第2章 我是谁?

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这是怎么回事?

她是谁?

我又是谁?

这到底是哪里?

zheishi,jijinghunandewuzilituranchuanlai“zhiga”yisheng,pojiudefangmenkaichuyirenshendefengxi,jiezhe,yigerenyingcongwaimianjicongcongtuimenjinlai。