woshouxialechenshanshuideneiliangzhangka,jushuolimiandagaiyoujiqianwan。
erwodemuqinyebeiwoquanzhu,fangrenletamenlikai,zhishitabuzaitongwoshuohua,zhengridoushizuozaiyuanzilifadai,ouerwodechuxian,haihuibataheyitiao。
qishiwobushituoxie,zhishiwozhidao,wohechenchendeyinyuanbushineimehaoduande。
huixiangneiyiri,wohaishiyizhenhoupa。
neitianwosuozhuchenchen,chexiayanjing,ziranshixiangyaozaishitanyici。
zhishiyanqianderenzhongjiuzhishiyituanmohuyingxiangbale。
keshiwoxinlihaishibufuqi,wobuyuanyixiangxinzhiqiandeyiqieshiwodecuojue,suoyiwobiandongleyaotantamingdexinsi。
ranerwodeyanjingfangyidongzuo,quebeiyidaociyandejinguangshanlehuiqu,woxiayishidesongkaileshouquwuzhuyanjing,nanshoudebuxing。
zheiguangwotaishuxile,dangnianyeyeweilejiuwoeryiyebaifadeshihou,woshitutanyeyedetianming,yeshibeitongyangdeyidaojinguangshanlehuiqu。
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neishichenchendexiezi,tajingranmeiyouliketaozou?
woxinzhongnahan,xunsishibushitadasuanzouwoyiduncaizou,bijingyitadexingge,conglaijiubushichikuidezhu。
zhishitajiexialaidehua,quejiaowoyourudiaojinlebingjiaoyiban。
tashuo:nideyanjingweishenmexiangshimaoyiyang?
erhoutasihushichiyileyixia,bohuilezijifangcaisuoshuode:budui,youbutaixiangmao,zheishi……shedeyanjingma?
shuoba,neishuangxiejiudingzailewoyanqianbudongle,jiugenyaodengzhewozhanqishen,haozuozhengtadehuidayiyang。
neiyikedewo,fangfobeibalepideyeshou,guangshiciyandeguangmangjiunengshasiwo。
zheishuangsheyan,bingbushisuoyourendounengkandao,muqianwosuozhidaode,zhiyoulianggeren,yigeshiwoziji,lingyige,jiushiwodeyeye。
chucizhiwai,qitarenkanwodeyanjinghechangrenmeiyourenhechabie。
danshixianzai,youduoleyigechenchen。
wobuzhidaogaizenmehuiyingta,zheifeiyisuosideyiqieyexuhuidianfutaderenzhi,danshitanengkandao,bianshuomingwomenzhijiandelianxi,juebujinjinshiyeyedingxiadeneiyizhuanghunshineimejiandan!
“nidaoshizhanqilaia?”
zheishichenchenzaiwodetoudingcuicudao,wotingdaoneishengyinhoubianhuransongleyikouqi。
woxiang,tahewozhijiandeguanxishimeineimerongyizhanduande,jirantanengkanjian,bianshizaowandouyaokanjian,neizaokanjianwankanjianyouyoushenmequbieni?
zheiyangxiangzhe,woyejiushiranle,suijizhanqishenzhishizheta。
zhishitajianciquezhoulemeitou,shenzhihaishenchushouqulaowodeyanjing。
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wodeyanjingbeizhaixiale,zheishizheimeduonian,wodiyiciyunxuyigemoshengrenpengchuwodeyanjing。
raneryiwaideshi,chenchenyoubayanjingjiwodaishang,ranhoumofangzhewozhiqiandedongzuo,culudechelexiaqu。
“zenmebujianle?”wodeerbianchuanlailetayihuodeshengyin,danshiwokanbudaotadebiaoqing,haozaitayoubayanjingjiwodaishangle。
“nishuoshenme?”woyetingchuletahualidebuduijing,momoshitanzhe。
“wogangcaimingmingkandaonideyanjingxiangyitiaosheyiyang,zenmexianzaibushileni?”
