谢谢你一直不爱我
《谢谢你一直不爱我》 小说介绍
《xiexieniyizhibuaiwo》shiyibulingrenxinchishenwangdezuopin，jiangshulesuwanqinglihaichaozaizhuiqiumengxiangdedaolushangjinglidejianxinyufuchu。suwanqinglihaichaofendoubuzhi，mianduizhegezhongtiaozhanhekaoyan。tongguoyutarendejiaoliuyuhuzhu，suwanqinglihaichaobuduanchengzhang、gaibian，bingzuizhongshixianleziwochaoyue。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanyongqiyuxiwang，woquxiaotadao：“meibiyaozhendegenzuozeiyiyangdeba。”“wodeqingjie，niyiweiguanggaobujiuwoyigezeima？qitajigezudoudingzhezheikuaifeirouni。kuidewoshangcihe……jiangdianranduzheneixindejiqing。
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第6章
认输不是我风格
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renmendourenweishanshanshitailideyijie。
qishichuguoqian，wocaishimuhoushuoyibuerdeyijie。shanshan，buguantarenpinzenmeyang，woduitazhiyuzhien。dangnianshiwofajueta，batacongyigebuzhimingdedushujiemu，diaodaolewodediyigezongyijiemu《wuguangshise》zuozhuchiren。
dangran，zheidangjiemuchengjiuleta，yechengjiulewo。
dangnianyouhenduorenwenwo，weishenmehuixuanzeyongbumingyiwendeshanshan？
tadeyanjinglixiemanleduichengmingdekewang，erqiegoutanbai。
woguanchaguotahenjiu。tadejiemuzaizhousanwanjianshidianbanbochu，zhourixiawufubo，zhiyouduanduanershiwufenzhongshijian。
meiqijiemu，tadouhuicaifangyigebuweinianqingrenshuzhidewenhuamingren。zheileijiemutongchangbenshenbushouzhongshi，jiazhibochushiduanbuhao，henrongyibeiguanzhonghulve。
keshishanshanbutong，yuwushengchuxiangjinglei。
tabuguanlingdaoruburuyan，guanzhongmaibumaizhang，fanzhengtademudejiushiyaonongchuyixiexiangsheng。tacaifangyiweizuojia：“ninshizenmekandaishixiasuowei‘meisu’deyixiezuojia？”
laozuojiayanlidipengjilezheizhongxianxiang。zhengzhongxiahuai，shanshanzaiciwendao：“dangniandexiezuo，shifouyeshi‘meisu’？”
laozuojiazheishicaifajueshangledang，shanshanshiweilerangtachengren，zijidangshidexiezuoyeshimeisu。laozuojiazhanghonglelian，hengchihengchigangalebantian。
shanshandezheiyijudongzaixiaofanweidixianqileyizhenmazhan，tayinzheicimazhan，erxiaoyoumingqi。tajiuxiangzhuzi，qiafengganlinbianhuiyiyechenglin，keshizuijianpihoufuzhongkong，nanmianweirengoubing。
tailiyouxierenyinta“weichengmingbuzeshouduan”erqitabuyong，keshiwopianyaochengweitashengminglideyiyechunyu。
jianrenbuyong，gengdaiheshi。
zaidianshiquanlitou，youzhengyijiuyoushoushilv。
guoran，shanshandaizhe《wuguangshise》yipaoerhong。dangniandeshoushilvzaisuoyoudezongyijiemuzhongbadetouchou。erwoyetuoshanshandezuichenglezhongrenjiezhidemingren，yinweitajingchanghuizaijiemuzhongnawokaishuan。yushiwomenyiqipingbuqingyun，fengshengshuiqi。
houlaiwodediergejiemu《shifenkele》，tajiushidangjiazhuchi。tazonghuizaishidangdeshiji，baochushidangdehuati，rangjiemuyingdeyilunyouyilundekandian。
