谢谢你一直不爱我
《谢谢你一直不爱我》 小说介绍
《xiexieniyizhibuaiwo》zhujiaoweisuwanqinglihaichao，zuozheaisiyirumuchunfengdenaodonggenxiangxiangli，qingjiehuanhuanxiangkou，xiamianjiujigeweijieshaoyixia。wocaixiangqilai，wangjigaosulihaichaowobuhuimashanghuijia。wobuhaoyisidishuodao：“nirangtachiwanfanduodaihuier，wozhengquzaodianhuiqu。”……
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第3章
万丈红尘，我来了
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wozhidao《xingyunzhixing》chulehenduozhuangkuang，danshiwoconglaidoubupawenti。
wobushiyigexingyunderen，congweinenggouyimingjingren，keshiwoyoushiyigehenxingyunderen，meiyicidecuozhezhihoujiuhuiyinglaixianhuanufang。
wohenhuifuruan，danshiwojueburenshu。
huilaizheijitian，wobaifanglewozaidianshiquanlizhongyaodepengyou。tamendouyuanyizhichiwodongshanzaiqi。
shangbandeqianyitianwanshang，wofalepengyouquan：wanzhanghongchen，wolaile！
张妃竟然给我点赞。
diertianzaoshang，wozouguowenyibudezhanglang，jingguolezuifanmangde《yuanshiyijiaren》jiemuzu，neishizhangfeizuideyidezuopin，ranhoujinrulementinglengluode《xingyunzhixing》debangongshi。
wozouzhihou，zhangfeianzhongshishouduan，ba《xingyunzhixing》tichuhuangjindang，shenzhiyiduzhizaibaitianbochu，《xingyunzhixing》deshoushilvmeikuangyuxia。tayounenglibazheigejiemukandiao，danshitaguyiliuzheigelantanzijiwo。
yexu，tahenxiangkankanwo，shiruhegouyancanchuande。
jiemuzushibaweizhuchuang，zhishengxiawuge。diyicipengtouhuishang，wotingdaolehenduodeshengyin：
“jiemuzhutibeimofang，chuangyinanyiweiji，jianjianxishileguanzhong。”
“guanggaoshangbeilazou，zhizuofeiyizaiyasuo。”
woyibiantingzhe，yibianjiluzhexuyaojiejuedewenti。
“lingdaobuzhongshi，youyiqingxie，daduoshutongshijuedegandemeiyisi。”
“jiemumanmanzhishengxiaxingshi，gaizouderendouzoule。zhishengxiawomenzheixiemeiyourenyaode。”
shuodaozheilidajiamianmianxiangqu，zuihoudoukanxiangwo。wozhidao，zhuchirenshentingyebeizhangfeishoumai，quzuolingyidangjiemu。fanertajiezhishengmingqueqide《xingyunzhixing》daochengletadejianzhi。
biandaoxiaochenrenbuzhubaoyuandao：“shentingluzhijiemu，bushichidao，jiushizaotui。haizongbanchudangqi，yasuoluzhishijian。jiemuzhiliangxiajiang，hetayouhendaguanxi。”
shexiangzhanggecongwozuodiyigejiemushijiugenzhewo，zheiyiluzoulaidezhongzhong，tazuishilejie。taxiangshianweiwo，youxiangshiwanxidao：“shuodaozheiyidian，shentingjiuburushanshanhoudao。shanshansuiranaibaijiazi，danshiguanjianshihoujuebuhuiluojingxiashi。”
shanshanshiwomendianshitaidedangjiahuadan，dangchushiwoyishoupenghongta。
xiaobaipawoshengqi，shuodao：“shenmejiaomeirenyao？zanmenzheiwugerennagemeiyoushoudaobiedezudeyaoqing？zhishitamenmiaoxiao，rongbuxiawomenzheixiedafo。fanzhengwozaitailizhixinqingjie，youtazai，jiubupabeirenxiaoqiaole。”
biandaoxiaochenzuooutuzhuang，daqushuodao：“kandaoniyirujiwangpaimapi，wozongsuanganshoudao，zanmenzuyouxiedongximeiyoubian。”
