zheibenshuganxiemeiyifenchaping：wodeshenjishouqixitongzhengtijiegoushejidebucuo，bazhurengongjiangchenglinweikehuadelinlijinzhi。xiaoshuojingcaijiexuanliuxiadeshijueyiyaofeizhangdan，yiliangzhuangsuidemotuoche，haiyouyige……tasihuwanquanmoshengde，queweitataoxintaofei、aoganlexinxuede……nvpengyou。……
caozadejiaobushenghenkuaizaizoulangxiangqi。
jiangchengwuliditanhuibingchuangshang，wangzhetianhuabancanbaidedengguang，shouwanshangneizhixieziwenshenxiangshizaiduitafachuwushengdechaofeng。
hunluandejiyi，moshengdeshenfen，juedezhaiwu，haiyouyigeweitafuchuyiqie、taquefenbuqingshizhenshihuande“nvpengyou”……
所以。
neigekaozhexitongjijiangyingqubaifumeizoushangrenshengdianfengdemeng，suile。
xianzai，tademianduizheixisuiderenshengle。
yishenghenkuaijinlai，jitazuoleyixiliejiancha。
“naobushousunkenengdaozhibufenjiyiqueshihuohunluan，zheishikenengdehouyizheng。”yishengnazhejianchabaogao，duiyanjinghongzhong、jinzhangdehunshenfadoudelinweijieshidao，“xuyaoshijianmanmanhuifu，jiashuyaoduodiannaixin，jinliangbuyao**ta。”
linweipinmingdiantou，kanzhebingchuangshangchenmobuyu、yanshenkongdongdejiangcheng，yanleiyoudiaolexialai。
songzouyisheng，bingfanglizaicizhishengxiatamenliangren。
zhangshijiandechenmo，kongqiyayiderangrenzhixi。
zuizhong，linweishenxiyikouqi，xiangshixiadinglemouzhongjuexin，zoudaochuangbian，wozhulejiangchengbinglengdeshou。
tadeshengyinhenqing，quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyidejianding：
“没关系，阿城。”
“bujidele……yehao。”
“neixiezaoxindeshi，wanglejiuwangle。”
“我们重新开始。”
“wojiaolinwei，shinidenvpengyou。women……suiranzongshichaojia，danwomenshixiangaide。”
“yihou，wosongwaimaiyangni。womenyiqi，bazhaihaiwan。”
“dengnihaole，womenjiuhaohaoguorizi，zaiyebubiaochele，haobuhao？”
jiangchengkanzhetatonghongde、quexiemanlerenzhenhezhiaodeyanjing，neizhibinglengdeshouzaitawenredezhangxinli，sihuyeyidiandianzhaohuileyidianwendu。
tahoulonggundongleyixia，qianyanwanyuduzaixiongkou，zuizhongquezhihuazuoyigejiqihuanman、jiqichenzhongdediantou。
“……hao。”3.fuzhongqianxing
“好。”
zheiyigezi，xiangshiyongjinlejiangchengquanbudeliqi。chenzhong，siya，daizheyizhongrenmingbandetuoxie。
linweideyanjingqueshunjianliangleqilai，fangfonishuiderenzhongyuzhuadaoleyigenfumu。tayonglihuiwotadeshou，potiweixiao，jinguanyanleihaizaibutingdiwangxiadiao：“ng！womenshuohaole！”
重新开始。
zheisigezi，shuoqilaiqingqiao，zuoqilaiquechenzhongdenengyawanrendejiliang。
jiexialaiderizi，jiangchengxianggepanshanxuebudeyinger，benzhuodizhongxinrenshizheigeshijie，huozheshuo，zhongxinrenshizheige“acheng”deshijie。
tadeshentixuruodelihai，duozoujibulujiuchuandelihai，touyehuiyizhenzhendementong。yishengshuoshiwochuangtaijiudeyuangu，xuyaomanmanfujian。
linweiquemangdexianggetingbuxialaidetuoluo。
