laojiudeloudaoganyingdengsuizhejiaobushengmingmingmiemie，jianglinwanbaozhexiaoyudeshenyinglazhangyousuoduan，touzaibanbodeqiangpishang，xianglianggedianpeiliulideguiying。huailidehaiziyichanganjing，xiaonaodaichenchendigezaitajingwo，wenredehuxidaizhenaiweiheyisibuyichajuedechouyehoudezhandou，fuguotadepifu。neizhihejinxiaofeiji，yijiubeitajinjinzuanzaishouxin，bingliangdejinshuluozhetadeshoubei，quechenglecikeweiyidezhenshichugan。
jiamenyaochicharusuokongdeqingwei“kada”sheng，zaijijingdeyeligewaiqingxi。tuikaimen，shuxiyoumoshengdeqixipumianerlai——shuyutahexiaoyude、xiaoxiaode、daizhedianchennianmutouheyangguangweidaodejiadeqixi，wanquangejuelelujialaozhaineizhongfuhuadexiangshuihebinglengdeyapogan。
linwanfanshouguanshangmen，beijidizaibingliangdemenbanshang，caizhongyuyunxuneiqiangchengleyiludeliqichedixiequ。tahuanhuanhuazuodaoxuanguandexiaoditanshang，yijiujinjinbaozhexiaoyu，xiangbaozheshierfude、suishikenengxiaosandezhenbao。heianzhong，zhiyouchuangwaitoujinlaideweiruoludengguang，goulechujiajumohudelunkuo。
siji。yanhuitingdexuanxiao、popodejianjiao、zhongrendemuguang，douxiangchaoshuibantuiqu，liuxiadeshijiehouyushengbandejudakongdong，yijiyizhongjinhuxutuodepibei。xinkoudeweizhi，queyoushenmedongxizaifengkuangguzao，bushikongju，ershilingyizhonggengxiongyong、gengguntangdeqingxu——shiqingxing，shihoupa，shipofuchenzhouhoudeguyong，haiyou……yisinanyizhixindeweiguang。
tazhendehuilaile。huidaoleshinianqian。xiaoyuhaineimexiao，neimeruan，neime……youbeizhongxinsuzaodekeneng。
huailidexiaoshentidongledong。xiaoyutaiqitou，zaihunandeguangxianxia，neishuangkuzhongdeyanjingxiangmengzheshuiwudeliuli，qieshengshengdikanzheta。taxiaoxiaodezuichundongledong，shengyindaizhenongzhongdebiyinheyisibuquedingdeshitan：“mama……bushengqi？”
linwandexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanleyixia，suanzhangdejihuwufahuxi。qianshi，zaitawushucishikongdenuhouhebazhanghou，erziyezongshizheiyang，sesuozhe，daizhetongyangdekongjuhebeiwei，wenzhetongyangdewenti。
“bushengqi。”linwandeshengyinyouxiefageng，tanuliyangqizuijiao，yongzhifujiqiqingroudifuqutayanjiaocanliudeyidianshiyi，“mamazenmehuishengxiaoyudeqini？xiaoyujintianbaohulezijidefeiji，zuihouhaiyonggandishuole‘qinghaijiwo’he‘xiexie’，zuodefeichangbang。”
“bang？”xiaoyuzhongfuzhe，dayanjinglineicenghuangkongdeshuiwusihusankaileyidiandian，yingrulechuangwaiweiruodexingguang。taditou，bashoulidexiaofeijijudaoyanqian，xiaoshengdunang：“wode……xiaoyude。”
“dui，xiaoyude。”linwankendingdidiantou，qinleqintadaizhenaixiangweiderouruanfading，“meiyourenkeyiqiangzouxiaoyudedongxi，chufeixiaoyuyuanyifenxiang。yihou，ruguozaiyouxiaopengyouxiangwan，xiaoyukeyixiangjintianzheiyang，dashenggaosuta：‘zheishiwode，qinghaijiwo’，haoma？”
“hao。”xiaoyuyonglidiantou，xiangshijizhuleyigezhongyaodezhouyu。tabaxiaofeijijinjinditiezaizijixiongkou，fangfoneishicikeanquangandeweiyilaiyuan。piankedeanjinghou，taxiaoxiaodeshentiyouwanglinwanhuailisuolesuo，daizhenongzhongdeshuiyiheyisibuyichajuedeyilian，nannandao：“mama……kun……”