xiaobaitouyiwai，jiyaoraodi“qu”leyisheng。
dajiadouxiaole，yishijianningzhongdeqifenhuanhebushao。
wozhenglileyixiasilu，shuodao：“qishidajiadewentidouhenhaojiejue。guanzhongbeixishile，womenjiuxiangbanfabaguanzhongxiyinguolai。guanggaoshangbeilazoule，zanmenjiuzaiqianghuilai。lingdaobuzhongshi，yebuyaomaiyuan，zhiyaoshoushilvhuilai，lingdaoziranjiuzhongshile。zhiyurenma，gaizoudeliubuzhu，yaohuilaiyebulanzhe。renwanggaochuzou，dajiadoushihunkoufanchi，zaizheiquanzilidouburongyi。”
zhanggeshuodao：“wanqing，shuoderongyi，kezhenzhengzuoqilainayouneimejiandan。”
woxiaodao：“zanmengangkaishichuangyedeshihou，buyeshipijingzhanji、congwudaoyoudema？shijieshangmeiyouyifanfengshundeshihou，zheicaishirenshengdechangtai。ruguoyinweixiangdaokunnanzhongzhongjiuxianxieqi，neigenbenbushikunnanbazijidabai，ershizijibazijihesile。”
“wanqing，nizoudezheidabannianhuanjingkedoubianle，youqishiwenyibu。”
wocaiyishidaowomenzujingshenhuansandaohedengchengdu，dangnianyuwoyiqidapinjiangshandetamen，zaoyibiandetuifei、beiguan。
不过，我理解他们。
chulexiaobaihexiaochen，qiyusangerenzaoyijiejinbuhuo，tamenxuanzejixuliuzaizuli，yexuyouzhongchengdebufen，dangengduodeyuanziyuduixuanzedemimanghedanqie。
“shanbuzhuandehua，shuiyehuizhuan。jiusuanwomeiyouqujinxiu，jieguoyebuyidingjiubixianzaihao。fanzhengjieguoyijingshizheiyangle，chulewomenzijifafentuqiang，meiyoubiedebanfakexing。yuqibeiguanditaobi，haiburuleguanmiandui。dajiaxiangxinwo，suoyoudeshiqingzongyoujiejuedeyitian。daoneiyitian，womenyidingyaoqiaoluodagu、mingjinfangpaolaiqingzhuwomendeshengli，fangduideqiwomendejianchiheyongqi。”
wugerenmianmianxiangqu，modibaofachuyizhenreliedezhangsheng。
xiaobaiguyikaikaiyanjiao，shuodao：“qingjie，womenbashansheshuikezhongyuzhaodaozuzhile，zheixiaxinkejiudingle——”tashuqidamuzhi，“qingjie，nikezhenhuishuodadaoli。wofule。”
zhenzuoleshiqi，xiayibujiukaishijiejuewenti。
xiaochentiyidao：“zanmenxiangaibanba，neirongxinying，ziranjiunengxiyinguanzhong。wozheibianyijingyoujigeqihuaan，qingjieyaobunixiankanyixia。”
zhanggefanduidao：“yinggaixianzhaoyipiren，jiuwomenzheijigerenhejigelinshigong，zaiyouchuangyiyepaibuchuhaodongxi。wanqing，mingtianwojiuquguangboxueyuanzhaoyipishixisheng。”
woyouwozijidekanfa，shuodao：“woshangbanqiankanleyixiazanmendejiemu，zhiliangsuiranbibushangcongqian，danshishuizhunhaishiyoude。jiemugaibanshibixude，danshishiduanbuhao，shoushilvshangbuqu，xiazhetengzhishirerenxiaohua。”
xiaobaibiaoqingmimang，wendao：“neizenmebanni？”
xiaochentiyidao：“zheihaiburongyi。qingjie，lingdaoneimezhongshini，niquqiuqiuqing，jizanmendiaoyigehaoshiduan。zanyebuyaohuangjindang，zhiyaobuneimepianjiuxing。”
woyouyoudiheleyikoukafei，ranhoushuodao：“niyiweilingdaozhongshiwoshenmeni？woshoushangmeiyouwangpaijiemu，meiyoushoushilv，lingdaozhongshiwoshenmeni？”
xiaobaiyijiubiaoqingmimangdiwendao：“neikezenmebanni？”
