谢谢你一直不爱我
《谢谢你一直不爱我》 小说介绍
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第4章
你为什么而工作
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zhangfeibujiwojiejinchenjianzhoudejihui，congguanggaobuyizhidaodianshitaimenkou，yiluqinzihusong，bachenjianzhouzhaogudedishuibulou。
chenjianzhougongzuohenmang，wohetadezhuliyuyuelehenduoci，danmeicidouchilebimengeng。guolejintian，kongpameiyoujihuijiejinta。
我只有下下策。
半路拦下他的车。
“chenzong，wodechehuaile，keyidanideshunfengchema？”
chenjianzhoukanchuanwodeyongyi，weixiaodakaichemen。
“suxiaojieyaoqunali？”
“陈总要去哪里？”
“wojidesuxiaojieyaoqingwoheyibeihaocha。”
“neiwomenjiuquheyibeihaochaqu。”
yushi，womenyiqilaidaojinxiyuan。yongcanqijian，womenxiangtanshenhuan，danshitandaohezuodehuatishi，tagaosuwo，gongsiyijingjuedingyuzhangfeihezuo。
“对不起。”
wobenlaihenshiwang，danshixinliyouyouyiwen：jiranchenjianzhoubuxianghezuo，weishenmeyoulaifuyue？
或许还有机会。
“yinggaiwoshuoduibuqi，nimenbenlaijinzhandetingshunlide，shiwobanlushachulai，zhenshibuhaoyisi。”
“wohenxianghesuxiaojiejiaogepengyou，suoyiyebupabazhenxianggaosuni。qishigongsiyuanbenjiuyouyixianghetamenhezuo，zhishiyouxiexijiemeiyoutantuo，suoyicaimierbuxuan。”
“nideyisishi，nimenhaimeiyouqianyue？”
陈建州点点头。
wozhongyuxiaole，duiyuwolaishuo，napazhiyouwanfenzhiyidejihui，woyebuhuifangqi。
jinxiyuanshigudianyuanlinshijianzhu，jingjuyanyuanjiuzaishuixieshangmiangehouwanzhuan、zhangxiushanwu。wotiyidaowaimianqutingxi。
shuixieqianzhengqidibaifangzhegushizuoyichaji，yipangdehemianshangzhanfangzheshilihehua，anbianzaizhongzhesanqiuguishu。
woqingshengwendao：“chenxianshengduijingjuyeyouyanjiu？”
“wozaiguowaichushengzhangda，meishenmejihuijiechuzhongguowenhua。wowaipoyouyigegudongliushengji，tazhenzanglejizhangheijiaopian，shimeilanfangxianshengdechangduan。tayoushijianjiuzaijialifangzheting，suoyiwomanmandijiuxihuanshangle。”
“chenxianshengputonghuahenhao，wanquantingbuchushizaihaiwaizhangdade。”
“woershiduosuideshihoulaizhongguoliuxue，aishanglewodezhongwenjiajiao，suoyiputonghuaxuedehenhao。”
woxiaole，bujuepiaoleyiyantadeshoubei，meiyoudaihunjie。antamenwaiguorendexiguan，jiehunlejueduihuidaihunjiede。
buzhidaoweishenme，woxinliyouleyizhongmomingdeqidai。
wobujuediaozhenglezijidezuozi，yougongshigongbandejianyingzhuanhuanweinvziderouruanhejinchi。keshishizaitingbudongjingju，qiangchengzheyanpitingzhe“yiyiyaya”deyinchang，zhongyuyiquchangba，huanxindisuizhezhongrenguzhang。
xiaobaiyiconglihaichaochunalailechaye。
wosongjilechenjianzhou。tagezhegupodebaozhuangwenlewen，bianzanbujuekoudao：“zheiweidaoyouyidiandianchen，youyidiandianzhuo，zhishaowunianyishangdelaocha。”
tayouyoudianwanxidao：“suxiaojie，zheizhongchashimianshangyijingbuduojianle，zhiyoushouzangjiashoulicaiyou，danyebujiandemai。zheiliwutaiguizhong，wobunengshou。”