“shuiba，baobei，mamazai。”linwanpaizhetadebei，hengqiyishoubuchengdiaode、zaoyiyiwangzaisuiyuejiaoluodeyaolanqu。huailidezhongliangjianjianbiandejunyunmianzhang，xiaoyuzaitahuailichenchenshuiqu，huxiwenreerpingwen。heianzhong，linwandixiatou，jiezhechuangwaiweiruodeguang，zhangjiudiningshizheerzishushuizhongtianjingdexiaolian，zhangzhangdejiemaozaiyanjianxiatouxiaanjingdeyinying。
qianshineizhangmamu、juewang、juankezhehenyideshaonianlianpang，yuyanqianzheizhangzhinen、haowufangbeideshuiyan，zaitanaohailifengkuangdijiaozhi、pengzhuang。huihendeduzhihezhongshengdekuangxizaitaxiongqianglijuliefanteng，jihuyaojiangtasilie。tajinjinbishangyan，guntangdeleishuizhongyuwushengdixiongyongerchu，shunzhelianjiahualuo，dizaixiaoyurouruandetoufashang。
zheiyici，juebunengzaicuo。napaqianlushidaoshanhuohai，tayeyaoyongjinyiqie，hutazhouquan，yintazouxiangguangming。
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yangguangtouguobobodechuanglianfengxi，xiangjinsedelijiancipoleshineidehunan，jingzhundiluozailinwandeyanpishang。tamengdizhengkaiyan，youyishunjiandehuanghu。chenguangzhong，shuxide、daizhedianchenjiuqixidetianhuaban，bushiyiyuancanbaibinglengdedingdeng。huailiwenruandexiaoshentidongledong，xiaoyuhengjileyisheng，xiangzhixunqiuwennuandexiaoshou，bennengdiwangtahuailizuandegengshen。
bushimeng。tazhendehuilaile。
yizhonghunzazheqingxinghejudayalidechenzhongganshunjianjuezhuleta。taqingshouqingjiaodiqishen，jixiaoyuyehaobeijiao。haizishuidehenchen，zuowanneichangjingxindongposihuhaojinletadeliqi。linwanzhanzaichuangbian，jingjingdikanzheta，chenxigoulezhetarouhedelunkuo。sansui……youeryuan……fenlijiaolv……qianshineigekuzhebaozhetadetuibusashou、zuihoubeitahenxinbaikaishouzhi、zailaoshihuailikudaooutudexiaoxiaoshenying，qingxidifuxianzaiyanqian。neijuewangdekusheng，chengletarihouwushugewuyemenghuideemengzhiyi。
不能再那样了。
tashenxiyikouqi，zoudaoketingneitaijilecengbohuidejiubijibendiannaoqian，anxiakaijijian。dengdaiqidongdewengwengshengli，tahuanguzhezheigexiaoxiaodeliangjushi。zheishiluchenjiehunshi“shishe”banmaixiadelaopoxiao，diduanshangke，dansheshichenjiu。qianshi，taweile“shengqian”，weile“zhaoguhaojiating”，congweixiangguogaishan，gengcongweixiangguoweizijizhengqushenme。xianzai，kanzheboluodeqiangjiaohezhiyazuoxiangdelaojiujiaju，yigeniantouwubiqingxidishengqi：jingjiduli，keburonghuan。
diannaopingmuliangqi。tadakailiulanqi，zhijianzaijianpanshangxuantingpianke，ranhoujiandingdiqiaoxia：“sansuiyouerfenlijiaolvkexueyingduifangfa”、“qingxuyindaohuibentuijian”、“zhengmianguanjiaohexinlinian”。
yixingxingzhuanyedewenzi、yigegechongmanzhihuidejianyitiaoruyanlian。linwanrujisikediyueduzhe，xiangzaishamozhongbasheyijiudelvrenzhongyuzhaodaolelvzhou。yuanlai，haizidemeiyicikunaodouyouyuanyin；yuanlai，suoweide“butinghua”beihoushiweibeilijiedexuqiu；yuanlai，youzheimeduowenheerjiandingdefangfa，keyidaiticubaodehechihebinglengdetuili！
tayuekanyanjingyueliang，xindineiguyinzhongshengershengdemimangheguyong，jianjianbeiyizhongmingwei“fangxiang”deliliangsuotianchong。tadiankaiyigexinjianwendang，biaotilanzhengzhongdiqiaoxiajigezi：【wanandeyuershouji——congkanjianqingxukaishi】。
