wozhengkaiyan，tianhuabanshihuipupudemuban，yidaoliefengcongqiangjiaoxiezhepashangqu。
shouyichengchuang，zhenggerendanqilai，chadianzhuangshangchuangtoudingzhedetangcigang。
gangzishanghongqixiezhe“xianjinshengchanzhe”，zidoukuaimopingle，kewohaishirende，zheishiwoshibasuineinianpingshangde，houlaibeiwangjianguonaquzhuangxiancai，shuo“xianjinyedexiafan”。
waitoulabazhengfang《hongdengji》，litiemeichangdesixinliefei。yigeqingliangdenvshengchuanguoyuanzi：“linshufen！zaibuqichuangmaizidouzhangtuipaomeila！”
zheishengyin……zenmegenwosishiduonianqianyimoyiyang？
woditoukanshou，meilaonianban，meizhouwen，zhijiagaihaishifende。yimolian，quangugao，xiabajian，meishuangxiaba，gengmeiwangjianguozongxianqide“feiyoulian”。
womengditiaoxiachuang，jiaocaidaogeyingdongxi，ditouyikanshikuaisuijingpian。wanyaojianqilaiwanglianshangyizhao——
ershisuidelinshufen，toufazhaliangyangjiaobian，yanjingdengdexiangyaochiren。
“啊——！！！”
wojianjiaoyisheng，jingpiantuoshou，padashuaidishang。
menwaijiaobushengyidun，neinvshengdigu：“zalezheishi？jianguile？”
wogubushangta，naozilizhachengyiguozhou。
chehuo、laosangtana、huaishu、wangjianguo……quanshizhende。kexianzai，wotangzaizheipochuangshang，chuancubuguazi，jiaocaiheibuxie，lianwazidoushibudingluobuding。
这不是梦。
我真回来了。
1978nianchuntian，zhiqingdiandongwu，sanhaochuang。
wodangnianzuihendedifang——lishitangzuiyuan，shaibudaotaiyang，haizonglouyu。
kexianzai，wohenbudebaozhezheichuangbanqinsankou。zhishao，wohaihuozhe，meigenwangjianguoyikuaiershangxitian。
wozhuaqitangcigangwangdishangyike，shuisalebandi。zheitonggan，zhen；zheiliangyi，zhen；zheimanwuzimeiweihunzheniaosaowei，yezhendebunengzaizhen。
woshenxiyikouqi，chuaikaimenchongchuqu。
chunridefengpulian，daizhefenfeiweihegangfanguodetuxingqi。wozhengyaomazheiguitianqi，yanjiaoyisao，yuanjiaodunzhegeren。
lanbushan，budingku，jiaoshangyishuangjiujiaoxie，xiejianhaipolegedong。tadizhetou，shouliniezhebanjieyan，zhengyonghuochaidian，shouyoudiandou。
neibeiying……zenmeneimeyanshu？
wowangqianzouleliangbu，taganghaotaitou。
四目相对。
shijianmeiting，kewoliangzhongjianneikuaidi，turanjiuchengleleiqu。
wangjianguozuiyilie，sangmengenzhapaozhangside：“nizenmeyezaizheier？yanwangyedouxianzanchao，bazanliangrenghuizheiguidifangle？”
wodangchangqilele：“sheiyaogenniyikuaierhuilai？huiqi！nisilebabaihuiwodouxiannizhandifang！”
tayipaidatuizhanqilai，yandourengle：“nishaozhuangqinggao！nineisangzi，caishichangshazhudetingjiandoudebizui！”
“niguanwosangmenda？nidangnianzhuiwoqiaoluodagu，quancunrenxiaohuanixiangtaijiaodeshazi！”
“neijiaopaimian！nidaohao，kanjiangedaiyanjingdejiuzoubudongdao……”
wolianghoudaozheier，tongshiyileng。
zheihua……zenmegenchehuoqianyimoyiyang？
womiyandingzheta：“ni……jidegangcaideshi？”
“啥事？”
“chezhuangshushang，nizuijiaoliuxue，woshuozaozhidaobujiani。”
talianseshuadibianle：“ni……niyejide？woshuozaozhidaobuquni。”
wonaoziwengyixia。buhuiba？taye……
“niqiawoyixia。”woshuo。
“你疯啦？”
“qia！buranzenmezhidaoshibushiyinjianchuanmen！”
tazhenshangshou，yiqiawogebo，tengdewoaoyisangzi。
“woyeqiani！”wofanshoujiuningtagebo，rouhoudegenlaoshugenside。
“aiyo！qingdian！nizheishoujingersishiduonianmeituibua！”
“nihaibushi？yishenjianzirou，kangmadaideming！”
woliangqiadeziyaliezui，sheiyebusongshou，zhidaoyuanchulabayixiang：“quantisheyuanzhuyi，jinrigemairenwu，xiawusandianqianbixuwancheng！”
tasongleshou，chuanzheqi：“suoyi……zanliangdouhuilaile？”
“看来是。”
“nei……zheihuizangezougede？”
“qiaole，wozhengyouciyi。zheiciwojuebuzoulaolu，woyaozhuiguxiaoguang。”
“laoziyebuzaifansha！woyaozhuibaiyuee！”
huayingangluo，woliangtongshizhuanshen。
gangzouwubu，youtongshihuitou。
“不准跟着我！”
“sheixihankannineizhangchoulian！”
tazhanzhu，chayao：“zandeligeguiju。”
“niyouwenhuanixiea？”
“meibimeizhi！koutoushuo——congjinwanghou，jingshuibufanheshui，sheixiandaliduifang，sheishisunzi！”
wochixiao：“xinga，jizhangweishi。”
“啪！”
一巴掌拍得通红。
woniutoujiuzou，benzhiqingdiandongtou——guxiaoguangzhuneier，zaoshangchangzaichuangqianbeishi。
tadabuwangdaduibufangxiangqu——baiyueebeianpaizaineierzhu，shuota“shentiruo，xujingyang”。
guangbohaizaihangemai，kewonaozilizhishengyijuhua：zheihui，woyidingyaojiageyouwenhuade，shuohuabudaituomoxingzide，chifanbubajizuide。
zhiyuwangjianguo……rangtazhuitadeda**quba。