第三章

hanlaobinglengyichang,feigaojiexiushibunengrenshou,cigudeliangrangwodanaoshifenqingxing,xiangqilexuduonianqiandeshiqing。

qishihezhibingbushiwodeyuanming,woyuanlaidemingzijiaohexiaosi,yinweiwoshijiazhonglaosi。

niangzaiyewufashengyuhou,diebianbatamaijileyaozi,jiuxiangwozhiqiandeneixiejiejieyiyang。

neishiwodiyicisharen,shiersui,shoudouchengshaizi,lianshangdexiaoquezenmeyezhibuzhu,guaiwuyiyang。

我在窗口听见了。

dieyaojiangwomaijiyaozi,jiuxiangdangnianyinduzhaimainiangneiyang。

tazaitandaowoshi,buxiangzaishuotadenver,yebuxiangzaishuoyigeren。

“wonverhaishigechuni,suishuoxiaoshixiaoledian,danguoliangnianyenengyongbushi?”

“neizhangxiaolianqiaode,nichumenquzhuanzhuan,jiumeiyoubizheigenghaodela”

qiyide,wotingdaozheixiehuashineixinbingmeiyoushenmebodong。

wozhishixiayishipansuanqilai。

我要怎么杀了他。

dietangzaidishangkoutuxianxuebukezhixindikanzhewoshi,wodexinliyongshangleqiansuoweiyoude**,wodunxiashenzigentaduishi,zaitadeyantongzhongkanjianlezijixingfenzhengningdelian。

pawobutinghua,yaozilaiderentoutoujiledieyibao**,jushuorenchixiayihouhunshendeliqidouhuishiqu,wojiangnei**toulai,quanfangzailediehedechashuili。

taguoranhunshenruandeqibulai,renyouwozaitashenshangtonglehaojigexuekulong。

wodeshouwendekepa,xiangshizuoguowushucizheiyangdeshi,kewojiyilizijibingmeiyoushaguoren。

wofalefeng,danaoyipianhundun,yanqiandetiandixuehong,congguzilitouchulaidezaodong**zhewo,wodiuledaozhandouzheshoumoshangzijidelian。

bingliangdeyeti,buyouzizhushangyangdezuijiao。

jiangdiedeshishenyanmaizhihou,wobiantashanglequqiuxianwendaodelu,kekebanbanzouleshuyuezhongyudaolezongmen。

wodezizhiguoguan,beidaishangshanmen,yuyiquntonglingdehaizizhanzaiyidui。zhanglaowenwomenyouhexihao,jianggenjuwomendegenguhexihaopaifenwomen,xihaowudaonongjianzheyou,shinonghuacaozheyou,dushunianjingzheyou,wendaowoshi,woxiangleyihuier,yizuijinyijianchudongwoxinfeideshizuoledaan,

“杀人。”

“我喜好杀人。”

quanchanghuaran,shuyuhaitongzhiyixianqihaipademuguangjiechongerzhi,

“zhenexin,womenjingranyaogenzheiyangde***yiqixiuxing。”

“tabuhuixiangshawomenba。”

“xiaoxiaonianjixinsijingranrucidaidu……”

“tabuhuizhendeshaguorenba。”

wohenshibujie,mingmingwozhishishuolexihaoeryi,zanshiyebuxiangshatamen,tamenqueshiwoweihongshuimengshou,yifuhenbudechulewodeyangzi。

judadeweiyalongzhaozaiwotoushang,shizhanglaozouguolaile。

tajugaolinxiashenshidemuguangrangwogandaobushi,woyouzhongganjue,tabugaishizheigejiaodukanwo,beigongquxiguizhedehuozhegouyancanchuantangzhede,gengshihe。

“hezhi,nidehuakedangzhen?”

woguzuomengdongdikanxiangta,gailehuida,

“jian,woyexihaowujian。”

长老抚须,评价我,

“xinsibuchun,nanchengdaqi。”

wodingzhetashouwanshangdehuanzhuangfaqimeishuohua,wojidewozuorikanjiantadeshihou,tahaimeiyoudaizheigedongxi。

zheigedongxi,benlaishizaiyigexindizishouwanshangde。

yinweizhanglaoyijuhua,meiyourenheyigeshanfengyuanyishouwo,wozhishichengweileyigedazadewaimendizi。

zhidaojinianhou,wozaiwaichuyunhuoshizaoyushanfei,beicongtianerjiangxianrenyibandeshizunjiuxiabingshunlichengzhangbairuletadefengxia,chengweitaweishubuduodeguanmendizizhiyi,congcishenfenshuizhangchuangao。

keguaiyideshi,jishishizunjiulewoming,woduiyushizunzheigejiumingenrenyidiandouxihuanbuqilai,yexushiwotianxingliangbo,wobujinbuxihuanta,haihenyaneta,meicitakaojinwo,wodoushifenfangan,jishitaxiuweigaoshenyouzhanglezhangmidaowanqianshaonvdelian。

woyixiangxiangxinwozijideganjue。