wopingzhezheigejiemuminglishuangshou，diandingletailibukehandongdediwei。ershanshanrongshengdangjiayijie，zhiyaoshidaxingwanhuibidingshaobuletadeshenying，bingqiechangpian、dianying、dianshi、guanggaodeyaoyueruxuepianyiyangfenzhitalai。
womenyanranshihuangjinzuhe，zheizhongguanxichixudaowozuo《xingyunzhixing》。
ruguoshuozuichushihoudeshanshanhaishiyikexing，suansuandeweidaorongyicijirendeweilei，shenzhihuirangrendaoya，danshizheijiushitadehaochu。duiyumangcongdeguanzhonglaishuo，huijiqitamendexingfendu，erduiyutiaotidewangyoulaishuo，zhenghaohuirangtamenzhaodaofaxiedechukou。
houlaishanshanchengleshutoudetaozi，duiyuyigezongyijiemudezhipianrenlaishuo，tayijingshiqulezuihaodedongxi。
wojuedingbuzaihetahezuo。
zaizheigemingliquanli，womenlianghuayouweidihenrongyi，kuangqiewohetadoushudizhongduo。
zheijianshiqingcongsidixiayizhinaodaotaimianshang，gelumeitifengyongerzhi，chaofanletian。shanshanderenqifanleyifan，wodejiemuzaichaonaoshengzhongkaibo，shoushilvyilupiaohong。
womenwoshouyanheyehenrongyi，yinweiwomendoucongzhonggequsuoxu，sheidoumeiyouchikui。
lihaichaocengjingduiwoshuoguo，xiaotoudeyanlimeiyouyigerenbutoudongxi，pianzideyanlimeiyouyigehaoren。neimexiangwoheshanshanzheiyangshishiwuderenyanli，jiumeiyougangzhibuaderen。
jianfengzhuanduo，shunfengyilu。
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wojishanshanfaweixinwentazaiganshenme，tashuozaihuazhuangjian。
tayouyigechaohaohuazhuanshuhuazhuangjian。
cengyougedapainvmingxinglaitailizuoxuanchuan，chichibukenshangjiemu，zhiyinweitaxiangyongshanshandehuazhuangjian，ershanshanyedejingonggonghuazhuangjianquhuazhuang。
neimingnvmingxingdejingjirenpailebantianmen，shanshandezhulichulaile。zhulibamensuole，zhijiejiangyaochirengjinlajitong。
姗姗问我：有事吗？
wozhijieshuodao：youshixiangqiu。
tashuohuaxianglaizhijie，suoyiwoduitacongbuguaiwanmojiao。tacengjingzhuchiguoyichangxuanxiudejuesai，tawenyigexuanshou，“nidemengxiangshishenme？”
neimingxuanshouchuoqidida，“wozhixiangshixianwodemengxiang。”
taxiaodao：“qishizheijuhuakeyizheimeshuo，woxianghong。”taixiayipianhuaran。wodangshizhengzaitaixia，xiangtashuqiledamuzhi。
womenqishishitongyileiren。
jiranshitonglei，youshiqijiandejiaojiaozhe，ziranxingxingxiangxi。
yuqingyuli，tadouyoubangwodeliyou。
wolaidaoshanshandehuazhuangjian，huazhuangshizhengzaixiaoxinyiyidijitahuazhuang。
tadesangezhuli，yigezaitashenhouqingqingshanzhefeng，yigezaixieduimianjuzhetaiben，yigezaiyipangduanzheyibeikafei。
tasihuyouxiepijuan，yanjingweimizhe。qitarenkandaowojinmen，mangyuwodazhaohu。ershanshanzhizhengkaiyanjing，zhicongjingzilikanlewoyiyan。
tazuoyouduanxiangleyifanzhuangrong，shuodao：“youbiandeyinyingshibushitaizhongle？haoxiangyoudianbuduicheng。nihaohaozainongyinong，yaoburanrenmenyouyaochuanwozhengrongle。”
wozijizhaolegeweizhizuoxia。
化妆间安静极了。
manzhangdebangexiaoshizhihou，shanshanzhongyuduizijidezhuangronghenmanyi。tanaguozhulishouzhongdetaiben，manbujingxindifankanleliangye，ranhoutouyebutaidishuodao：“nimenxianchuqu。”qitarenqiaoshengtuilechuqu。
