第4章 她厌恶自己还来不及,更别说找他(3080字)

yixierenxingzailehuodiluqileshipin,xiangzheruciyouqudeshibixuhedajiafenxiang。

yuelaiyueduochaofengdemuguangchuanchazaitaishangdeluonanyihetaixiadeluochengfufuzhijian。

erdangtamenkanjiangulidiwangzheluonanyidelinxianroushi,buyueertongdiyoulerenshengwuchangdeganjue。

“yaowoshuo,linxianroucaiyinggaishiluochengdenverba,buranzenmeheluonanyichabieneimeda?”

“nizheihuabieluanjiang,beitingdaojiuwanle,buguoqueshi,shuobudingluochengjiushiduiluonanyitaishiwangcaihuixuanzeshoulinxianrouweitu。”

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“luochengzenmehuixiangbukairangluonanyiyazhoudea!”

“shuoshihua,wobijiaoxiangkanlinxianroudebiaoyan。”

“qiaole,woyexiang,meixiangdaolinxianroubujinzhangdehaokan,gangqinshuipingyeneimegao。”

“yuanliangwoyinmoulunyixia,linxianrouzheimeyoucai,zenmedajiazhiqiandoubuzhidao,youmeiyouyizhongkeneng,luonanyiyiqianbeiyuweitiancaishifabiaodegangqinquqishishilinxianroudande?”

“wokao,zheimeshuohaizhendeyoukenenga!”

“ruguozhenshizheiyang,neiluojiajiutaikepale,kuiwoyizhichongbailuocheng!”

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tingdaoshenhouzhongrendetanlun,linxianroujinbengdexinfanglexialai,suiranluonanyidezhuangbanmeiyouanzhaotashuodezuo,danzhishaozaiyanzoufangmianmeiyouchushenmeyaoezi,haijitasonglaileyi**haogan。

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nanyaodanxindikanleyanluocheng,“nanyita……”

“zaidengdengkanba,nanyiyijinghenjiumeiyouneimerenzhenqiejiandingdigenwoshuoguohuale。”luochenghuiwozhunanyaodeshou,zhushizhewutaishangdandingdenver。

tashuobuhuijizijidiulian,neizijixiangxintabianshi。

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“womeikancuoba,neishi、neishiloopstation?”

“meixiangdaoluojiaguniangyijingdaolezheiyangdeshuizhunle。”taixiayigedashijixianmuyoujidu,gaizenmeyangcainenggenluochengyiyangshengchuzheimeyoutianfendenver?

luonanyibonongwanshuqinhou,huidaolezuichudegangqinpangbian,zhongyuhuanhuanzuoxia。

tayongyuguangsaoxiangmiansefabaidelinxianrou,zuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao。

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suoyi,cuihuizheigejiaguimidediyibu,jiucongtajiyulejidaxiwangdegangqinshangxiashouba,qianshisuojinglideyiqiejuewang,taluonanyidouhuiqianbeiwanbeidifenghai!

zaihongdadeleqiheshengzhongkazhunjiezou,luonanyishuangshoufeikuaidizaiqinjianshangyouzou。

shaonvbishangshuangyan,qianshineicongcongjieshudeyishengyezainaohaizhongzoumaguanhuabanbofangleqilai——

tachushengzaimingchengdingjideyishushijia:luojia。

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jibianmeiyouxueyuanguanxi,danluoxijinshenzhibibierenjiadeqingegehaiyaohao。

keshi,congshenmeshihoukaishi,yiqiedougaibianleni?

luonanyixiangdaolinxianrou,dagai,jiushicongtadaolaideneiyikekaishi。

jiyutayongyoude,xinaotabugaide,yanmaitadetianfu,raoluantadebenxin。

画面继续转变……

chehuo,muwu,tielian,xianxue。

失去至亲的心痛。

huoyan,nongyanyijizhadanjicudejingbao。

还有司墨裴。

zheixieduanzanershenke,zhixiqiewulidezhongzhong,tadoujingliguole。

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xinghao,zheijushentiduiyishuhaihenshuxi;yexinghao,beilinxianrouhejixiabaiguanyazhemodeneixieshiri,zijiwuliaodaozhinengyibianbianhuiyizijidesuoxue……

rangrenchenzuidelequhenhendaleneixiezhunbeikanhaoxiderendelian。

“tianna!”zhongyu,guanzhongxishang,yourenrenbuzhuqieqiesiyuqilai,“nanguailuoxiaojieshuoxiwangyourennenggoutingdong,wochengren,wotingbudong,zhishiganjuetazaijiangshushenme。”

“nishaa,nageyishujiadezuopinbushiweilexiangwaijiejiangshushenmede?”

“keshiwoconglaimeiyouxiangzheiyangpoqiedixiangzhidaozheishouquzideyisiguo。”

“yuanlaitayizhiyouzaixue,neizheijinianzenmemeinaguochuyishouquzi?”

“qiaole,woyexiangwen。”

……

cishicike,zhongrencaizhidaozhiqianzijirenweiluonanyiyuanburulinxianroudexiangfacuodeshiduomelipu。

“ai,nimenkandaomeiyou,weidashiheluodashitamenyanjingdouliangle,shibushiyoudasuanshoutua?”

“shuobuding。”huidadezheirenmozhexiaba。

suiranluochengyijingshiguoneiyoumingdegangqinjia,danbutongdegangqinjiamenzuanyandelingyubutong,ruguoluonanyixiangquannengfangxiangfazhan,jiayishiri,yidinghuishiyigeshilihenkepadecunzai!

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zuirendegangqinshengzaichangzhongqichengzhuanhe,zhongrendexinqingyesuizhiqiqiluoluo。

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qianyimiaohaishitiantang,houyimiaojiuchenglediyu。

simopeiyuanyuanwangzhetaishangluchujuewangzhisedeshaonv,heimoujianshen,buzhizaisisuozheshenme。

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ersimopeitongyangzhijianquansuo,rutongbeidianleyiban。

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“zhonglixuntaqianbaidu,moranhuishou,neirenquezaidenghuolanshanchu。”tadishengninanzhezheijuhua。

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zheijuhuakebujiushiweitaliangshendingzuodema?

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“rouer,zenmehuishi?”jixiabaiyadileyashemao,zoudaolinxianroushenhoudishengwendao,“luonanyijiuzheimezoule?”

tabushiyinggaixianggouyiyangchongxiangzijiyaoweiqilianma?

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“yaobuniquzhaozhaota?”linxianroushuozhe,zuanjinleshou。

meishi,tamaitonglehaoxiejizhe,zhiyaopaidaoluonanyiguofenjiuchanjixiabaidehuamian,haichouneixiefensizuibusita?

jiushikexilexianqianzhunbeihaodeheitonggao!

zheigechunhuoshenmeshihouzhunbeilezheiyangyishouquzi,nandaoshuo,taconggangkaishijiuzaipianzijima?

她怎么敢!

jixiabaiyouyuleyishun,buqingbuyuandiraoguorenqunzoulechuqu。

bale,congjingliguoshengsizhihouzhengyankandaorouroudeneiyikeqi,zijibushiyijingzuohaobaohuta、shuncongtayibeizidejuedinglema?

……

“simopei!simopei!”

haohuajiudianwai,luonanyibianshuobianpao,gangtanchushantoudeyueliangzhengqiaoqiaodiningshizheiyiqie。

buyuanchu,shenzheyishengaodingxizhuangdenanrenhurandunzhulejiaobu。

好像,

tingjianleyiyideshengyin,dan,zenmekenengni……

tayanezijihailaibuji,gengbieshuozhaota。