yexuhaishigaihaohaozhidinggejihua。
zheimexiangzhe,wopiexiazaigebiyouxianfangsongdegege,huidaolezijidefangjiankaishisikao。
suirannaoziliyichanglengjing,danshijishangdaizaigegeshenbianrangwofeichanghaipa。
woshouxianbakanqilaizhongyaodecihuijilexialai。
zhoushushi、feishushi、zhouling。gegehuizaimougeshijiandianbiandefeichangyanefeishushi,shenzhidaoleyaoshatamendechengdu。jutishishenmeshihouwobingbuqingchu。zhishi,shangcixunhuanshi,ganjuedayueshizaimingnian,gegekaishibiandenanyilianxi,zhuangtaiyeyouxiebuduijing。daolexiatianzuoyou,talianyoujianyebuhuile。……wodangshiqishihenbuande,kejieguoqueshenmedoumeizuo。
wojuedingbuqusikaoweishenmehuizheiyangzhongfuxunhuan。jiranyijingzaiciquerenlezheibushimeng,wojiubunengzuoyidaibi。zhiyaozheicinengzuzhijiuhaole,weici……guoranhaishideheneixierenjiechuba。
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“gege!nizhiqianyoujianligaosuwonidetongxueleduiba?”
“嗯?啊,是啊。”
“里面有女生吧?”
“有啊,一个。”
“介绍给我认识。”
“为什么???”
mianduimanlianxiezhe“wanquangaobudong”degege,woyingzhetoupijianchi。woshuowulunruhedouxiangwenwenneigegaozhongnvshengyixieshiqing。taxiangshidouwowansidewen“zenme,shiyouxihuanderenle?”,wohuileju“bushi”,guoleyihuier,gegexianglexiangshuo“haoba”。
woqianglieyaoqiujiaohuanyouxiangdizhi,gegedangchangjiufayoujianquxunwenduifangshifoukeyibayouxiangjiwo,dedaotongyihoujiufajilewo。suiranzheiqingqiutaitangtushenzhiyoudianqiangrensuonan,danwozheibiankeshixingmingyouguan,zhihaoqingtaduoduobaohanle。
“yaliu,yaoshiyouxihuanderen,gaosugegewohainengjinichuzhuyini。xiaozitakebushanzhangzheizhongshi。”
“才不要。”
womeishuo“fanzhengyebushixihuanderensuoyibuyongle”。jiurangtazheimewuhuizheba。erqiewoyezhidao,tazicheng“gege”deshihou,duobanyemeidashenmehaozhuyi。
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wolikehuidaofangjian,jijiaruxiaozi**faleyoujian。suiranxinliqishangbaxiajuedekenenghuidaraodaota,danshidaorujinyegubudeneimeduole。
『chucijianmian,woshixiayoujiedemeimei。suiransuweimoumianjiutichuzheizhongqiguaideqingqiu,danqishishixiangheninshangliangyixiaguanyuwogegedeshiqing,suoyimaomeilianxinin。』
guoleyihuier,huixinlaile:
『chucijianmian。buyongzheimejujine。woduinigegedeshiqinglejiedebuduo,buyidingnengbangshangmang,dantingniliaoliaohaishikeyide。』
wonaozililuanzaozaodixianglebantian,zuihouhaishijuedekaimenjianshankenenggengkuai。
『qingninwubibaomi,buyaogaosurenheren。qishi,womingnianhuibeigegeshadiao,xiangheninshangliangyixiagairuhebimian。』
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zheicitakenengzhendejuedewoshigefengyatouleba。wozuolibuandidengdaizhe,jieguodianhuazhijiedaguolaile,hedewo“wa!”dixiaoshengjiaolechulai。xinghaozhiyouwoyigeren。
wozhanzhanjingjingdianxiajietingjian,erbianchuanlailejiyizhongneigeqingliedeshengyin。
