第四章
癌症晚期？
duansizhouyizheng，jiantaliansecanbai，shouruodeshentiyaoyaoyuzhui，xinmomingyouxiehuangle。
“zhaoyue，nishuodeshizhende？”
chizhaoyuegangzhuanshenxiangnabaogaojitakan，hushibiancongcongpaoleguolai：“duanxiansheng，buhaole，song**younaogewanle，shixueguoduozhengzaiqiangjiu，danxuekugaoji，buzhidao......”
duansizhouxiangyemeixiang，zhuaizhuchizhaoyuedeshouwan：“choutade，tamenxuexingyiyang，wozhidao！”
hushijiantaliansecanbai，shenshanghaiyoushabu，youyuleyixia：“duanxiansheng，danshita......”
“yaoshizhimengyoushi，wozalenimenyiyuan！”
shuozhe，biantuozhuaizhechizhaoyuexiangchouxueshizouqu。
chizhaoyuebeitazhuaideshengteng，queyouzhengtuobukai：“nifangkaiwo！duansizhou，tajiusuanshiyaosile，woyeshiyigebingren，nizenmeneng......”
“wozhidaonichicu，nibuxihuanzhimeng，juedeshitapohuailewomenyuanbendejihua，danshichizhaoyue，zhimengruguoyoushi，woyehaoshoubule，wunianqiandeneitiantayidingzaoyuleshenme，woyouzerenzhaoguta。”
duansizhouyonglijiangtashuaidaoyizishang：“wobuxinniyouaizheng，niyebieyongaizhenglaiyangainixiangbisizhimengdeshishi！zheishinishuzuidejihui，niyinggaihaohaobawo！”
chizhaoyueshizaimeiliqifankangle，zhinengrenyouhushichouxue。
他不信就算了。
taxiang，meiguanxi，zuihouyici，yihoubulunshisongzhimenghaishitaduansizhouyoushenmeshi，doubiexiangzaicongtashenshanghuodeshenme。
fanzheng，haiyousitian，tajiuhui‘si’le，yongyuancongtadeshijiexiaoshi，chengquantamen。
houlai，chizhaoyueshixuekuaiyaoyunguoquzhiji，tingdaowaimianderenzaichuansong。
“duanxianshengduisong**kezhenshangxina，youshixianhua，youshiqinzixiachu，jianzhixianmusile。”
“wotingshuotamenshiqingmeizhuma，wunianqianbenlaidouyaojiehunlede。”
“shia，dangshiduanxianshengdezhisong**shizong，keshimanshijiedizhaolesannian，yaobushichulechehuo，pashihuizhaoyibeizide。”
“ei，wotingrenshuo，zheijinianduanxianshengshenbianyizhiyougenvren，shisheia？”
“neigea，duanxianshengshuole，shitajiabaomu。”
chizhaoyuelengxiaoyisheng，yunleguoqu。
dengzaicixinglai，jiujianyigerenyingzhanzaitadechuangbian。
是宋栀梦。
chizhaoyuelenglengsaoguota：“zuowannishixiangzhaorenzhuangsiwo？”
“neidaoyemeiyou，wojiushixiangrangnibansibuhuo，chenggezhiwurenshenmede，zuihaole。”
songzhimengdeyidiningzheta，juqizijideyoushou：“nikan，woqishijiuzheimeyigexiaoshang，azhoujiudanxindeyaoming，shenzhizhualeniquchouxue，nishuo，ninashenmehewodouni？”
“jiranduansizhouneimexihuanni，youjielehun，nihaiyoushenmebufangxindiyaolaishawo？”
songzhimengwanyaoyonglianyazhechizhaoyueshoushangdezhentou：“yinweiwotaoyanni！taoyanazhouguoqudewuniandouyounideyingzi！taoyannideshenqing，zhiyaoyounidecunzaijiuhuixiandewohenboqing！”
chizhaoyuechitong，jiangtatuikai，bachuzhentou，kanzhezijixueroumohudeshoubei，lengshengdao：“songzhimeng，wobijiaohaoqinidaodishizhendeshiyi，haishijiadeshiyi？”
songzhimenggouchunxiao：“he，woshihuagaosuni，wogenbenmeiyoushiyi，keneiyouruhe？nideleaizheng，azhoudoubuxin，kewoshuoshiyi，azhoujiuxin，nijiusuangaosuta，azhouyebuhuixinnide。”
“chizhaoyue，niduiyuazhoueryan，buguojiushiyigebaomu，jitazuofan，zhaoguta，biyaodeshihouhaikeyinashangchuangwanyiwan，faxieyixia，haibuyongjiniqian，jianzhishilianjiayouhaoyong！”
‘啪！’
chizhaoyuetaishouyibazhangdazaitadelianshang：“nizenmeganzheimeshuowo？wo......”
xiayishun，bianjiansongzhimengwuzheliankuhongleyandunzaidishang：“zhaoyue，duibuqi......woyiqianbuyinggaimanishixiaosan，danjintianwozhendeshilaiganjinide......ni......weishenmeyaodawo？”