春如旧，人空瘦
《春如旧，人空瘦》 小说介绍
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xinhunye，chengxuyuanfajiadezhangfujilewoyigewangzhan，wangzhanshangle100daosuo。
suodebeihoushiqianhaozidelihunxieyishu，genzhangfujingshenchuhudezhiqingtongyishu。
“ruoshijiehunhouworenishengqile，nijiuyongwojinidemiyaodakaiyidaosuo。”
“dengdaosuochedidakai，wojiuhuishiquni，yehuishiquyiqie。”
“buguowozheimeaini，woxiangxinzheisuobuhuiyoudakaideneitian。”
houlai，meicitagennvmishuaimeibuqingdeshihou，wodouhuidakaiyidaosuo。
dangsuokaidaodi98daodeshihou，tarengyoushiwukong。
jiehunbazhouniandewanshang，womeiyouzaigenwangchangyiyangkunao，ershipingjingdeshoushihaoxingli。
“jinwanwohuikailiangdaosuo。”
zhangfujizhequfunvmishudeyue，manbujingxindehuidao：
“suibianni，fanzhenghaiyouneimeduodao。”
wongleyisheng，jiangfangzaitashenshangdeshixianshouhuilai。
yuanlaitabuzhidao，jinwanwojiuyaokaidaodi100daosuole。
tagengbuzhidao，jintianguohou，womenliangjiufendaoyangbiao，zaiyebujian。
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‘叮’
wojiangkaoxiangliganggangzuohaodedangaonachulai，yongbiaohuadaixixindezaishangmianhuashanghuawen。
[jiehunbazhouniankuaile！]
woxiaoxinyiyideduanzhedangaozoudaolouxia，kanzhebeirenquncuyongzaizhongjiandesumuze。
jintianshisushijituanchenggongshangshideqinggongyan，
yeshiwogensumuzejiehunbazhouniandejinianri。
“yunyuenizhanzaineiliganshenme，laigenwangzongdagezhaohu。”
nazhebeixiangbinqingzhuodesumuzekanjianlewo，manbujingxindeshuodao。
woduanzhedangaozoushangqian，danquebeiyigerenjibandeyigeliangqiang。
suiranwenzhuleshenxing，danshidangaoquedieluolewomanshen，nongzanglewangzongjinzaogangcongfaguoyunhuilaibawanyimideditan，yenongzanglewoweilejintianertedidingzhidefushi。
“ya，jiejiezenmezheimebuxiaoxin。”
lingyuemiansejifengdeshouhuibanwodejiao，huangzhehongjiubeizoudaowodemianqian，
“zheikeshisuzongsongjiwangzongdeditan，yaoshibuzhidaoderenkanjianle，haiyiweijiejieniduiwangzongxinhuaibumanni。”
lingyueshuohuadeshengyinbusuanda，danquezugourangsuoyourendemuguangjujizaiwomendeshenshang。
sumuzedeyanshenyeluodaolewodeshenshang。
xianqi、fanzao、yane......zuizhongtongtonghuazuojinggaodeyanshen，chenggongdejiangwoxiangyaojieshidejuziduzailehoulongli。
lingyuejianzhuang，dangjidunxiashenzizhunbeishoushidishangdezangwu。
zhishibudengtachuanzheduanqundunxiashen，sumuzejiuxianchongleguolaijiangtahuzaihuaili。
“shenyunyue，zaizheimezhongyaodechangheli，ninengbunengshaojiwodiudianlian？”
taduiwohualihuawaidedoushizeguai，fangfowoshiguyizuozheiyichu，jitazhaobutongkuai，jilingyuexiamianzi。
“meishidesuzong，sufurenyeshiyigebuxiaoxin，zheizhongchengdudewuzirangyongrenchuliyixiajiukeyile。”
wangzongzhanzaiyipangdazhehaha，xiangyaorangzheichangfengboduguo。
dansumuzequexiangshimeitingjianside，zhouzhemeilengshengdao：
“cubibukan，shizaishinandengdayazhitang，gunguolaidaoqian！”