woyibajiangchatuihuiqu，shuodao：“maimaibucheng，renyizai。wobudongcha，fangzaiwozheiliyeshilangfei。burudaodongderenshouli，yenenggenghaotixiantadejiazhi。jiudangzanmenjiaogepengyou。”
chenjianzhouyouxiechiyi，danhaishidayingle。
shiqingjinzhandeyichangshunli，wanquananzhaowodefangxiangzou，buyouderangwoyoudiandanxin。xiaobaiyeshitongyangdeganshou。
huiqudelushang，xiaobaiyibiankaicheyibianziyanziyudao：“buyinggaiya……”
womeimaoyitiao，wendao：“shenmebuyinggai？”
“tamenzheixieguowaizhangdaderen，yinggaifeichangyanelaguanxisonglizheiyitaode，keshizheigechenzongxinranjieshoule。zheilimiankendingyouwenzhang。”
wocuimiandao：“yexutashenanzhongguoguoqingdeaomini。zaishuo，wodezuopaihexingshidoushigaodashang，doushiyangchunbaixue，tayexujiuxihuanni。”
“nishuoniyigenvhaizijiade，zaizheiwanzhanghongchenzhizhongfangunlezheimejiu，xiangqingxintuosuyixieyenan，danshisheirangnizhangdejiuzheimechuyunierburanni。”
wobujinsiliang，“marenni。wohaijuedezijizhangdetingyaoniede。”
xiaobaixiaodao：“duiduidui，wojidenishuoguoyijujiuhua，shuoshilizhiyaodangyigehulijing。”
wofankaichechuangqiandejingzi，yibianxinshangzijiyibianshuodao：“hulijingkebushirenrendounengzuodelede。nengshoudelehulijingdejiuzhiyoujiangziya，ketadaolebashiduosuicaishoudaozhongyong。dengdaowodejiangziyahuodao80sui，jiezaizheihongchenzhizhongyijinghuohaigoule，yebupatashoulewo。”
xiaobai“puchi”yixiao，sihubutongyiwodeshuofa。
“你笑什么？”
“neilihaichaobujiushinidejiangziyama。nizairenqianshigeyaojing，kedaolelihaichaoneili，jiuwanquanshixiaoqingxin，linjiaxiaomeimei。”
“lihaichaoshishiwaigaoren，woshijianghupianzi，yutazaiyiqi，wozhinengganbaixiafeng。”
xiaobaihuran“puchi”yishengxiaole，shuodao：“chenjianzhoubachengshikanshangnile。”
wokandaojingzilidezijizhangdalezuiba，shuodao：“bukenengba……”
“neizenmejieshitadezuofani？”
woyouxiezhiwudao：“wobuyijingshuolema，tajiuxihuanzheigaodashang，xihuanzheiyangchunbaixuede。”
xiaobaizhenzhenyouci：“yigenanren，guowaizhangda，sanshiduosuijiushiyeyoucheng，jiuweilenineidiangaodashang、yangchunbaixueshenmede，jiumeiyouyuanze，nizijiyebuxin。”
wozhongyuchengren，“qishiwoyehuaiyi。”
“yiwomennanrendelichang……”
jiuzheiyijuwojiuyijingxiaodaole，zhitingzhexiaobaijixushuo：“xiangnizheizhongwaibiaoqiangshineixinrouruodenvren，tebierongyishoudaochenggongnanshideqinglai。”
wotingzhe“waibiaoqiangshineixinrouruo”youyizhenkuangxiao。
xiaobaidaduanwo，shuodao：“haohaotingzhe，biexiao，biexiao。”
wozhihaoyangzhuanglengjing，tingzhetajixufenxi。
“niyizhizixuzijishigeyaojing，keshiniqujinxiuzheibannian，banishenshangdeyaoqiquanjixizoule。huashuohuilaile，kezheiguqizhihaizaia。zheibanyaobanrenzhijian，chengshuyuqingchunzhijian，youzhongyinyinyueyuedemei。chenjianzhouzaizhichanglizheimexienian，yaojingkendingjianlebushao，danshixiangnizheizhongbanrenbanyaode，gujimeiyoujianguo……”
wodaletayixia，shuodao：“wotingzhezenmexiangshimawoni。”
xiaobaitutushetou，wendao：“kanchulaila？”
