德润二十三年。
yidaqingzao，shangshufumenqianyiranshiyouleyaobeirentapomenjiandequshi。
wushi，shangshufushouyankaixi，binpengmanzuo，daoheshengbujueyuer，jubeijingjiuhaoburenao。“shangshudaren，gongxigongxi，xiaguanjingninyibei......”“tongxitongxi，yanzhongle，bugandangbugandang......”
hubushangshudiaoyushu，qiongsuanxiucaichushen，xueshishenweiyuanbo，yuderunyishisanniandianshidezhongzhuangyuan，beichengxiangkanzhong，jiangzijiyaonvjiajita，congcipingbuqingyun，buguoshinianbianyizhizhengsanpin，shenzhijianglaiyouwangjierenchengxiangyizhi，fengguangwuxian，sheidoubajie。
“jinrishizehaiyouyixi，neiziqianrigangbeitaiyizhenchushenyunyueyu......”
“darenxixiayouren，rihoudingnengrutongninyiyang，pingbuqingyun，gaoguanfenglu......”
yanxijianyixuanyiqingnianshibuguanjiwuziyinjiu，wentingciyanshouzhongwozhedejiubeiyidun，bianshigejingnian，xinxiayerutongdaogeyiban，liangjiuchangrantanxi，yuanlai，ayouyijingyouhaizileme？
zhongshibiemendedaibuxiaqu，qishenchulexijian。
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内宅残月苑。
xiyouhunshenzangwu，toufapisan，tahuaizhongxiaoxinyiyibaozheyigemaosiganggangzuyuedeqiangbaoyinger，neiyingerfenmingyijingliansefaqing，huxiweiruo，taquewunengweili。
tayijinghaojitianweijinshi，lianshuidoushaohe，bieshuomuru，bianshixianzaitazaibeitongyujue，yidiyanleiyeluobuchulai。zhishuangshouzhandou，yanzhengzhengdekanzhezijideguroubinsi。
waimianchuanlaijiaobusheng，neishengyinshuxidehen，xiyourutongjinggongzhiniaoyiban，quansuozaijiaoluoli，hunshenfadou。
pobaidefangmenbeizhuangkai，jinlaiyiweihuayijinfu，zhuchaimantou，gaoguiweiyandemeiyannvzi，yishoufuzhezijideduzi，yishouzhaolezhaoshou，shiyixiarenshangqian。
zhijiantajugaolinxiadepieyiyansuodaoqiangjiaoderenyijitabaozhededongxi，lengxiaoyisheng，manhaneyidedao：“zuoriwodiuleyimeizanzi，neizeirenchenzhetianheipaojinlezheili，tianliangfangkeliqu，buzhixiqieshikeyoukanjian？”
xiyoushunjianmingbailetadeyisi，hunshenjingju，mengditaitouzhengyaokaikouquebeilairenshenhouyahuanqianglexian。
“furen，nubiqiaozhexiqieshizheiyishanbuzhengdemoyang，kendingshibeineizeirenji......xiqieshijiujupianyuan，darencongweilaiguo，kexiqieshirujinhuailibaode，daobuzhishishisheideyezhong！”
“nimenxuekoupenren！jingershiyushudehaizi！”xiyoushengyinqili，qidefadou。
“darenkecongweichengrenguo，xiqieshi，tingwenninyiyouhaojiridoubucengjinshile，ninbue，buzhininhuailidehaiziebuea，ninshuoshuotianxianageniangyouninhendu，jingnenghuoshengshengjiangzijiqinshenggurouesi，zezeze！”
xiyougengjindebaozhuzijihuailidejinger，huxijicu：“bushide，bushide......jingermeisi，jingerhuodehaohaodi，nishuohuang！”
“he！xiyou，nizenmejiuzheimehouyan**，juranhaibusi，kanzainizheimekeliandefenshangwogaosuniyigemimiba，baozhengnigaoxingdehenbudelikequsi。”huaxunnanbeimindekanzheta。
“nizhidaonidieshizenmesidema？”
xiyouhuxiyizhi，tongkongjinsuo：“shini——”
“fujunzenhuirangwodongshouni，nikezhenchun。”
xiyouruzhuibingku，fenmingsanfutian，taquefangfozhishenyushujiuhantian，lengdesixiangdoudongzhule，zhijuedetadezuizhangzhanghehe，taqueyigezidoutingbudong。“wobuxin，nipianwo，nimendoupianwo，yushushiaiwode，tabuhuizheimeduiwo......”
