第4章 她还能活多久

yeranrenzhetongyi,weixiao,“mei,meiyanxi,wojiushixianghenishuoshuohua,guanxinni。”

“yeran,nibushishuozhunbeihejinchuanlihun,nifangxin,woyihouhuihaohaozhaogujinchuan,buyongcaoxin。”xunuopaoujinchuanlianminyeran,mangnachujioujinchuanmaidexizhuang,“jinchuan,neixiejiuxizhuangjiubuyaochuanle,yihouwojinimaixinde,haobuhao?”

yeranshizhijinwo,shouzhangxindoukuaibeiqiachuxuelai,lianseyuefacanbai,shuangtuidouzaifadou,fangfoxiayimiaojiuhuishuaidao。

oujinchuanbudongshengsedidaliangyeran,faxiantayouxiebuduijing,qianduanshijianhaiyaosiyaohuode,feiyaogentalihun。

jintianturanzhuanxing,haiqinziweitaxiachu。

zhishizheiyishenzangwuchuxianzaigongsi,yidiandoumeixunuotimian。

“我去下洗手间。”

yeranshuowan,canghuangtaozou。

kuaisuzuanjinxishoujian,yeranfuzhemenba,dakouhuxi,liansecangbairuzhi,shentidetengtongjihukuaiyaorangtamabi。

“jinchuan,nimenlihun,yihouwomenjiukeyiyongyuanzaiyiqile,nikaibukaixin?”

“ng,lihunhouwojiuquni。”

yerantongdewufahuxi,leishuimibu,shouwochengquantou。

zaiyechengshoubuzhu,shentiyiruan,daozaidishang,piantouwangzhemendefengxi,oujinchuanhexunuoqingshensihaidiyongbao。

yeranbishangyanjing,fangfonengkanjiannianshaoshi,oujinchuanlouzhetazhuanquanquan,yanlizhiyouta。

“yeran,yeran,nixingxing。”

oujinchuanfaxianyeranyundaozaixishoujian,yongliyaohuangtadeshoubei,jiantalianshanghaowuxuese,taxinlishengqiyisimomingdefanzao,wanyaojiangyeranbaoqilai。

yeranzhuazhuoujinchuandegebo,xuruodeshuo,“jinchuan,wohaotong,nizhibuzhidao。niweiheganshoubudao,weihebuxiangxinwo,weihezongshibuaiwo……”

yerandeyanleidizaileoujinchuandeshoubeishang,tashouzhizhanleyixia,zhidaoyeranxianruhunmi,oujinchuancaiganningshizhetadelian,quejiujiumeiyoushuohua。

xinglaishi,bingfanglizhiyoutayigeren,yeranxiachuanggangzouchumen,jiujianyishengzoujinlai,yansudeshuodao,“nizhibuzhidaonixianzaideshentihenyanzhong,weihebujishilaiyiyuan,zheiyangtuozheyihoumingdoumeile。”

yeranxiangyaokaikoushuomeishi,huranfaxianoujinchuandeshenyingzouguolai,tabuzhidaooujinchuanshifouqingchutadeshentizhuangkuang,dancishicike,tajueduibunengrangoujinchuanfaxian,tacanpodeshentiyijingjianchibuleduojiu。

“woshuodehuanitingjianmeiyou,nixianzaideshenti……”

“yisheng。”yerantaiqitou。

yishengcuoele,wangzhetayandideleishuibuzhiruhefanying。

yeranshuangshouheshifangzaixiongqian,“qiuqiuni,buyaozaishuole,tebieshibiegaosuwolaogong,oujinchuan。”

yishengtouguojingzikandaowaimianzhanzheyigegaodayingjundenanren,dunshimingbaile,tanqi,ningzhongdeshuo,“wokeyibaomi,danniyinggaijinzaozhiliao,huoxuhaiyouyixianshengji。”

henzaozhiqianyeranjiuzhidaole。

zheishitazaijianyuluoxiadebinggen。

shengburusidelaoyuzhizaijiazhongzaitashenshang,tahuanshangaizheng,bieshuojioujinchuanshenghaizi,tahuozhedexiwangdouhenmiaoxiao。

jiuzaiyishengchuquzhiqian,yeranrenzhendishuo,“yisheng,woxianghuozhe。buguanzhiliaoduodadefengxianhetongku,wodouxianghuojiuyidian。”

zaichenshizhongzaiduokankanoujinchuan,zheiyangjiuzhizule。

“wohuijinli,danniyeyaozuohaoxinlizhunbei。”

zhiyoudangshengmingbijinjintoucaihuikewanghuozhe,eryeranqueshiweioujinchuanerguqiyongqi。

tahenhaipa,haipaoujinchuanzhidaotadebingqing,ruguoyaoyongaizhenglaishufuoujinchuan,neitahaiburuhetalihun。

yishengchulemen,oujinchuanyegenzhejinlai,huyidiwen,“yishengshuonitongjing,keqianxierizinibushigangganglaiguo?”

yerancadiaoyanlei,“kenengneifenmiyouwenti,xianzaiyigeyuelailiangcihenzhengchang。”

“嗯。”

duanduandewenhou,oujinchuanyoushilenaixin,zhuanshenyuzou。

jianzhuang,yeranchuizhetou,“wojuedingfangqinile。”

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