tayijiufanzhetaiben，zuiliniannianyouci，guolehaoyihuiercaiwenwo，“shuoba，niqiuwoshenmeshiqing？”
“ninengbunengbangwozhuchiliangqijiemu？”
“yiniderenmai，nibuhuibuzhidao《xingyunzhixing》yaobeikanleba？”
“wenjianhaimeiyouxialai。wojiudangshenmedoubuzhidao。zaishuo，bushihaiyouqisihuishengzheimeyihuishima。sheizhidaoni？”
ta“puchi”yishengxiaochulai，“qingjie，neiniyidingzhidao，zheishishanghaiyouyihuishiqing，jiaowulihuitian。”
woxiaodao：“wobushilaizhaonima。pingwoyijizhiliyexukunnan，danshiruguoyoushanjielaibangmangdehua，jieguojiuhuibuyiyang。”
shanshanfangxiataiben，mantiaosilidishuodao：“wanqing，wozheixienianjianguanlezhongxingpengyue，keshiqiangdaozhongrentuideshiqingyekandebushao。nijuedenishiqianzhe，haishihouzhe？”
wozhengleyixia，chengkendiwendao：“shanshan，ninengkanzhewobeizhongrentuidao，yebufuwoyibama？”
tazhuanguolianqu，duizhejingzikanzhewo，nonghoudezhuangrongyangaibuletadelengmo。
wodixiatou，gangadiyixiao。
chenmolebanshang，woshuodao：“wozuihouyigeqingqiu，nikebukeyifanggejiaxiaoxichuqu，jiushuoniyouyijie《xingyunzhixing》zheidangjiemu？”
tazuijiaoqingqingyiyang，shuodao：“wozhinengbangnidaozheili，”dunledun，shuodao，“xianzaizhangfeicaishitailidelaoda。nimensulaibuhe，wobuxiangdezuita。”
“我懂。”
shanshannachushouji，shouwokafeibeizuodaowoshenpang，duiwoshuo：“xiaodetianyidian，yaoburanwozenmechuanxiaoxichuqu？”
ranhoutajuqishouji，womenliantiezhelian，paileyizhangzhaopian。
zhaopianpaihaozhihou，huranfajuewomenaizhezheimejin，douyouyisiganga。wozidongzuoyuanleyixie，shuodao：“xiexieni。”
“buyongxie，”taxiangshixianrulehuiyi，shuodao，“nirangwoxiangqilebanianqianwodeyigelaopengyou。yiwusuoyou，danshinengqunengshen。shenghuodeqiangzhe，bushixianggangtieyiyangjianyingderen，ershixiangpucaoyiyangjianrenderen。”
wozhidaotasuoweidelaopengyoujiushiwo，zuijiaobujinfuqiyisiwennuandexiaoyi。
shanshanjiezheshuo：“yinijintiandediwei，dakebubiqufuyuwodeshengqilingren。keshinijintiandebiaoxianrangwozhenzhengmingbaileyijianshiqing，neijiushi，banianqiandenishizenyangzhanqilai，banianhoudeniyiyangbuhuibeidadao。”
wohenzhenchengdishuodao：“xiexieni。”
tachaonongdixiaodao：“nibuyongxiewo。woyeshijizijipulu，mingzhidaonihaihuichenggong，wocaibuhuibazijideqiantujiduansongle。”
yourenzaiqiaomen，qingshengshuodao：“shanjie，lijiemukaipaihaiyoushifenzhong。”
shanshanzoudaoshuzhuangtaiqian，zuozuihoudezhunbei。
woqishen，meiyougaobiedehua，qingqingdizouchuhuazhuangjian。
zenmedingyiwoheshanshandeguanxini？
diren，pengyou，gongzuohuoban？haoxiangyongnayigedoubushifenheshi。
woxiangqibanianqian，jiemushoubodeqianyiye，womenjuzuzaidapaidangjucan，hejiuhedaolingchenliangdianduozhong。renmenzoudezou，sandesan，zuihouzhishengxiawoheshanshanzuozailukoudache。
womenlianggerenshuolehaoduohua。lianggerendouxiaole，houlaiyoudoukule。zuihouwobeihuanweigongrenjiaoxing，caifaxianwomenbaozaiyiqi，kaozhedianxianganshuizhele。