woyouruleipileyibanlengzaiyuandi，buganxiangxinzheizhonghuashicongsumuzedekouzhongshuochulaide。
mingmingdangniansumuzeweilequdaowo，haofeixinsigenwoqiulejiushijiucidehun。
dangshidewomanxinmanyandoushiwodeyanjiu，suoyitaqiuleduoshaoci，wojiujujueleduoshaoci。
woyiweitahuifangqi，danshizaidi100cideshihou，sumuzenazhetaaolesantianzuochulaidechengxu，zaishiyanshili，dangzhewosuoyoudedaoshigentongshidemiangenwofashi：
“yunyue，wozhidaonihaipashenme。nihaipawohuibianxin，huirangwomenzheiduanchunjiedeganqingzoudaozhongdian，suoyinijiufangqikaishi，zhiyaoweichixianzhuang，womenzhijianjiubuhuichanshengbiangu。”
“yunyue，nixiangxinwo，wobuhuibianchengnihaipademoyang。zheigechengxujiushiwodejuexin，wozheibeizijiuzhirendingleniyigeren，yaoshiwozhihouduinizuochuleshenmeshiqing，nibuyongweiquziji，zhijierangwojingshenchuhu。”
dagaishibeitazheiyifanqingzhenyiqiedeshiyanjigandongle，suoyiwotongyile。
xinhunyeneitian，sumuzejineigewangzhanshangleyibaidaosuo。
“yunyue，wodiyicidangzhangfu，mianbulehuirenibugaoxing。danshiwoyoubuxiangzheimeqingyidejiushiquni，nijujuelewoyibaici，suoyinengbunengjiwoyibaicifancuodejihui？”
“ruoshijiehunhouworenishengqile，nijiuyongwojinidemiyaodakaiyidaosuo。”
“dengdaosuochedidakai，wojiuhuishiquni，yehuishiquyiqie。”
“buguowozheimeaini，woxiangxinzheisuobuhuiyoudakaideneitian。”
dangshidewozhijuedezheishitaaiwodebiaoxian，quewanglezhenxinyibian。
jiehundisanniandeshihou，wofaxianletagennvmishulingyueaimeibuqing。
wozhiwentaweishenme，taquegaosuwoneizhishizhengchangdeshangyehuodong。
wobuyuanyincishanglewomenzheimeduoniandeganqing，suoyiwokailediyibasuo。
youxieshiqingjiuxiangshipanduolamohe，youyijiuhuiyouer。
zaiwoyiciyouyiciderenrangxia，buguowuniandeshijianwojiukaile98daosuo。
wokanzhemianqianlengzheliandenanren，xinzhongquemodisonglekouqi。
wohaoxiang，zhongyukeyibuaisumuzele。
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shengdadeyanhuicaocaodeluoxialeweimu，tuliuyididelangjiegenqingliangrushuideyuese。
woshuncongdezoushangqiangenwangzongdaoleqian。
wulunshibushiwoguyijiangdangaonongdaozaidishang，danjinwandeyanhuizhongjiushiyinweiwoerjinxingbuxiaqule。
wangzongwuyijiuchandaowomensangerendeshiqingzhong，lianmangshuolejuwushangdayabiantuocilikaile。
“nibangbudaowo，nengbunengguaiguaidaizhebietianluan？”
sumuzeyanedekanwoyiyan，yangtoujiangshouzhongwozhedexiangbinyiyinerjin。
zaitahuailidelingyueshenqingtiaoxin，shuochulaidehuaquechalichaqi：
“suzong，nibieshengqi，jiejiebeininyangzhezheimeduonian，zaijialishenmeyalidoumeiyou，xianzaiouerhuifandianxiaocuowuyeshizhengchangdela，ninjiubieguaijiejiele。”
“shuoqilai，zheijianshiyeshiyinweiwo，yaobushijiejiebukaixinwodechuxian，yebuhuiyincijiaoluanleyanhui。zaozhidaowobianbulaile，yemiandejiaohuanglesuzongninzheimeduotiandenuli。”
“zheigenniyoushenmeguanxi，youxierenxinxiongxiaodezhinengkandejianjiazhangliduan。jiranzhidaozijideshenfen，jiugaibaizhengzijidediwei，jiuliannidounengmingbaideshiqing，tazuoweiwodeqizijingranbumingbai？”
