昏暗的灯光，
残旧的墙体，
duilebangewuzidepijiuping，haiyoujigeyouzizidezhidaizi……
沙沙，
沙沙，
yizhihuisededalaoshusiwujidandicongtadeshuangtuishangmanyouyoudipaleguoqu，haoxianghaiguyilaicenglecengta，dengtapadaolelingluandepijiupingneier，jiuziziyouweidebalaqipangbiandezhidai。
zhidaishangcanliuzheyixieshiwu，laoshutiandejinjinyouwei。
滴答，滴答，
geqiangdeshuilongtouyinggaimeiyouningjin，buduanfachuliushuisheng。
yiguzifachoudelajiweiercongmeiyoubolidechuanghuwaipiaojinlai，haijiazazheyixielouxiawumeidenvrenyaohe。
“这是哪里?”
lidadanzhangwangzhesizhoumoshengcanpodehuanjing，bujinfachuleyiwen。
yixijidezijicongdongguangshengzuofeijiqumodou，chulemodoujichanghou，zuochuzucheqianwangmodoutiyuguan，zhunbeicanjia《zhongguohaoshengyin》deluzhi，jieguoluguoyigeshizilukoushi，shenhouchuanlailepengdeyishengjuxiang……
这里是地狱?
lidadanxinxiangzijiyinggaishibeichezhuiweizhuangsile，ranhoulaidaolediyu，yaoburanhuanjingzahuishizheiyang。
keshizheimeduoqingxideshengyinchongchizaierduoli，yougaosutazheibuxiangshidiyu。tajiannandepaleqilai，zoudaolechuanghubian，tantouwangxiakan。
一片漆黑。
meiyoujiedao，zhiyouqihei、duimanlelajidezoudao，haiyouruoyinruoxiandechuanzhebaoludenvzizhanzaizoudaobian，xiangjiletalaojiawenfengludeshizufunv。
tashouhuimuguang，zoudaolepojiudezhuoziqiannaqiyimianyouxiezangdejingzizhaolezhaoziji，lijixialeyidatiao。
“我草!”
“我是谁?!”
lidadanxiangjiandaoleguiyiban。
jingzilizijideyangzigenbenbushiyuanlaideziji，ershiyigelengjiaofenmingdemiankong，qifenwenrou，sanfenlengjun，nianjiheyuanlaidezijihaiyaonianqingyidian。
tarenbuzhudaliangquanshen，baisechenshanliguozheyishenjianzirou，huxizhijian，tadounengganshoudaoxiongtangchongmanleliliang，heisexikulizangzheliangtiaomotebanwanmeidezhangtui，wuyi，shentibiyiqianbiankuiwule!
lidadanjiunamenle，zheiyangyizhedabandeyigeren，anlishuobugaizhuzaizheimezaogaodedifanga。
zheishentiyuanlaidezhurendaodishiganshenmede?tafanlefanchouti，faxianleyizhangxiangjiangshenfenzheng。
名字也叫做李大胆?
lidadanzhendejingdeyanzhuzidouyaodiaole，yuanlaizheilibushidiyu。
香江?!
yisilaozixianzaishizaixiangjiangzhongshengle，mingzihaishijiaozuolidadan?zheishijieyetaixiehuleba，yuanlaizheigeshijiezhendeyouzhongshengzheizhongshiqingfasheng，bingbushitawangluoxiaoshuokanduole。
1972nian6yue30richusheng。
kanzheizhangxiangyecaiershisuizuoyou，zheiyiweizhe，zijizhongshengzaile1990nianzuoyou?
tademuguangjixusousuo，zongsuankandaolejiaoluoliyizhangzhanxindebaozhi，tapobujidaidezhuadaoleshoulifankan。
baozhishangdechubanriqijuranshi1993nian6yue30ri。
他一下就明白了……
xianglaizheijiahuoshiyigerenzaijialihejiuqingzhushengrihesile?mingtinghaode，shengrihejiriganshangtongyitianle。
naozikaishiyouxiehunluanqilai，sihulidadandejiyiyeduoduoshaoshaogenzheyongjinlenaohaili，zhishimeiyoujutideyingxiang。
砰砰砰!
砰砰砰!
jiuzaizheigeshihou，menkouxiangqilejicudepaimensheng，liqixiangdangda，ganjuemendoukuaibeipaitale。
“李大胆，”
“赶紧开门!”
“wozhidaonizailimian，zaibukaimen，womenkejiuchuaimenjinqulea!”
“bieduole，duodelejintian，duobulemingtian!ganjinbaqianhaile。”
砰砰砰!
砰砰砰!
lidadanxiaoxinyiyidizoudaolemenkou，touguomaoyanwangmenwaikan。
lianggeshoubeishangyouwenshendejiahuozhengzhanzaimenkou，kanqilaixiongsheneshade，yigejinmao，yigehongmao，bianshidutaigaole!
zheitemeyikanjiushixiangjiangdianyinglibianshangmentaozhaideguhuozia，jueduibunengkaizheigemen。
meiyihuier，waimianderenyoukaikoule。
“ai，kanlaizheijiahuobuzaini，”
“明天再来吧。”
“fanzhengtayepaobudiao。”
“temede，zhenshihuiqi，jintianzheizhangshoubuhuilai，youyaobeilaodamale。woshuodangchunizaneimeyanxia，baqianjiejizheigejiahuo?”