dangshidongfangyudubai，qinghuisedetianbianmengmengdeyouyisichaoxia。wojiaoxingshanshan，wozhetadeshoushuo：“qinaide，womendejiemuyaohuole。”
ruguowomendejiemuyaoshibuhuoni？
wohuiduoyigehaopengyouba。wolengchaodixiaole，zaimingliquandagun，zenmehuiyouzhenqing。
wodeshoujiyoutishi。wodakaiweibo。shanshangangfaleyitiaoxinweibo@wo。
zhijianshanshanshangchuanlegangpaidezhaopian，bingfuyan：“haojiemeisongjiwodekafei，wozuixihuandenatie。zuixinyiqide《xingyunzhixing》，tahuiguohouyongxinzhizuode，nimenyidingyaozhunshishoukane。”
liangfenzhongzhihou，tayoufaleyizhangkafeidezhaopian，xiangwohanhuadao：“sudazhipian，wojuedekuile。zanmenguanxizaizenmehao，nijiuyongyibeikafeidangwodechoulaoni？wuwu，zheimofeijiushichuanshuozhongdejiaoyoubushen？”
wozhuanfaletadeweibo，fuyan：“jiebuhuikuidainide。”
wolimajixiaobaidadianhua，“kandaoshanshandeweibolema？”
xiaobaiyishixushidaifa，“kandaole。”
“lianxizanmendemeitiziyuan，rangtamenmashangfaxinwen。suibiantamenzenmexie，naodeyuedayuehao。”
“收到！”
woguadiaodianhua，zouchudianshitai，taitoukanzhetianshangdeliuyunjingjingdipiaoguo。
wodexinningjingdekepa，fangfozhunbeichongfengdezhanshi，dengdaihuaposijidehaojiao。zheishiyichangbunengshudezhanyi。
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yigexiaoshihou，womenjuzubangongshidedianhuaciqibifu。wodeshoujishijingyinzhuangtai，danshidianhuaheduanxinyizhidoumeiyoutingguo。
womenzuderenyizhiduiguolekoujing：yaozhaowo，jiushuowozaikaihui，yaowenxiaoxi，jiumolengliangkedihuida。
xiaobailiulanzhewangshangdexiaoxi，huranduiwoshuo：“qingjie，nikuaiguolaikan——”
他只给我一条新闻：
jukekaoxiaoxi，suwanqingdandangzhizuorenhedaoyande《xingyunzhixing》，yinweishoushilvyizaixiahua，tailiganggangjuedingyaokandiaozheigejiemu。suoyigenbenbucunzaigaolinshanjietishentingdanrenzhuchirendeshiqing。zheishisuwanqinghetadetuanduizaimuhouchaozuo。liyongjiaxiaoxixiyingongzhongdeshixian，shisuwanqingyiguandezuofeng……
wowendao：“shanshanneibianzenmeyang？”
“tadejingjirenfangchuhualai，shanshanhenishiduoniandehaopengyouhehaozhanyou，ruguoshanshanzhichini，genbendoubuqiguai。zhishiguanyuhezuodewenti，haizaijinyibulejiezhong，yiqieyishanshandejuedingweizhun。”
womanyidixiaole，guoranhaishishanshanlihai。
“qingjie，zheigexinwenshisheifangchuqude？huibuhuishi……”
wodiandiantou，womencaidedoushiyigeren——zhangfei。
xiaobaiyoujifenjiaozhuo，wendao：“qingjie，neizanmengaizenmeban？”
wozhengyaohuida，quekandaokuaidixiaogehuaibaozheyishubaihehuazoulejinlai，wendao：“qingwensheishisuwanqingxiaojie？”
dajiatingxiashoubiandegongzuo，haoqidikanxiangwo。kuaidixiaogezoudaowomianqian，shuodao：“zheishinindehua，qingninqianshou。”
zaiwoqianshoudekongdang，xiaobaiqiaoqiaodidakailehuashulidekapian，mashangwushangzijidezuiba。
“shicongdiyusonglaide，haipachengzheiyang。”daiwokanwankapian，wocaimingbaixiaobaibushihaipa，ershijingya。
zheishuhuajingranshichenjianzhousonglaide。
kapianshangxiedao：liangtianhoushinideyigezhongyaoderizi，keshiwomashangjiuyaofeiqumeiguo，bunengweiniqingzhu。buzhidaosuxiaojiekefoushangguang，hewoyiqigongjinwancan。chenjianzhou。