sumuzejiangkongledexiangbinbeizhongzhongdefangzaizhuozishanghou，chelecheyisibugoudelingdai，
“shenyunyue，womeitiandouhenmang，meishijianyingfunineiwuyuanwugudeduhuo。”
henqiguai，ruoshiwozhiqiantingtashuozheihua，dadiwoxinlishiyaonanguoyiduanshijiande。
danshixianzai，woqueyisiyihaonanguodeganjuedoumeiyou，shenzhiyouxiexiangxiao。
“是她绊的我。”
苏沐泽冷笑一声：
“nizongshizheiyang，bucongzijideshenshangzhaowenti，fanershiguaibieren。”
wodiyicijuedegensumuzejiaoliushizheiyangyijianhaofeixinlideshiqing。
jiangentashuobutong，woyejiulandezailangfeikoushuidejieshi。
lingyuejianzhuang，tiaoxindekanlewoyiyanhoujiuroushengquanzhesumuzelikailezheili。
zairenqunzhongkanxiwangzongfurentongqingdekanlewoyiyan，dijiwoyizhangzhijincashishenshangdelangjie，dishengdao：
“nanrendoushizheiyangde，womenzuonvrendeyaoxuehuitiliang。”
体谅？
nandaowotiliangdehaibugouduoma？
gangjiehundeshihou，wotiliangtajiabanxinku，suoyijibianneiduanshijianwoweileganshuju，meitiandouyaozaishiyanshidaishiergexiaoshi，yeleidabudongdejitasongfanchi。
gangfaxiantayouchuguidejixiangshi，woyiweishiwozuodehaibugouhao，suoyiwowanjulequguowaijiaoliudeminge，liuzaileguonei，gensumuzechaoxixiangban。
zaifaxiantadaizhelingyueyijianyijiandejiangwomenzhiqiandehuiyijifugailedeshihou，wohaizaipianzijishuo，tazhishiaiwanleyidian，dantahaishiaiwode。
......
danzhidaoxianzai，woqueyouxiejuandaile。
woyizhitiliangta，neisheilaitiliangtiliangwoni？
wodetiliangchengjiuleta，yerangtazaiworijiyueleidetuirangzhong，juedewofeitabuke。
suoyitazhangzheneijiushijiucide‘miansijinpai’zaiwaimiansiyiwangwei。
danquehuilewozuoweishenyunyuezheigerenderenge。
woxiang，bunengzaizheiyangxiaqule。
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yanhuijieshuhou，wobenxianggensumuzehaohaotantan。
danwogangkaikoujiaoletayisheng，tajiubunaifandebailebaishou。
“wohaiyoushi，jinwanbuhuile，nidenghuizijidachehuiquba。”
womeiwanliu，zhishikanzhetadebeiyingqingshengdao：
“jinwanwohuikailiangbasuo。”
sumuzedeshoujixiangleyixia，kandaoshangmiandeneironghou，tadezuijiaoyichuxisuidexiaoyi。
shouhaoshoujigenzhewoyiqizoudaodiantilihou，tacaiduizhewomanbujingxindehuidao：
“suibianni，fanzhenghaiyouneimeduodao。”
wongleyisheng，jiangfangzaitashenshangdeshixianshouhuilai
yuanlaitabuzhidaosuoyijingkaidaoledi98daolea。
genzhesumuzeyiqizouchudatang，wocaikanjiansumuzedechejiashizuoshangzuozhelingyue。
kanjianwo，tazhanfanglezuicanlandexiaorong：
“shenjiejie，jinwansuzongdayinglejiaowolianche，suoyijinwanjiumafannidachehuiqula。wokanzheitianjiukuaixiayule，cheshangdesanjiejieyaobuyaonayiba？”
sumuzechongnidedanletadenaomenyixia：
“nigentajieshineimeduozuoshenme，erqie，zheigesanshiwozhuanmenjinibeide，xiacizhaobudaoniyouyaogenwonao。tazheimedaderenle，nandaohaibuhuizijizhaoguzijima？”
“xingle，bushiyaolianchema？zouba。”
wozheicaizhidao，yuanlaisumuzerangwodachehuiqu，jiushiweilenenggenghaodejiaolingyuelianche。
