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xianzaidesongzhaoyuanyerangwohenshengqi。
“mibu？ninengrangshiguangdaohuiwuliunianqianma？wogaosuni，neixieshanghaiyongyuandouzai。”
“woquannibiexiangle，nibupayihouwoyongniyiqianfandecuolai**ni，wohaibuyuanyizijibianchengyigezhizhidaosaqideyuanfu。”
songzhaoyuandianlediantou：“yanyan，nishengwodeqishiduide，wozhidaowomeizigeqiuniyuanliang。”
taluchuyizhangbikuhainankandexiaolian，shuodao：“wosongnihuiquba。”
yilushang，songzhaoyuandouzaigenwozhufu，takenengzhihouhaihuipinfanquyiyuan，gongsideshiqingdoujiaojiwodali。
yihouruguoyoushenmeshi，jiulaizhaotabangmang，tabuzaidehua，jiuzhaowangzhuli。
xiaonanzheibianjiuwolaiduocaoxin，ruguozaijiazhanghuiyijishenghuoxuexishangyouxuyao，tadouhuidiyishijiangandao。
haiyouqitagezhonggeyangdeanpai……zhurucilei。
batazheijiniangenwoshuodehuajiaqilai，doumeiyouzheijishifenzhongduo。
wotingzhejiuxiangshizaijiaodaiyiyanyiyang。
“别说了。”
songzhaoyuandelaotaojiaranerzhi，takanlewoyiyan，meiyoujixushuohua。
chelidekongqijihudouninggule，anjingdekepa。
chuangwaidejingsekuaisuxianghoutuiqu，jiuxiangwomenyiqijinglideneixieguowang，zhikezhuiyi，bukezhuihui。
songzhaoyuanguoranyouzhuyuanle。
tingshuoqingkuanghaitingyanzhongde。
yebuzhiduoyanzhong，liansongzhaoyuanmamadoushangmenzhaowolaile。
wogensongzhaoyuanjiehundeshihou，tamamaweiwomenlianggaoxingdibuxing。tashuo，youwozheigexianhuishanliang，youdongdeqinjianchijiadeerxifu，jianzhishishangtianenci。
womenlianggedoubushizaihuxingshideren，zhiyaowomenganqinghao，yiqixianghufuchi，yihouyaoshenmeyangdemianbaokeyiyiqidapinlai。
suoyi，liangbenzhengshu，yibeibojiu，wozhengshihesongzhaoyuanzourulehunyin。
houlaiwomenlianggekekebanban，liandiyicinaolihundeshihou，songmamadouchulaiquanguowomen，shenzhizhanzaiwozheibian，shuotaerzibuzhihaodai。
xiaonanchushengzhihou，tazhenggerenjiubianle。
tabudaijianxiaonan，duiwoyetongyangaidabuli。
wojujueshengertaidetiyizhihou，tagenwodachaoyijia，ranhouwogentachedibuzaiwanglai。
wobuzhidaotajintianzhaoguolaiganshenme。
“youshenmeshijiuzhishuoba。”
tacanlandexiaorongturanxiaoshi，huanshangyifuwanfenbeishangdebiaoqing。
“yanyan，wozhidaonigenxiaoyuandeguanxibushihenhao，danshinibunengkanzhetasi，duibudui？”
“yitidaogennilihunzheijianshitajiushangxin，jiunanguo。yishengshuotaxianzaishentihaihenxuruo，zuihaozuoyixiekaixindeshiqing，youqibunengnanguoshangxin。”
“nijiudangpianpianta，rangtaduguozheiduanshijianzaishuo，haoma？majintianzaizheierqiunile，wojiniguixia，haobuhao？”
woganjinjitalaqilai，buguotadaoyebushizhenyaoxiagui。
zhendehenshoubuletahujiaomanchan，ruguowobutongyi，buzhidaotahaiyaozenmegenwonao。
“xingxingxing，dengtakangfuzhihouzaishuo。”
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wodaoyiyuanlijiesongzhaoyuan。
shunbiangentashuo，wojuedingzanshibugentalihun。
“你说什么？”
zhusiyuehesongzhaoyuantongshishuochulaizheijuhua。
buguo，zhusiyueshiyiliandenanyizhixinhefennu，ersongzhaoyuan，tadeyanshenyixiazijiubiandemingliangqilai。
kandaozhusiyueyoulaidaobingfangmenkou，songzhaoyuanbuyuedizhouleyixiamei，tarangwangzhulibamenguanshang，buxutajinlai。
taxianghaojinianqianneiyang，shuangshouqianzhewo，duiwoxiaodemeiyanwanwan。
“颜颜，谢谢你。”
songzhaoyuanbawobaozaihuaili，woerbianshitajidongdehuxisheng，yuqiyouxiegengyan。
banlichuyuanshouxudeshihou，zhusiyuehaizaizheili，tazuanlegekongzidaowoshenbian。
“jiangyanyan，tazhishiyishibingle，buqingxingeryi，nibuhuizhenyiweitahuixinzhuanyiba？”
songzhaoyuanbianxinzhihou，zhusiyuemeishaozaiwomianqianyaowuyangwei。
danshijinshijinri，tayoushenmediqi？
woboleyixiatoufa，xiaodao：“nidengsongtaitaizheigeweizhidenghenjiuleba？zaijianchiyihuier，shuobudingzaiguojishinian，wonile，nijiukeyishangle。”
zhusiyuezuanjinlequantou，lenglengdikanzhewo。
“颜颜！”
songzhaoyuanzhanzaijimikaiwaideweizhi，genwozhaoshou。