『zheihuatikebuqingsonga。』
tashuo,kaolvdaoneirong,kenenghaishizhijiejianmianbijiaohao。shuoshihua,tingdaozheihuawoyixiazizuanjinlequantou。yinweiwoyezhengyouciyi。
dadianhuayaohuaqian,erqieyongyoujianyeshuobuqingchu。yushiwoshuo,wohuiliyongzuijindesanlianxiuqudongjing。jiaru**yedayingle。
weilebaoxianqijian,woshuoxiwanggegehetapengyouwutiaoxianshengyebuyaozhidaozheijianshi,tadaizhedianraoyouxingzhideyuqihuidao:
『nvzijiandemimijuhui?』
真酷啊。
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jiuzheiyang,sanlianxiudaolaile。suirangegeyizhixiangshenwaneige“xihuanderen”deshiqing,danwomeiyoujiuwushile。bufouren,yesuanshiduimingnianyaolaishawodetayigexiaoxiaodebaofu。
woqueshixihuangege,danhaimeichonggaodaonengxinganqingyuanweitaqusidedibu,erqiezhijinrengjuedetashawodeliyoushizaitaiguomanhengwuli。xianzaiwobupata,danxianghetabaochiyidingdejuli。ruguobuzheiyang,woyouhuiduitabaoyouqidai,bijingtajiushineiyangyigewenroudegegea。
“nihexiayouzhangdeyidiandoubuxiangni。taihaoletaihaole。”
jiudianzheicishibaituobabadingde。lengjingxiangxiang,meiyoufumutongyiwogenbenmeifazaiwaiguoye。a,duile,gegeneishiyehaishiweichengnianba……shangcixunhuanshishizenmegaodingdeni……
suanle,zheigeyiwenxianfangyibianba。
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wopaoxiazheigeniantouhejiaru**penglemian,tahewoliaolehenduo。shangcixunhuanshizhijianguoneiyicijiuzaimeijihuile,suoyiwohenkaixin。
“neime,kaimenjianshandishuole…nishuoxiayoumingnianyaoshani?neijiahuoqueshiting……ng…suiranyoudianfuhei,danduitameimeihaoxiangxiangdangzhongshia。tayebushishenmehuairen。”
“shide。danshi…neige,ninkenengbuhuixiangxin,danzheiciyijingshiwodiqicijinglile。”
“第七次?”
“gaishuoshixunhuanba,jiuxiangrenshengdelunhuiyiyang…meicibeishahou,wodouhuihuidaotongyigeshijiandian。jiushishangcijinindadianhuadeneitian。”
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jiaru**chenmoleyihuier。meishide,tadagaihuixiangxinde…wojuede…
guoleyihuier,tashuoleju“rangwoshaoweizhengliyixia”,ranhouhelekouguanzhuangguozhi。
“nishishuo,niyijingbeishaleliuci?beixiayou?”
“………shide,keyizheimeshuo。”
“weishenme,zhileide…”
“wobuzhidao。zhishi,zaishangcixunhuanli,wotingshuolexuexiaodeshiqing。ninyeshi…zhoushushiba?”
“…talianzheigedougennishuolea,neijiahuo。”
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shanghuitidao,zheigesanlianxiushihegegeyiqiduguode,neishiyehewutiaoxianshengyijijiaru**shaoweiliaoleliao。wohaigaosujiaru**,shangcijianmianshi,woyecengbazheigehuatigaosuguowutiaoxiansheng。
jiezhe,woshuoqizaineizhiqian,zaigegelinzhongzhiji,congtakouzhongtingdaole“feishushi”zheigeci。
“gegeshuo,yinweiwohefumushifeishushi,suoyiyaoshadiaowomen。”
“……zhendejiade?neijiahuopingshibushizongshuozhoushujieshiweilebaohufeishushiercunzaidema?”
