhongxinguihua。qizhongweizhizuihao、linjiedeliangjiandatong，guashangle“yunxiajin”decuxinpaibian。
woshenzhijingchengguifuquanzidefuhuayupanbi。qianshizaisufu，woweileguanjia，cengtoutouyanjiuguojiangnanzuishixingdezhiranjifa，yejideneixieguifumenduidutehuasedefengkuangzhuipeng。“yunxiajin”buzouxunchanglu，bumaidaluhuo。woqinglaijiweiyinnianmaihuoshoushangbeidaxiufangcitui、quejiyijingzhandelaoshifu，xuyizhongli，rangtamenqianxinyanjiushichuande“zhuijin”gufa，fukeqianchaogongtinglishichuande、liuguangyicairuyunxiabandezhijin。
tongshi，wojiejianqianshimohujiyilineixie“xinqi”dedianzi。jiangzhizaoguochengzhongchanshengde、daiyoutianranyunranxiaoguode“cipin”butou，caichengdaxiaobuyidebukuai，yijiqidiliandejiagezuocheng“fudai”chushou，meiqimingyue“caiyunmangxuan”，limianhaikenengzangzhejipianzhenzhengdeyunxiajinbianjiaoliao。zheixinqiwanyieryijingtuichu，likexiyinledaliangtuxinxian、taocaitoudeputongbaixingheshangfan，boliduoxiao，xunsupanhuolezijinliu。
lingwailiangjianshaopiandepuzi，yijiangaichenglezhuanyingnandijingqiaodianxinde“miyufang”，qingleweizushangzaiyushanfangdangguochadelaoshifuzuozhen，dianxinyangshixinqi，yongliaokaojiu，meiri**，henkuaichengleguanhuanrenjianvjuanzhengxiangyudingdeqiaohuo。lingyijianzeyindizhiyi，kailejia“baicaoji”，zhuanyingcongbeijingyunlaideteseyaocaihezibupin，jiezhedingbeihoufuzaibeijingjunzhongcancundeweiwang，datongleyitiaoxiangduiwendingdegonghuoqudao。
yinqian，rutongjuanjuanxiliu，zhujianhuijuchenghe，youxiongyongdizhuruxindejingying。woxiangyizhuzaishifenglizhagendetengman，fengkuangdijiquzheyangfen，xiangzheyangguangdefangxiangpanpashenzhan。tingsongyuanli，buzaishisiji。suanpanzhuzidepipashengqudailetanxi，guanshiniangzimendishengbingbaodexiyuqusanleyinmai。chuntaolianshangdechouyunzaoyisanjin，zouludoudaizhefeng。
dingbeihoufusenyandebilei，sihuyeyinweiyinqiandeliudongerqiaoransongdong。neixieyuanbenduiwoshiruowududexiaren，yanshenlikaishidaishangxiaoxinyiyidegongjing。zhoumamayijiukeban，dansonglaidefanshimingxianjingxilexuduo，ouerhaihui“bujingyi”ditidianyijufulicaimaidexingqing。
erzhuwuneibian，yijiudamenjinbi，shenbukece。
wocongweikeyiqudatinglulindexiaoxi，gengbucengshitukaojinneishanmen。danwominruidichajuedaoyixiexiweidebianhua。zhoumamaduanjinqudeyaowan，neigubeikeyiyangaidexuexingqisihudanle，erlingyizhongqingliede、daizhedandansongboqixideyaowei（sihushishanghaodexugushengjigao）biandemingxian。shenyeshifen，neiyayidejianminghetonghengchuxiandepinlv，yezaizhujianjiangdi。
他，也在好起来吗？
zheigeniantouzhishiouershanguo，bianbeifanmangdeshengyiyaxia。zhidaoneichangbiwukebidegongyan。
gonglidemeihuakaidezao，yishushuhongyunduixue，yingzhezhuqiangjinwa。nuangelitanhuoshaodejiwang，xunderenhunhunyushui，kongqilifudongzhemingguizhifen、nuanjiuheshiwudehunheqixi，tiannidefamen。
