“妈，对不起……”
qianshierziruyuqiandezuihoutonghuahaizaierbian，linwanquetingjianlepopojianruidecuicu：
“kushenmesang！haibuquhongnierzi？xiaoyubarenjiatoudouzapole！”
taditou，kanjianzijiwanhaowusundeshuangshou，zhenganzaierzisansuishengridangaodenaiyoushang。
mingyundechilun，zaijuewangdejintou，kajinlelingyidaoaocao。
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xindianjianhuyidandiaoercierde“di——di——”sheng，xiangyigenshengxiudedingzi，yixiaxiazaojinlinwanhundundeyishili。meiyicilazhangdeweiyin，doubansuizhexiongqiangshenchusiliebandejutong，meiyiciduanzandetingdun，dourangtazaizhixidebianyuantulaodizhengzhachuanxi。nongdehuabukaidexiaodushuiqiweihunhezhemouzhongshuaibaidetianxing，chengletaxiujueshijieliweiyidesecai。
yanpizhongyuqianjin。tapinjinquanli，yezhixianqiyitiaofengxi。canbaidetianhuaban，riguangdengguanfachubinglengwuqingdeguang。
“……jingbenyuanshenli，beigaorenluyu……guoshizhirensiwangzuichengli……panchuyouqituxingshinian……”
bingfangqiangbishangxuanguadeyejingdianshi，shengyinbuda，quezizirucuidudebingzhui，jingzhunwubidicichuantazaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexinzang。
luyu……xiaoyu……tadeerzi……
pingmuhuamianhuangdong，yigechuanzheqiufu、tizhecuntoudenianqingshenyingbeifajingyazhe，liangqiangzhezouxiangfatingcemen。jingtoutuijin，buzhuodaotaceliandeyichanei——neishuangcengjingqingchetouliang、shengmanduimuqinwuxianyilaidedayanjing，cikezhishengxiahuibaidesiji，kongdongderutongbeiwaqulesuoyoulinghun。tazuichunxidonglejixia，meiyoushengyin，danlinwankandedongneikouxing。
——“ma，duibuqi……”
轰！
shijiecheditanta，suoyouzhichengtacancunyizhidezhizhushunjianhuaweijifen。judadeermingyanmeileyiqie，zhiyouerzizuihouneijuwushengdechanhui，zaitabinsidenaohailifanfuhuidang，rutongzuicankudesangzhong。
duibuqi……duibuqiyoushenmeyong？shita！doushitazheigewunengdemuqin！mingxiaobiyedeguanghuanyoushenmeyong？weilejiatingfangqishiye、taokongxinli、beiweitaohaohuanlaideyoushishenme？shizhangfuluchenrifuyiridelengmoshuli，shipopozhouyaqinwuchubuzaidetiaotidaya，shitayicicizai“weihaizihao”demingyixia，yongjiaolvdesihou、cubaodebazhang、kebodexiuru，qinshoujiangneigeyilaita、aitaderuannuohaitong，tuixianglebaoliyujuewangdeshenyuan！
huihenrutong**，fushizhetazuihoudeqingxing。yishichenruwubiandeheian，binglengdehaishuimanguotouding……
“wa——！wode！shiwodefeiji！haijiwo！huaidan！dasini！”
jianruicierdehaitongkuhao，xiangyibashaohongdezhuizi，mengdizhajinlinwandetaiyangxue。
jutong！quebushifeifusiliedetong，ershinaodaixiangyaozhakaibandezhangtong。
她猝然睁开眼！