“wonazhidaotazheimeqiong，haodaishizailixingmotegongsishangbande，yuanlaikeshizhuzaijiulongzuihaodediduan，xianzaitoutoubanlaizheilile，shizaibuxing，womenqumingtianpaishexianchangshouzheta，jiubuxintabuhaiqian。”
“ai，zheigefangfahao，tayaoshibuhaiqian，tayebuyonghunle。”
“qishitajiushijian，yuanlaihaishiyoudianerxiaoqiande，jieguobeiyigeliuxianxiaomingxingbaqianpianguangle，xianzaidouchengzhenggexingyedexiaohuale。”
“nizazhidaodeneimeduo?”
“我听古仔说的，”
“……”
lidadandaoshizaimenhoutingdeyouziyouwei，xinxiliangyoudianerdaa，meixiangdaozijiyuanlaizheigeshenfenhaiyouzheimeduobeicandejingli。guzishisheia，haibeiliuxiannvmingxingpianleqian?zheijiahuonandaozaiyulequanhunde?
lidadanhaizhenyoudianxiaoqiexi，ruguoshenfenzheimeteshu，neitahaizhenkeyiliyongshangle，rujiabaohuandelidadana。
keshi，zheijiahuodaodiqianletamenduoshaoqian?laozigaibuhuichumenjiubeikansiba?
jiuzaizheigeshihou，waimianyoujixuduihuale。
“yaobuyaozaimenshangpodianyouqi，xiejigezi?”
“别，浪费油漆。”
“zheijiahuosuiranmingzijiaolidadan，danshidanzibilaoshudehaiyaoxiao，tazhenyaoyouqianyidinghuihaide。”
“zouzouzou，hejiuqu!huiqi!”
menwai，jianjianquyupingjing……
lidadanzheicaizhangshuleyikouqi，youxiaoxinyiyiditaguolemandidepijiupingheneizhihaizaiziziyouweichizhelajidelaoshu，zhongxinlaidaoleneizhangcanjiudeheisemuzhuoshangmian。
gangcaihaiyouyigechoutimeiyoulakaini，weileyizuikuaidesudulejieqianren，tabixuyaofaxiangengduodedongxi。
jieguodiergechoutiganglakai，jiukanjianleyigemihuangsedexinfeng，pangbianhaiyouyigelansebijiben。
xinfengshangmianxiezhe‘quqixiaqinqi’。
“quqixia?zheimingziyoudianerershua。”
lidadanziyanziyudao，danyishibanhuieryouxiangbuqilaidaodizainalitingguo，xiangshiyigehenyaoyuanhenmohudejiyi。
suijitadakailexinfeng，chouchulelimiandexinzhi。
xinzhisanfazhedandandeqingxiang，yingruyanliandezhiyouyixingzi——xia，wozoule，yuanniyushenganhao，mengxiangchengzhen!
luokuanshijianjuranshi1993nian6yue30ri。
“草，”
“为情自杀啊?!”
“zheimeshuozheigequqixiajiushineigeliuxianxiaomingxingle?”
“haiyiweishiheduoside，wentishimeiyoushangkoua?hededuyaoma?”
lidadandaliangzhetadeshenti，shizaixiangbuchulaishiruhezishade。
ranhoutabaxinzhishunjiansichenglesuipian，kaishenmewanxiaoa，xianzaitazhongshengle，jueduibunengliuxiayifengyishua。buguanneigequqixiashishei，xianzaidetadoushibukenengshangxinde……
jiezhetayoudakaileneigelansedebijiben，zheigebijibendexinxiliangjiudale。
yuanlaizheijiahuoshizaiyijiajiaozuolixingdemotegongsishangban，zhiweishichangwu。
bijibenjiluzhezuijindegongzuoanpai，xiedeshifenxiangxi，congzaoshangbadiandaowanshangbadiandouanpaidetuotuodangdangde，yizhipaidaole1993nian7yue1ri。
dengdeng，7yue1ri，kebujiushimingtianma?!
lidadanrenzhenwangxiakan，jieguolijifaxianlegengdadejingxi。
“paishexiangmu：paisheliudehuade《qingrenhappy》mv;”
“paishedidian：huana;”
“shijian：7yue1ri。”
mingtianjuranyaopaisheliudehuademv，zheijiuniubidalea，meixiangdaozheijiahuohaiyoujihuijiechusidatianwang?
tashunjianzhidaozijiyihoudelugaizenmezoule，huidalu?neishibukenengde!
guiyideshi，naohailiguanyulidadandejiyiyejianjianbiandeqingxileqilai，shenmequqixia、lixingmotegongsi、shenzhiyuneilianggelaishouzhaideguhuozidounaomingbaile……
zheixiejiyidangranbushizhongdian，zhongdianshilimianyougerenjiaoajoe，zheigerenshitianwangliudehuadezhuli。
qianrenheajoerenshi，suiranguanxihenzaogao，danyouzongbimeiyouhao……
erqiezheilimianhaiyougegengzhongyaogengjiaxijiedexinxi，liudehuazhengzaidaochuzhaorenjitaxiexinge!
写歌啊!
zheitemebujiushizijixianzaizuinashoudema?
抄就是了……
cishilidadandesiluyijingshifenqingxile，zhidaozijimingtianyaoganshenmele。
suoyitazhaochulebi，yibianhengchang，yibianzailansedebijibenshangfenbijishu，10duofenzhonghou，tajiuxinmanyizudifangxialebi。
ercishidezhizhangshangmianyijingxiemanlequpuhewenzi……
zheishiyishouhoushikuaizhirenkoudege。