第4章
chennudehechishengcidesongwanyuhuiguoshen，“nilaiganshenme？”
heciyudoukuaiqixiaole，“nishuoni？”
“woshuoshenme？”songwanyuyeyouxienule，“bushicishaonizhaoshangmenlaidema？zenme，nituranjuedeaishangwolexianghewojiehunle？”
heciyuxianqidipietayiyan，yudaichaofeng，“jiuni？”
“jirancishaokanbushangwo，neinilaizheiliganma？ninaoziyoubing？”
heciyulianhuadoulandeda，suiyidiyihuishou，lingyunbiantuizhetawangwulizou。
songwanyuzhendenule，zhuazhemenbufangxing，“cishao，nihaixiangqiangchuangminzhaibucheng？”
“baba，nilaila？”zheishi，wulixiangqidezhiqitongsheng，rangsongwanyumodiyileng。
huitoukanqu，biankanjianneixiaohaierzhanzaiketing，zhengxiaomimidichaozheheciyuzhaoshou。
“heyunuo，nidanzifeile？shenmerendougangenzhepao？”
“baba，wozheibushidanxinnidezhongshendashi，suoyixianglaikankanwoweilaimamashishenmeyangdema。sheijiaonibuyuanyidaishangwodea？”
“你还敢说！”
heyunuominzhechun，bushuohuale。
songwanyuzhengzhengdikanzhezheiyimu，naoziliwengwengde，jiulianzijishenmeshihoufangkaidemen、heciyutamenshishenmeshihoujindemendoumeiyouchajue。
heciyuyouerzile？haineimedale？
yishijian，weiqu、buganhaiyouzenge，tongtongxishangxintou。
qianyishideta，aitaruming，yecengmanxinhuanxidiweitahuaiguohaizi。
neijigeyue，tayicimeiyouchuxian。kuaidaolinpenle，tadaoshichuxianle，queshuobuyaohaizi......
zheigehaizi，shidongfangruoyunshengdema？haishibiedenvrende？
“ni！”heciyubeituizhelaidaofazhengdesongwanyumianqian，“womentantan。”
songwanyuhuiguoshen，manshihenyidikanzheta，“wojuedemeishenmehaotande。”
heciyugenbenbuguantadeyiyuan，ranglingyunjiangheyunuodaichuqu，fangjianlizhishengxiatamenlianggeren。
“songxiaojie。”heciyusangyindandan，“bujuedezijizuodetaiguolema？”
songwanyuqingxiao，“shenmetaiguole？”
“nibujingwotongyi，jiudaizouwoerzi。”heciyumianseyouxieleng，“songxiaojiesuiranzaiyulequanhundebuzenmeyang，danxiangxinyehaidongyixiejibendedaodehefalv。jiunijintiandesuozuosuowei，wowanquankeyigaoniguaidai。”
songwanyurenbule，hongzheyanjinghoudao：“heciyu！nishaohehuwo！nizhenyiweiwoyuanyi？ruguowozaozhidaoneishiniheciyudeerzi，tajiushisi，wodoubuhuiduokanyiyan！”
pingshenmetadehaizijiuyaobeitawuqingduoqushengming？pingshenmetabuzhidaozhaosheishengdehaizijiunengbeitapengzaizhangxin？
heciyudunshiheilelian，neifengyuyulaideshense，hunzheheichendaojihukeyidichumodeyanshen，zhoushendeqichangshunjianjiubianle。
ganzaitamianqianshuozanghua？haiganzhoutaerzi？
简直是找死！
“songwanyu，nixianmingzhangle？”
songwanyulengxiao，“zenme，niyaoshalewobucheng？”
“nixiangsi，wodaoshikeyimanzunideyaoqiu！”
“cishaokezhenshihaodehen！ganggangcaizhanlewodeshenzi，zhuanshenjiuyaowodeming？cishao，wohaicongmeijianguoxiangnizheiyang**denanren！”
tapieyiyannanrendeyanshen，yijitashoushangdefozhu，huranyouxiaokai，“cishaobushinianfo？zenmehaidongshanian？bupafozhuguaizuinima？”
heciyudenaohaihuranyoushanguoneiliangmoyinhong，mouguangweidong，suijiyexiaole，fangfoganggangdongnuderenbushitayiban。
“songxiaojiedaoshilingyalichi。”