xiaobaixixuedao：“hanzixiedebucuoya，”youzhuanwenwodao，“liangtianhoushinishenmezhongyaoderizi？”
wolianshangyouzheyizhibuzhudexiaoyi，tuikaita，“mangnidequ。”
xiaobaizoulemeijibu，youzhehuilai，coudaowogenqian，qingshengdiwen：“suxiaojie，daodishangbushangguang？”
wokandaowodeshoujipingmuliangle，shichenjianzhoudalaide。wotuikaixiaobaidelian，jieqiledianhua。xiaobaicaibuguanwo，yigejingditiezhewodebeitoutingwodianhua。
chenjianzhoudeyuqiyouyisitante，“huashoudaolema？”
“刚刚收到。”
taqingqingshuleyikouqi，shuodao：“wozhidaonizuixihuanbaihe。”
“谢谢。”
wotingzhetadelvexianjidongdehuxi，xinlijingranyongxianyisijiuweidegandong。jimiaozhongzhihou，tingzhetaxiaoxinyiyidiwendao：“wozhidaoyouyijiahenyoumingdeyidalicanting，buzhidaonijintianwanshangyoumeiyoukong？”
wohuanshileyixiamangluandebangongshi，shuodao：“dangranyoukong。”
tadeyuqiyoujifenxingfen，“neiwoliudianzhongjieni。”
“haoa。wozaidianshitaiduimiandekafeidiandengni。”
来得真是时候。
wokanlekanshijianyijingxiawusidianzhong，yushiyibianshoushidongxiyibianzhufuxiaobai，“gaosuzanmendemeitiziyuan，xibaizheigexinwen，yidingyaorangdajiazhidao，tailihaishifeichangzhongshiwo。”
“neixibaibule，zenmeban？”
“neigenghao。yueluanduizanmenyueyouli。”
wochumenzhihou，huyouzhuanshenzaimenlilugexiaolian，shuodao：“tingwode，mingtianyiqieok。”
dajiajiangxinjiangyi，keshiwoyijingbuguanle，haiyoulianggexiaoshi，woyaohaohaodabanyifan。
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xiawuliudianzhong，tianshanghuranxiaqilexiaoyu。
wozuozaikaojinluodichuangdeweizhi。
zheishichenjianzhoudiyicizhudongyuewo，ciqianwozhizaodeduoci“ouyu”zhongyuqidaolexiaoguo。
wodeyangzidaoyingzaiganjingruxidebolishang，baisedanjianzhangqun，dabolangjuandezhangfadaozaizuojian。tianjianjiananxiaqu，bolixiangjingziyiyangqingxi。wohelekoukafei，pianguotou，zaiyiciduanxiangwodezhuangrong，fubaichunhong。
ranhou，wokandaoxizhuanggelvdechenjianzhouchengzheyibatoumingdesan，zhanzailewodeyanqian，shenhoushikafeidiandehuangseyupengheyizhuhongshiliu。
takoukoubolichuang，wotaiyan，wokandaotazhenglezheng，ranhoucaichongwoweixiao。
我起身走出咖啡店。
zheicitaxiangbianleyigeren，bushigaogaozaishangdechenzong，ershishenshifengdushizudechenjianzhou。
taweiwochengzhesan，shoubuzijuedifuzaiwodehoubei。zoudaocheqian，youweiwolakaichemen。dengdaotashangchehou，wocaifajuetadebangeshenzishangluomanleyudi。
yilushang，yinlewoxihuandeeluosigangqinjialudaofu·saierjindezuopin。
wosuoyoufuyongfengyadeaihao，doushiconglihaichaoneilikaishide。youyiniandexiatian，waimianxiazheyu，zaimoshushudeshanshang，lihaichaojiwotingludaofudezuopin，congciwobianxihuanshangle。danshi，shenshaoyourenzhidao。
congyikaishidebaihe，daoweiwochengsan，zaidaoludaofudegangqinqu，yiludoushendewoxin。
suiranwobieyoujuxin，danshitabujinrangwolingyanxiangkan。
