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gaoshaofanfu,tongdewohunshengutoudoushisuande。

womaquezhiguzhejiwofanzhaoyifu,dongzuojianhaiwanlewohaojiyan。

“haizaishuilipaozhe,zenme?nixiangyongsilaiweixiewoa?youzheixinjiniyongzaiduanzhenshenshangtahainengpaochunidewuzhishan?meichuxidedongxi,yidiannaoziquannalaiduifuwole。”

tadongzuobuting,zuizhonghaishizaijiwohuanyifudeshihou,tacaifajuewoshenshangwendubudui。

“zenmehuishi?nifashaole?”

tazhouzhemeiyongshoubeitiewodeetou。

huanghujian,juranzaiwomayandikandaoleyisixinteng。

woyankuangyishunjiuhongle:“ma,wo......”

“ze,nikankanni,haoduanduandefeidezuosi,zheitianqipaozailengshuili,nibufashaosheifashao,buguofashaoyemeiyong,zhiyaonihaizhandeqinijiubixudejiwoqu。”

talengzhelianbawoenzaishuzhuangtaiqian,haoxiangganggangtayandidexintengzhishiwodecuojue。

我再说不出一句话。

tabaneixiehualideshoushiyiyitaozaiwoshenshang,xiangshixiangchuleyigejuemiaodefazi:“fashaoyexing,nidaoshihoujiuzhuangzhuangrouruo,nijiubuxiaoxinwangtashenshangdao,shuobudingdoubuyongnikaikou,tajiuxinruanle,nanrenma,douzheiyang。”

taweitadejuemiaofazizhanzhanzixi。

neixiexianglianshoulian,liwusidaiyiyangchanraozhewo。

suizhezuihouyigefajialuowei,woxiongqianglineikehuanmantiaodongdexinzang,chedixianrusiji。

wobuzaizhengzha,buzaikaikou。

dimeishunyanshunyingzhetadesixiang,chengletashoulibingqisixiangdetixianmuou,zaibangwanbadian,beitachezhemingyundexixianladaoleduanzhendeshengriyanxianchang。

zicongheduanzhenbianchengmaoheshenlideweihunfuqihou,zhiyaowomentongzaidechanghe,wohetayidinghuichengweiquanchangdejiaodian。

jintianyebuliwai,wohaicaidaomenkou,wushushixianjiuluodaolewoshenshang。

zhouweineixiequanguiqianjindedaliangzhayan,cidewohunshenbushi,womaquexiangquanranbucha,haizailazhewodeshouwanglizou,bianzoubianyaowotinghua。

xiayimiao,woshenqianquehurantouxiayimoyinying。

wolaibujitaitou,jiutingyishengjianruideqingxiao:“xiaosirenle,zhendangduantaitaideweizhishishenmechaoshidashuaimaidedongxia?shenmehuosea,haitinghuajiuyouyong,shuhaizhidaoyaopini,nihaodaishigeren,zenmeliandoubuyaole?”

这人我认识。

zhangfangjituandeqianjinchangshu。

shiduanzhen‘houyuanhui’chulemingdedaxiaojie,dangnianweilezhuiduanzhen,shenmefengkuangdeshimeiganguo。

zhishineishihoudeduanzhen,shizhenxinshiyiyanlixinlidouzhiyouwo。

weilewo,tajihuqingkonglianxirenliebiao,neixiefeibiyaodeyixinglianxiren,tayigemeiliu,youqishineixieduitayoubieyangxinside。

只是今时不同往日。

changshuzaisannianqianweilegongsiliyijiajilelingyigejituanlaobandeerzi,erdangnianneigegaodiaoguanxuan,zhiyanfeiwobuqudenanren,yeyouletazhenxinshiyixihuanderen。

woyangqitouyanxiahoulonglidesuanse,fashaodailaidetongkuhaizaifenshaozhewodeyishi,wobuxiangreshibuxiangzaibeixiuru。

我妈却来了火气。

“nigexiaoguniang,xiaoxiaonianjizenmeshuohuani?duanjianeixiaozizheibeizifeiwojiaxiaxiabuquneishiquanziligongrendeshishile,nibiexiangzaizheilitiaobolijian!”

“wotiaobolijian?ayi,woshuodeshizhenshijia,nihuitoukankanbujiuzhidaole?renjiaduanshaoyekeshilaozaojiudailezijidexiaonvpengyoulaixianchang,zheisheicaishiweilaideduantaitai,mingyanrendoukandechulaia。”

tawuzhezuikanrenaobuxianshida。

我的心却坠到谷底。

suizhetashouzhidefangxiangkanqu,jiujianrenqunzhongyang,duanzhenyishengaodingxizhuang,shoulinazhegeyutazhoushenqichangquanranbufudemaorongwanju,naizhexingzidoutagenqiandenvsheng。