wozuozaikaohoudeweizhi，shenshangshi“yunxiajin”zuixinchupinde“mushanzi”zhijinzhangqun，liuguangyicai，zaimanshizhuguangbaoqizhongyibuxunse。zheishenxingtou，liantongwotoushangneizhijingqiaodeleisijinfengbuyao，doushiwoyongzijidepuzizhuanlaideyinzizhibande。zuozaiyiqunyikaofujiahuoniangjiazhuangdiandeguifuzhizhong，zheifendiqirangwoyaobeitingdebizhi。
xijiangongchoujiaocuo，sizhumimi。guifumendehuati，yongyuanweiraozhezhangfudeshengqian、ernvdeqinshi、xindedezhubaohe……bierenjiadezaoxinshi。
“ai，tingshuolema？sutanhuajiadeneiweixinfuren，zeze……”yigechuanzhemeihongjinduandeyuanlianfuren，yongshoupayanzhezui，shengyinbugaobudi，qiahaonengrangzhouweiyiquanrentingqing，“qianxierizi，youbeitapomufaguicitangle！”
“kebushima！”pangbianlikeyourenjieqiang，daizhexingzailehuodetanxi，“tingshuozheicigenghen，dalengdetian，zhijiyijiandanyi，guilezhengzhengyisu！diertianjiufaqilegaore，chadianmeijiuhuilai！”
“aiya，zaoniea！neisulaofuren，shouduanyetaihenlexie……”
“hen？neiyeshitazijibuzhengqi！”yigejianlideshengyin**lai，daizhehaobuyanshidebiyi，“jinmendoudabannianle，duziyidiandongjingdoumeiyou！tingshuoa，xingzihaijiaozongdehen，dingzhuangpomu，lianfujunfanglideshidouyaoguanzhe，redesutanhuadoubuaiguijiale！zheiyangbuxianbuxiaodexifu，huansheijianengrongdexia？”
yilunshengwengwengzuoxiang，xiangyiquntaoyandecangying。woduanqimianqiandeqingyuchazhan，qingqingchuikaifumo，chuixiadeyanjiezhezhulemouzhongfanyongdelengyi。dingzhuang？guanzhenalishi？shenjingwanashenjingwan，nizhonghuoyishi，qianglaide“haoyinyuan”，jiuzhishengxiayongzheizhongzhuolieyouzishangdefangshilaiduikanglema？zhenshi……yubukeji！
“shuoqilai，shenfuren，”neiyuanlianfurenhuranjianghuatouzhuanxiangwo，lianshangduizhejiaxiao，yanshenquezaiwoshenshanghuaguideyiliaoheshoushishangliuleyiquan，“sufurenkeshinindeqinmeizi？ninzheizuojiejiede，rujinzaihoufuguode……daoshizirundehenna？”takeyilazhangleyudiao，daizhetanjiuheyisibuyichajuedesuanyi。
suoyourendemuguangshunjianjujiaodaowoshenshang，youhaoqi，youtongqing，gengduodeshikanhaoxidewanwei。dingbeihoutanhuanzaichuang，wozheige“chongxi”dehoufuren，zaishirenyanzhongbuguoshishouzhehuoguadekelianchong。rujinchuanzhetimian，qiseshangke，fandaochengleyilei。
wofangxiachazhan，taiqiyan，yingshangneixiemuguang，lianshangluchuyimoqiadaohaochude、daizhexiexushulidepingjingweixiao：“laofurenguaxin。houyexujingyang，qieshenbugandarao，zhizaihouyuandalixiesuoshi，riziqingjing，daoyezizai。”
“qingjingzizai？”neijianlishengyindezhuren，yigequangugaosongdelanyifurenchixiaoyisheng，yanshensaoguowopingtandexiaofu，yiyousuozhi，“pabushi……taiguo‘qingjing’lexie？shenfurennianjiqingqing，zheihoufuhouzhai，weimianyetailengqingledian。”zheihualideeyi，jihuyaoyichulai。