daodacantingzhihou，wohuranyoudianburenxintidaowocixingdemude。woyijinghaojiumeiyouhenanrenyuehuile，youqishizheimeyouzhidenanren。
yushi，wojiusuizhetadehua，hetayiqiliaoyinle，liaodianying，liaozuijinkandeshu。
wofaxiantaaihaohenguangfan，keshilejiedeyoubushineimefuqian。
woerbiantingzhetadididechaoshideshengyin，ranhouheleyikouhongjiu，fangxiabeizizhihou，neiyouyiyangguangzedudehongjiuyizhizaibeiziliqingqingdidangyang。
wozhiqixiaba，ningwangzheta，fajuetashiyigegaojihongjiubandenanren，youxiangqi，youzhigan，youyouhuo。
wochunchunyudong，hetatanlianaiyinggaihaibucuo。
chenjianzhouwendao：“niweishenmelaoshidingzhewokan？”
woguaneryixiao，wendao：“zaiwohuidanizhiqian，ninengxiangaosuwo，weishenmeyaoqingwochifanni？”
tazhengleyixia，ranhouqingxiaozheyaoyaotou，wojinleshoushangdedaocha，huyousongkai，xiangshixiadinglejuexinside，shuodao：“woduisuxiaojieyouhaogan，”dunledun，shuodao，“wobuxihuanlangfeishijianaimei，xiwangninengyuanliangwodezhijie。”
棋逢对手！
“woxiangxin，suxiaojieduiwoyeyoutongyangdeganjue。suoyicaihuizheimetangtu。”
mofeiwobuhuaihaoyidijiejinta，rangtayousuowuhui。
woqingxiaoleyixia，shuodao：“wobuzhidaogaizenmekaikou。”
tayoudianqiguai，wendao：“nixiangshuoshenme？”
wopieletayiyan，ranhoudixiatou，shuodao：“wojintianqueshiguyilaigouyinnide。”
tayaranshixiao，wendao：“gouyinwo？”
“ng，”woqingshuleyikouqishuo，“wotebiexuyaochenzongshoushangdehetong。”
guolepianke，woyemeiyoutingdaotadehua。wozhishidizhetoujiangcanjindiechengyigexiaofangkuai，youmanmandipuzhankai，qingshengwendao：“niduiwoshiwangle？”
woyijiumeiyoudedaotadedafu。
guolehaojiu，tawendao：“niweishenmeyaogenwoshuozheixie？”
“woxiangrangnizhidaowodaodishizenyangyigenvren，haotinijieshengshijian，”wotaiqiyanjiandingdikanzheta，shuodao，“ruguonixiangjiejindeshiyigepiaoliangnvren，nikenengxiangcuole。woshiyigeshigudenvren，cishixiangdebushilangman，ershijintuihesuanji。suoyi，feichengwurao。”shuoba，wobianqishenlikai。
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waimiandeyuyuexiayueda，fangfoshiyigebeishangdegushidebeijingyiyang，rerenyoushang。
wozhanzaicantingwaidingyanxiadengche。
youlianggenvhaizitongwozhanzaiyiqi，tamenyigetongwoyiyangzhiyouqunzi，lingyigeshenpinanshidexizhuangwaitao。
buyihuier，yiliangchetingzaiwomenmianqian，yigenanrentiaoxiache，xiongkouwuzheyitiaotanzi，tafeikuaidipaodaoneigechuanqunzidenvhaimianqian，batanziguodaoletashenshang，ranhouyongzhenvhaizishangleche。
piankezhihou，lingyiliangchetingzailewodemianqian，yigechuanbaichenshandenanrenzouxiache，chengzheyibatianlansedeyusan。tajiezouleneigepizhenanshixizhuangwaitaodenvhaizi。
wodongdesesefadou，erfuwuyuanweiwojiaodechuzuchehaimeiyoulai。
jimojiuxiangzheilengfengyiyangwuqinglaixi。
woxiangqilelihaichao，xiangjitadagedianhua，quefaxianshoujimeidianle。woaosangdijiangshoujifanghao，yanleidiaolexialai。
woshiyigemeiyourenaidenvren。
jiuzaiwoxinhuiyilengzhishi，woganjuebeishangbeirenqingqingdidashangyijianyifu，yifushangnuannuandetiwenhaizai，zhenruxuezhongsongtan。