cimudeshuijingdiaodengguangmangrangtaxiayishidimiqi。shixiancongmohudaoqingxi，shouxianzhuangruyanliandeshiyipianlangjie——fensenaiyouhumanleangguideoushitihuazhuobu，jingzhidefantangchengbaotantaleyijiao，yizhixiaoxiaode、zhanmannaiyoudeshouzhengsisizhuaizheyigehejinwanjuxiaofeijimoxing，erlingyizhishaodadenanhaishouzeyongliqiangduozhe。
kuhaoshengdeyuantou，zhengshineigebeiduizheta、chuanzhezhanxinxiaoxizhuangdejuanmaoxiaoshenying——luyu，tadexiaoyu！zhishiyanqiandexiaoyu，bijiyiliruyushineizhangmamujuewangdelianpangxiaoletaiduotaiduo，zhinendexianggeyisuideciwawa。taxiaolianzhangdetonghong，leishuibitihuleyilian，zhengshichuchinaideliqi，yonglingyizhikongzhedexiaoquantou，huluanchuidazheqiangtawanjude、yuemowuliusuidepangnanhai。
“aiyo！”pangnanhaichitong，shouyisong，xiaofeijishunjianbeixiaoyuduohui，jinjinbaozaihuaili，xianghuzheshierfudedezhenbao，kushengquegengjiaweiquxiangliang，shentiyinweijidonghefennujuliezhandou。
“xiaochilao！gandawosunzi！”yishengjianlikebodenumazhaxiang，chuanzhemolvsesirongqipao、bojingshangdaizhe**zhenzhuxiangliandezhouyaqin，jibuchongshangqian，ranzhexianhongkoudandezhijiajihuchuodaoxiaoyudeetoushang，“fanletianle！yidianjiaoyangdoumeiyou！gennineigemeiyongdemayigedexing！haibukuaibafeijijigegewan！”
shuxide、lingrenzuooudeqiangdiao，rutongdushetuxin。
linwanhunshenyijiang，nanyizhixindiditoukanxiangzijideshou——baixi、xini、gujieyuncheng，zhengwuyishidianzaifandaodedangaonaiyouli，zhanmanletianni。zheibushineishuangzaibingchuangshangkugaoruchai、bumanzhenkongdeshou！tamengditaitouhuangusizhou——judadeluodichuangwaishijingxindalidehuayuan，denghuotongming、gongchoujiaocuodeketingli，manshiyizheguangxiandemoshengmiankong，toushelaihuohaoqi、huobiyi、huokanhaoxidemuguang。
zheilishi……lujialaozhaideyanhuiting。qiangshangjudadedianzirili，qingxidixianshizheriqi——luyudesansuishengriyan！
ta，linwan，huilaile？huidaoleshinianqian，beijushangweizhucheng、yiqiehaiyoukenengwanhuideyuandian？！
judadexuanyunganchongjizheta，qianshierziruyushineisijijuewangdeyanshenyuyanqianzheigeyinweiyigewanjuerweiqufennudaofadoudezhinenshenying，zaitanaohailifengkuangzhongdie、siche。xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，jihuyaozhuangsuileigu。
“hailengzheganshenme！sirena！”zhouyaqinjianlinwandailibudong，huoqigengsheng，neituzhehouhoufendidelianyinfennuerniuqu，“kankannijiaochulaidehaoerzi！sansuikanlao，zheimexiaojiubadaodaren，jianglaihaidele！doushinizheidangmadefeiwu，liangehaizidouguanbuhao！haibukuaibatalakai，jihaohaodaoqian！”
kedudezhize，heqianshiwushucirangtaruzhuibingku、ziwohuaiyideyanyuyimoyiyang。yigubinglengdenuhuohunzazhexinshengdejuejue，shunjianchongsanlezhongshengdailaidexuanyun。daoqian？xiangqianshiyiyang，bufenqinghongzaobaidianzhukunaodeerzi，bizhetaxiangqiangtadongxiderenditourencuo？ranhoukanzhetayanlideguangyidiandianximie，bianchengmamuhe……zuizhongbaofadehuimie？