zhijianzaijianpanshangfeiwu，jiangzuowanshengriyanshangneichangxiaoxiaode“zhanyi”fupan，jiluxiaxiaoyucongshikongdaopingjingdeguocheng，xiexia“qingxumingming”、“jiyuxuanzequan”deshijianxinde，yexiexiazijineixindezhenhanyufansi。wenzihuoxuqingse，quedaizheguntangdewenduhepotudejuexin。
“dingdong——dingdong——”
qingcuidemen**zhouranxiangqi，dapoleqingchendeningjing，yedaduanlelinwanquanshenguanzhudeshuxie。taxintouyitiao，xiayishidikanxiangwoshifangxiang。haihao，xiaoyusihumeibeichaoxing。
sheihuizheimezaolai？tayihuodiqishen，touguomaoyanxiangwaiwangqu。
menwaizhanzhelianggechuanzhegaodangdingzhixizhuang、mianwubiaoqingdenanren，tamenshenhou，tingzheyiliangxiantiaolengyingdeheisebinli。qizhongyigenanrenshoulipengzheyigebaozhuangjingmeidejudalihe，lingyigezetizheyigeyinzhemoushechipintongzhuanglogodedaizi。
linwandexinchenlexiaqu。tarenchulaile，zheishilujiadesijiheguanjia。zhouyaqinde“fanji”，bitayuxiangdelaidegengkuai、gengzhijie——bushiqinzidengmenjiaoma，ershiyongzheizhongkansitimian、shizechongmanshiyayiweidefangshi。
tameiyoulikekaimen。menwaiderenxianranjiyounaixin，menlingbujibuxudiyouxiangleliangbian，meiyishengdouxiangshiqiaozaijinbengdeshenjingshang。
linwanshenxiyikouqi，dakailemen。
“shaofuren。”weishoudeguanjiaweiweigongshen，yuqigongjingquetouzheshuli，jiangneigejudadelihedishangqian，“zheishilaofurenteyifenfusonglaide，jisunshaoyedeshengriliwubusong。laofurenshuo，zuowanrenduo，liwumeilaidejichai。”tademuguangsaoguolinwanshenshangneijianhaizhanzhedandannaiyouyindejiajufu，yandilveguoyisibuyichajuedeqingshi。
lingyigesijizejiangneigeshechipintongzhuangdaiziyediguolai：“zheishilaofurenjisunshaoyexintianzhideyifu，doushidangjixinkuan。”daikouchangkai，luchulimianrouruanangguideyangrongxiaokaishanhejingzhidexiaopixie。
guanjiajixudao，shengyinpingwen，quezizidaizhewuxingdeyali：“laofurenhaishuo，sunshaoyeyijingsansuile，shishihoushoushouxin，dongdianguiju。chengxineijia‘qimingxingguojiyoueryuan’，shilushichigudedingjiyuansuo，shuangyujiaoxue，shizixionghou。laofurenyijingdahaolezhaohu，mingejisunshaoyeliuhaole。xiazhouyi，yejiushihoutian，zaoshangbadian，sijihuizhunshilaijiesunshaoyeruyuan。”tadunledun，muguangluozailinwanlianshang，daizheyizhongburongzhiyideyiwei，“laofurenxiwang，sunshaoyenengyouyige‘fuhelujiashenfen’de、zuihaodejiaoyuqidian。”
meiyouyijuzhize，meiyouyijumanma。zhiyouangguideliwu，shehuadeyiwu，yijiyigeburongjujuede、daibiaozhe“zuihao”he“shenfen”deanpai。zheishizhouyaqinshide“buchang”he“chengfa”——zuowanlinwanrangtadiulemianzi，tajiuyonggengqiangshideshouduanxuangaotaduisunzidejueduikongzhiquan，jianglinwanzheigemuqinchedibianyuanhua。
yigubinglengdenuyishunjianconglinwanjiaodicuanqi。qianshi**kong、beianpaidezhixiganzaiciyonglai。qimingxing？neigeyi“jingyingpeiyang”、“gaoyaguanli”zhuchengdeguizuyoueryuan？sansuidehaizijinqujiuyaokaishixueshuangyu、beigushi、lianliyi？qianshixiaoyujiushizaileisidehuanjingli，beiyayitianxing，beiguanshudengjiguannian，zuizhongzaigaoyaheniuqudejiazhiguanlizouxiangbenghuai！