wozaizhishangxieleyigedadade“qian”zi，zhanshijidajia，shuodao：“meiyouqian，shenmedoushibaida。zhiyaowomennenglalaidazanzhu，buyongwomenduoshuo，jiemuziranjiuhuiyouhaoshiduan。”
xiaobaihutule，“jie，zheibufanlema？haoshiduan，haojiemucainengladaodazanzhu。zanmendejiemuzheiyang，zenmehuiyouzanzhushangwenjin？”
woqingsongdiyixiao，shuodao：“zheijiushiwodeshiqingle，nimenzhixuyaotingwodehaoxiaoxijiuxingle。”
zaoqian，yijingyouneixiantongzhiwo，youyijiashilixionghoudeqiyeyouyiyudianshitaihezuo，zhangfeiyizhijijiyutamenjiechu，keshitamenyinweichanpindedingweibuming，yizhiyouyubujue。
《yuanshiyijiaren》zheimehongdejiemu，tamendouzaiguanwang，kejiantamendejinshen。
wozhidao，zheishiyigeqianzainanfengdejihui。
woshitailizuinianqingdezhipianrenhezongdaoyan，woshoushangyouguosangeshoushilvwendingdejiemu，zheijiushiwoshoulidewangpai，wobaochiqingsongdeliyou。
danshi，wosihuqingsongdetaizao。
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xiaobaidadianhuajiwo，shengyinxiangzuozeiyiyang——wopaitadaoguanggaobuzuowodi。
“qingjie，neigeqiyedefuzerenlaile，jiaozuochenjianzhou。danshiguanggaobudehuangzhurenlinshiyougejinjihuiyi，zhulixiaoqizhengzaijiedaita。”
woquxiaotadao：“meibiyaozhendegenzuozeiyiyangdeba。”
“wodeqingjie，niyiweiguanggaobujiuwoyigezeima？qitajigezudoudingzhezheikuaifeirouni。kuidewoshangcihexiaoqiyiqiquzuolespa，tacaikenjiwotouluxiaoxi。”
wobiaoyangdao：“zuodehao！”
“wozheibianjixuqianfu，shengxiadejiukaonile。”
woguadiaodianhua，kankanshijian，zhenghaoshidianzhong。wofenfuxiaochendadianhuadaojinxiyuanyudingweizhi。
xiaochenshuodao：“qingjie，jinxiyuandeweizibuhaoding。”
woyijingdatinghaole。chenjianzhousuiranshigeabc，quexihuantingxihecha，shigenandedefengyapai。
wobianchuanfengyibianwangwaizou，shuodao：“neigechenzonghenxihuantingxihecha，yidingyaojinxiyuan。”
xiaochensidongfeidongdi“e”leyisheng。
wobianzoubianjilihaichaodadianhua。woshangbanshijianjitadadianhua，kendingbushiwenhouta。tameiyoulangfeishijian，zhijiewendao：“youshenmeshiqing？”
“nishangcisongwobadeneigechahenhaohe。tingshuohenminggui。”
“neishimoshuzaishanshangbiguanshiqinshoubeizhidecha，tingshuozaitadechashili，zhiyouteshudekerencainenghedaoneigecha。”
neime，yezhiyoutebiedongchaderen，caixiudechuhaochadeweidao。
wolveyouyiweidi“e”leyisheng，dengzhetafahua。
taguoranwendao：“nixiangyaoma？”
“送人。”
“yeshi。niyaoshizijihe，caibuhuikaikougenwoyao。jialiyinggaihaiyou，niyaoshixuyaodehua，wojininayifen。”
wogaoxingdizhikuata，“haichaoge，nishizaishitaihaole，”ranhouyuqiyibian，shuodaozhengshi，“woyidianzhongzuoyoujiuxuyaoyong，shierdianninengjiwoma？wopairenshangnineiliquna。”
tayuluweinan，“woshiyidianwushixiaban。zouluhuijiayedeshiduofenzhong……”
wohuranxiangdaotadingxiadeneigewunianmubiao，dangranbunengrangtayinweizheigexiaoshijiupogong，yushishuodao：“qishiwanneimejifenzhongyemeishi。worangrenzhijiezainijiamenkoudengzhe，zheiyangjiujieshengleshijian。buyaodaraonidegongzuocaishizhengshi。”