“woyezheimeshuole。suoyiwojuedezijibukenengbeigegeshadiao。danshi,woqueshibeishale。suoyi,wojuedingzaiyebuxiangxingegeshuode‘meiguanxi’le。jiaru**,nizhidaogegedexiangfaweishenmehuigaibianma?youmeiyoufashengshenmebianhua?”
worenbuzhuzhuiwenqilai。gegezhuzaigaozhuansushe,jiusuanyoubianhua,woyezuobuleshenme。jiaru**kanqilaiyoudiankunraodeyangzi,a,duile,xianzaiwenzheixieyemeiyiyile。
wodaoqianle,tashuo“baochidianjulibijiaohaoe”。wobuyoudejuedetazhenshigewenrouderen。
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“laoshishuo,woshibanxinbanyide。neijiahuowulunzenmeshuo,doukandechutahenzhongshijiaren。buguo,woyebushizaishuonidehuashijiade。woshixiangxinde,zhishinanyizhixin……huozheshuo,shibuyuanxiangxinba。”
“meiguanxi,womingbaide。”
yinweiwozijiyejingliguoleisidexinqing,suoyifeichanglijie。daoburushuo,haiyourenyuanyizheiyangxiang,wofanergandaoyisianxin。
jiaru**yinggaishizhidexinlaideba。meiwentide,yiding。
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“neige……womennengdingqilianxiyixiama?”
“keyia。buguoyoushihouchurenwukenengmeifalikehuini。”
renwu……juranhuiyongzheizhongci。zheibugaishigaozhongshengyongdeciba,zheigerenshibushiyezaizuoweixiandeshiqingni?
zhihouwomenyouliaolehenduo,tahaishunbiandaiwoguangleguangdongjing。guochengzhongwokaishichenghutawei“xiaozi**”,zhongtugegedalaidianhuashiyeshixiaozi**bangwoyingfude。shuoqilai,wohaoxiangmeigaosugegewolaidongjingle……woyeshaoweitileyixia,buguomeishenmedabulede,tazhishidanxinwoeryi。haiyou,dangtahualihuawaimaiyuanwoweishenmebugaosutashi,pangbiandexiaozi**shuoleju“wa,zhanan”zhileide。
meibanfa,diertianwoyouhegegeyiqixingdongle。buguo,neijianshiwomeizaiti。yinweizhidaoshuoleyemeiyong。
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neizhihou,wodasuanhexiaozi**baochilianxi,datinggegedeqingkuang。woxiang,jiusuanshixiesuosuidexiaoshi,zhiyaonengzhaodaoshenmexiansuoyehao。raner,wowanquanbulejiezhoushushizuodeshiqingjiujingyouduoweixian。
“硝子死了。”
woeranshiyu。yinweizhiqianmingminghaihaohaode。wobuyoudehuaiyishigegegande,dancongshengyintinglaibingfeiruci。
“tashiweilejiuyigenvhaiside。heyaliuchabuduodadehaizi。”
gegezhishuolezheixie。……zhendezhishizheiyangma?congneitiandaoxianzai,lianyigeyuedoubudao。shiqingfashengdetaituran,wowanquanfanyingbuguolai。
weishenmehuifashengzheizhongshi?jiedaoneigedianhuadediertian,neigerenlaile。
“nijiushixiayouyaliuba?”
shigeyoudiankepaderen。danwozhanzhanjingjingdidianlediantou,taziwojieshaoshuoshiyeezhengdao。dangtidaoxiaozi**demingzishi,wobuyouzizhuditaiqiletou。
tashenqingbiandefeichangbeishang,shuoxianggenwotantan。jiezhe,tagaosuwoyeexianshengshizhoushugaozhuandelaoshi。kanlaixiaozi**panduanwodeshiqingtayigerenwufajiejue,sihuyeshixiangaozhiledanrentabanzhurendeyeexiansheng。
“qianjitian,wutiaohexiayoubeipaiquzhixingyixiangrenwu。neirongshihuweiyigeheninianjixiangfangdeshaonv……dantayuanbenbingbuzairenwumingdanli。”
keshi,tasihuyitingshuoneilianggerenderenwuneirong,lvejiasisuojiutichuzijiyeyaotongxing。yeexianshengshuotacainengbingbushiheneileirenwu,suoyiyikaishibutongyi,dantakenengyugandaoneilihuifashengshenme。
yeexianshengzuizhonghaishipizhunle。tashuo,zuoweirenwupanduan,zheishizhengquede。zairenwujiejinweishengshi,tashuoneigenvhaidangshimingxuanyixian,chayidianjiusile。sihushizaiqianjunyifazhiji,xiaozi**baohuleta。
jiezheyanbianchengleyuxijineinvhaizhirendeduijue,xiaozi**zaigegedezhiyuanxiabaohuzhenvhai,danzuizhongdejiejushixiaozi**desi,jincieryi。gegemeiyousi。yinweiwutiaoxianshengjishigandao,nvhaicaixingmianyunan,dandangwutiaoxianshenggandaoshi,xiaozi**yijingqushile。
yeexianshengshuo,ruguodangshizhiyougegehewutiaoxianshengzaichang,neigenvhaihaowuyiwenhuisi。……zheimezaojiuyouzheizhongrenwulema?woyibianjuedezheixiangshimanhualideqingjie,yibianyoujuedezheikongpajiushixianshi。
“jiaruta……xiwangnilejiequanbuzhenxiang。ranhouyaowobaohuni。”
“保护……?”