tianbuliang，tajiuqingshouqingjiaodiqichuang，huanshangneishenxidefabaideqishoufu，duizhebingfangliyikuaixiaojingzicongcongzhahaotoufa。linzouqian，zonghuibawenredezaocan——tongchangshilouxiashitangzuibianyidebaozidoujiang——fangzaijiangchengchuangtou，xiaoshengdingzhu：“chenrechi，wozhongwujinliangganhuilai。”
ranhou，bianshicongcongliqudejiaobusheng。
jiangchengkaozaichuangtou，tingzheneijiaobushengxiaoshizaizoulangjintou，kanzhechuangwaitianseyidiandianliangqi，shoulibaozidewenduyidiandianxiaosan，xinlikongluoluode，xiangshipoleyigedadong。
tachangshizhehuiyi。pinmingdihuiyi。
keguanyu“acheng”deyiqie，douxiangshimengzheyicenghouhoude、niuqudemaoboli。oueryouyixiesuipianshanguo——zheneryulongdeyinle，jiujingdeweidao，motuocheyinqingdehongming，haiyoushouwanshangwenshenshiqingxidecitonggan——danzheixiesuipianwufapincouchuyigewanzhengderensheng。
faner，neigeyongyou“fennuzhixitong”、beinvshenlinweibiyituomadewaimaiyuanjiangchengdejiyi，queqingxidekepa。meiyigexijie，meiyicixintiaojiasudekuangxihequru，doukegumingxin。
liangzhongjiyizaitanaohailifengkuangsiche，rangtashichangfenbuqing，daodinayibiancaishizhenshideziji。
youqishidanglinweiwanshangtuozhepibeibukandeshentihuidaobingfangshi。
tazongshihenwancaihuilai，shenshangdaizhexiayedefengchenhehanwei，youshihaiyoudandandeyouyanwei。piaoliangdelianshangxiemanlejuanrong，yanxiadewuqingyuelaiyuezhong。
dantakanjiantashi，zonghuinulijichuxiaorong，xuxutaotaodigentajiangjintiansongdanyudaodequshi。
“jintianyougekehuchaohao，kanwoshigenvhaizi，haijilewoyipingbingshuini！”
“ai，chadianyouchaoshile，haihaowopaodekuai，diantidoumeideng，zhijiepaleshierlou！”
“jintianyunqibuhao，jiedaogeqipadanzi，dizhixiemohuhaiworaolehaojiu，chadianbeitousu……”
tacongbutixinku，butiweiqu，gengbutineixiekenengcunzaide、daizheyansededalianghediaonan。tazhitiaoneixieqingsongde、shenzhiyoudianhaoxiaodeshiqingshuo。
jiangchenganjingditingzhe，muguangquewufacongtaneishuangyuanbenxianxibaixi、rujinquemochulebojian、shenzhidaizhexixiaoshangkoudeshoushangyikai。
cengjing，zheishuangshouyinggaishijingxinbaoyang，tuzhepiaoliangdezhijiayou，fanyuezheshishangzazhideba？
cengjing，tayinggaishineigebeiwushurenpengzaishouxin、lianzhoumeidouyourenxintengdenvshenba？
为什么？
jiuweilezheige……lianzijishisheidougaobuqingchude、“jingshenxiaohuo”yiyangde“acheng”？
yizhonghunzazhekuijiu、xintonghemomingfanzaodeqingxu，xiangtengmanyiyangchanraozhutadexinzang，yueshouyuejin。
tashitanzhekaikou，shengyinganse：“yaobu……dengwohaodian，woye……”
“buxing！”huameishuowanjiubeilinweizhandingjietiedidaduan。tafangxiazhengzaijitaxuepingguodeshuiguodao，biaoqingshiqiansuoweiyoudeyansu，“yishengshuole，nibixuhaohaoxiuyang！naozhendanghouyizhengkedakexiao，bunengmahu！zhuanqiandeshiyouwo，nibuyongdanxin！”
tadeyuqidaizheyizhongburongzhiyidebaohuyu，shenzhiyoudianxiangzaixunchibutinghuadexiaohai。
jiangchengyakouwuyan。takanzhetazhongxinnaqipingguo，ditouzhuanzhudixuepi，celianzaidengguangxiaxiandegewaijianren，queyougewaicuiruo。