wogangguaduandianhua，xiaochenjiudadianhuaguolaigaoji，“qingjie，renjiashuoyijingmanyuanle，zhinengyudingyigexingqihoudeweizi。”
“nixianyudingbiejiazuobeiyong，wolaixiangbanfa。”
wogualexiaochendedianhua，youjixiaobaidadianhua，rangtaqunachaye。
xiaobailinguadianhuazhiqianjidongdishuo：“qingjie，wotaixihuanxianzaizheizhongjinzhangdeganjuele。taicijile。”
wozoujindianti，caishuleyikouqi，youkaishixiangjinxiyuandeshiqing。xianglaixiangqu，zhiyoulihaichaonenggoubangshangmang。woyoutianzhelianjilihaichaodadianhua，yuqichongmanletaohao，“haichaoge，mangma？”
“womencaitongguodianhua，nishuoni？”
wodeshengyintiandehuabukai，“kebukeyizaibangwogemang？”
“haode。”tadayingwo，xianglaihentongkuai。
“moshushuhejinxiyuandelaobanshipengyou。wojintianzhongwujixudingdaoneilideweizi，nikebukeyibangwojimoshushudagedianhua？”
“哪个金溪园？”
“jiushiyoujingjuhechashedeneigejinxiyuan。”
“wobuzhidaomoshuheneigelaobanshipengyou。”
“woyouyicizaineilichifan。wojianmoshushuqule，laobanqinzijiedaide。lianggerenhaoxiangguanxihenqinjin。woshunbiandatingleyixia，tamenliangrenguanxifeiqian。”
lihaichaoxiaodao：“shunbiandating……”
wobangeguilian，suirantakanbujian。zheijiushiwodelihaizhichu，zongnengfaxiankeguidejihui。
“neiwodadianhuashishi。”
“wanshangwoqingnichifan。”
“chifanjiumianle。nishaohedianjiuxing。”
wolimayansudishuodao：“zunming。”
lihaichaojianzhijiushiwodeguanshiyinpusa，youqiubiying。guobuqiran，buyihuier，dangwokandaoguanggaobuhuangzhurenconghuiyishizouchulai，zhengzhunbeiyingshangqudeshike，wojiedaolelihaichaodeduanxin：moshushuoyijingdinghaoweizile，zhijiebaotademingzijiukeyi。
woxinqingdahao，chunfengdeyiyidingxiezailewodelianshang。
huangzhurenkanjianwo，xiangwoweixiaoshiyi。
wojimangzoushangqianqu。huran，woshenbiankuaisushanguoyigeshenying，yongyizhonglaojiaoqingdeyuqishuodao：“zhuren，wokezhaodaonile。”
wodingjingyikan，queshizhangfei。
huangzhurenwendao：“xiaozhang，shenmeshiqing？”
zhangfeizhandingle，poyouyiweidikanlewoyiyan，shuodao：“womenjiemuneigeguanggaoshangzhunbeizhuijiatouzideshiqing。renjiagangjiwodadianhuaguolai，shuoshitongyile。wozheibuganjinpaoguolai，xiangnibaogaozheigexiaoxi。”
huangzhurenlvedaijingqidiwendao：“womendetiaojiandoudayingle。”
“dangran。nindouchumale，hainengbujimianzi。”
huangzhurenhenshouyongdeyangzi，“zheijiuhao。”
zhangfeixiaodao：“wopeininqubangongshizaixiangtan。youxiehua，bunengrangwairentingjian。”
wairen？zheibushishuowoma。
huangzhurenyifuguanqiang，shuodao：“womenhaidezaishenzhong，youxiexijiehaidezaishangtaoyixia。”
zhangfeipeizhehuangzhurenluguowoshi，jilewoyigedeyideweixiao，yanshenzhongmanshicimudeqingmie。
wojiuzheiyangbeiwushengwuxidiliangzaiyibian。
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wozuozaibangongshili，dingzheshijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，juedingbunengzuoyidaibi。