nuangelishunjiananjinglejifen，qifenbiandeweimiaoerganga。suoyoumuguangdoudaizheci，zhazaiwoshenshang，dengzhekanwozheige“huoguafu”ruheshitai。
wolianshangdexiaorongsihaoweibian，zhijianquezaikuandadexiuzhongweiweiquanqi。jiuzaizheishi，nuangerukouchuchuanlaiyizhenqingweidesaodong。
“定北侯到——！”
neishijianxidetongchuansheng，xiangyiketourugunyoudelengshuizhu，shunjianzhakaileguo！
suoyourendoujingedizhuanguotou，nanyizhixindiwangxiangmenkou。
dingbeihou？neigejushuotanhuanzaichuang、mingbujiuyideshashenlulin？tazenmekenengchuxianzaizheili？！
我也猛地抬眼望去。
zhijianlianggeshenxingkuiwu、mianronglengsudexuanjiashiwei，tuizheyijiatezhidemuzhilunyi，huanhuanjinrunuange。lunyishangduanzuozheyigenanren。
tachuanzheyishenxuanseanjinyunwenjinpao，chendelianseyichangcangbai，shenzhidaizheyizhongjiubujiantianridebingtaitouming。wuheidezhangfayongyigenjiandandeyuzanshuqi，jilvsuifachuiluoejiao，gengtianjifenchanruo。taweiweihezheyan，bochunjinmin，zhoushensanfazheyizhongshengrenwujindebinglengqixi，fangfoyikuaiwannianbuhuadehanbing。
raner，jiuzaishiweituizhelunyijingguowomianqianshi，neishuangyizhijinbide、nongmijiemaofugaixiadeyanjing，shuranzhengkaile！
neishiyishuangzenyangdeyanjing？shensuiruhantan，ruiliruyingsun！muguangsaoguodeshunjian，fangfodaizhebeijingfengxuedelinlie，rangnuangelizaoredekongqidouzhouranjianglejidu。neiyanshenshenchu，meiyoubanfentanhuanbingrendetuitangyujuewang，zhiyouyipianshenbujiandideyouan，yiji……yizhongdongchuanrenxinde、lingrenxinjidepingjing。
tademuguang，jingzhundi、haowubolandiluozailewodelianshang。
shijianfangfoningguleyishun。
suiji，tajiqizirandiyikaishixian，fangfogangcaineiduanzandeduishicongweifasheng。shiweituizheta，jingzhixiangyuzuoxiashouyuliudeweizhixingqu。zhenggenuangeyaquewusheng，suoyourendoubeizheituruqilaide“shashen”hetashenshangneiguwuxingdeyapoganzhenshezhule。
fangcaihaiduiwolengchaorefengdelanyifuren，lianseshabai，xiayishidiwanghousuolesuo。
woduanqiweiliangdechazhan，zhijiandeweizhanyibeiqiangxingyaxia，xinhuqueyinneiduanzandeyipieerxianqiletaotianjulang。
talaile。bushiyi“tanhuanhouye”deshenfen，ershiyi“dingbeihoululin”deshenfen，zhongxinchuxianzaizheiquanlixuanwodezhongxin！
tacangbaidemianrongxia，yinzangzhezenyangdeliliang？neilunyi，shiweizhuang？haishitashangshiweiyudezhengming？
wushuyiwenshunjianchongchinaohai。raner，gengrangwoxintouyijindeshi——taxuanzezaizheigeshike、zheizhongchanghechuxian，jinjinshiweilezhenshezheixiewuliaodeguifuma？haishi……lingyoushenyi？
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gongyandeqifen，yinlulindechuxianerchedigaibian。neixietanjiude、biyide、xingzailehuodemuguang，shunjianshoulianledaban，querdaizhideshijingwei、jidanhexiaoxinyiyidekuitan。lianyuzuoshangdediwang，douteyijubei，shuolejijuweimiangongchendehua，lulinzhishiweiweihanshou，shensedanmodiyinjinlebeizhongjiu，zishizhizhong，weifayiyan。