不！绝不重蹈覆辙！
linwanshenxiyikouqi，neidaizhedangaotianniherenqunxiangshuiweidekongqi，cikequexiangjiumingdeyangqi。tayaxiahoutoudegengyanhezhijiandezhandou，wushilezhouyaqinpenjiandetuomohezhouweineixielingrenbushidemuguang，jingzhizouxiangkudekuaiyaobeiguoqidexiaoyu。
tameiyouxiangzhouyaqinqidaideneiyangcubaodiqulacheerzi，yemeiyoulikehechi。tazhishizoudaoxiaoyushenbian，wushitazhanmannaiyoudexiaoshouhenongzangdeangguixiaoxizhuang，huanhuandi、wenwendizaitamianqiandunlexialai。shixian，nuliyutaneishuangshengmanleishuihefennu、xiangshoushangxiaoshoubandeyanjing，baochizailetongyishuipingxianshang。
zheigedongzuo，rangzhouweikanhaoxidediyushengdoutingdunleyishun。
“xiaoyu，”linwankaikou，shengyinyouxieshaya，quekeyifangdepinghuan、qingxi，daizheyizhongburongzhiyidewendingliliang，chuantoulehaizidekuhao，“mamakandaonile。nihenshengqi，duibudui？”
xiaoyudekushengmengdiyeleyixia，manshileishuideyanjingmangrandikanxiangta。taxianranmeiliaodaomamahuizheiyangshuohua，bushimata，yebushilikerangtadaoqian。
“shengqi？”xiaoyuchouyezhe，xiaoxiongtangjulieqifu，daizhenongzhongdebiyinzhongfu。
“dui，shengqi。”linwandiandiantou，muguangjiandingdikanzheta，tongshishenchushou，meiyouqupengtajinbaozhedefeiji，ershiqingqing、feichangqingdifugaizaitayinweijidongerjinwochengquan、weiweizhandoudexiaoshoushang。wennuandechuganchuanlai，xiaoyujinbengdeshentisihuyouleyisijiqixiweidesongxie。“yinweihaohaogegemeiyouwenguoni，jiunazoulenizuixihuandefeiji，shima？”taqingxidizhirenleshijiandehexin。
“shi…shiwode！”xiaoyulikedashengqiangdiao，weiqudeleishuiyouyongleshanglai，danbaozhefeijideshousihubuneimejiangyingle。
“ng，mamazhidaoneishixiaoyudefeiji。”linwanzaicikending，shengyinwenhequedaizheliliang，“xiaoyuhenxihuanta，buxiangbeibierennazou。”
haiziyonglidiantou，yanleidakegunluo，danneizhongshikongdekuangzaoqixi，zaimamapingjingdezhushihehuayuzhong，qiyidikaishijianruo。taxuyaoyigechukou，xuyaoyourenlijietaneixinfantengde“jushou”shishenme。
“shengqi，xiangyizhidaguaishouzaishentilihou，duima？”linwanchangshiyongtanenglijiedeyixiangmiaoshuqingxu。
xiaoyumangranyouweiqudikanzheta，xiaozuibianzhe。
“tarangnixiangdajiao，xiang…”linwandunledun，muguangsaoguotagangcaihuiwudexiaoquantou，meiyouzhijieshuochu“daren”zheigeminganci，ershiyindao，“xiangyonglituikainazounidongxideren？”taqiaomiaodizhuanhuanlebiaoda。
xiaoyusihutingdongle“tuikai”，chiyileyixia，youyonglidiantou，daizhekuqiang：“ta…taqiang！huai！”
“ng，mamazhidao。yinweixinaidedongxibeiturannazoule，suoyishengqidedaguaishoujiupaochulaile。”linwanyongzhifu，jiqiqingroudimoqutaxiaoliandanshanghunzhenaiyoudeleishui，dongzuoshiqiansuoweiyoudewenrouyunaixin，“shengqimeiyoucuo，xiaoyu。meigerendouyoushengqidequanli。”