takanzheyanqianbaozhuangjingmeide“tangyipaodan”，kanzheguanjianeizhanggongshigongbandelian，fangfokandaolezhouyaqinzaimuhoulengxiaodedeyimiankong。
“liwuqingnahuiqu。”linwandeshengyinpingjingwubo，tingbuchuxinu，quedaizheyizhongburongzhihuidejianding，“xiaoyudeshengriyijingguole，erqietabingbuquewanjuheyifu。zhiyuyoueryuan……”
tadunledun，yingzheguanjiaweiweicuqidemeitou，qingxidishuodao：
“xiaoyuyijingbaominglejiafujinde‘yangguangmiaomiaoyoueryuan’，xiazhouyihuianshiruyuan。bulaolaofurenfeixin。”
guanjialianshangdegongjingmianjuzhongyuchuxianleyisiliehen，taxianranmeiliaodaolinwanhuirucizhijiedijujue，yuqibuyoudedaishangleyisiqiangying：“shaofuren，qimingxingshibenshizuihaodeyoueryuan，duoshaorenjipotoudoujinbuqu。laofurenyeshiweilesunshaoyedeqianchengzhexiang。yangguangmiaomiao？neizhishigeputongdeshequyoueryuan……”
“qiancheng？”linwandaduanta，chunjiaogouqiyisijidande、daizhelengyidehudu，“sansuihaizide‘qiancheng’，yinggaijianlizaikuaile、anquanganhebeizunzhongdejichushang，erbushisuoweide‘jingyingguanghuan’he‘shenfenpipei’。”tademuguangsaoguoneijudadeliheheshechipindaizi，zuihouluohuiguanjialianshang，“qingzhuangaolaofuren，xiaoyudejiaoyu，woshitademuqin，wohuifuze。tade‘haoyi’，womenxinlingle。”
shuowan，budengduifangfanying，linwanhoutuiyibu，pingjingquejianjuediguanshanglemen。
“砰。”
yishengqingxiang，gejuelemenwailianggenanrencuoedebiaoqing，yegejuelezhouyaqinshitushenguolaide、caokongyiqiedeshou。
linwankaozaimenhou，xinzangzaixiongqianglidongdongkuangtiao。jujuelujiade“shishe”heanpai，zheizaiqianshishitaxiangdoubuganxiangdeshiqing。shouxinyouxieweishi，danyizhongqiansuoweiyoude、zhangkongzijirenshengdelilianggan，zhengcongzheiweixiaodefankangzhongqiaoranzisheng。
raner，zheikouqihaimeiwanquanshuchulai，woshilijiuchuanlailedongjing。xiaoyurouzheyanjing，guangzhexiaojiaoya，yaoyaohuanghuangdizoulechulai。tasihubeigangcaidemen**chaoxingle，shuiyanxingzhong，daizhechuxingdemengdong。
“mama？”taruanruandijiaoleyisheng，muguangluozaixuanguanchu——neilikongkongruye，bingmeiyoutaxiangxiangzhongdexinwanju。
linwandexinshunjianjiujin。takuaibuzouguoqu，dunxiashen，shixianyutaqiping：“xiaoyuxingle？ebue？”
xiaoyumeihuidaebue，xiaonaodainiuleniu，sihuzaixunzhaoshenme，xiaozuibianlebian，daizhediangangshuixingdeweiqu：“nainai……liwu？”taxianranhaijidezuowanshengriyanshangduijirushandeliwu，yejidegangcaisihutingdaolemen**。
linwandexinchenlechen。zhouyaqinzheiyizhao，bujinshishiya，gengshitiaobo。yonghaiziwufakangjudeliwuyouhuo，lailijiantamenmuziganggangjianliqilaide、cuiruodexinrenqiaoliang。
takanzheerziqingcheyoudaizheyisikewangdeyanjing，meiyouxuanzefuyanhuoqipian。tashenchushou，qingqingwozhutawenredexiaoshou，shengyinwenhequetancheng：“nainaishirangrensongleliwuguolai。”
xiaoyudeyanjinglikeliangleyixia。
“danshi，”linwanjinjiezheshuo，yuqirenzhen，“mamarangshushubaliwudaihuiqule。”
xiaoyuyanzhongdeliangguangshunjianandanxiaqu，bujieheweiquxunsumanshang，xiaozuibiedegenglihaile，yankanjiuyaokuchulai。
