jiangyuemimihuhujian，yigujinsishengtiandeqingyingganmanshanglai。zheichuganyinyueshuxi，queyishizhuabuzhuyuantou，daoxiangjiuhandetudizhongyupanlaiganlin，yuntieyoumosheng。
jinjiezhe，sizhixiangbeishenmedongxiguzhu，relangcengcengguoshanglai。
热。好热。
xiangshizhenggerendiejinleshaohongdehuoluli，buhuishiluojinhuohaidiyuleba？
“zhiya——zhiya——”democashengzaierbianzhuanlexujiu，huranhunjinyishengmenheng，xiayimiao，tabianchedishiquleyishi。
......
“mama，mama......”
dangjiangyuerouzhefachendetaiyangxuezhengkaiyandeshihou，jiukanjianleliangzhangkeaidexiaoliancouguolai，nverzhouxuezhengzheyuanliuliudeyanjinghaoqidikanzheta，xiangyaoshenzhexiaoshouqulatadeshou，erzixiaoxiaonianjijiuyifuxiaodarendemoyangqulazhumeimeideshou。
takanzheyanqiandeyishuangernv，dengdayanjing，tazhendezhongshengle？
talimazuoqishenkanzheerzihenver，tamenzheigeshihoudayueshisansisuidenianji，tabuzhidaonengzhongshenghuijijinian，zheigenianjibengairouhuhudexiangfentuanzide，keerzihenverdoubitonglinghaizishouxiaoyiquan。
erzichuanzhexidefabaidelanbuguazi，lingkouyouxiesongkua，gaizaishenshangxiandekongluoluode，luchudegeboxishou。
nverzhouxuesongsongzhazhelianggexiaojiujiu，fashaoweiweiqiaozhe，yikanjiuzhidaozhatoufaderenbushulian。
tadelianjiayoudianshou，meiyouzheigenianjideyingerfei，xiandeyanjinggewaida，cikezhengzhewuliuliudemouzikanwo，jianwowangguoqu，likebalianmaijinwodehuaili，zhiluchubanzhifanhongdeerduo。
jiangyuebaozhehuaizhongwenredenver，xintengdimolemoerzishouruodexiaolian。
zhouzekanzhemeimeideyangzi，dayanjingzhabazheyiliankewangdikanzhe，danshizuibamindejinjinde。
jiangyuedashouyilou，jianglianggebaobeijinjinbaozhuhuaili。
mamadebaobei，zhenhao，mamazheiciyidingbuhuizairangnimenchikule，yaojinimenhenduohenduodeai，yeyaojinimenfuzudeshenghuo。
ganshouzhehuaililianggehaizideqixi，tacaiyouzhongshenghuilaideshigan。
huanguleyixiasizhou，shishuxiyoumoshengdedifang。
waitoudeguangxianyijinghenzu，danshisuihuadechuangliandangzhe，shineidaoshimeiyoutailiang。
youyidaoguangxianxiezhaojinchuangduimiandeshuzhuoshang，gaizheyizhangdanlansedesuihuabuzuodezhuobu，shangmianfangzheyigeluyinji，pangbiandiefanglehaoxiecidai，pangbianhaiyouyigelaoshidianfengshanduizhechuangdefangxiang，zheihuiermeikaizhe，tiepizhaowangfanzhedandandexiuji，wangshang，qiangbishangguazheyifudaizheshanshuihuaderili。
1995
9月1日。
jiangyuesaoleyiyan，jibuqilaizheiyitianyoushenmetebiedele。
shuzhuopangbianshiyigehongzongsedeyiju，weiweiyouxietunse，jumenshangtiezheyizhangnangeshoubaozhejitadehaibao，shizheigeniandaigangchengzuihuodeyaogungeshouhejitashou——juju。
1995年？
tahaoxiangshi93nianqushide。
太可惜了。
anzhaohoushideshuofa，jiangyueyesuanshitamenzheigeleduidefensi。
tamenzheimeduogequ，tazuixihuandejiushi《haikuotiankong》。
zheishougeshitadezuihouyishou，chengweilejuechang。
“yuanliangwozheiyishengbujifangzongaiziyou，yehuipayouyitianhuidiedao。beiqilelixiang，sheirendoukeyi......”