“taaini？zhenshitiandadexiaohua！taruoaini，weihewoshizhengshi，ernishiqie，taruoaini，weihejiangniyoujinshinian，queyuwowushangchongai，ruotaaini，weihenideerzi，quebeihuohuoesileni......”
huaxunnanbianshuozhebianzouxiangta，zuihouyigeziluo，yijingzoudaoletademianqian，chentajingshenhuanghumengdijiangtahuaizhonghaiziqiangzoujileshenbianyahuan。
“jiworenglezheigeyezhong。”
“buyao——”xiyouhuiguoshen，shengyinqixue，fafengsidequqianghaizi，yahuansibeitamoyanghezhule，shoubuyouzizhudeyisong。
xiyoubeirenbandaozaidi，langbeidepuzaidishang，shuangshouhaishiweichizhewangqianshendedongzuo，shuangmutonghong，yanzhengzhengdekanzhejingercongzijishoubianzhuiluo，wushengwuxideshuaizaidishang，yutadeshouzhixiangchayizhijuli，jiuneimeyidian......
“景儿！”
“jinger......jinger.....butenga，niangzaizheier......niangzaizheier，niangdainiquzhaodie，zhaotajiuni——”xiyoubuzhishikushixiao，youxieshenjingzhidepaguoqu，baozhuhaizizhanqilai，shenqingyijingyouxiediankuang，dingzheyigefangxiangjiuchonglechuqu。
“jiwolanxiata，buxutapaodaoqianyuanraolefujun！”
qitarenbeigangxianeiyimuhedaole，doumeixiangdaolanxiata，haishihuaxunnanxinjingroutiaohanleyishengcaijingxingzhongren，huangluanquzhui。
qianyuanfujunzhengyanqingbinke，wanyichongzhuang，fujunta——
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qianyuanbinzhujinhuan，yanzhi**。
diaoyushujiuliangjiaoqian，jinrigaoxingduoyin，yishiyoulezuiyi。zhanqishenxiangzhongrengaozui，zhengyaolixi，zoulemeijibujiuyinyuejiancongneiyuanyouyigerenyingrulixiandejianyibanhengchongzhizhuangchaotapaoguolai，huailihaibaozheyigeshenmedongxi，zhuangdetajiaobubuwen。
naoziyoudianchidun，diaoyushushunzhelidaowanghoutuilejibu。
“这是……”
xiyouyuanyuandeyiyanjiukanjianlediaoyushu，yanjingliangdejingren，jingxidepudaotashenshang，jianghuailidejingerjuqilairangtakan：“yushunikuaikan，zheishiwomendejinger，nihaimeijianguota，nikantaxiangbuxiangni......aduile，tashoushangle，tabeifurenshuaile，nikuaijitazhaodafu，nikuaizhaodafua！”
houlaideshengyinjingkongqili，zhicirenermo。
“naerlaidefengzi......”diaoyushubeitachongdejiaobubuwen，erbianyouguozao，xiayisixianedetuikaita。
xiyouliangqianglejibu，shenxingdunlexia，kanxianghuailidejinger，lianseqingbai，yijingmeileqixi，huershuangmoutonghongdetaitouyuanhendekanxiangta。
“weishenme，weishenmediaoyushu！wonaliduibuzhuni，wodienaliduibuzhuni，niyaoshaleta，niwanglewodiedangnianzenmejiudeni，zenmebangdeni，nigelangxingoufeidedongxi，nibushiren，nilianzijideerzidoubufangguo......”
“lairen，bazheigefengpozilaxiaqu——”diaoyushuzhoumeijiaoren，ranerhuayinweiluocongsizhoujiuyongchuxuduojiading，qizhongyigenazheyibadao，congshenhouchaotabianzhuangleshangqu，lirenruxin。
“diaoyushu......”
xiyoushengyinyiting，beiguanxingdaidemengdiyangmianchaotian，pisandetoufafenkai，luchutalvexianzangwucangbaiwuguangdelianlai，shuangshoushanghaijinjindizhuazhuhaizi，shenxingbuwen。
“nidaodi……weishenme……”
xiyoumuguangaiqiedekanzheta，zheiyimuduoxianga，xiangcongqianchushi——guangcaiduomu，qidufeifan。
rangtayouxiezhengleng，tongdaoshentilidedaobeiren**，shunzheguanxing，xiyouzhanbuzhuderuanleshenzi，takanzhederenyidongweidong。
dangnian，yinguomiaochujian，sirenqidufenghua，pianpianwushuang，jushoutouzudoushiwencai，bianshiyishanchenjiu，yiranzhengjiewuxia。
tashangshijieshi，kandaota，huangshenzhixiayijiaocaikong，wanghoudiedao……
tajiangtalalehuilai，muluguanqiedewenta:“guniangxiaoxin，guniangkeshangzhele？”zhiyinweizheigedongzuo，zheijuhua，tabianduitayijianqingxin，cihouxiangshi，shengchuwangranshenqing。
tabenshitaidongjunshoufuzhinv，wanguanjiacai，suiwugui，quejifu，dieziyouduitaqianjiaobaichong，zhidaotaxinsihouhouzhelianpigenyutayidingleqindenanfangtuiqin，shenzhiquanlizhuta。
jingchenggankaoqiantayutalixiahunshu，shuodaitajinbangtiming，bianfengguanxiapeiqutaweiqi，yishengbunaqiezhishouzhetayige……
可当年——
还有她阿爹……
beixinqiyi，langziyexin，wangweiren！
“diaoyushu，nihuizaodaobaoyingde，ruowosihouhuazuoligui，dingjiangnicuoguyanghuiqiandaowangua，rangnishenbaiminglierenrenjianta……”xiyouyanzhongmeilei，queyouleshirunzhigan，shuangmuxuehong，diyuninan。
“ayou......ayou——”gangganghuidaoxijiandeqingniantaiyanmengdikandaotademoyang，lengleyixiazhihoudunshixinshenjulie，jihubuganxiangxinzijideyanjing，feishenchaotabenqu。
xiyouwensheng，muguangweidong，yuxueseshijieliyinyuekandaoyigemoshengren......