“yinwei，”linwanganjinjieshi，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjingerheli，“xiaoyudeshengriyijingguoquleya。erqie，womenjialiyijingyouhaoduoxiaoyuxihuandewanjule，duibudui？jiuxiangnidexiaofeiji，haiyouxiaoqiche、jimu……”taliejuzhetapingshizuixihuandejiyangwanju。
xiaoyudezhuyilibeishaoshaozhuanyi，danxiaolianshanghaishixiemanlebukaixin，xiaoshengdunang：“keshi……nainaide……xinde……”
“xindewanjudangranhenhaowan，”linwanchengren，qingqingfulefutadexiaojuanmao，“danshixiaoyu，liwubushiyueduoyuehao。gengzhongyaodeshi，songliwuderenshibushizhendezunzhongni、aini。”
zheigedaoliduisansuidehaizilaishuokenengguoyuchouxiang，danlinwanbixuchangshiqujianlizheigerenzhi。takanzheerzikunhuodeyanjing，huanlegegengjutideshuofa：“jiuxiangzuotian，haohaogegemeiyouwenguoni，jiuqiangnidefeiji，ranhounainaiyoubinijitawan，haimani……nijuede，zheishizunzhongxiaoyuma？zheishiaixiaoyuma？”
xiaoyuzhouzhexiaomeitou，nulihuiyizhezuowanhunluanerbuyukuaidechangjing，xiaonaodaiyaoleyao。
“suoyia，”linwandeshengyingengrouhele，daizheyindao，“nainaisongdeliwu，yexuhenpiaolianghengui，danruguosongliwudeshihou，haishixiangzuotianneiyang，buzunzhongxiaoyudexiangfa，zhixiangrangxiaoyuanzhaotadeyisiquzuoshi……neizheiyangdeliwu，womenshibushikeyibuyao？womenxiaoyuzhidegenghaode，zhidezhenzhengbeihaohaoduidaideliwu，duibudui？”
xiaoyusidongfeidongdikanzhemama。tabutaimingbai“zunzhong”、“zhide”zheixiecidejutihanyi，danmamawenroudeyuqi，jiandingdeyanshen，haiyoutidaozuowanbuyukuaijinglishineizhonggantongshenshoudelijie，rangtabennengdijuedeanxin。tabaojinlehuailidexiaofeiji，neishitapingziji“jiangdaoli”nahuilaide，suiranjiu，dancikequebirenhexinwanjudourangtagandaotashi。
tadianlediantou，suiranhaiyouxiexiaoweiqu，danzhongjiumeikuchulai，zhishibaxiaonaodaikaozailelinwandejianbangshang，xiaoshengshuo：“yaoxiaofeiji……buyaonainaide……”
linwanjinjinbaozhuta，xinzhongbaiganjiaoji。zheixiaoxiaodeshengli，quexiangchuanyuelewanshuiqianshanbanjiannan。tazhidao，yuzhouyaqindezhanzheng，zheicaigangganglakaixumu。eryanqiangengpozaimeijiede，shijijiangdaolaide、zhenzhengdekaoyan——youeryuan。
tabixuweixiaoyu，yeweitaziji，zaineipianweizhidezhanchangshang，zuohaowanquandezhunbei。
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yangguangmiaomiaoyoueryuandedamen，zaizhouyideqingchenxiandegewaixianyanhuopo。caisedeqiqiugongmen，qiangshanghuazhekeaidekatongdongwu。raner，zheifenmingkuaideqifen，sihaowufahuanjielinwanxinzhongdejinbeng。
taqianzhexiaoyudeshou，zhanzaijuliyoueryuandamenhaiyoushijimiyuandedifang，nengqingxiditingdaolimianchuanlaide、ciqibifude、sixinliefeidekusheng。neishixinruyuanxiaobanhaizidejiti“jiaoxiangle”，chongmanleduimoshenghuanjingdekongjuheduiyilianduixiang（tongchangshimama）fenlidejuewang。
xiaoyudeshou，zaitazhangxinlishunjianbiandebingliang，haiqinchuleyicengximidelenghan。tatingxialejiaobu，xiaoxiaodeshentibiandejiangying，dayanjinglixunsuxumanleleishui，kongjudikanzheqianfangneishanfangfohuitunshidiaomamadedamen。talingyizhishousisizuanzhelinwandeyijiao，zhijiedoufanbaile。