“wotingshuolenigegedeshi。congbiaomianshangkan,nijimeiyoubeizuzhoufushen,yemeiyoushushidecaineng。danjiranbeijuanrulezheizhongxianxiang,xiangbiyouqiyuanyou。……huoxu,haiyoukenengzaicifasheng。rangnizhangwojinkenengduodexinxibijiaohao。”
“……wokanbujian。suoyilaoshishuo,jishitinglegangcaidehua,yeganjuebudaoxianshigan,yewufawanquanxiangxinxiaozi**yijingsile……dagai,ruguobushiqinshenjinglilezheizhongxianxiang,wogenbenbuhuixiangxinba。”
mingnianxiatian,zhaozheiyangxiaquwodagaihuisi。tashuotahuijinliburangzheizhongqingkuangfasheng。zheizhenshitianfangyetan,mingmingzhidaobierenkenengbuxin,kedajiaquedouqingyijieshoule,zheifanerrangwobuzhisuocuo。
dagaishiyinweijinglileyejianshiguobushaozuzhouxiangguandeshi,suoyidouxiguanleba。suiranxiangwozheiyangdelizisihushimeiyoude。
“congjinwanghou,youwogerenlaijiaoniguanyuzhoushudezhishi。buguoyezhishililunkeeryi。wobuhuirangniquzhandou,mudezhishirangnilijiewomenzheigeshijie。ranhou……yeshiweilexiangnitigongxinxi。”
taduiwozheiyangyigeputongrenzuozheixieshi,dagaishiyinweitazijiyeyoushenmeliyouba。kendingjiushizheiyangle。
wobuyoudexiang,kongpazheicideshijianli,tongyangdeshiqinghaishihuifashengba。wozhidaodeshiqingshizaitaishaole。jidemingnianxiatianzuoyou,gegedeyangzibiandehenqiguai,wodangshiyiweishizhongshuhuozhekuxia,danshuobudingzaineigeshiqi,yefashengleshenmebiedeshi。
“jinnianhuifashenghenduozaihai,qingduojiaxiaoxin。dongjingdagaimeishi,buguo……”
“什么?”
“诶?”
“会发生灾害吗?”