lengfengyichui，diaoyushudejiuyexingle，mudengkoudaidekanzhezheiyiqie，congneiyuancongcongganlaidehuaxunnanmiansebuan，qiangyanhuanxiaodeduizhezhongrenjieshizheshenme。
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chunfengfuliu，fuguiyanyu，taidongjunshanghuizhishouxijingyangangcongxiangbeimouyifudichulai，shoubeizaishenhouaishengtanqide，xiaosihejiaozizaihoumiangenzhebuganchusheng。
“ai，nishuowojiaayouzenmejiubeineixiaozigoulehun，feitabujia，lianwozheigediezaozaojitadingdeyimenhaoqindourangtuile，neixiaoziyoushenmehaode，yaoshenmemeishenme，qiongdeyigetongbandoumeiyou，bujiushigeshushengma，daoshihoukaoshangkaobushanghaibuyidingni……”
“weileneigexiaozijuranhaigenwoshengqi，wojiaayouzhiqianconglaineimeguaiqiao……”
xiaosigenzaihoumianditouchuiyanbuganhangsheng，jiudangmeitingdaolaoyedebaoyuan，shenzhijiaobuyoumanledian。wanyibeilaoyezhuyidao，gujiliangsangeshichendoudetingtazhongfulaotaotuobuleshen。
xiangdaozhiqiandejingli，erduodouledou，jiaobuzaicimanledian。
“ai，wodeayoua……”
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xiyouzhengkaiyan，muguangchenjing。tazhuandongyanzhudaliang，jianzheifangjianfulitanghuang，chuchuyongpindoushijingguizhiwu，huerlengchao:he，tajingranhaimeisi？
wulunshidiaoyushuhaishihuaxunnan，kongpadoubuhuizheimehaoxinba，huozhe，shilinsizhiqianneigemoshengren，neirenrenshita？
kejiuletayouruheni，xiyouyishouzheyan，yanxialeyanzhongdetongkujuewang，jingersile，adiesile，peizaitashenbiandearuangengshizaozaobeihai，jiushengtayigerenwannianjuhui……
waijianxiangqijiaobusheng，youyigerenqingqingdezouguolai，tingzaichuangtapang。moshengyoushuxideshengyinzaierbianxiangqi。
“guniang，laoyehuilaile。”
xiyoushouhuranjuliedezhandouqilai，buganzhengyankanta，houlongxiangshiduleyidakuaishitou，banxiangjiannandekaikou:“……aruan？”
aruanjiantaruciyiweitahainanguozhe，biandao:“aruanzai。guniang，laoyeshuotayijingtuileninyuchanggongzidehunyue，yebuhuizaizuzhininyudiaoxianshengdelaiwang，ninjiubiegenlaoyeouqile，laoyexintengninni。ninkan，laoyeyijingqinglediaoxianshengguofu，rangninquyitangni。”
“……adie！”xiyoumengdefangxiashou，jingzuoqilai，kanxiangchuangbianderen。
zhengshishiyierdenianji，yankuangmingliang，jiaoruankeai，shiaruan，wanhaowusundearuan，shiduonianqiandearuan，erbushineigezaitameimeiwuyemenghuizhong，xianxuelinlidearuan。
tayanjiaoyuguangpiejiansizhouhuanjingbaishe，shenweishuxi，bujinlengzhu。“zheishi……”
席府。
cishi，aruanjiantadongzuo，jingyadeganjinshangqianfuta，“duiyaguniang，laoyezaisongyuetangdengninni，haiyoudiaoxiansheng，nin——”
huahaiweiwan，jiujiantajiaxiaojiexiankaibeizi，xiedoulaibujichuan，zhayanjianyijingchulemen，aruandoulaibujifanying。
“xiaojie，ninhaimeihuanyifu！”