“nisuirandangwoshishazi，kewohaishinidelingdao，”wobiaoqingjiqiwenrou，“nishibushixiangkoujiangjin，xiangjiabanleya？”
xiaobaimashangshuodao：“qingjie，woaini。”
wodeyidiwozaizuoyishang，xiaobaiyerenzhendikaitadeche，buzaikaiwanxiao。keshitadehuanongdewoneixinyizhenlianyi：chenjianzhoubuhuishizhendexiangjiecijihuizhuiwoba？
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wozailihaichaodanweixiache，mailezishuzhouhepaocai。wonainaizuodeyishouhaochidepaocai，lihaichaozuixihuanchi。
wozoujinyingyedating，kandaolihaichaozhengzuozaijutaihoumianzuoyewu。wobujie，tayijingshijinglile，weishenmehaiyaozuoyingyeyuandeshiqing？
yinxingrenbuduo。wopailelianggehaoma，niandaodiergehaomashi，lihaichaodecaozuochuangkoukonglechulai。
woyifugongshigongbandeyangzi，zuodaoletamianqian。tayibianzhenglidanzi，yibianyongzhiyehuadeyuyanwenwo：“ninhao，qingwenbanlishenmeyewu？”
wobayinxingkasongdaotamianqian，qingmiaodanxiedishuodao：“woxiangqulianggeyi。”
lihaichaotaiqitou，kandaoshiwo，zuijiaofuqiyisixiaorong，queyibenzhengjingdiwenwo：“xiaojie，nishivipma？”
“不是。”
“womenyinxingdeguiding，yibankehurizuigaoqukuanjineweiwuwanyuan。ruguoninyouxuyao，qingdaomenkoulingqushenqingdan，wozaiweininbanli。buguozheimedadequkuane，ninkongpadedengyizhisangegongzuori。”
“wobixubaqianquchulai。yourenyaobangjialewodehaopengyou，woyaoyongqianjiuta。”
“xiaojie，ninyinggaiqubaojing。”
“baojingdehua，wodehaopengyoukenenghuisi。”
tazhuaqidianhua，henyansudishuodao：“xiaojie，qingkuangjinji，wobangnindadianhuabaojing，”tadingzhewo，anxiale“11……”bingjinggaowo，“xiaojie，qipianjingchakeshiweifade。”tadeshouzhifangdaole“9”shangmian，dengzhewotuoxie。
wohenjinzhang，quebuxiangxintazhendehuibaojing，danshimeixiangdao，tazhendeanle“9”zi。woshuangshouheshi，limagaorao，“duibuqi，worenshu。”
lihaichaobadianhuajuqilai，wocaikandao，genbenmeiyoulianxian。
talianshangshideyidexiaorong，“xiaojie，ruguonijixusaoraowogongzuo，wohuitongzhibaoan。”
woyibaitudi，zhengyuxingxingliqu，quetingzhelihaichaoshuodao：“xiaojie，qingliubu——”
又有什么花招？
tagongjingdizhizhewomianqiandepingjiaji，“qingninliuxianindepingjia。”
wohuranxiangqitadeneigeqipamubiao，youleyigehuaizhuyi，yushiheaididuitashuodao：“wohenmanyinindezheicifuwu。”yushi，haobuyouyudianxiale“bumanyi”jian。
lihaichaorenbuzhuxiaoqilai，shuodao：“xiaojie，buhaoyisi，zheigepingjiajihuaile，nindepingjiabusuanshu。”
woqidaoduojiao，xiangwozaiwaimianbukeyishi，zenmeyidaotamianqianjiuxiangbeibangdepangxie，renpingzaifenglideqianzi，yewujiyushi。
yigenianqingdenvyingyeyuannazheyizhangdanzizoudaolihaichaoshenbian，qingshengxiyudishuodao：“haichaoge，nikanyixia……”
wozhangdaerduo，lihaichaobukeqidiguanbilekuoyinqi。neimingnvyingyeyuanhaoqididuokanlewoyiyan，woyechenjijixialetademingpai：liyongshi。
lihaichaobaishangle“zantingfuwu”depaizi。
weishenmeduiwozheimecubao，duiliyongshineimewenrou？wohenranlikai，zuodaodengdaiqu。