“mama……”tadaizhekuqiang，shengyindoudebuchengyangzi，“huijia……xiaoyuhuijia……”
qianshineiemengbandechangjingshunjianzhongxian。linwandexinxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouhenhenzuanzhu。tazhidao，kaoyandeshikedaole。
tameiyouxiangqianshineiyang，yinweizhouweiqitajiazhangdezhushihelaoshidecuicuergandaonankanhejiaozao，yemeiyoushituyong“nishinanzihan”、“biedexiaopengyoudoubuku”zheizhongkongdongdehuaquqiangxingyazhitadekongju。tadunxiashen，zaiciyuerzipingshi，muguangpingjingerjianding，xiangyipiankeyiyikaodegangwan。
“xiaoyuhaipale，shibushi？”taqingxidimingmingtadeqingxu。
xiaoyuyonglidiantou，dakedeleizhugunluoxialai，zuichunduosuozhe：“pa……mamabuzou……”
“ng，mamazhidaoxiaoyuhaipa。”linwanshenchushou，meiyoulikequcatadeyanlei，ershiyongwennuandezhangxin，qingqingfugaizaitayinweikongjuerjulieqifudexiaoxiongkou，ganshouzhetaneikekuangtiaodexiaoxinzang。“haipaxiangyizhixiaotuzi，zaizheilitiaodehenkuai，duibudui？”tayongtanenglijiedeyixiangqumiaoshushentideganshou。
xiaoyuchouyezhe，leiyanmenglongdikanzhemamadeshou，sihuzhendeganjuedaoleyizhi“haipaxiaotuzi”decunzai。
“xiaotuzitiaodetaikuaile，rangxiaoyuhennanshou，henxiangrangmamaliuxialaipeizhe，duibudui？”linwanjixugongqing。
“ng！”xiaoyuyonglidiantou，xiaoshoujinjinzhuazhumamafugaizaitaxiongkoudeshouwan，fangfoneishiweiyidejiumingdaocao。
“mamayeshebudexiaoyu。”linwandeshengyindaizhezhenzhideqinggan，“danshixiaoyu，nikan，”tazhizheyoueryuandedamen，“neilimian，youhaoduohaoduohaowandehuati、dadadejimu、piaoliangdetuhuashu，haiyouxiangxiaoyuyiyangkeaidexiaopengyou。wanglaoshi（tatiqianlejieguobanzhurenxingshi）yezailimiandengzhexiaoyu，tahenxihuanxiaoyude。”
xiaoyudemuguangsuizhemamadeshouzhikanxiangdamennei，limianyinyuekejiansecaixianyandeyoulesheshi，kushengsihuyexiaoleyixie，dankongjuyiranlaolaozhanjuzheshangfeng。
“mamabuhuizouyuande。”linwandeshengyinwubizhengzhong，daizhechengnuodeliliang，“mamajiuzaineili，”tazhixiangyoueryuandamenwaibuyuanchuyikezhiyemaoshengdedashu，“kandaoneikedashulema？mamahuizaishuhoumiankanzhexiaoyu。xiaoyuzaiyoueryuanliwan，yitaitou，jiunengkandaomamazaishuhoumian，xiangzhuomizangyiyang，haobuhao？”
tajichuleyigejutide、haizinenglijiede“anquanmaodian”。zheishi“jianjinfenlifa”deguanjianyibu——ranghaizizhidaomamabingweixiaoshi，zhishizaiyigetanengkanjianhuoxiangxiangdedaodedifang。
xiaoyushunzhemamazhidefangxiangkanqu，neikedashulidamenbuyuan，queshinengkandao。tahanzhelei，banxinbanyidikanzhemama。
“womenyuedingyixia，”linwanshenchuxiaomuzhi，“mamasongxiaoyudaojiaoshimenkou，ranhoumamajiuzoudaodashuhoumian，kanzhexiaoyujinqu。xiaoyuyonggandigenwanglaoshijinquwan，mamabaozheng，jiuzaidashuhoumiankanzhe，dengdaoxiawudiyigelaijiexiaoyuhuijia！womenlagou？”
“lagou……”xiaoyushenchubingliangdexiaomuzhi，zhandouzhegouzhumamadeshouzhi，yanleihaizailiu，danyanshenliduoleyisiweiruode、zhuazhujiumingdaocaobandexiwang。“mama……dashuhoumian……diyigejie？”