wodefengge，jishishuaidao，yeyaoshuaidepiaoliang。wofanxiangdaoju，zhongyuzhaochuyixiaobaomoshuhongbeidechaye，ranhouzangzaixiuzili。
wonaleyifenqihuaan，yifubanzhengshideyangzi，ganquguanggaobu。
guanggaobuyirujiwangdemangluan，dajiabushizaidadianhua，jiushizaijiedianhua，yaoburanjiushishouzhongnazheziliaojicongcongdiganlu。
zhangfeiheneimingfuzerendouzaihuangzhurenbangongshi。tamenzhengzairelieditanlunzheshenme。
wozhenglihaobiaoqing，qiaokailebangongshidemen。
zhangfeiyijianwo，limajingtiqilai，shuodao：“qingjienizenmelaile？”
woxiaozhebiguota，mianxianghuangzhurenshuodao：“zhuren，wohuilai，zanmenhaimeiyouzhengshijianmianni。benlaixiangsirenshijianxuxu，keshigongzuobudengren，youdegongzuoshijianjiannin。wodoukuaibuhaoyisile。”
huangzhurenxiaodao：“xiaosu，huilaihaishiyingma，gongzuohaimangma？”
wochenguaidikanleyiyanzhangfei，shuodao：“tuozhangjiedefu，woxianzaizhongyukeyiqingxianyizhenzile。”
zhangfeixiaodao：“zheiyoushizenmeshuo？wanqingzheirenshuohuajiuaizheiyang，shuobanjuzangbanjude。wozheirenbudanzuiben，naoziyeben，genbentingbuchunihualideyisi。”
womangjieshidao：“zhangjienikewuhuilea。woshishuoninxianzaishitailidedahongren，suoyoudeziyuanduinilaishuo，buguoshijinshuiloutai。womenzheixierenkebudoudepaiduiwanghouzhanma？zheibujiuqingxianle。”
wozhuanxianghuangzhuren，“zhuren，wojinxiuqianshibushiyeshizheifudexing，bazijimangdebansi，rangbierenqingxiandeshoubule？”
huangzhurensuzhiwohezhangfeiyixiangbuhe，suoyidamahudao：“nengzheduolaoma。xiaosuniyebushidengxianzhibei，shuobudingguoliangtianjiugengmangle。”
woxiaodao：“wojiushitianshenglaoliuming，bierenxiangrangxianzheyexianbuzhu，”wokanxiangneiweifuzeren，shuodao，“nikanwo，guangguzhexianliao，zheiweishi——”
neiweifuzerenmangzhanqilai，huangzhurenjieshaodao：“zheiweichenjianzhouxiansheng。”
chenjianzhoudayuesanshiwusuidenianji，shencailvegao，zhangxiangputong，buguohunshenshangxiaguiqibiren。
woshenguoshouqu，yizhongdandandeyaxiangqiaoqiaocongxiuzilisanfachulai。
woxiaodao：“chenxiansheng，xinghui。wojiaosuwanqing。”
chenjianzhouwolewodeshou，shuodao：“suxiaojie，xinghui，”tachiyileyixia，wendao，“suxiaojiexihuanhecha。”
“tanbushangxihuan。buguowoyouyiweichengdeshangwangnianjiaodepengyou，tazaishanshangkaileyizuochashanshi，woxinqingfanzaodeshihoujiuxihuanquneilijingjingxin。”
chenjianzhoumianluyisixise，shuodao：“nideneiweipengyoushibushixingmo？”
wozuoxichuwangwaizhuang，“chenxianshengyerenshi？”
“见过几面。”
woxiaodao：“neiyoujihuikeyaohechenxianshengqumoshushuneili，haohaoheyibeicha。zhibuguotaneilitichangzhiyu。woxianggenninduoliaoliangju，doubuxingle。”
chenjianzhouyoujifenchayi，shuodao：“meixiangdaosuxiaojienianjiqingqing，jiuxihuanshandao。”shuozhedishangletademingpian。
zhangfeizaiyipangchahuadao：“qingjie，nizhaozhurentanshenmezhengshini？”
wobaqihuaanjiaojihuangzhuren，shuodao：“zheishishangyejimi。”
huangzhurendaishangyanjing，culvedikanleyixia，shuodao：“xiaosu，woxianzaiyouxiemang，dengyoukongle，wozaixikan。”