wozhuanguolian，kandaochenjianzhouzhanzaiwodeshenhou。
womangbalianbieguolingyibian，xixibizi，qiaoqiaodimodiaoleyanlei，shuodao：“xiexie。”
chenjianzhouwenroudishuo：“wosongnihuijia。”
woyaotoujujuele。zhengzaizheishihou，jiewodechuzuchedaole。wozhengyuhaiyifujichenjianzhou，talianmangzhizhile，“lushangleng。”
“我洗干净还你。”
wozhuanshenshi，yanjiaodeyuguangkandao，tasihuxiangshenshoulazhuwo，danwohaishizoule。
yilushangwodouzaixiang，zheisuanshenme。
jiuxiangxiaoshihoufumuduiwokongxudenuoyan，mingmingzhidaotamenzhuangzuowangjile，quehaiyizhidianjizhe。shijianjiule，woyewangjinuoyandeneirong，queyongyuanjideweishixiandeyihanheshiluo。
yuanbenyiweiwoyijingbaidubuqin，keshiwocaifaxian，woyiranshineigerongyishoushangdenvren。woshengmingzhongdenanren，chuxianshi，zongshizhangkaishuangbeikuangbenerlai，keshiliqushi，doubukenhuitoukanyixiachuoqierdaodewo。
aiqingshishenme？wozhendebuzhidao。
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wohuidaojia，landetaoyaochikaimen，yushianlemenling，jiwokaimenderenqueshilihaichao。
wobachenjianzhoudexizhuangguahao，zoujinwuli。
wotingzhebabaduilihaichaoshuo：“wojiushuorangniduozuohuier，zheibuxiaoqingmashangjiuhuilaile。”
womaduanzheyibeirechachulai，jianwochuanchengzheiyang，wendao：“youqucanjianipengyoudepartyma？”
wohuluanyingleyisheng，zhuanshenjiuyaobikai，quebeiwomafaxianleyichang。tajingyadiwendao：“nishibushikuguo？yudaoshenmeshiqingle？shibushigongzuobushunli？”
woyoudianbunaifandishuodao：“meiyou，buyaoxiacai。”piaoleyiyanlihaichao，tayeguanqiedikanzhewo。
congyijinmenkaishi，tajiufaxianwokuguo。
wopibeidihuidaowodefangjian。
wotingdaolihaichaogaocideshengyin，ranhoushiguanmensheng。
chenmolebanshang，womajingyadiduiwobashuo：“nikuaiguolaikan，zheibushiyijiannanrendeyifu。xiaoqingzenmehuichuanjiannanrendewaitaohuilai？”
tamenliangyanjiulebantian，tuiduanchuwotoutouditanlianaile，jintianshihenanpengyouchaojiahuilaide。
womashuodao：“guaibudedabandeneimepiaoliang，yuanlaishiquyuehui。”
wobashuodao：“tadousanshile，zheiyicigaishidingxiaxinlaileba，”huyouwanxidao，“jiushikexilehaichaozheihaizi。”
womaxiaodao：“nihaidianjizheranghaichaozuonidenvxu？”
wobayoudiankunaodao：“wozhenshixiangbuchuliyoulai，ninverweishenmefangzhehaohaodelihaichaobuai，jinquheneixiegewuqibazaoderenqutanlianai。nikankandaxueshidaideneigeliwei，haiyoucanjiagongzuolerenshineigeshenmelaizhe……”
“叶师勇。”
“dui，neigeshixizhuchiren。meiyigebideshanglihaichao。”
womayadileshengyin，danshiwoyinyinyueyuehainengtingdejian，“nijiushiyixiangqingyuan，xiaoqingyuanyile，neihaichaohaidexihuanni。nikankan，taliangcongxiaoyikuaizhangda，xiaoqingshiyuezhangyuepiaoliang，erqieyouyounengli。keshijuwoguancha，haichaozhidangxiaoqingshimeimei。niguangzaineilizhejiyoushenmeyong。”
wobabiaoshibutongyi，tadesangmenyiranneimeliang，“huabushinizheimeshuo，wodenvershigongzhu，yaoshenmerenyaobudao？zheinanzhuinvgezuoshan，nvzhuinangecengsha。yaoshixiaoqingyoudianxinsi，bushijinshuiloutaixiandeyuema……”