“lagoushangdiao，yibainianbuxubian！”linwanrenzhendiwanchengzheigeyishi，ranhouqingqingwenlewentadeetou，“mamabaozheng，jiuzaidashuhoumiankanzhe，diyigelaijie！”
tazhanqishen，qianzhexiaoyubingliangdexiaoshou，yibuyibu，huanmanerjiandingdichaozheyoueryuandedamenzouqu。meiyibu，douxiangshicaizaidaorenshang。xiaoyudeshentiyijiujiangying，meiyibudoudaizhekangju，xiaoshousisizhuazhelinwandeshouzhi，zhijiajihuyaoqianjintadepirouli。zhouweishiqitakunaodehaizihejiaotoulanedejiazhang，touxiangtamendemuguangyoutongqing，youwunai，yeyoukanrenaodeshenshi。
linwanpingbileyiqie，tadequanbuxinshendouxizaishenpangzheigexiaoxiaode、beikongjuyanmeidehaizishenshang。tadeshentiweiweiqianqing，xingchengyigebaohudezitai，lingyizhishouqingqinghuzaitadehoubei，chuandizhewushengdezhicheng：“xiaoyubupa，mamazai。kan，dashujiuzaineibian，mamahenkuaijiuzouguoqu。”
zhongyuzoudaolexiaobandejiaoshimenkou。menkouzhanzheyiweisanshiduosui、mianrongheshandancikeyelvexianpibeidewanglaoshi。takandaolinwanhexiaoyu，youqishixiaoyucanbaidexiaolianhekuzhongdeyanjing，likeluchulijiedeweixiao，shenchushou：“xiaoyuxiaopengyou，zaoshanghaoya，huanyingni！lai，genwanglaoshijinlaikankanwomendexinjiahaobuhao？”
xiaoyumengdizhuanshen，xiangshoujingdexiaoshouyiyang，zhenggeshentipujinlinwanhuaili，sisibaozhutadetui，baofachujingtiandongdidekuhao：“mama！buzou！mama——！”neikushengsixinliefei，chongmanlebeipaoqidejuewang。
qianshineizhuixincigudeyimuzaicishangyan！linwandeshentishunjianjiangzhi，xinzangbeizheikushenghenhensilie。tajihuyaokongzhibuzhubennengdidunxiaqubaozhuta，xiangqianshiyiyangtuoxie。
不行！林晚，冷静！
tazaixindiduizijinuhou。taqiangpozijizhanzhi，meiyoulikequbaikaixiaoyudeshou，ershiwanxiayao，shuangshoupengzhuerzikudetonghong、tileihengliudexiaolian，qiangpotakanxiangziji。tademuguangxiangpanshiyiyangwending，shengyinchuantoutajuewangdekuhao，qingxieryouli：
“xiaoyu！kanzhemama！haijidewomendeyuedingma？dashu！mamaqudashuhoumiankanzheni！laguogoude！mamabaozheng，jiuzaineilikanzhe！xiawudiyigelaijieni！xiangxinmama！”
tadeshengyindaizheyizhongburongzhiyideliliang，xiangyidaoguangpikailexiaoyukongjudemiwu。takudedage，leiyanmohudikanzhemamajinzaizhichide、wubijiandingdeyanjing，youyueguomamadejianbang，kanxiangmenwaibuyuanchuneikezhiyeyaohuangdedashu。lagoudechugansihuhaicanliuzaitaxiaoxiaodeshouzhishang。
“dashu……mama……”tachouyezhe，shengyinposui，danbaozhelinwantuideshou，neilingrenzhixidelidao，sihuyouleyisijiqixiweidesongdong。
“dui！dashu！mamaxianzaijiuqudashuhoumian！”linwanzhuazhuzheishunjiandesongdong，yongyanshenshiyiwanglaoshi。wanglaoshilikehuiyi，dunxiashen，wenroudanburongkangjudiqingqinghuanzhulexiaoyuzhandoudexiaoshenti，qiaomiaodiyongshentigekailetajinbaozhemamatuideshou。
“xiaoyuguai，kan，mamaqudashuhoumianle！laoshidainijinqukandakonglongwanjuhaobuhao？”wanglaoshideshengyindaizheanfudemoli。
jiuzaixiaoyudeshoubeigekaideshunjian，linwanhenxiaxin，meiyouhuitou，yemeiyousihaoyouyu，dabudi、jiandingdichaozhemenwaineikedashuzouqu！meiyibu，shenhoudouchuanlaierzidouranbagao、chongmanjingkonghenanyizhixindekuhan：“mama！mama——！biezou！mama——！”