wochaotadianleyixiatou，ranhoupailepaizhusiyuedejianbang：“buduoliaoleha，wolaogongzaidengwo。”
wozouguoquzhudongwanzhesongzhaoyuandeshoubei，tayouxiejingyadikanlewoyiyan，ranhoudieshangwodeshou，yanlichongmanzhehuanxindexiaoyi。
zouchuyiyuandatingzhihou，wocongtadeshouzhongchoushen，wangyoubianmaileyixiaobugentabaochijuli。
songzhaoyuangujiyemingbaiguolaile，tahuiguotouchaoshenhouwanglewang，luchuyigekuxiaoqueshenmeyemeishuo，jiujixuwangqianzou。
tadetouweiweiwangxiachuizhe，beiyingkanshangqulveweixiaose。
huijiadelushang，songzhaoyuanjicishitugenwoliaotian，danshiwoyizhidouxingzhiqueque。
“yiqianzhendexinkuniguanzhewozheigeda**。”
wozhuanguotoushenshendikanleyiyansongzhaoyuan。
zheishiworenshitazheimejiuyilai，diyicitingtashuoganxiewoguanta。
womendemaodunyuelaiyueshen，jiushiyinweitabuxiangrangwo“shishikekedouganshetadeshenghuo”。
tagenpengyouchuquhejiucheyebugui，woquantashaoaoyezuosi；tayaxiadeneixiezijin，woyizhijianguanzherangtahaihuiqu；tagenzhusiyuemeilaiyanqu，wohaowudixiandiyiciyouyicijitaxiazuihoutongdie……
yiqiedeyiqiedouzaiweitazhexiang，huanlaishenmeni？
他的不解。
“niweishenmebiandezheimeqiangshi？”
“nidekongzhiyuhuibanishenbiandesuoyourendoutuizou。”
zhusiyuejiumeiyoushenmekongzhiyu，taduisongzhaoyuanjihubaiyibaishun。zhiyaojigoutazugoudeshechipinhelinghuaqian，takeyixiangtusihuayiyangyifuzaitashenbian。
woxinlishengqiyigunuhuo，yuexiangqiyiqianweitazuoguodeshi，wojiuyuejuedebuzhi，yuebuzhiwojiuyueshengqi。
jiusuantaxianzaihuranmingbaishifeierzishizenmexiede，neiyouzenyang？
wohenhendengletayiyan，songzhaoyuankanzheyouxiebuzhisuocuo。
“songzhaoyuan，nibuyongzaishuozheimeduobaoqianhuozheganxiele。niyuetiqi，wojiuhuigengqingxidiyishidao，nizheixienianshizenmekuiqianwode，nibuhuiyiweiwoxianzaiyijingxinpingqihefangxiayiqieleba？”
tahaobantianmeiyoushuohua，ranhouxiaoxinyiyidikaikou：“womingbaide，yihouwohuishaoshuohuaduonulizuoshi。”
我转过脸去。
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songzhaoyuanhuidaolejiali，zheigetayiqianyigeyuedoubujiandehuiyitangdedifang。
woxianzaitongyirangtahuilai，shiyinweiwoxiangtahaohaohuoxiaqu。
daobushishuohaiyoushenmehuanxianghuozhejiuqing。
zheishineiweiwolianmingzidoubuzhidaodedashen，tadeyanleihexiaorongshenshencitonglewo。
chuyuandeshihou，neiweidashenyelaile，hetajiadeyixieqinrenyiqi。
songzhaoyuanreqingdihuanyingletamen，gendajiashuoshuoxiaoxiao，wanruoshiyijiarenyiyangqinqiehexie。
dashenshuozheshuozhe，huranbatouzhuanguoqukuleqilai，songzhaoyuanpaoguoqubaozhetapailepai：“nijiudangwoshinindeerziyiyang。”
tayoukudeqibuchengsheng，dajiaquanlehaoyihuiercaizhizhu。
songzhaoyuandedaolelingyigerendeshengming，yekeyishuotayinweijuanxianzheerhuodeleyikeliangxin。
wulunwoduitadeganqingzenmeyang，zheigeshijieshangduoyigehaoren，genghaoguobaibaiduojikeposuidexin。
daojiadeshihou，xiaonanzhengzaiketinglinazheyouhuabanghuahua。
baomuguolaigenwoshuohenkuaijiukeyichifanle，rangwomenxiandengyihuier。wozhenghaoyemeishi，jiuxileshoushangqubangmang。
woqieleyidianshuiguonadaoketing，songzhaoyuanzuodaoxiaonanpangbian，wentahualeyixieshenme。
“dajialaicanjiawodeshengripaidui。”
“这是谁？”
“妈妈。”
“这是谁？”
“老师。”
“这个是？”
“阿姨。”
问了一圈。
“那爸爸呢？”
“没有爸爸。”
juedinglihunzhihou，youhenzhangyiduanshijian，xiaonandoumeiwenguowobabaqunaerle。
womenyouyicitiqizheijianshi，gentajieshilihundeyisi，wozhibaigentashuo：“youdebaba，jiushibuaimamagenxiaohaide。”
tawen：“neimamahaishihuiyiyangaiwoma？”
我点头：“当然。”
tahuranxiaole，baozhewodelianqinleyikou：“neiwojiudangmeiyoubabahaole，wogenmamayeshenghuodehenkaixin。”
suoyixianzaixiaonanzheijumeiyoubaba，yijingshizhenmeibatadequexifangzaixinshang。
xiaonandetaidurangsongzhaoyuanjigangayouxintong，tajinlichechuyigezirandexiaorong。
“woyekeyiyiqihuama？”
xiaonanzhouqixiaolian，yaoleyaotou，ranhoubahuajunadaofangjianliqule。
benlaixiangfengciyijunidefubao，kantayifuhenshoushangdeyangzi，wohenhaoxindirenzhule。