tabuzaishineigenengkaozhexitongrijindoujin、jijiangnixidaliande“tianxuanzhizi”le。
taxianzaishi“acheng”。yigefuzhaileilei、xuyaokaonvpengyousongwaimaiyanghuode……feiren。
zheizhongrenzhi，birenhekehuderumadougengrangtagandaowulihequru。
jitianhou，jiangchengzhongyunengzijixiachuangmanmanzoudong。tachenzhelinweichuqupaodan，zhaodaolezhuzhiyisheng。
“yisheng，wodaodi……shenmeshihounengwanquanhuifu？woshishuo，nengzhengchanggongzuoneizhong。”
yishengtuiletuiyanjing，kanzhetadectpianzi：“huifudehaibucuo，dannaobusunshangdehuifujibulai。julieyundong、guodulaolei、qingxujidongdouyaobimian。zhiyugongzuo……zhishaozaiguoyilianggeyueba，erqiechuqiyebunengcongshitaifanzhongdegongzuo。”
yilianggeyue……jiangchengdexinchenlexiaqu。neibijueyiyaofei，xiangyizuodashan，yadetachuanbuguoqi。
tachenmodihuidaobingfang，zhenghaozhuangjianlinweizaizoulangjintoudadianhua。tabeiduizheta，shengyinyadehendi，quedaizhemingxiandejiaozhuohekenqiu。
“……wangge，zhendebunengzaikuanxianjitianma？wozuijinzhendezaipinmingzhuanqianle……wozhidaowozhidao，xiexiewangge，woyidingjinkuai！zuiwanxiazhou，yidingxianhaishangyibufen……”
tagualedianhua，jianbangkualexialai，dizhetou，yonglirouleroulian，ranhoucaizhuanguoshen。
kandaojiangchengdeshunjian，talianshanglikezhongxinguashangneizhongkeyiqingsongdexiaorong：“yi？nizenmechulaile？yishengbushishuoyaoduotangzhema？”
jiangchengkanzhetaneishuangnulixiangyanshihongzhonghepibeideyanjing，houlongxiangshibeishenmeduzhule，shenmehuadoushuobuchulai。
tadiyici，ruciqingxidiyishidao——
neigexitong，huoxuzhendezhishiyichanghuangtangdemeng。
erxianzai，mengxingle。liuxiade，shi**luo、chendiandiandexianshi。
tabunengzaichenniyuziwoshenfendehuaiyihehunluanlile。
buguantashishei，shijiangcheng，haishiacheng。
xianzai，tashiyigenanren。yigerangnvrenweitakangqiyiqie、dishengxiaqiquqiurendenanren。
zheitianwanshang，linweizhaolijitacaxishenzi。dangtaweiliangdeshouzhipengdaotashouwanshangneigexieziwenshenshi，jiangchenghurankaikou，shengyinpingjingdeliantazijidouyouxieyiwai：
“zheiwenshen……shenmeshihouwende？”
linweidedongzuodunleyixia，suijiruowuqishidijixucashi：“jiu……qunianba。nifeishuozheiyangshuai，ladoulabuzhu，tengdeziyaliezuihaiyaochonghaohan。”
tadeyuqilidaizheyisihendande、fangfohuiyiwangshidechenguai。
jiangcheng“e”leyisheng，meizaizhuiwen。
yeli，tashimianle。tingzheshenbianpeihuchuangshanglinweijunyunquepibeidehuxisheng，tazhengzheyanjing，kanzhetianhuaban。
fennuzhixitong……ruguozhendecunzaiguo，neigaiduohao。
xianzaitayouduofennu？duiziji，duizheicaodandemingyun，duizheibimomingqimiaodezhaiwu，duineigedaizhelinweibiaoche、batatuojinzheinitande“acheng”！
ruguoxitongzai，zheifennuzhipashinengzhijieduihuanchengyizuojinshanleba？
tazichaodichelechezuijiao。
diertian，linweichumenhou，jiangchengzhengzhazhexialechuang。tahuanxiabinghaofu，chuanshanglinweijitadailaidebianfu——yijianyinzhekuazhangtuandetxuheyitiaopodongniuziku，doushitajiyizhongjuebuhuipengde“jingshenxiaohuo”fengge。