zheijuhua，xiangyikexiaoxiaodeshizitouruhunluandechitang，rangzhouweikankedeyanshengengjiafuza，zhouyaqingengshiqidedaochouyikoulengqi，baoyangdeyideshouzhijinjinzuanzhulezhenzhuxianglian。tagangyaofazuo，quebeilinwanjiexialaipingjingquegengjuliliangdehuadulehuiqu。
“danshi，”linwandemuguangshizhongsuozhuerzideyanjing，yuqidouranqingxi、yansuqilai，“womendeshou，bushiyonglaidarende。”taqingqingnielenieerzidexiaoquantou，chuandizheyizhongjiexiangan。“daren，huitong，huirangbierenshoushang，jiuxianggangcaihaohaogegebeinidadao，tayehuitong，yehuinanguo。zheiyang，duima？”
xiaoyuzhengzhengdikanzhemama，youxiayishidikanleyiyanpangbianbeimamahuzhe、haizaichouyedepangnanhaihaohao。taxiaoxiaodemeitouzhouleqilai，sihuzainulilijiezheigefuzadeyinguoguanxi。fennude“guaishou”sihubeimamapingjingerjiandingdeshengyinanfu、kunzhule，buzaineimezhangyawuzhua。
“xiaoyushigeyonggandehaizi，yeshigejiangdaolidehaizi。”linwandeshengyinshishidiwenhexialai，daizheguli，“xianzai，shengqidedaguaishouhaizaima？womenshishikan，nengbunenghetashangliangyixia，rangtaanjingyidian？”
tadunledun，jichulexuanze，zheishijianlihaizizhangkongganhezerengandeguanjianyibu：“xiaoyushixiangzijibaozhefeiji，qupangbiananjingdedifang，dengtabianxiaoyidian？haishixiangrangmamapeizheni，womenyiqigaosuhaohaogege：‘zheishiwodefeiji，qingnihaijiwo’？”
xuanzequan，jiaodaolehaizishouzhong。shichetuilengjing，haishizhengmianbiaodasuqiu？linwanpingxidengdaizhe。zheishixinjiaoyufangshidediyicishizhan，shiduitaxinniandediyicikaoyan。zhenggeyanhuitingluozhenkewen，suoyoudemuguang，baokuozhouyaqinnanyizhixindefennuyanshen，doujujiaozaizheiduidunzaidishangdemuzishenshang。
shijianfangfoninggulejimiao。
xiaoyuzhangzhangdejiemaoshanghaiguazheleizhu，takankanhuailixinaidefeiji，youkankanmamapingjingquechongmanliliangdeyanjing，zaiqieqiedipieleyiyanneigehaizaichouyedehaohao。taxiaoxiaodexiongtangqifuzhe，sihuzaihetineineizhimingwei“fennu”deguaishouzuozhezuihoudejiaoli。
zhongyu，taxilexibizi，daizhenongzhongdekuqiang，queqingxidi、yiziyidundikaikou，shengyinbuda，quezuyirangfujinderentingqing：
“wo…woyaomamapei…gaosuta…haijiwo！”taxuanzelemiandui，xuanzelebiaoda！buzaishishikongdekunaohequantou！
yigujudadenuanliushunjianchongkualelinwanqiangzhuangdezhending，jihurangtayankuangfare。tayonglidiantou，yaxiafanyongdeqingxu，shengyindaizhebuyichajuedeweizhan：“hao！mamapeizheni，xiaoyuhenbang！womenyiqishuo。”
linwanzhanqishen，yijiubaochizhebandundezishi，yizhishouwenwendifuzaixiaoyudehoubei，jiyutazhichengheyongqi。tameiyoukanzhouyaqintieqingdelian，yemeiyoulihuizhouweigeyidemuguang，muguangpingjingdikanxiangbeimuqinhuzaihuailidepangnanhaihaohao，yijitaneiweiliansetongyangbutaihaokandemama。
