songyuetangnei，xijingyannazhechabei，zuozailaoyeyishang，miansebulengburede，zaitaxiashouzhanzheyiweifengduchuzhongdeqingnian，shenshangchuanzhesuibuhualidanzhengjieganjing，chunjiaohanxiao，shujuanqizhengnong。
那人正是刁玉树。
“xiaoshengjianguoxilaoye，buzhininjinrihuanxiaoshenglai，shiyouheshifenfu，zhiyaoxiaoshengnengbandaode，bizaisuobuci。”
zheihuashuodeshifenyouli，rangxijingyanxinliduitadebumanjianqinglebushao。
danmianshangrengshizhongzhongfangxiachabei，lenghengyisheng。“tingwendiaoxianshengshudusishuwujing，zuiweizhilibuguo，jinnianshiyaoshangjinggankaoduima？ranerruosideyoukui，renpinbudang，nijuederuhe？”
diaoyushumianseyijiang，zheipingjiayoudianyanzhong，takebunengren。“xilaoyehechuciyan？xiaoshengziwencongweizuochurenheyujuzhishi。”
“shima？”xijingyanbuzhikefou，huanlegehuanti。“buzhidiaoxianshengjiazhonghaiyouheren？”
“xiaoshengjiazhong……bingwuyiren，zhiyoushubozuren。”
xijingyanwenyanyouxiechayidekantayiyan，wufuwumuma？yeke，shangwugongpoxuyaosihou，nengqingsongxuduo。
mianseweihuan，“shijiannanersanqisiqieweichangli，tingnizhiyanbingwuqier，kexiangguoquqizhishi？”
“zhei……”diaoyushubiaoqingdunzhu，xinzhongqueyixi，zongsuanzhidaolexilaoyedeyisi。
“小生——”
“阿爹！”
diaoyushuzhengyaohuidazijiyishengyishiyishuangrendetaidu，jiubeituruqilaideshengyindaduanle，buyoudekanxiangshenhoushengyinchuanlaidefangxiang。
yibaiyinvzisifengyibanpaolejinlai，weikanqingmianrongbianyizhishenqian，pudaoletangqianxijingyandehuaili。
泪流满面。
xijingyanwenwendejiezhuleta，kouzhongshuozhezebeidehua，queshichongnideqingpailepaitadejian。
“chenghetitong，zheihaiyoukerenzai……xiaonvshizaishili，qingdiaoxianshengjianliang。”zuihouyijushigendiaoyushushuode。
jiranshiayou，diaoyushugaoxinghailaibuji，bijingshitaxihuanderen，zhengqingnong，ziranzenmedouhao。
“wufangwufang，xiaojiexingqingzhilv，wuxujuli。”
tingdaoshuxideshengyin，xiyouzaitadiehuaizhongbeitongzhiqingyidun，hunshenzhandouqilai，siyaoyaguan，rucicainengmianqiangkezhizhuyaojiangchushengneirenqiandaowanguadeniantou。
“ayou，zheishidiaoxiansheng，haibukuaijianli。”
xiyoumengdetaitou，sisiwojinquantou，zhijiaxianrurouli，pingzheshouxindetongyizhongyuwenzhuleqingxu，huanhuanzhuanshenkanxiangdiaoyushu。
zheiyiyan，jinguanzuohaolezhunbei，yeshitongkongmengsuo，yanzhongtaotianhenyishizaishirenbuzhu。ruofeiadiehaizaishenbian，tazhenxiangnabadaojiangtasuishiwanduan。
tapinjinquanlichuixiayan，mianwubiaoqingdetingzhezijiyiziyijuketaodehua。
“diaoxiansheng，jiuyangdaming，shilile。xiaonvshizaiyouyaoshi，ninkefouhuibi。”
diaoyushubeitaneiyiyanjingzhule，huibuguoshenlai，zongjuedeshitayanhuakancuole，ayoudeyanshenweiheneiban，xiangshihenjileta？
mofeiyinweitazheijitianmeianzhaoyuedingshangfuqiuqin？
xijingyanyuyanyouzhi，kanlediaoyushuyiyan，zuihouhaishinverzhongyao，guanyuhunshirihouzaiyantaqiuzhibude，suihaobuyouyudexialezhukeling。
“diaoxiansheng，jinrizhishibianrihouzaiyi。”
diaoyushuxiangwenqingchu，danyezhidaozheihuibushihaoshiji，zhinengzuoba，limaogaoci。
linzoushikanleyiyanxiyou，jiantabutaitou，xinyouyihuodelikaile。
……
daidiaoyushuyizou，budengxijingyanwen，xiyouzhijieguizailetamianqian，baxijingyanheleyitiao，yaofutaqilai。
“ayou，nizheishizuoshenme，kuaiqilai，nishentihaixuruozhe。”
xiyouzhuaizhetadexiuzi，bukendong，bilebiyan，yazheshengyindao:“die，duibuqi，nverbuxiao，lianleilenin。”
xijingyanhaiyiweitashuodeshiquchangfutuiqinzheijianshi，tanlekouqi，jiantabukenqilai，tiletiyifu，shuangkuaidezuozailedishang，gentapingshi。
“diehaiyiweishenmeshini，nigendiezhijianhaiyoushenmelianleibulianleide，dieyuanyi，zhiyaodiedeayougaoxing，diezenmedouhao，zhidangniguixiama，badiedouheleyitiao，xigaitengbutenga？”