jingzilideqingnian，liansecangbai，yanshendaizhemimanghehuizhibuqudexuruo，danneitiaorandejilvlanmaoheshouwandexieziwenshen，queyouyingshengshengjitatianshangjifenshehuiqideliqi。
违和又扎眼。
tashenxiyikouqi，wushilehushizhanhushijingyadequanzumuguang，yibubu，huanmanquejiandingdizouchuleyiyuandamen。
zhuoredeyangguangshunjianpumianerlai，huangdetayouxieyunxuan。cheshuimalongdexuanxiaoshenglangyiyangyongjinerduo，rangtabushidizhoulezhoumei。
tapingzheyidianmohudeyinxiang，chaozhefujinyigewaimaizhandianzouqu。meizouyibu，jiaodidouxiangshicaizaimianhuashang，xufuwuli。ejiaoshenchuximidelenghan。
haoburongyizoudaozhandian，neishiyigelinjiedemenmian，jigeqishouzhengjuzaimenkouchouyanliaotian，diandongchetingleyipai。
kandaota，jirendoulengleyixia。yigexiangshizhanzhangmoyangderenzouleguolai，daliangzheta：“acheng？nizenmelaile？tingshuonizhuangle，haole？”
jiangchengchuanlekouqi，jinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaizhengchang：“lizhan……wohaodechabuduole，xianglai……jiediandan。”
lizhanzhouqimei，kanzhetacangbaidelianseheweiweifazhandetui：“kaishenmewanxiao？nizheiyangzinengsongwaimai？ganjinhuiqutangzhe！”
“wonengxing！”jiangchengyuqijiqieqilai，“zhende！qingdanzijiuxing，paomandianmeiguanxi！”
“zheibushinaozhewande！niwanyilushangzaichudianshi，sheifuze？”lizhanbaishou，taidujianjue，“dengniquanhaolezaishuo！ganjinhuiqu！”
pangbianjigeqishouyetoulaihunzazhetongqing、dalianghejifenkanrenaodemuguang。
“yo，chenggezheishijizhejisaozifendanyalia？”
“saozizuijinkeshizanzhandedanwanga，wanmingpaoni！”
“chenggehaofuqia……”
neixiehuayu，xiangzhenyiyangzhazaijiangchengerli。
tazuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenqianjinzhangxin。neidianweiruodecitonggan，queyuanyuanbibushangxinlidequruhewuli。
zuizhong，tahaishibei“qing”lechulai。
zhanzaichelaichewangdejiebian，yangguangciyan，taquejuedehunshenfaleng。diyiciruciqingxidiganshoudao，zijizaizheigeshijieli，shiduomedemeiyongheduoyu。
tashihunluopodiwanghuizou，luguoyijiabianlidianmenkoudelajitongshi，jiaobumengdidunzhu。
lajitongzuishangmian，rengzheyitaozhoubabade、minghuangsede……waimaiqishoufu。
hetamenglineitao，yimoyiyang。
xinzangxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenzhuangleyixia，zhoutingleyimiao。
taguishishenchadishenchushou，xiangyaoqupengneimociyandehuangse。
jiuzaitadezhijianjijiangchupengdaoneicucaobuliaodeshunjian——
【zi……jiancedao……qianglie……buganqingxu……】
【xitong……changshi……zhonglian……】
yigejiqiweiruo、duanduanxuxu、fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaochedixiaoshidedianzizayin，tuwudizaitanaohaishenchuxiangleyixia！
jiangchengmengdisuohuishou，rutongchudianbanjiangzaiyuandi，tongkongzhouranshousuo。
幻觉？
还是……
neizayinquezaiyemeiyouxiangqi。fangfozhishitajidukewangxiachanshengdecuojue。
zhiyouneitaobeidiuqide、zangwudeqishoufu，jingjingditangzailajitongli，wushengdichaoxiaozheta。