“haohao，”linwandeshengyinpinghe，meiyouzhize，zhiyouchenshushishi，“zheishixiaoyudefeiji。tagangcaimeiyoujingguoxiaoyutongyijiunazou，xiaoyuhenshengqi。xianzai，xiaoyuxiangqingnibatahaijita，keyima？”taqingxidizhuandalexiaoyudesuqiu。
haohaozaimamahuailisuolesuo，kankanzijimama，youkankanyilianyansudexiaoyuhepangbiansanfazhewuxingyalidelinwan，pielepiezui，youxiebuqingyuan，danhaishibayizhizuanzaishoulidelingyigexiaopeijian（kenengshifeijideqiluojiazhilei）dilechulai，dunangzhe：“re…jinima…”
xiaoyulikeshenchushou，xiaoxinyiyidijieguoneigexiaopeijian，jinjindizuanzaishouxin，fangfonahuilediushidewangguoyijiao。talianshanghaiguazheleihen，danneigukuangzaodeliqiyijingchedixiaosanle，querdaizhideshiyizhonghunhezheweiqu、shiranheyidiandianxiaojiaoaodefuzashenqing。tameiyoulikelikai，fanerzaimamadezhichengxia，xuezhelinwandeyuqi，duizhehaohao，xiaoshengdanqingxidibuchongleyiju：“xie…xiexie。”suiranzheiju“xiexie”shuodejiqibieniu，gengxiangshiyizhongxinxuehuideshejiaoguizedeyanlian。
jiushizheijushengsede、daizhedianbuqingyuanqueyounuliquzuode“xiexie”，xiangyidaowushengdejinglei，pikaileyanhuitingliningzhidekongqi。
“aiyo，zheihaizi……”pangbianyiweiyuanbenzhouzhemeikanrenaodefutaitaitai，renbuzhudishengjinghu，lianshangluchuhaobuyanshidejingyahezanshang，“gangcaihainaochengneiyang，zheizhuanyanjiu……haizhidaoshuoxiexiele？linwanzheidangmade，youdianbenshia？”
“shiashia，nikantagangcaidunxialaineiyanggenhaizishuohua，buhoubujiaode，guaixinxiande……xiaoguohaizhenxing？”lingyiweichuanzhexiangnaiertaozhuangdenianqingmamayexiaoshenggentongbandigu，yanshenlichongmanlehaoqihetanjiu。
“heng！zhuangqiangzuoshi！waimenxiedao！”zhouyaqincongzhenjingzhonghuiguoshen，tingdaozhouweideyilun，zhijuedelianshang**lade，xiangshibeidangzhongshanleyibazhang。tajingxincehuadeshengriyan，bengaishitaxuanyaosunzihejiazutimiandechanghe，quebeilinwanyongzheizhong“lijingpandao”defangshiqianglefengtou，hairangtazheigedangnainaidechenglemanhengwulidefanmianjiaose！youqishikandaoxiaosunzijingranzhendetinglelinwandehua，haixuezhe“jiangdaoli”le，zheijianzhishiduitaquanweizuizhijiedetiaoxinhefouding！
“hao！haodehen！”zhouyaqinqidehunshenfadou，zhenzhuxianglianzaijulieqifudexiongkouhuangdong，tasisidingzhelinwan，yanshenyuandudecuilebing，“linwan！nizhenshizhangbenshile！yongzheixieburuliudefazijiaohaizidingzhuangzhangbei、wunibuxiao！wokannishicunxinyaobawolujiadesunzijiaochenggeruandanfeiwu！womenlujiayaobuqinizheiyangdexifu！”
jianruidezhikong，rutongcuidudebingzhui，zhicierlai。zhouweideyilunshengshunjiandilexiaqu，qifenzaicibiandejinzhang。suoyourendoukanxianglinwan，kantaruheyingduipopozheijinhusipoliandezenan。