lihaichaonaixindijiangjiezheshenme，liyongshiningshenwangzheta，sihubuguanxintashuoshenme，yanshenlixiemanleqingmu。
congxiaodaoda，wojianguanleweizhelihaichaozhuandenvhaizi，bingwushenmexiqi。keshiyanqianzheigeliyongshiqueyouxietebiezhichu。
tazhangxiangjiaohao，pifubaixi，zuijiaoweiweishangyang，meiyanjiandewenrouruoyinruoxian，hunshensanfazheyizhongqingchundeqizhi，xiangjileyigeren——linweixia，lihaichaodechulian。
我的心莫名一沉。
wojitafaduanxin：jinimailezhouhepaocai，wofangbaoanneili。nixianmang。wozhengzhunbeilikai，queshoudaotadehuixin：woshizaitibierengongzuo，qishiwokeyixiabanle，neigerenmashangjiuhuilai，nizaiduodengwojifenzhong。
jimiaozhongzhihou，tayoufaduanxinwenwo：zheimezhangshijian，zhouyijingliangleba。
wochongtajuqibaowenhu，tafangmanyidiantou。liyongshiyezhuyidaowo，womenmuguangduidaoyiqi，taguaneryixiao，wohuitayigekeqidexiaoyi。
wobaiwuliaolai，kaishidayouxi。
dayuebangezhongtouzhihou，lihaichaohuanlebianzhuang，chuxianzaiwomianqian。jutaihoumiandeliyongshiyizhidingzhewomen。
woshenlegelanyao，shuodao：“haichaoge，gangcaiyidingyourenwenni，woshibushininvpengyou。”
“你怎么知道？”
wopianguonaodai，kanxiangliyongshi。womenlimaodixiangshiyixiao。lihaichaomashangmingbaile，shuodao：“tabuguoshigegangbiyedexiaoguniang，yewubushuxiqingjiaowobale。”
wodiaoxita：“ganmagenwojieshi。pawochicu？”
womenbianzoubianliao。tashuodao：“panihuiquluanshuo。womazhidaole，youlaifanwo。”
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congyinxingchulai，wangdong300midedifang，youyijiajiao“yangguangheshui”dexiaokafeidian，neishiwomenchangqudedifang。laobanshigejiaoleondefaguolaotou，yinjuzaihutongli。tayulihaichaoshiwangnianzhijiao，dangchutamenlianggeqizhezixingcheyoulilezhenggechengshi，haixiangyueyoujihuiyiqichuanyuesahalashamo。
womenzuozaikafeidianwaideyizishang。leonqinzidiaopeilekafei，jiwomenduanchulai。taxinjintaoleyigegudongliushengji，jiubaizaimenkou，fangzhejueshile。leonqianqiwodeshou，lingzhewopianpianqiwu。
wolianshangdexiaorongyesuizhezhitideshuzhan，ziyoudexianghuayiyang。shentishangmeiyigemaokong，doubeiyuyuetianman。
yiquzhongle，tashuowoshuo：“anne，weixiaozuihaokan，”youduilihaichaoshuodao，“niyaofuze，talianshangdexiaorong。”
lihaichaodaizheshenmidexiao，ruoyousuosi。
leonqumangzijideshiqing。wojilihaichaobazhoudaohao，youbapaocaibaidaotamianqian，dijitatangchi。
tayaoleyishaozhou，wobangmangjialeyipianpaocai，fangdaoshaozishang。taxihuantianshipeisuanla。
“nidiyitianshangban，ganjuezenmeyang？”
wohuiweileyibianjintiandezaoyu，shuodao：“haixing。woyuanxianhaipawogonglixiaotui，meixiangdaozhandouliyiranmanfen。”
tazuijiaoqingxiao，“kanlainiyudaodekunnanbuxiao。”
“你怎么知道？”
“suwanqingshigeyuqiangzeqiangderen。”
“haiduokuinixuezhongsongtan。yaoburanwohaizaicunbunanxing。nahuizaizheiliheniyouxianzizaini。”
tamoranpianke，huranwendao：“nichuguoqiangenwoshuo，nixiangxiangqingchu，zijiweileshenmeergongzuo。nixiangqingchulema？”