wotingbuxiaqule，dashengdaduantamendeduihua：“woshenmedoutingdedao，buyaodangwobucunzai，haobuhao？”
tamenbianbuzaiyanyu。buyihuier，wotingzhebamawoshidemenguanshangle。
daiwoxiwanzao，quekandaowomazhengzuozaiwodechuangbianshang。worengzaichuangshangdeyifu，yijingbeitazhenglihao。
“nihehaichaochaojiale？wojianniyemeihetashuoyijuhua。”
womeiyouhuida，zhishiwendao：“talaizuoshenme？”
womacaixiangqilai，shuodao：“tamendanweifaleyizhangtaiwansirenyoudelvyouquan，jisongguolai。”
wozuodaoshuzhuangtaiqian，yibianwanglianshangpaishui，yibianshuodao：“zanmenhaishaoyigerenni。yaobudaishangwojie，zhishibuzhidaosheijitakanhaizi。wojiefukebuhuizhaoguhaizi。”
womahuranyoudianbuhaoyisi，shuodao：“wozhengshigennishuozheishini。nikanniyigongzuojiumanggebuting，yitiandounanjiangerenying。wopayihoudoumeiyoushijiangenniti。wohenibadeyisishi，nigongzuoyemang，nijiehenijiefu2008nianzhihouyizhiguodeburuyi，yexiangjiezheigejihuirangtamenchuqusansanxin。”
wozhengwangshouxinlidaorunfuru，tingdaozheihua，biantingzhule。womajianzhuang，mangjieshidao：“niguoneiguowaiqudedifangyeduo，nijietamen……”
wodaduantadehua，shuodao：“2008nianzhiqian，wojietamennalimeiyouquguo。zaishuole，xianzaijiefusuirantiaojianchale，keshitabamazailaojiabuhaiguanzheyigegongchangma？tamenjiushizaibuhao，yebiyibanrenchabudaonaliqu。”
womadeyuqiyoudiankukoupoxindeyisi，“zheiwodouzhidao。keshinijiefubamaniyoubushibulejie，tamenyizhidoubuxihuannijie。jiusuanshiqianshangmianshaoweihaodian，keshixinliyeyizhihenweiqu。”
womadunledun，shuodao：“yiqiannijiebanglenibushao。nizuodiyigejiemu，haishinijiefubangmangzhaopengyoutouzi。ninengbangtajiubangzhedianta。”
woyitingjile，shuodao：“wozenmebubangtale？xianzaidewentibushiwojie，haishimanidewenti。niweishenmeyizhipianzhewojie，congxiaodaodadoushizheiyang？jiusuanwozaiwaimianduoxinku，nihebayecongmeiyouguowenyiju。”
womazhejidishuodao：“womenbushijuedeniyounengli，shenmeshiqingdounengbanhaoma？”
yiguxinsuanhuranyongshangxintou，tebiexiangshuoyiju，woshichaorena，shenmeshiqingdounengbanhao。keshiyoupashuocuohuashangren，yushimenzaixinli，guolehaoyihuiercaishuodao：“neinimenquba。wogongzuoyemang，jiushixiangquyemeiyoushijian。”
wocaifaxianfaxianwomadelianshangmanshikuijiu，xinyeruanle，shuodao：“woneibianyeyoupengyou，daoshihouworangtadainimenquwan。genzhelvyoutuanwanbuhao。”
womadiandiantou，shuodao：“qishigenzhelvyoutuanyetinghao。”
yishiwomendouchenmowuhua。
mamalinchumenqianduiwoshuo：“nigongzuoleile，yebietaiyaoqiang，huijiamajinizuohaochide。”
wobeizheshenzi，menmendi“ng”leyisheng，yanjingqueshirunle。
shuijueshifen，lihaichaofaweixinwenwo：“nijintiankuguo？”
“嗯……”
“因为什么？”
“yinweifajuezijimeiyourenai。”
taneibianchenmolehaojiu，wodoukuaishuizhele，tacaihuileyiju：“neishinibuzhidaoniyouduokeai。”
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woxiangqichenjianzhouweiwopishangwaitao，tayehuizheimerenweima？