wozhikanleyiyancheshangfenhongsedesanyiyan，jiushouhuileshixian。
bushihezijidedongxi，nazhetangshou，yongzhezhuoxin。
suoxingzheilishishizhongxin，dachedesuduhenkuai。
zuoshangchuzuchehouzuodeshihou，yumengdixiadale。
sijitouguohoushijingkanzhewo：
“xiaoguniangshishilianlema？”
womeiyouhuida，zhishibaolezhusuodemingzihou，zhenglengdekanzhechuangwaidebaoyu。
jianwobuhuida，sijiyemeishengqi：
“niqianmiandedaiziliyouyicixingdemaojingenyusan，wulunshiyudaoleshenmeshiqing，douyaoxuehuiaiziji。xiaoguniang，niyihoudeluhaizhang，bieyinweiyishideshilierhuixinsangqi。”
henqiguai，mingmingsumuzezheiyangduiwo，wodoumeiyouxiangyaoliuleideyuwang。
dankanzhechebeiloulifangzhedeshijibatoumingyusan，hezuoyihoumiantiezhedetiezhi[nizhidemeiyitiandeyangguangyuxiyue]shi，woquekudeqibuchengsheng。
sijikanwokuchengzheiyang，momodidaizhewodoulehaojiquancaizaiwoqingxuwendingxialailezhihoujiangwosongdaolejia。
wofuwanqianhou，chengzhesijisongjiwodeyusanmomodehuidaolejia。
dakaimen，yingjiewodeshiwozaozaobuzhihaodebazhounianqingzhuchangdi。
wodalesangewanshangdeqiqiu、wochensumuzechuchashiyigerencaizhetiziguahaodecaidai、wojingtiaoxixuanleyigexingqidexianhua、wotiqianyigeyuedingzhideshuangrenlipai......
zheigeshihouwocaifaxian，yuanlaisumuzeduiwodehushizaojiushentouleshenghuodefangfangmianmian。
zhishiwoquemangmudejiangtaquanbudouhelihuale，bingweitazhaohaolejiekou，laihongpianziji。
wodeyankuangyouhongleqilai，wozichaodegouchunyixiao，yongshoujiyuyuelemingzaoshangmendebaojiehou，bianmeizaikan。
wozuodaoleshuzhuoqian，congyinzangdewenjianjialidakailedangchusumuzesongjiwodewangzhan。
pingmushangyuanbenmimimamadesuolianzhishengxialezuihouliangtiaogulinglingdepiaodangzhe。
shururongzhangdemiyaoshi，wangzhanzongshihuitiaochusumuzewanhuidehuayu。
“yunyue，yuanliangwoba。”
“yunyue，wocuole，ninengbunengzaijiwoyicijihui。”
“yunyue，wobunengshiquni，wohuifengde。”
“yunyue......”
......
“yunyue，woaini，suoyibiezaiyuanliangta。”
bansuizhe‘kaca’yisheng，ershisuidesumuzehuachenglesuipianxiaosanzaipingmuli。
zhidaowodeshoushanggandaoyizhenderushi，wocaifaxianyuanlaiwozaibuzhibujuezhongyijingleiliumanmian。
ershisuidesumuzeaiwo，suoyitarangwobuyaoyuanliangsanshisuifancuoledeta。
woxiaozhejiangxieyidalechulai，qianhaozihouzhengzhengqiqidebaifangzaishuzhuoshang。
“好。”
04
sumuzeyiqianhenqiongdanqueduiwohenhao。
jibianwocenggaosuta，woshibuhunzhuyi。
tayijiuhuizaiwotongjingdeshihou，jiwodaiyigexingqidehongtangshui，huijiwomaiyixiangdenuanbaobaobeiyong，huizaiwomenzuozaiyiqideshihouneiwennuandeshouwuzhuwodeduzi。
yijiuhuizaiwoweitongdeshihou，tiexindesongshangweiyao，huizaiwoyinweishiyanshujuzaiyicichuxiancuowudeshihounuanxinanweiwo，gaosumeiguanxi。
danxianzai，ershisuidesumuzejiuxiangshifanhuangdezhaopianzhi，suizhejiyidehongshuizhujiandanqu。
woxiang，sumuzeqiudejiushijiucihundadiyijingchengweilewomenliangxinzhaobuxuanzhangzaixindideyigenci。