“是、是的。”
yeelaoshisihuxiangdaoleshenme。wowentashishenme,tashuo,gaobuhaomingnianhuichuxianhenduozhouling。……yuanlairuci,zhoulingshijujilerenleifumianqinggandedongxi。
shuobuding,neijiushiyuanyin。wofangfomomohuhudikandaolegegeduifeishushichanshengzenghendeguocheng。tawenlewobeishaderizi,woyegaosuleta,yushilaoshishuotahuijinkuaizhunbeihaobaohuwodetizhi。
suiranzheirangrenfeichanganxin,danlingyifangmian,duigegekenengzhongjiuhuigaibiandedanyouyehenqianglie。wobuxiangsi,gengbuxiangkandaoneiyangkepadegege。jishihuibeisha,woyemeibanfataoyangege。
neizhihou,yuanbenhexiaozi**baochidelianxi,jiugaichenglehelaoshilianxi。tasuiranyizhihenguanzhugegedeqingkuang,dantingshuozhoushushirenshubuzu,bukenengchixubajinglidoufangzaizheishangmian。yushi,laoshijilewoyigerenou。zheihaoxiangjiaozhouhai,shitongguozairenoulizhuruzuzhoulairangtaxingdongde,tashuozheihaizihuidangwodebaobiao。
zheigexiangtuziyouxiangemodeshejijiujingshizenmehuishi,wobushihenmingbai,danzongzhifeichangkeai。zhishitawanquanmeiyourenhefanying,suoyiwoyebuzhidaotadaodihuibuhuidong。suiranbuzhidao,danwohaishibatadaizaishenbian。
jijieliuzhuan,jishiwodingqilianxigegebenren,nengzhijieshuohuadejihuiheyoujianhuifuyebiandeyuelaiyueshao。woyebingfeimeiyouxiangguo,kenengshiwodexingweibagegebidaolejuejing,danyeelaoshiweiwandiqushitanhou,shuogegeduiwosihuhaiyouqingfenzai。buguo,taduifeishushidebuxinrengan,haoxiangqueshiliuluchulaile。
『yougehoubeidehaizisile』
『benlaidasuanbaxiayoupaiqumougecunzi,houlaiquxiaole,tiqianrangtaqulewutiaoneibian,jieguotadaihuilaiyiduiyounenglideshuangbaotaijiemei』
tagaosulewohenduoxinxi。ranhou,woyejuede,a,zhenshirangrennanshoua。jiuzheiyang,zaizhongzhongshiqingzhizhong,mingyunzhirizhujianlinjin。zaineitiandaolaizhiqian,woyizhizaixiang,bixudezuodianshenme。
“我回来了,芽琉”
“……gege,jintianshiniyaohuilaiderizima?”
“ng,fashenglebushaoshi。”
a,tadeyanshensiqichenchen。jiuzaiwozheimexiangdeshunjian,wodagaiyijingsile。xingdongbiyiwangtiqianle,huoxushiyinweixiaozi**yijingsiledeyuangu。
zongzhi,woyouyicishibaile。kanzhezaiyipangruowuqishidegege,woshenzhibuzhidaogaihuaizhezenyangdeganqingcaihao。
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suiranwufawanquanxiangxinneigemeimeidehua,dan“wanyi”dekenengxingyequeshiwufasheqi。
suoyi,wojuedinggenzheyiqizhixinghuweirenwu。neihaizishuotazijiyebutaiqingchuxiangqing,erqieruguobushitingleneizhonghua,wogenbenbuhuiwangzheifangmianxiang。
“zenmele?xiaozishijuedejimolema?”
“meishenme,zhishilianggerenzongjuedeyoudianbuan。”
“ha?womenkeshizuiqiangdea。”
“huashizheimeshuo,danyouxiaozizaigengbaoxian。”
xiaozideshushibingbushiheshizhan。danyoutazaihemeitazai,qingkuanghuidabuxiangtong。
woxiangzheruguopinganwushidijieshujiuhaole。ruguonengshenmeyebufashengjiujieshu,neishizuihaode。
“硝子!!”
“硝子**!!”
woyouzhongbuhaodeyugan。suiranxiangzheneigewutiaobukenengqingyibeidabai,danwoduixiaozidejingtishenzhichaoguolexiayou。
suoyi,zaichurukouchuxianneigeshenyingdeshunjian,wojiuchonglechuqu。neikezidanzhenghaoguanchuanxinzangfujinshi,woxinxiang“a,zheixiasidingle”,zheidagaishiyinweiwobirenherendougengjingtongzheileishushiba。shushijuefeiwanneng。
xiayouheneigenvhaizaishuoshenme,wowanquantingbudong。zhishi,xiaozidenaohailifuxiandeshineigemeimei。neigekendinghuizizedeshaonv。wodesihuoxuhuirangyeejiechuta。
erqie,woshenzhixiangdao,zaitasuoshuodezheicideshijianli,dagaihaishizuzhibulexiayoule。
huaibaozhequeqiedezhongzhongsixu,danqueshiwanchenglelianjiederenwu,jiaruxiaozizaicicideshijianzhong,yongyuandichenshuile。