yanxizaiyizhongyayide“renao”zhongzouxiangweisheng。guifumenfenfenqishen，sansanliangliangjuzaiyiqi，zhunbeiligong。
wokeyifanghuanlejiaobu，luozairenqunzhihou。dongrideyuhuayuan，hanmeinufang，lengliedexiangqiqinrenxinpi，queyedaizhecigudehanyi。wolonglelongshenshangdehuqiupifeng，muguangbuyouzizhudipiaoxiangbuyuanchu——lulinyibeishiweituizhe，jingjingditingzaimeilinxiaojingderukouchu，sihuyezaidengrenqunsanqu。
jiuzaizheishi，yigeshenyingliangliangqiangqiangdichuanguorenqun，zhizhidixiangwochonglai！
是沈静婉！
tashenshangchuanzhebanjiudetaohongaoqun，liaozisuibucuo，queyishileguangze，xiukoushenzhiyouxiemosun。fajiyouxiesongsan，jilvfasilangbeiditiezaihanshideejiao。lianshangzhifentudehenhou，queyijiuyangaibuzhuyanxianongzhongdeqingheiheneimobingtaidecangbai。zuiciyandeshitaneishuangyanjing，cengjingshuirunhanqingdexingyan，cikebumanlexinghongdexuesi，limianranshaozheyizhongjinhufengkuangdejidu、yuanhenhe……juewang！
“shenjingshu！”tasishengjianjiaozhewodemingzi，shengyinjianruidehuapoyuhuayuandeningjing，yindeshangweizouyuandeguifumenfenfencemu，yanzhongshanshuozhexingfendebaguaguangmang。
taxiangyitoubeibidaojuejingdekunshou，mengdipudaowomianqian，binglengkushoudeshouzhirutongtieqianban，sisizuanzhulewodeyixiu！lidaozhida，jihuyaojiangneihuaguide“mushanzi”yunxiajinsilie！
“pingshenme？！”tayangzhetou，bumanxuesideyanjingsisidengzhewo，limianshitaotiandebuganheyuandu，leishuihunzhelianshangdezhifenhuchengyituan，langbeibukan，“pingshenme？！shenjingshunigaosuwopingshenme！”
tashengyinzhandou，daizhekuqiang，meiyigezidouxiangshiconghoulongliouchulaidexue：
“woqianglenideyinyuan！woqianglesumingyuan！woqianglebengaishuyunidetanhuafuren！womingming……womingmingzhidaoqianmianshihuokeng，wotiaole！woyiweiwonenggaiming！woyiweiwonengguodebinihao！keweishenme……weishenmehaishizheiyang？！weishenmenijialegetanzifeiren，hainengchuanjindaiyin，hainengbapuzikaidemanchengdoushi？！pingshenmenijiunengguodezheimefengshengshuiqi？！erwo……erwo……”
tamengdizhixiangzijiqiaocuibukandelian，zhixiangzijishenshangbanjiudeyiqun，shentiyinjizhidefennuheweiquerjuliedizhandouzhe，jihuzhanlibuwen：
“erwoqueyaozaineigeguidifangbeineigelaoqianporirizhemo！beisumingyuanneigefeiwulengyanxiangkan！lianyidunbaofandoushishewang！pingshenme？！zheidaodipingshenme！laotianyebugongping！bugongpinga——！”
taxiesidilidikuhanqilai，zuanzhewoyixiudeshoujulieyaohuang，zhangzhangdezhijiagezheyiliaoqiajinwodepirou，dailaiyizhenjianruidetengtong。zhouweineixieguifumendeqieqiesiyuhezhizhidiandian，rutongbinglengdezhenmang，zhazaibeishang。
wokanzheyanqianzheizhangbeiyuanhenniuqudelian，kanzheneishuangbeileishuichongshuadehunzhuodeyanjing。qianshikujingdidebinglengjuewang，yuciketayanzhongdefengkuangzhongdiezaiyiqi，xingchengyifuhuangdanercankudehuajuan。xindineisiyinmidebaofu**zaoyixiaosan，zhishengxiayizhongchendiandiandebeiliang。