tabushufu，bianyeyaorangwobushufu。
taqiuleduoshaocihun，jiushoulepengyouduoshaocidechaofeng，woxiangtazijiyingdangdoubuzhidao，yizhigenwoqiulezheimeduocidehun，daodishichuyuaihaishichuyumianzi。
wodesixubeiciyandeliangguangsuodaduan，wozheicaifaxianyuanlaiwoyijingzaizheilikuzuoleyiwanshang。
“zuozaizheiliganshenme？jiwodaobeifengminingmengshuilai。”
hunshenjiuqidesumuzechelechelingdai，liangqiangdezoudaoshafashangzuoxia。
jianwochichibudong，sumuzezhuantoubunaifandekanlewoyiyan：
“zenme，haizaiyinweizuotiandeshiqingshengqi？”
“nidouduodaderenle，feiyaogenyigexiaoguniangjiaojingganshenme？haiyou，nishiwodetaitai，zaizheizhongshangyejuhuishang，nibugenzhewoduojianjianren，yingchouyixia，feipaozhequzuoshenmedangaoganshenme？”
“nigenlewozheimeduonian，quemeiyoulingyuezheigegangchushehuidenvhaidongshima？”
“zuotianshiwomenbazhounian，wogennishuolewoqujinizhunbeijingxi。”
sumuzelengleyixia，yinxiangliwohaoxiangshigentashuolewoyaoquzhunbeijingxizheizhonghua。
danshidangshilingyuezhengzaibeihezuoshangguanjiu，tayezhishisuikouyingleliangjujiuganguoquzulanle。
“nei，kenengshiwomeitingqing，baoqian。”
tarouleroufazhangdemeixin，yuqiliquemeiduoshaokuijiu，
“nimennvhaizixihuanshenmewoyebuzhidao，bazhounianliwunixiangyaoshenmezijinakaqushuajiuxing。”
kana，nanrendeaiduolianjia。
aiwodeshihou，wozuodesuoyoushidoushiduide，
danshitazaibuaiwodeshihou，jibianwodangzhetademiangaosuleta，woqujitazhunbeibazhounianjingxi，tayehuizhuangzuoshenmedoumeitingjian。
jiuliantamianqianzheimemingxiandebazhounianjinianrideyangshi，tadounengzhuangmeikanjian。
wodandandeyingleyisheng，kongqiyouzhongxinhuifuanjing。
woyuanbenyebushigereluodexingzi，gensumuzezaiyiqideshihou，daduoshushijiandoushitazaishuo，wozaiting。
xianzaisumuzebuyuanyishuo，womenzhijianbianmeilehuati。
sumuzedeshoujituranxiangling，dasuileyishijijing。
deyiyuwocongxiaolingminyichangdewugan，suoyiwohenqingxidetingjianlingyueduisumuzesajiaodehuayu，henqingchudebuzhuodaosumuzezuijiaodeweixiao，henmingxiandeganshoudaosumuzeshenshangyidianyidianbiandekailangqilaidefenwei。
“gongsihaiyoushiqing，woguoquyitang。”
sumuzeshenzhiliantoudoumeiyoutai，jiuzhuanshenlikailezheili。
wozoudaochuangtaishang，kanzhelouxiaxiangshixiaoniaoyiyangpudaosumuzehuailidelingyue，turanxiangdaolewodiyicifaxiansumuzegenlingyueaimeixinxideneigewanshangtaduiwoshuodehua。
“yunyuewoaini，danshigennizaiyiqiqueshizaixiaohaowoziji。”
“danlingyuebuyiyang，gentazaiyiqi，wonenggandaozijishiqingsongyukuaide，shibeizhiyulede。wodeshenghuobuyinggaishibeiyouyanjiangcuchaduimande，shitagaosuworenshenggaishishihekuangye。”
“yunyue，neiyibaidaosuoshilazhuwodefengzhengxian，wozhongjiushihuihuiguijiatingde。danzaicizhiqian，qingnifangwoziyouxiangshouyiduanshijianba。”
我缓缓收回了视线。
neiyibaidaosuoshilazhusumuzedefengzhengxian，youhechangbushijiangwokunzaizheilidejiasuo？
suoyi，sumuze，wofangniziyoule。
我亦是。