buzhidaoweishenme,tingtazheimeshuowohuransongleyikouqi。
“shedeyanjing?nijianguosheme?”wowaiwaizui,chaofengyixiao,suijidatabudelikaile,shizeneixinhuangdeyipi。
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wohurantingzhujiaobu,manmanzhuanshenkanxiangneigezhanzaiyuandiyijiumeiyoulikaideren。
像什么?
buzhengshixiangwozaoqianzhaixiayanjingquenengqingchudekandaotadeneiyimume?
womentongyangdouhuaiyishizijidecuojue,zhishiwobuquedingneishibushizhendecuojue,quenengkendingtakandaodeyidingbuhuishijiade。
neimeshibushishuoming,yexuwoshizhendekandaoleyigeqingqingchuchudeta,erbushiyishihuangleshen……?
xiangdaoci,wodejibeilenghanbujinshenlechulai。
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woyuanyiwei,muqinzhishaoshiaiwode,burantayebuzhiyushouzhezheigetayanezhijidejiazheimeduonian,zhishimeixiangdao,tazhuanshoujiubawomaile。
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sunruxuehewodeyuanfenshizaixiaoxue,tadawosannian,suanshiwodexuejie。
zhishiwozhendebuzhidaowodemeilizenmejiuzheimeda,jingrannengrangtabugumingshengdenazhepinliyao‘qu’wo。
“kanshenmekan,woshuole,nidaonianjile,jiehunbushihenzhengchangme。”muqinshuodelengying,wokandechutadeyane,queyekandechutadejupa。
wozhidao,tajuedewoweibeileyeyedeyisi,haipahuizaicifashengkepadeshiqing,suoyixunsizheshibushizaizhaogerenbawojiale,jiuhaole。
wodandanyixiao,xinxiangyaoshiyouneimejiandanjiuhaole。
zhishiwoyemeiyouweibeimuqindemingling,suoyihunshihenkuaijiucaobanleqilai。
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wokanzheneigaopengmanzuodechangmian,cengjingyiduyiweizijihuidaoleyeyehaizaishidechangjing。
bijingneishihoubajiewoyeyederenduo,duodeshidiantouhayaoderengongwei。
“shiqijiashaoyedehunlime?”yuanchuchuanlaileyishenghuhan,wotingdebushihenqingchu,quebeiwomuqinyibatuilechuqu。
“jinisonglilaile,nizenmezheimemeilimao,ganjinqujiea?”muqinsuizuishangmaiyuan,woquehaishikandechutaxinqinghaodehen,suoyizhiderenmingdequlemenkou。
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“sheisonglaide?”wosuikouwendao,likedakailehezi。
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neibushibiededongxi,zhengshiyeyeliujiwodeneigexiezhe‘jiuyan’erzidehezi。
erjiaowolengzhengdequeyuanbuzhici,yinweineirenshuodeqijiaerye,wogenbenwensuoweiwen,bijingyeyecengshuoguo,woqijiaconglaiyimaidanchuan,youzenmekenengyoushenmeeryeni?
xiangdaoci,wozaiyicikanxiangleneigesonglideren,tazaixiao,xiaodehaobuxiqing,jiuxiangzhendezaizhufuwojiehunyiyang。
erhouwoyouditoukanxiangleneigehezi。
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suoyiwoguishishenchadeshenchuleshou,jiudakaileta,erzaidakaitadeyichanei,zhijianfangcaihaiminglangdetianqituranyinyunzhebi,xiaosedefengguaqi,guoxiezheyiguziyinqi。
wozhuanshenyiqiao,neimanyuanzidebinke,cishidouxiaoshibujianle,erzuozaitamenweizhishangde,quandoushiyigegedaocaozhachengderen,zhiyouwodemuqin,tahaiduanzhejiubei,heneigelianguanjiedoubuhuiwudongdedaocaorenjingzhejiu,shuluodepantanzhe……