qiang？mingyunqishinengqianglaide？nizhikandaolesumingyuanweilaideguanpao，quewushiletaguzilidenuoruohetamuqinkezaixuemailideedu。erwo……wojieshoudebushi“tanzifeiren”，ershiyigeshenbukecedemituan。wojinridefengguang，shiwushugedanjingjielvderiye，shizaizheihoufusenyanbileixiayicicixiaoxinyiyideshitanhejingyinghuanlaide！
“jingwan……”wozhanglezhangzui，xiangshuoshenme，quefaxianhoulongganse，suoyoudehuayuzaiyanqianzheijudadebeifenhehuangmiumianqian，douxiandecangbaiwuli。
jiuzaishenjingwanqingxuchedibengkui，lingyizhishouyetaiqilai，sihuyaobuguanbugudizhuaxiangwomianjiadeshunjian——
yidaobinglengdeyinying，daizhelinliedesongboyutiexiuhunhedeqixi，zhouranlongzhaoxialai。
yibinggupohouzhongdewumujianqiao，daizheburongkangjudeliliang，jingzhunerqiangyingdigezailewoheshenjingwanzhijian！neijianqiaodemoduan，buqingbuzhongdigekaileshenjingwansisizuanzhewoyixiudeshou。
lidaoqiadaohaochu，jirangtabudebusongshou，youweishangtafenhao。
时间仿佛凝固。
shenjingwansuoyoudekuhanhedongzuodoujiangzhule，eranditaitou。
我也猛地转头。
lulinbuzhiheshiyibeishiweituidaolejinqian。tayijiuduanzuozailunyishang，cangbaidemianrongzaixueguangyumeiyingyingchenxia，lengyingruyushidiaozhuo。neishuangshenbujiandideheimou，cikezhengpingjingwubodikanzheshenjingwan，youhuozhe，shitouguotakanzheshenmebiededongxi。yanshenlimeiyousihaowendu，zhiyouyizhongfukanlouyibandemoran。
他并未看我。
dichen、lenglie，rutongbingquanzhuangjihanshideshengyin，zaijijingdemeilinxiaojingshangqingxidixiangqi，chuantouleshenjingwanshikongdekuhao，yechuantoulezhouweisuoyoudeqieqiesiyu：
“苏夫人。”
tadunledun，neihaowubolandemuguang，zhongyuhuanhuandi、daizheyizhongwuxingdezhongya，luozaileshenjingwancanbairuzhidelianshang。
“shenyan。lachetuisang，ruojingraolebenhoufuren……”tadeshengyinbugao，quezizirubingzhui，qiaozaimeigerendexinshang，muguangruoyousiwudisaoguowoshangpingtandexiaofu，jixudao，
“——dangxindongletaiqi。”
“taiqi”erziluoxia，rutongjingleizhaxiang！
shenjingwanmengdidengdaleyanjing，xinghongdexuesijihuyaobaoliekailai，nanyizhixindisisidingzhewodefubu，zuichunjuliediduosuozhe，quezaiyefabuchuyigeyinjie。neiyanshen，congjizhideyuanhen，shunjianzhuanweiyipiansihuibandejuewanghe……chedidebengkui。
zhouweisuoyoudeyilunshengjiaranerzhi。neixieguifumenjingedemuguangqishuashuadijujiaozaiwodexiaofushang，chongmanlenanyizhixindetanjiuhe……jingwei！
liantuizhelunyidexuanjiashiwei，doujibukechaditingzhilebeiji。
erwo，cubujifangdijiangzaiyuandi，ganshouzhesimianbafangshelaidezhuoreshixian，yijilulinneijushipotianjingdehuayudailaidejudachongji。xiuzhongdezhijianmengdiqiaruzhangxin，dailaiyizhenjianruidecitong。
胎气？
wo……helaideshenyun？！
lulinta……jiujingxiangzuoshenme？！