wofanwenta，“neinishiweileshenmeergongzuo？”
“woqishizuoshenmegongzuodouwusuowei，zhiyaolijiajinjiuxing。woyaozhaoguwomamahemeimei。”
“woyeshiweilewodejiaren。”
lihaichaosihubumanyiwodehuida，woyouxiejidong，shuodao：“hao，wochengren，woshiweileqianergongzuode。shijieshangneimeduorenweileqianerbenbo，weishenmewojiubukeyi。”
lihaichaobiaoqingyouyisieran，“womeiyoushuonibukeyi。”
“neinishishenmeyisi？”
“wozhishixianglejieyixia，niduiweilaideguihua。wobuxiwangnizaixiangyiqianneiyangbukaixin。”
wolengxiaodao：“ninazhiyanjingkandaowoyiqianbukaixinde？”
lihaichaoqingqingfangxiatangchi，yongzuiwenhedeyindiaoduiwoshuo：“hao。womentanhuadaociweizhi。womeiyouyaogennichaojiadeyisi。”
又来了。
meicitatiaoqihuaduan，youbaichuyifuxishiningrendetaidu，haoxiangwowuliqunaoyiyang。
“lihaichao，woderenshengbenlaihaohaode，haoduorenxianmudoulaibuji。keshiweishenmezainiyanli，haoxiangwoyouduozaogaoside。”
“suwanqing，niweishenmezongxianggeciweiyiyang，bukenhaohaotingwobahuashuowan？”
woduqidao：“hao。wohaohaotingnibahuashuowan。”
lihaichaoyuyanyouzhi，tanlekouqi，shuodao：“duibuqi。shiwodecuo。wojinidaoqian。”
woyuexiangyueshengqi。ruguotaxinyuechengfu，wojieshoutadedaoqian，ruguozhishibuxiangjixujiuchan，daoqianhaiyoushenmeyiyi。
weishenmehetagoutongqilai，jiuxiangmianduiyiduqiangzaijianghua？keshijishitashiyiduqiang，woyekewangtanenglijiewo。
yangjiahukoudezhongdandouzaiwoyigerenshenshang。wobabadangnianshengyishibaiqianxialejuzhai，zhidaowoshangdaxue，caiquanbuhaiqing。jishijiejiefengguangneijinian，jialidejingyuyemeiyouhaoduoshao。
wopinmingzhuanqian，jijialihuanlefangzi，maileche，rangbabaxinzangbingfadeshihou，zhudeqizuihaodeyiyuan，qingdeqizuihaodeyisheng。
woyouyizhonghenshendebuanquangan。wonainaishijiguanyoueryuandeyouxiubaoyuyuan，shourenzunjingduonian，daolaoquehaiweiqianfachou。tayoufengshibing，meitianwanshangtongdeshuibuzhejue，quezhinengmaizuibianyidegaoyao，tieyigexingqidoushebudehuan。
wojiejieshicengjingdefushangtaitai，meitianshuidaozhongwuxinglai，xiawuyuejiemeihecha、guangjie、zuotoufa，shibushipaodaoguowailvyou。keshixianzaiqueweileyidiandianjiangjinyutongshifanlian。
wosanshisuile，meiyouaiqing，meiyoujiehunduixiang，ruguowozaimeiyouqiandehua，wonashenmezaizheigeshijieanshenliming？
“lihaichao，nimeibiyaodaoqian，yinweinimeiyoucuo。woyebushinishuoyijuduibuqi，jiuhuikaixinderen。wozhishixiwangnineng……”
wozichaodixiaole，renshizheimeduonian，tayaoshinenggoulijiewodehua，hebidengdaoxianzai。
“wohaiyoushiyaomang，xianzoule。”
wobudengtahuida，ziguzidilikaile。
wobabacengjingshuoguo，daomeideshiqingyidingjieerliansan。yushi，womashangshoudaolezhangyangjiwodeduanxin。tashifutaizhangdezhuli，shiyuwoguanxiyaohaodegongzuohuoban。
taduanxinshizheiyangde：“jintiantailigaocengkaihui。weilewanchengdianshitaigaibanshengji，taizhangqinzixialewenjian：chulexinwenbu，tongshiduanshoushilvdiandidejiemudouyaokandiao。nidejiemuzaimingdanli。”