neikushengxiangshaohongdeluotie，tangzaitadelinghunshang。tadejiaobumeiyouting，shenzhimeiyoufanghuan，zhishitingzhilebeiji，zhijiashenshenqiajinlezhangxin，yongtengtonglaiduikangneijihuyaojiangtatunshidehuitouchongdong。
tabunengting。tingxialai，jiushiqiangongjinqi，jiushizaicijianghaizituiruyilaiyufenlidenitan。tabixuyongxingdonggaosuta：mamameiyouxiaoshi，mamazaiyuedinghaodedifang。
takuaibuzoudaoneikezhifanyemaodedashuhou，jiangzijizangzailecuzhuangdeshuganhoumian。houbeijinjindizhecucaodeshupi，binglengdechuganrangtahunluandesixuyouleyisiqingming。tadakouchuanxizhe，xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong，erbianyijiushixiaoyuneichuantoulijiqiangde、juewangdekuhan。
“mama——！mama——！”
meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijibanmanzhang。linwansisiyaozhexiachun，changdaoledandandexuexingwei。taqiangpoziji，manmandi，yidiandiandi，congshugandecemian，tanchubangetou，xiaoxinyiyidiwangxiangjiaoshimenkou。
shixianchuanguorenqundefengxi，takandao——
xiaoyubeiwanglaoshibanbaozhe，zhengjuliedizhengzhakuhao，xiaoxiaodeshentigongdexiangzhixiami，lianchaozhedamendefangxiang，yanleibitihumanlexiaolian。tasihuganyingdaoleshenme，kuhanshengmengdidunleyixia，neishuangbeileishuixiguode、hongzhongdedayanjing，chuantouhunluanderenqun，jingzhundi、zhizhidiwangleguolai！
wangxiangleneikedashuhoumian，mamatanchudebanzhanglian！
四目相对。
shijianfangfozaizheiyikeninggu。
xiaoyudekusheng，xiangbeianxialezantingjian，zhourantingxie。taxiaoxiaodeshentitingzhilezhengzha，zhishidaidaidi、yishunbushundiwangzhedashuhoumian，neigeshuxideshenying，neishuangtongyanghanzhelei、quewubijiandingdikanzhetadeyanjing。
mama……zhendezaishuhoumian。meiyoupianta。
wanglaoshiminruidichajuedaolehaizidebianhua，likeroushengzaitaerbianshuo：“kan，xiaoyu，mamameiyouzou，mamajiuzaidashuhoumiankanzhenini！mamazaidengniyonggandizoujinlai……”
xiaoyuyijiuwangzhedashudefangxiang，xiaoxiongtangjuliediqifuzhe，chouyezhe。tabuzaikuhao，dandakedakedeleizhuhaishiwushengdigunluo。neiyanshenli，youjinghunweidingdekongju，younongdehuabukaideweiqu，danzuishenchu，sihuyoushenmedongxibeidianranle——yizhongmingwei“xiwang”he“xinren”deweiguang。
tamanmandi、manmandi，buzaikangjuwanglaoshidehuaibao，xiaonaodaikaozailaoshidejianbangshang，zhishiyanjinghaiguzhidiwangzhedashudefangxiang，xiaozuibianzhe，wushengdiliulei。
wanglaoshibaozheta，yibianroushenganweizhe，yibianzhongyushunlidijiangtadaijinlejiaoshidemen。
dangneixiaoxiaodeshenyingxiaoshizaimennei，linwancaixiangbeichouganlesuoyouliqi，zhenggerentanruandihuazuodaoshuxiadecaodishang。bingliangdecaoyezhanshiletadekujiao。tabeikaozheshugan，yangqitou，bishangyan，guntangdeleishuizhongyusiwujidandixiongyongerchu，shunjianmohuleyanqianzhanlandetiankong。
tazuodaole。meiyoucubaodebaikai，meiyoulengmodetuikai，tashouzhulechengnuo，zaierzizuijuewangdeshike，jiletayigekandejiande“maodian”。
zheidiyibu，tazhejingji，liuzhexuelei，zhongjiushimaichuqule。
koudailideshouji，jiuzaizheishi，tuwudizhendongqilai。pingmushangtiaodongdemingzi，zaimohudeleiyanzhongqingxiwubi——luchen。