shuozhe，tataochuzhipiaobuhebi，shuashuaxieleyitong，suihoujiangxiehaodezhipiaodixiangta，“songxiaojie，zheishiliangbaiwan，suanshiduinidebuchang。jinhou，xiwangnizuihaobuyaochuxianzaiwomianqian，yeqingliwoerziyuanyidian。”
“lingwai，zheixieqian，yinggaigousongxiaojiequmaiyaole。zhiyushishenmeyao，xiangxinnibuhuibumingbai。”
补偿？药？
songwanyushunjianjiumingbaiguolaitasuoweideshishenme。
真是**！**！
tayouqiyounu，pianyouxiaozhekaikou，zhishineiyuqizhongduoshaodailexieyaoyaqiechi。
“滚！”
——
御园。佛堂。
“zhidaocuolema？”heciyuzuozailunyishang，muguangdandandikanzhemianqiandeheyunuo。
heyunuokankantadelianse，tanteleyishun。
congsongwanyujiahuilai，yilushang，tajialaodiedouheizhegelian，tayebuganduoshuoshenme。
zheiyici，laodiehaoxiangzhendeshengqile，tadiyicijiantaneimeshengqi。
ketabujuedetazuocuole。
zheizhonghua，tayebuganshuochulai，zhichenmodizhanzaineili。
“说话。”
heciyusangyinhendan，yuqiyebuzhong，danheyunuoturanjiuganjuedaoleyali。
“wo......jiushixiangqukankanneigerenzenmeyang。”
“zheijiushinitoutoupaochuqudeliyou？”
heyunuoxinxiang：woxianggenniyiqikeniyeburanga。
tarenxiao，dancongming，naozizhuandetebiekuai，taohaodiwangzheheciyuxiao，sajiaodao：“baba，nibieshengqile。wozhishipaxinmamabushihaoren，yepanibeipianle。nizheimeshuai，yaoshineigerenshigehuainvrenzenmeban？wokebuxiangzhaogeyihoutiantiannvedaiwodehouma。”
heciyuyansudijiuzhengta：“heyunuo，nibuhuiyouhouma。”
“啊？”
heyunuobujie，laodiemeikanshangneisongwanyuma？ketajuedehenhaoa。
“weishenme？jintianneigexiaoyuerjiuhenbucuoa。tahenyounaixinde，henwenrou，haijiwozuofan，tazuodefankehaochile。”
jiushijintianbeilingyunshushuqiangxingdaishangche，talianzhaohudoumeijitada，buzhidaotahuibuhuijuedetameiyoulimao。
heciyumeixinweicu，“heyunuo，shouzhunineixiebugaiyoudexiangfa。jintianwanshang，jiuguizaizheilisiguo。”
heyunuoshuangyanyuandeng，“baba，nibujiangdaoli。”
“跪下。”
“zibujiao，fuzhiguo。baba，niyaowoguizaizheilisiguo，neinini？”
——
yeshenrenjing，songwanyuquehaowushuiyi。
jintianfashengleneimeyidachuanshi，cishicikecaiyouyidiankongxian。
taconglaimeixiangguotajingranhuizhongsheng，qiezaizhongshengdangtianjiuheheciyujianmianbingfashengleneiyangdeshiqing。
zheishishangtiankantashangyishihuodetaibeiweikelian，suoyiyoujitayicixinderenshengma？
nenghuoxinsheng，tazirangaoxing。
neixieyuanhehen，taxiang，takeyihaohaodisuanyisuan。
keshi，tadehunpolaidaolesongwanyudeshenshang，neime，zhenzhengdesongwanyudelinghun，youqulenali？
xingxushitaileile，youhuozheshixiangdetaiduole，houlaitajingjiuneimehunhundundundishuileguoqu。
这一夜，全是梦。
shangyishidediandiandidi，yijizheiyishisongwanyubenzundeguowang，xianghujiaoti。
mimihuhujian，sihuyourenyongjiqikonglingdeshengyinduitashuo——“yongzheigexinshenfenhaohaokaiqiniderenshengba。”
yijuexinglai，tiansedaliang。
songwanyumanshenshihan，dannaoziqueyichangqingxing。
kanzhefangjianlishuxiyoushaoxianmoshengdechenshe，taananxiadingjuexin，jiranshangtianjiletazheiyangnandedejihui，neitajiujuebuhuigufu。
congciyihou，ta，jiushisongwanyu，daizheqianshisongjiaxingdejiyidesongwanyu！
tayaorangneixieshanghaiguotaderen，doudedaoyingyoudebaoying！