linwanhuanhuanzhanqishen，jiangxiaoyuwangzijishenhouhulehu。naiyouzaitamibaisedequnbaishangyunkaiyixiaopianwuzi，xiangyiduotuwudehua。talianshangmeiyourenhebeirumahoudexiufenhuohuangluan，zhiyouyipianjingliguoshengsi、dongxileweilaidepingjing。neipingjingzhixia，shiganggangbeierzidejinbudianrande、zuyiliaoyuandexinghuo。
tataiqitou，yingxiangzhouyaqinjihuyaopenchuhuodemuguang，shengyinbugao，queqingxidichuantouleyayidekongqi，daizheyizhongburongzhihuidechenwen：
“ma，haizibushiwujian，bushiyonglaizhenglianmian、tingshihuande。tayouzijidexiangfa，zijideqingxu，zijide‘dui’yu‘cuo’。”
taweiweitingdun，muguangsaoguozhouweineixiehuojingya、huochensi、huoyijiudaizheshenshidemiankong，zuihouluohuizhouyaqinyinfennuerniuqudelianshang，yiziyiju，qingxidizazaidibanshang：
“woyaojiaode，shiyigemingshili、dongkezhi、youdandangderen。bushininkouzhong，zhidongdefucong、yongquantoujiejuewentide‘lujiasunzi’。”
“zhiyudingzhuangzhangbei、wunibuxiao……”linwandechunjiaogouqiyisijidan、quefenglirudaodehudu，“zhenzhengdexiaoshun，bushiyumeideshuncong。dengxiaoyuzhangdale，nengmingbianshifei，dongdezunzhongyedongdejujue，tangtangzhengzhengdizuoren，neicaishiduiwo、duilujia、duitaziji，zuidade‘xiao’！”
掷地有声！
zhenggeyanhuitingxianrulesiyibandejijing。zhouyaqinbeizheifanqiansuoweiyou、zhizhihexinde“wailixieshuo”yedelianseyouhongzhuanqing，zaiyouqingzhuanbai，zhizhelinwandeshouzhidouderutongfengzhongluoye，zuichunduosuozhe，queyigeziyemabuchulai。neifanhua，xiangyimianjingzi，zhaochuletaneixinshenchumouxiebuyuanchengrendedongxi。
linwanbuzaikanta，fangfoyanqiandepopoyijingshiqulerangtahaofeixinlidejiazhi。tawanyao，dongzuoqingrouquejiandingdijianghaiyouxiemengdong、jinjinbaozhefeijidexiaoyubaoleqilai。haiziwenrede、daizhenaixiangdexiaoshentiyiweijintadehuaili，zheishishierfudedezhenbao，shitazhonghuoyishizuijianshidemaodian。
“womenhuijia，xiaoyu。”tadishengshuo，shengyinlishiqiansuoweiyoudewenrouheliliang，daizhejiehouyushengdepibei，gengdaizhepotuerchude、wubijiandingdejuexin。
tameiyouzaikanrenheren，baozheerzi，caizhegaogenxie，yibuyibu，zaiwushudaofuzamuguangdezhushixia，tingzhijibei，chuanguoyixiangbinying、shuijingdiaodengdeguangying，zouxiangyanhuitinghouzhongdedamen。naiyouzaiqunbaishangliuxiadeyinji，rutongyigewushengdexuanyan，xuangaozheyigejiushidaidejieshu，heyigemuqinguyongxinshengdekaishi。
damenzaitashenhouhuanhuanhelong，gejuelelimiansijidekongqihezhouyaqinzuizhongbaofachude、qijibaihuaidejianlinuma。
menwai，chuxiaweiliangdeyefengpumianerlai，daizhehuayuanlicaomudeqingxinqixi。
linwanshenshenxileyikouqi，binglengdekongqiguanrufeifu，quedianranlexueyeshenchuchenjiyijiudehuoyan。
xinshengdelu，jiuzaijiaoxia。
zheiyici，tajuebuhuizaishu。