wodemudeyijingdadaole，yushixinranshuodao：“rangzhurenfeixinle。”
linchumenshiwoduichenjianzhoushuo：“duile，chenxiansheng，woneilihaiyouyibaohaocha。ruguoyihuieryoukong，bufangdaowobangongshiheshangyibeizaizou。”
chenjianzhouweixiaodihanshou，buzhikefou。
wohuijilezhangfeiyigeweixiao，ranhouxinbuzouchulezhurenbangongshi。
buyihuier，zhangfeiyegenzhezouchulai，yuwobingjianerxing。womenduikanleyiyan，womeiyoulita，jingzhizoujinlechashuijian。
chashuijianmeiyouren，wodaoleyibeikafei，piejianzhangfeijiuduzaimenkou。
womenshitongyipishixisheng，youshitongyiqiyuangong。dangnianbbchetailihepaiyigegushipian，tamenxuyaoyigenianqingdezhuli，wohezhangfeijingguocengcengxuanbachengweidaixuandelianggerenxuan。zuizhongyinweiwodeyingyukouyugengshengyichou，tamenxuanzelewo。
zheiduokuilihaichao，takouyuxiangdangdehao，woyoubukenshujita，suoyiyizhidouzailianxi。
yubbchezuo，zheizaiwomenlvlishangjueduishizhidedashuteshudeyibi。
chufadeqianyitian，zhangfeijiaolepengyoumenjiwojianxing。wohezuile，erqieshoujiyediule。diertianwoyizhidaoxiawucaixinglai。juzushidianxingmeishizuopai，yinweilianxibushangwo，limajiangwocitui，erzhangfeishunshidingtilewo。
zheijiushiwohezhangfeijiaoedekaishi。
woheleyikoukafei，xiaozheshuodao：“woneishihouduoyouzhia，zhijienakafeijiupodaonidelianshang。nidangshitangshangleba。”
yeshizaichashuijian，zhangfeichengrenzaiwodejiulidongleshoujiao，ranhourenglewodeshouji。
zhangfeimomolian，shuodao：“haidexiexieni，benlaiduinixincunkuijiu，neiyibeikafeizhihoujiutanranle。”
wojifengdao：“gengjiatanrandizuonidexiaorenle。”
zhangfeichaoxiaodao：“suwanqing，yejiushiniyouzigegenwotanzenmezuoxiaoren。”
woxiaodao：“zheijiushinihewodebutong。wozuoxiaoren，zuojiuzuole，buxiangni，haijizijilipaifang。”
zhangfeilengxiaodao：“buguoshiwushibuhebaibudequbie。”
wohuranfajuehezhangfeizheiyangchunqiangshezhanyoushishenfen，yushizhihewodekafei，buzailita。
zhangfeiyuqijiazhongdao：“nishuowoailipaifang，wojintianjiuchiluoluodizuoyihuixiaoren。niyounaxiezhaoshuwodouhenqingchu。zhiyaowohaiyouyidianliqi，wojiubuhuijiniyidingdiandejihui。xianzaidenihechuguoqianyijingbuyiyangle。nijiudengzhekanwozenmeluojingxiashiba。”
wofangxiakafeibei，jiqipingjingdiduitashuo：“neinikeqianwanbiejiwojihui，yaoburannihuigenyiqianyiyang，beiwodademandizhaoya。”
zhangfei“haha”daxiaoqilai，tazaiwomianqianyixiangxiaozhang，danshicongweirucizixinguo。woyouyisibuhanerlideganjue，tayidingshizhangwoleshenmeneimuxiaoxi。
“wenyibuyijingbiantian。suwanqing，nishudingle。”
她的话触动了我。
zuilejienideren，yexushinizuihaodepengyou，yexushinizuiqiangdediren。buxingdeshi，zheiliangzhongshenfentadouzuoguo。
wopingjingdikanzheta，xiangzhidaotazhishikonghewo，zuijiaofuqiyisichaonong。
狭路相逢，勇者胜。
tadeyanshenshanguoyisitaobi。
woshuodao：“neiniyidingzhidao，ruguowodebudaowoxiangyaode，juebuhuishanbaganxiu。”