chuandichujishimianduikunjing，rengyaobaochiziwo、yongganqianxingdeyongqi。
zheishougebudanshitamendedaibiaozuo，yeshiguwulezairenshenglushangtansuoderenmen。
suiranbuzhidaoweishenmezhongshenghuizaizheigejiedian，danjiangyuehenzhenxizijinengyouzheiyangdejihuizhonglaiyishi，xianzaidetacai22sui，yongyoujiankangnianqingdeshenti，zhongyaodeshizijideshuangbaotaiernvcai3sui，tahainengbujiutamenshangyishiqueaidetongnian，haiyoudieniang、jiejiedidi、waigongwaipo。
xiangdaozhei，jiangyueyouxiejidong，dieniangzheishihouhaihaohaode，meidaoziyuyangerqinbudaideshihou。
tahenbudexianzaijiunengchachifeihuiniangjiaqu。
ditoukanlekanzaihuailiniudongdelianggehaizi，wenlewenxinshen。
buzheji，zheiyiqiedouhaikeyimanmanlai。
congzheilijiangshihuiniangjiazhanshi，xianzaihaimeiyouhuochezhidade，dedaoshilizuosiwugexiaoshidekuashibanchedaozhanshili，ranhouhaidezhuanchedaozhenshang，yaoshiyouyunqinengzhaodaosanlunchehuidaocunlihaikuaidian，buranjiudezouhuiqu，yeyaozhetengyifan。
zijixianzaidaizhelianggewani，dehaohaomouhuayifancaixing，zaishuoxianzaizheiyanghuiqu，dieniangzhihuigengdanxinde。
zijishuidezheizhangchuangshigelaojiudemuchuang，jiangyueshaoweiyidongjiufachu“zhiya”deshengyin，
这声音？
jiangyuenaohailituranshanguoyisishenme，danshitaikuailemeizhuazhu。
tashenshanghaigaizheyinzhedamudanhuadebobeidan，zheishihoutacaiganjuedaoshenshangnianhuhudeyouxiebudejing，zheishiyeyijingjiejinzhongwule，qiwenshangsheng，lianggehaizishenshangyechulexiehan，buyuanzaidaizaitahuaili，niudongzhepaqilai。
jiangyuewenroudixiaolexiao，congchuangtounaguomaojin，banglianggexiaojiahuocaganjingshenshangdehan。
“热不热，嗯？”
nverdeliandanhongpupudi，liuhaibeijinshi，beitayongmaojincazhe，yaoleyaotadexiaonaodai，“mama，mama，nijintianweishenmeshuilehaojiucaiqichuang，taiyanggonggongyijingpadaoneishangmianqule。”bianshuobianzhilezhichuangwaimianzhengdangkongdelieri，waizhenaodaizhabadayanjingkanta。
mingmingmamashuode，bunengbitaiyanggonggonglande，buranhuibeimade。
jiangyuebeinverkeaidao，nielenietadexiaoliandan。
haishizheigeshihoudewaxiangxiangruanruande，keaidehen。
“meimei，nibujidelema，shibabashuode，mamazuowanhenlei，rangmamaduoshuihuier。”xiaopengyouzhouzeyangzhexiaoliandanrenyoutaca，xiaozuibababadiyizhengyancidibeizhexiaoshoushuo。
zaoshangbabahaizai，mamashuilanjueyemeirenmatamen。
danshixianzaibabazoule，youbuzaijiale，daihuishenshentamenxiabanhuilaihuibuhuiyoumamama？
danzhouzexiaopengyoujideshibabashuode，rangmamashuide。
jiangyuebanglianggecalecahan，moleyibatamendebei，daoshimeishenmehan，tingdaolianggehaizikeaidefayan，tawenroudirouleroulianggehaizidexiaonaodai，zhijiehulvexiaozehuayuzhongdebaba。
erzizheigeshihouzhenkeai，mingminghemeimeitongsui，jinnianyecai3sui，daoshiyifuxiaodarendeyangzi。
jiangyuexiangqizhangdahoudeerziyifubadaozongcaidemoyang，daoshizaixiaoshihoujiukanchulaile。
zhangdahoudeerzimanliandoushishenchenlengmodemoyang，nveryeshilengbingbingdeyangzi，bandianmeiyouzheishihoudekeai。
tayezhidaoshiyinweitongniandejinglidaozhitamenbianchengneiyang，fuaidequexi，muaisuiyoudanyebugou，neishidetalianzijidoumeifaziyang，gengbieshuonengyouduoshaoshengyudeaiyiqujiaoguanhaizile。
jiangyuexiangdaozheili，yizhenhuihenyouyongshangxintou。
tebieshitingdaoguanyuzhouzhengdeshi，taxianzaizhiyouyanfan，zheigeshihoutachangnianbuzaijia，zhenghaotazheigeshihouyebuxiangkandaota。
buguo，tinghaizideyisishi，tazaijia？
yixiangdaotagenchenshuyaojiaohezaiyiqideshiqing，tajiuyizhenfanweijiaexin。
suirantayeshiyinweiduqijiadezhouzheng，danshiliangrenyeshizhengerbajingtanlebannianziyoulianaicaijiehunde。
meixiangdaohoulai，beidili，tahaiyouyigeyaozhaogudeqingmeiyijiqingmeideerzi。
chenshuyaoshitadeqingmei，yeshitahaoxiongdidexifu，tadehaoxiongdiyinweiyiwaiqushibaituotabangmangzhaoguguerguamu，taqueshishizhaogudehenhao。
tadezheigehaoxiongdi，jiangyueyejianguoliangmian，chenshuyaotayejianguo，dangniantahezhouzhengbingmeiyoubanhunli，zhishizoulejiandandeyishihejialirenhaiyoutadejigeyaohaodexiongdipengyouyiqichiledunfan。
houlaitahuailehaizi，tadehaoxiongdiyangrongjunyinweiyiwaiqushi，dangshitazhengzhonggaosuzijishiweilezhaoguyigudehaoxiongdidehaizi，haizimeilefuqin，muqinyigenvrenmeiyougongzuo，jialihaiyounianmaideyeyenainai，henbeican。
tahaigankaiguotaduixiongdizhongqingzhongyi，zheizhongnanrenpingegaoshang，zijijiaduile。
现在想想全是讽刺。
houlai，tacaizhidaozheishishenmezhongqingzhongyi，buguoshidazhexiongdideqihao，xiangzhaogutadebaiyueguangeryi。
baiyueguangzheigeci，diyicitingdaowaisunnvshuoqideshihou，juedeshiyigemeihaodeci。
白色的月光，
象征纯洁、高雅。
zhidaowaisunnvshuo，chenshuyaoshitawaigongxinzhongdebaiyueguangdeshihou。
jiangyuejuedetamenjianzhishidianwuzheigeci。