xiyouyankuangyire，benlaimeixiangzaiku，sheizhitingwenzheihuayanleizhijiejiuxialaile，tadoukongzhibuzhu，zaicileiliumanmian，bunengziyi，gengyanzheshuobuchuhua。
“aiya，zenmekule，haolehaole，dieyijingyuchangfutuileqin，jinrijiangdiaoyushujiaolaijiushixianggentashangyihunshi，jieguobeinijidaduanle，kebuyuandiea，diekandiaoyushuyehaixing，zhibuguodaodishiqiong，youwufumubangchen，zenmeyeyaodengtakaolegongming……buguoyifangtawangen，diedexiangentaqiangeqishu，ayoukebunengxinji，dieshebudenia。”
xiyouyanleiliudegengxiongle，qianshiyeshizheiban，adieshishiweitadasuan，tiqianweitayudiaoyushuqiandinghunshuqiyue，zhidengtakaozhongjinshibianyuntajia。
houlaitakaozhongzhuangyuanjiubuchuanxin，adiedanubuyuanzairangtajia，shitakukuaiqiu，duzidaizhejiazhuangqulejingcheng，quezuizhongluodeneibanxiachang，haileadie……
她悔了整整十年。
huangliangyimeng，meixiangdaotasihoujuranyouzhongxinhuidaolezheili，wulunzhenshiyufou，tadoubuxiangzaizhongdaofuzhele。
“die……wo，nverbujiale。”xiyoudaizhekuqiang，manxinhuiyi。
“dangzhenbujiale？diezhixiangnikaixin，ruotashigehaoguisu，ai，die，diedouyini。”xijingyanbeitakudexinteng，wunaidetaochupazijitacalei。
xiyoukuzheyaotou，bataxiuzizhuaidegengjin，“shuobujiajiubujia，wobuxihuantale，wo……zongzhi，wojiajisheidoubuhuizaijiajita！”
她恨他入骨！
“haohaohao，douyini，biekulekuai，yanjinghaiyaobuyaole。”
“我只要爹……”
……
chuangwaitaohuakaidezhengsheng，xiangqipubi，lingxiyouyouxiehuanghu。
第二天了。
她还在，没死。
qichutayiweishilaotianlianminrangtahuidaoshinianqianzaijianyiyanadie，rangtazaizuoyicixuanze，suoyitahaobuyouyudegenadieshuoming，bugandanwushijian。
tachanzheadiezhengzhengyitian，cunbubuli，zhidaowanshangcaihuilefangjian，zuohaozhunbeiyijueshuixingbianshidiyu，meixiangdaozaicizhengyanyijiushishinianqian。
aruanjijizhazhadejiaotaqichuang。
她没入地狱。
“xiaojie，zheitaohuanindoukanleyizaoshangle，ninbuema？”
“aruan，wozuoleyigemeng……haokepa。”xiyouqingshengshuodao。
aruanfenfuxiarenjiangfancaibaishang，daotamianqiananweidao:“ninyeshuole，neishimeng，xiaojie，mengdoushijiade，bupaa。”tameiwenmengshishenme，buxiangrangxiaojiezaihuixiangyibian。
xiyoukanzhechuangwaidetaohua，ninanchusheng:“mengdoushijiade……woxinglema？”
aruanzhandaotamianqian，shenchugebo，xiadingjuexinshisirugui，“xiaojie，ninbuxindehualaiqiawoyixia，woyaoshiteng，ninjiushixingle，zheibushimengli。”
“shaaruan……”xiyouqingqingxiaolexiao，zuodaolefanzhuoqian。
tazhidaozheibushimeng，zhishibuganxiangxinzheishizhende。neishiniandetongkuzhemoruyingsuixing，tawufadangzuozhishiyichangmeng。
“jinrifancaizenmebaidaozheierle，yiqianbudoushigenadieyikuaima，adieni？”xiyounaqikuaizi，huranxiangqilaizheishi。
“laoyeyizaojiuchumenle，haoxiangshiyoushi，teyifenfurangninhaohaochifanni。”
xiyouyileng，huixiangshinianqianzheishihouyoushenmeshiqingfasheng，xiangleyihuiyemeixiangdao，bianfangxiale。
专心用饭。
zhichidaocheng，zaiyechibuxiaqucaifangxiakuaizi，rangrenshoushile。yizhuanyan，kandaoaruanmudengkoudaidekanta。
“怎么了？”
“xiao……xiaojie，nindefanliangzenmehuranbiandezheimeda，zheidougouninchisandundele！”
xiyouxiaolexiao:“nandechuzizuodehaochi。”
aruanyiyannanjin，wuhuakeshuo，jintiandefantayechile，genyiqianyimoyiyang，bingwubutong。tagumozhetajiaxiaojieshihouhuile，zuotiangenlaoyeshuobujiadiaoxiansheng，takendinghouhuile。
“adiezainaer？zou，genwozhaotaqu。”
guorantacaiduile，xiaojiehouhuile。
aruangangyaodayinghuranxiangqiyijianshilai，“xiaojieninwangle，ninqingleliuxiaojielaizuoke。”taitoukanlekanshuilou，diandiantoudao:“yijingkuaidaoshijianle，liuxiaojiexianglaizhunshi。”
xiyouhuanghuleyixia，yuewanyeshihaojiubujianle……
weicengchujiashi，tazuihaodeguizhongmiyou，cengyequanguota，yudiaoyushubingbumendanghudui，qiezhongli，weici，tadangnianhaicengyuyuewandachaoguo。
qianshitaqingyuewanshizuoshenmedelaizhe？